I'll Never Stop
I'll Never Stop
Disclaimer: the usual rules apply if your underage then please leave. I don't know Nsync or their sexual orientation. This story is completely made up and if there resemblance to actual people it is not to my knowledge.
Here I sit in my own little prison. A prison that I am forced to live in to remain alive. My name is Chase Black, I'm 18. I stand at 5'8" I am 145lbs not really built but still fit. I live in Canada in a small Province called Prince Edward Island. It's a small island next to Nova Scotia and New Brunswick. I'm gay as you might have guessed and currently I have a boyfriend his name is Alex he is everything I ever wanted in a guy. We live together in a small apartment. Well one day I came home to find that he got us tickets to the Nsync concert in Halifax. We packed up our car with some clothes cause we plan on spending the week there. We left and headed towards Halifax. I popped in the Nsync Cd I bought a few weeks ago. "Chase do we have to listen to them all the way there" Alex whined. I looked at him and nodded. "Fine but on the way back we listen to what I want to" I agreed.
When we hot to Halifax it was after lunch so we went to a fast food place to eat. We talked about normal guy things. We didn't act like a couple cause I'm not out to anyone but him. After we ate we checked in to our hotel, which we found out was pretty booked. We went to our room and unpacked our things. I fell back onto the bed. "Alex this is gonna be so much fun" I said looking up at him. "Sure is babe" he replied. I got off the bed "I'm gonna jump in the shower wanna join me"I asked with a smile. "I'm ok Chase just don't go taking forever" he laughed. I threw my shirt at him. I washed and dried off and came out of the bathroom with only a towel around me. Alex was laying on the bed sleeping. I got dressed and kissed him on the cheek. Alex stirred and mumbled "I wanna sleep babe" "ok I'm gonna go for a walk" Alex nodded and I left with my jacket. I left the hotel. And walked down the street. I came to a coffee shop and went in. I ordered a coffee and sat in the back of the shop. After I was done I headed back to the hotel. I was walking into the lobby when a security told me I couldn't enter the elevator. I shoed him my room key and he allowed me to pass. I though it was weird but dismissed the though. I entered our room to find it empty. I figured Alex went out for a bit.
Alex came back about an hour later. He told me he went to the gym. It was getting late so we went to bed. I woke up the next morning to find Alex was already up and had ordered breakfast. We ate then went out to drive around the city. The concert was tonight and the next night and we were going to both. So we bought some new clothes to wear. We headed back and had a shower and got ready to go. We left and head to the concert. The traffic was horrible. We entered the parking area. We parked the car and headed towards the arena. We found our seats and we sat down and waited for the concert to start. I looked around and saw a guy looking towards us but when he saw me looking he turned away.
The concert started and it was awesome they had a 20 minute break after an hour. "Chase I'll be back in a minute I need to use the washroom" Alex said. I nodded and he left. I was secretly watching the other guy when I saw him leave too. I decided to follow him. He was headed towards the washrooms. He entered the mens and I put my ear to the door "Jason we have to hurry, Chase is waiting for me and he can't find out about us" I heard Alex say. "Don't worry he won't" the other guy said. I sat a little bit longer when I heard a loud moan, I was trying not to let the tear overwhelm me but after that they flowed freely. I stood and pushed the door open slowly, my jaw dropped at the sight here was my boyfriend having sex with some other guy in a bathroom I slammed the door against the wall. They stopped and looked towards the door. I stood there with tears running down my face. "How could you Alex" I asked. He started to say something when I yelled "how long have you been cheating on me" "about 4 months" he said. I looked at him and said "it's over asshole" and I turned and left running down the hallway crying.
I don't know how long I ran but it couldn't have been long but I fell to the ground and curled up against the wall crying and didn't move. I didn't want to see the rest of the concert anymore I just wanted to die, I was hurt so bad. I could hear footsteps coming towards me after about an hour. "Hey are you ok" I heard a guy ask. When I didn't answer he sat down next to me and put his hand on my shoulder "are you ok" he asked again. I shock my head no. "What happened" he asked. "I just caught my boyfriend cheating on me in the bathroom with some other guy after he bought me tickets to see Nsync." I said crying heavily. "So you sat here since then' the guy asked me. I nodded. I never did look up at who was talking to me. He took his hand from my shoulder and lifted my chin so he could see my face. When we made eye contact I knew I had just seen the most perfect guy in the world.
"Y-Your Lance Bass from Nsync" I stammered. He smiled back and nodded. He grabbed my hand and pulled me up so I was standing. "You must have missed most of the concert then." he said. I nodded. "Would you like to hang out with me and the guys since you missed the concert."Lance asked. "I don't want to be a bother to you guys. I-I-I have to go." I said before I took of running again. Lance was running after me and caught me when I collapsed. "HELP, SOMEONE" Lance yelled. The other members from Nsync came running down the hall to see what was wrong. "What's wrong lance" Justin asked. "Help me pick him up curly we have to take him to the dressing room"Lance said quickly. Once they got me into the room lance got a wet face cloth and wiped my face with it. "Don't worry you'll be fine"he said to me. "Lance who is your friend"Joey asked. "Well I saw him sitting in the hall crying and he told me what was wrong but he never told me his name" Lance said. "What was wrong with him" Justin asked. "It's not my place to say Justin" lance said.
I open my eyes and noticed I was in a different room. I turned my head and saw the guys talking. Lance looked towards me and saw me awake. "Are you ok" he asked. I nodded my head. "You had me scared shitless, and you didn't even tell me your name" lance said with a smile. "I'm sorry I've cause you so much trouble" I said tears sliding down my face. Lance walked over to me and wiped the tears away with his hand. "How about you tell me your name and we'll call it even" he said. "My name is Chase Black"I said. "Well chase I'm sure you know all our names." Lance said. "Chase may we ask what had you so upset in the hall" Justin asked with a concerned look on his face. I looked at lance and he shocked his head. "Well my boyfriend bought us some tickets to see you guys cause he knows that your my favorite band, but I found him making out with some guy in the bathroom" I said the tears flowing freely. Lance put his arm around me and hugged me tight. He turned and whispered "he doesn't realize what a beautiful guy he let go." I turned and looked at him. he smiled at me "you mean your gay" I asked. He nodded. I smiled at him. I looked over at the guys and they were all smiling. "Hey I just remembered that you didn't get to see the show Chase"Lance said.
Two hours later we were all sitting around the dressing room after watching the tape of the show. Joey and Chris were sitting on the floor, Justin and JC were sitting on the couch and Lance and I were sitting on the loveseat and lance had his arm around me. I looked at my watch and saw that it was extremely late. "Oh shit I never meant to keep you guys up this late" I said quickly as I stood. "Where are you going Chase" Lance asked. "I guess back to the hotel" I said sadly "you can stay here and I'll go with you tomorrow to get your stuff" Lance. "I don't want to be a bother" I said. Lance quickly wrapped his arm around me. The guys all looked at him in surprised. "Last time you said that you ran and I'm not gonna let you this time. I smiled at him and placed a small kiss on his cheek. "Ok I'll stay" I finally agreed. We all headed out to the limo and drove to the hotel.
We were coming off the elevator when we split up and went to our rooms, I just followed lance since I didn't know where I was going. "You can sleep in here with me Chase" Lance said to me. We entered hi room and I sat on the couch I grabbed the remote and turned it on. I was going through the channels when Lance sat next to me. "So chase tell me about yourself" Lance asked me. I told him about where I grew up but I didn't tell him anything personal. "Chase what are you holding back I can see it in your eyes you can tell me" Lance said. I stopped at a music channel and just as I was about to say something a song that I liked came on it was the video last flight out by plus one. "Watch this video Lance please" I asked.
I'm so scared that you will see
All the weakness inside of me
I'm so scared of letting go
That the pain I've hid will show
I know you want to hear me speak
But I'm afraid that if I start to
I'll never stop
I want you to know
You belong in my life
I love the hope
I see in your eyes
For you I would fly
At least I would try
For you I'll take
The last flight out
I'm afraid that You will leave
As my secrets Have been revealed
In my dreams You'll always stay
Every breathing moment from now
I know you want to hear me speak
But I'm afraid that if I start to
I'll never stop
I want you to know
You belong in my life
I love the hope
I see in your eyes
For you I would fly
At least I would try
For you I'll take
The last flight out
I cannot hold back
The truth no more
I let you wait too long
Although it's hard and scares me so
A life without you scares me more
I want you to know
You belong in my life
I love the hope
I see in your eyes
For you I would fly
At least I would try
For you I'll take
The last flight out
After the song was over I looked at Lance and saw tears running down his face. "Chase is that how you really feel" he asked I just nodded. He wrapped his arms around me and kissed my forehead. I looked up at Lance and asked "Lance will you be my boyfriend" Lance smiled and nodded then he leaned in and kissed me. We got off the couch and walked to the bed. " I hope your not scared of sharing the bed with me" Lance asked. I shock my head and proceeded to unbutton lances shirt. He did the same to me. I undid the belt on his jeans and then unbuttoned them. Lance lowered the fly of my jeans and pushed them down. I stepped out of my pants and unzipped Lances and pushed them down. He stepped out of them and sat on the bed. I sat next to lance and pulled my socks off as he was doing then I leaned over and kissed him. We climbed into bed and he pulled me close to him. "Chase I think I'm falling in love with you" Lance said. "It's ok Lance I am too" I said as I snuggled against Lance. We said our goodnight's and fell asleep.