FIRST TIME I ATE CUM by Ronnie Andrews
I was working at a service station by myself. It was a very slow day. Customers only showed up every hour or so. We wore uniforms and we usually got really dirty with oil changes and working with tires. As I was sitting behind the desk the uniform guy showed up with my next week's uniforms. He got out of his truck and walked in and put the uniforms on the desk. I got up to meet him so we stood before each other making small talk. He had been delivering uniforms to our service station for a couple of months. His name was Dennis and he was always very friendly. He smiled a lot as we talked. Right in the middle of a lot of small talk he looked at my crotch area and asked me if I was having problems with the zipper. He told me that a lot of the uniforms were having problems. Before I knew it Dennis was on his knees in front of me undoing my zipper. I never wore any underpants so when he unzipped me he could easily see my cock.
I felt so uneasy and embarrassed. I froze unable to think of what to say or do. I had never dreamed of having sex with a guy or why a guy would want to have sex with another guy. I was only eighteen. Because I instinctively backed away from him he became nervous and stood up. He told me to watch my zippers and let him know if there were any problems. I told him ok and he left. I felt so embarrassed.
For weeks after that I kept getting calls but when I answered there wasn't anyone there. I could hear them breathing but that's all. After that guy unzipped me I became so confused. I first wondered what he wanted and then figured out that he must have wanted to play with my cock. Like I said, I never once thought of having sex with a guy before and I was in total disbelief that another guy would want to even see my cock, let alone play with it.
Every night after Dennis undid my zipper I fantasized about him playing with my cock and even sucking on it. I shot such huge loads of cum every night imagining Dennis on his knees in front of me sucking on my cock. My mind was filled with fantasies about Dennis, the uniform guy.
Every week after Dennis unzipped me that day I looked forward to the uniform truck to show up but Dennis wasn't delivering uniforms any more. I asked the new guy what happened to Dennis and he told me he was transferred to another route.
I was really disappointed. After all of those fantasies I was planning on letting Dennis do whatever he wanted with me if he ever came back, but he never did. That didn't stop me from fantasizing about him and to dream of him showing up one day on the route again and sucking my cock. I was so disappointed every uniform delivery day when he didn't show up.
It took me a few years before I realized that that guy was gay and wanted to suck me off. I felt so dumb because I knew so little about sex. There wasn't any talk about sex in my family so I grew up totally ignorant. Being ultra shy didn't help me either. I was always terrified of pursuing any of my fantasies. I didn't even understand my fantasies. I always thought whatever I fantasied about was bad and thought I was a bad person. After each fantasy with a guy and after I shot a load I always felt guilty. I felt like I was doing something wrong. Now that I look back I feel like I missed out on so many things. I know I missed out on so many sexual encounters. I even thought I missed out on relationships I could have had with other guys.
I would definitely love to go back to that day when the uniform delivery guy unzipped me. I would instantly put my hands on his head and hold him as he sucked my cock off. I would hold him and feel his head as my cum shot deep into his mouth. I would face fuck him with my cock. And then I would pull him to his feet and deeply kiss him so we could exchange all of my cum in his mouth. Ahhh, if we could only go back in time.
But I would love to find a guy I could play with and role play with. I would love to reinact a lot of times when I know I could have sucked off another guy or when they could have sucked me off.
It wasn't until years later after I got out of the army when I sucked my first cock until it shot cum in my mouth. I remember planning for weeks meeting a guy and having him shoot his cum in my mouth. I had so many fantasies about sex with guys.
I woke with morning wood and remnants of an erotic dream of sucking on a guy's cock. From that moment I was determined to find a guy who would shoot his cum in my mouth. I got up and went to work. All I thought about all day long was going to the adult theaters to meet someone. After work I dropped by the store and got a case of beer. As soon as I got home I started drinking. I was trying to get up the courage to go to the adult theaters. No matter how much I drank in those days I always felt a lot of shame and guilt when I went to the theaters. They were very seedy places. I had been many times before but never had I allowed a guy to cum in my mouth. I always went there to have my cock sucked off and feel a guy taking my hot load in his mouth.
I thought, tonight is going to be different than all of the other nights. As I drank more and more beer my courage went up. I took a six pack with me and went to my car. I drank on the way. I would alternate having my free hand on a beer or on my crotch. My cock got so hard thinking of how special this night would be. Tonight would be the first time I let a man shoot his cum in my mouth. Yes, this was going to be so special.
I drove by three theaters but there weren't very many cars in front. I went to a fourth theatre and it was full of cars. I pulled into a parking space very far from the entrance and in the dark. I didn't want to be seen by anyone.
I polished off one last beer and my normal shyness was left in empty beer bottle I just finished. I got out of my van and walked to the door of the theater. I always felt so embarrassed opening the door for the first time because I didn't know who would be there. I was always terrified that I would meet someone I knew, or worse, someone that I worked with. I never realized that if a guy I worked with was there he was probably looking for the same thing I was, cock.
I walked in and went right to the booths. The halls were dark with only a blacklight to light you way. The blacklight made the entire hall lined with guys seem so erotic. Just the white parts of them lit up. It made their skin look so sexy and inviting.
As embarrassed as I was I always felt so excited to be there. It was all so intoxicating. Everyone was there to suck and be sucked. And the air was filled with the scent of fresh cum. But it was all so cloak and dagger. The halls were dark with only a blacklight to light you way. The blacklight made the entire hall lined with guys seem so erotic. Just the white parts of them lit up. It made their skin look so sexy and inviting.
Each hall was filled with guys just standing there sizing up every new guy who entered. They had a blank look on their faces. No one expressed any emotion, but they were filled with pure lust. Most guys were smoking a cigarette with hand while they held their crotches with their other hand. The halls wound around through a maze and each hall had dozens of small booths. Every booth had a curtain at its entrance. One each wall inside the booth there were glory holes. I learned all of the things guys had to do to get 'accepted'. Hey, it wasn't rocket science. We were all there for one thing, men and that marvelous and magical piece of meat between their legs.
At first, all I went to the theaters for was to get sucked off. I was in relationships with women during that whole time but not one of them ever sucked my cock and let me shoot cum into their mouths. I wondered why women were so squeamish when it came to allowing me to shoot my cum in their mouths. I didn't understand why they never wanted to swallow my cum especially since every guy I ever met at a theater wanted nothing else but to have me shoot blast after blast of my hot cum into their mouths. And I knew that not only did they all want to swallow my cum, they longed for it, they craved it. Just sucking cock was never enough for them. They just worshipped my cock and they all lusted to have my sperm spraying inside of their mouths. I believe that if women loved swallowing my sperm as much as men I probably would have never taken that first trip to that dark, mysterious gay side of myself. I know everyone has a 'gay' side. Every person, male or female' is never a pure heterosexual. Just like our skin we all have shades of every spectrum of sexuality. It took me twenty-one years to realize that the 'gay' side of myself was the side I most identified with.
I went to the theaters many times, at least once a week to get sucked off. But this night I was determined to find out what it felt like to have my mouth sprayed with hot male juices. I wanted a man to take my oral virginity. I needed a man to fuck my face and use it as a pussy. I longed to have a man shoot his cum in my virgin mouth. I wanted to swallow a man's cum for the first time in my life.
I immediately walked to a booth and closed the curtain behind me. I always liked to start slow. I was not as bold as those guys who stayed outside the booths showing each other their bodies. As soon as I pulled the curtain behind me I started feeding the machine with quarters and started watching porn. At that time about 90 percent of the booths only had straight porn. Only two booths showed gay porn and they were almost always occupied with at least two guys sucking cock. I sometimes went to the back booths and peeked into the gay porn booths. I would look through the curtain and see one guy on his knees while another guy was standing there with his pants down to his ankles. It was mezmerizing to watch a man so captivated by giving another man so much pleasure. Watching a cocksucker is like watching a spiritual act.
Most of the time I visited the theatres I would just go to the straight porn booths and wait for a guy to put his fingers through the gloryhole. It is amazing how fast we learn all of the signals and signs at a theatre isn't it. I remember learning from my first visit to an adult theatre the 'routine'. After a guy put his fingers through the glory hole he would replace his fingers with his mouth. I thought how hot it was to see a guy's lips and open mouth just waiting at the hole for me to feed him my cock. I thought this is how sex should be. And I wondered why sex with women was so damned complicated.
This night at the theatre I had already vowed to have a guy shoot his cum in my mouth for the first time. I slipped my cock through the gloryhole and let a stranger suck my cock. I was so hard but I didn't want to cum yet. I could have shot off a dozen times but held back. I wanted tonight to be special. I pulled my cock back and out of his sucking mouth. I then put my mouth down to the hole and stretched my tongue out as far as it would go. I immediately felt a cock being laid on top of my tongue. I reached my mouth up and wrapped my lips around his cockshaft. The mysterious man started thrusting his cock into my mouth immediately. I loved the feeling of his cock's shaft sliding in and out of my mouth. I bathed his cock with my tongue and juices were flowing out of my mouth and all over his cock.
I didn't want him to cum yet so I backed my mouth away from the hole, zipped back up, and went out to the hall. I went to the booth next to mine and opened the curtain. I asked him if I could come in and he didn't say anything. He just grabbed his cock and looked down. I reached over and put my hand around his cock. It was still pulsating because just moments before I had almost sucked him to orgasm. I asked him "Do you have a place to go?". He said sure. We didn't have to say anything. We both knew what we wanted. He told me to follow him. Once in the parking lot we both separated and went to our cars. I followed him to an apartment complex. When he parked I parked right next to him.
We walked to his apartment on the second floor. I felt so nervous. I always wondered if I would be beat up or worse. But he seemed so gentle and nice. And I knew I loved sucking his cock. We were both the same age, both about 21. When we got inside his apartment he asked me if I wanted a beer. I said sure. We both headed for his bedroom as we drank from our beer cans. He had a huge king sized waterbed. I told him "Wow, your bed is awesome!". We both laid down immediately and finished off our beers. I started playing with his crotch. He still had his jeans on but it felt so wonderful to feel his cock getting rock hard. I fumbled a bit to undo his belt and then unzip his pants. Out sprang his delicious looking 6" cock. I pulled his pants down as far as I could and then he slipped them off his legs and pulled his feet out. We both quickly stripped each other of our clothes. We were in a frenzy of lust. I asked him, "Will you leave the lights on so I can see your cock as I suck it?". He said sure. He left the lights on but dimmed them so mood was more erotic. He even lit a few candles.
I was determined to take my first load of a man's sperm so I lowered my head to his crotch. I rested my head on his stomach and just marveled at how beautiful his cock looked. I looked at every cell on his cockhead and the slit in the middle where I knew his delicious cum would come from. I marveled at how smooth his shaft was. And those beautiful pubes which joined the base of his cock to his magnificent balls. My mouth started salivating in anticipation of wrapping my lips around his cock, but instead of acting immediately I just laid there content with using my hand to gently stroke his cock. I loved to lightly run my fingers over his pubes and brushing ever so lightly against his balls. My light touches were driving him crazy.
After a half of an hour marveling at the beauty of his cock I could no longer wait to taste him, to taste his precum, and ultimately his divine cum. I slowly opened my mouth and wrapped my lips around his cockhead. As I just held my lips in place I swirled my tongue all around his cockhead knowing it was driving him crazy. He began to slowly thrust his crotch until his cock began moving in and out of my mouth. God did I ever feel good. So smooth, so hard, and so male. I felt so wonderful being an instrument of pleasure for a man. I was getting intoxicated tasting his precum, breathing in his manly scent, and watching his cock's shaft and balls as he face fucked me. I loved how his cock disappeared into my mouth as he fucked me. As he slid his cock in and out of my mouth I rolled his balls around with my free hand. The other hand was under his ass. As he thrusted up my hand pulled his body towards me.
The anticipation was so incredible. I couldn't wait to have this guy's cum but I wanted the moment to last forever. I wanted him to wait as long as he could before shooting his cum into my mouth. I wanted my first time to be so special, so pure, so lustful as only one man can express to another man in the ages old ritual of cocksucking.
The pace of his grunting and moaning increased and I knew that no matter what I did could stop the eventual flow of his cum into my mouth. I knew he would soon reach that magical point of no return when he had no control over his cock. And at that moment I knew I would have total control over his entire being. I knew that nothing on earth could cause my man to remove his cock from my mouth.
I switched from wanting him to wait to cum to wanting him to shoot his sperm in my mouth immediately. I was totally lost in lust. I started sucking his cock more and more intensely. My tongue went wild around his cockhead. Occassionally he would thrust his cock deep into my mouth so that his cockhead reached the entrance to my throat. God, how beautiful this was. How wonderful. I felt as if I was experiencing something so divine, so spiritual.
His pace quickened even more and I knew he was about to erupt. I stopped moving my head and just laid it on his stomach. His thrusts quickened and then he froze his body with his cock halfway in my mouth. I felt a spasm at the base of his balls and knew I would in moments I would be feeling his cum spew forth from his organ. I knew I would be soon tasting another man's cum for the first time in my life. What a beautiful feeling bringing another person so much pleasure. The first blast of his cum slattered all over the insides of my mouth. God did it ever taste good. This was so much better than anything I had ever experienced before. Blast after blast filled my mouth with his hot, satiny smooth sperm. I marveled at how good he tasted and how hot his sperm was. He must have shot eight huge ropes of cum into my mouth followed by just as many aftershocks.
I loved the feeling of my mouth becoming a pussy, a receptacle of love, a place where a man could spray his precious juices. I just held his cum in my mouth until he stopped spasming. And then I just laid my head on his stomach as he ran his fingers through my hair. I felt so complete, so connected with another. I never knew I could feel this close to another human being.
I laid there with his cock and cum in my mouth until he eventually became soft. Even with his cock soft I loved swirling my cum-coated tongue all around his cock. I used my hand to milk his soft cock until I was rewarded with another huge gob of his cum. For a long time I just laid there moaning in pleasure. I was experiencing pure peace. I felt so satisfied and I hadn't even came. Bringing a man to orgasm satisfies me so much that I don't even think about satisfying my own sexual desires.
For the first time in my life I took a man's cum in my mouth and I loved it. What a wonderful organ he had. So magical. So delicious. I felt addicted to his cock and cum. At that moment I felt like I wanted to have his cock in my mouth forever. I was in-love with cock and I wanted so much to be his, to always be there for him to empty his heavenly juices from his balls into my mouth.
I closed my eyes and felt all of the sensations of having a man's cock in my mouth. My entire spirit melted as I tasted his cum and felt its texture. My mouth was filled with cum and my mouth's juices. I wanted this moment to last forever. I wanted to keep his cum in my mouth as long as I could. As I swirled my tongue around his soft cock it began to harden once again. Moments later it started to pulsate. Even with a mouthful of his delicious cum I wanted more and more and more.
He started thrusting his cock in and out of my mouth as my tongue and lips worked in unison to entice another load of his cum from deep within his body. I no longer wanted to wait for his cum. I tried to give him every sensation with my mouth so I could be rewarded with another feeding of my man's cum. Within minutes his body thrusted forward and became completely rigid. I moved my hand that was behind him and slid a finger into his tight ass. I pushed it deep into his hole and felt that magical receptacle which held and expelled his cum. As soon as my finger touched his prostate it started to pulsate violently. Oh my god how erotic this was. How nasty. How deviant. But how totally erotic and sexual.
With my finger massaging his prostate and my mouth and tongue performing a sexual dance on his cock his cum started spewing out once again. Blast after blast shot into my waiting mouth. My tongue once again swirled around his cockhead as his cum was spewing into my mouth. His new cum was mixing with his first cum. My mouth was so full of his sperm. My lips remained locked tightly around the shaft of his cock so that none of his cum could escape and be wasted.
Even though I had never experienced a man shooting his cum in my mouth before I now had two loads of cum in my mouth. All I could think of is whether I wanted to share it with him. I didn't know how he would react if I kissed him but I didn't care. I wanted to kiss him deeply and let him taste his cum from my mouth. I raised my head up to over his and he instinctively opened his mouth and met mine. His cum flowed from my mouth into his. Our cum coated tongues lapped at each other wildly. We were in a frenzy of lust that only cum in one's mouth can create. Never had I ever felt so close to another person in my life. Never had I felt so close to another man.
After exchanging his cum back and forth between our mouths I sucked his tongue into my mouth and tried to get all of his cum into my mouth. He helped by pushing his cum out so that I could suck all of his cum from his mouth. I closed my lips and broke our passionate kiss. I backed my head from his and we both opened our eyes. He watched as I opened my mouth showing him his two loads of cum. Strands of his cum would drip off my upper lip to my lower lip and then slide back into my mouth. He looked at me in awe because he knew I accepted him completely, that I would do anything for him, that I loved his marvelous organ of love. I gently closed my mouth and slowly swallowed both of his loads. Gulp after gulp. He was completely lost in lust as he watched me swallow his cum.
After swallowing every drop of his cum I opened my mouth and ran my tongue all around my lips and then closed my mouth again to swallow one more time.
Both of us were so completely spent all we could do was collapse into post orgasmic bliss. We held each other side by side. When we awoke the next morning I instinctively lowered my head to his crotch and sucked on his cock once again. I knew I was addicted to cum. I knew I was addicted to men. After sucking him a third time he once again shot a large load of his cum into my mouth. This time I didn't hold it in my mouth. I quickly swallowed it as soon as it spewed forth from his cock. I was in lust. I was in love. I knew from that moment on that I would need a steady diet of hot, delicious cum every day. Sometimes I wonder if just one man could ever be enough. I have so many fantasies about living with ten guys and letting they all use my mouth as their toy, to shoot their cum whenever they want, to feed me all day long. Or were even ten guys enough. In one of my favorite fantasies I suck off one man after another, hundreds of them and I eat all of their precious sperm.
The night was over and I woke at a guy's house and I didn't even know his name. I thought, the night before my mouth was a virgin. It had never tasted another man's sperm before. Now, I had taken three loads of cum in eight hours. I was no longer a virgin. I loved cum and from then on I knew I would do anything to get a man to spray his innermost and holy sexual juices into my mouth. There is nothing on earth more satisfying than the feeling of cum in one's mouth and then swallowing it. Knowing that you have another man's cum deep within your body felt so spiritual to me. I knew I was doing what I was supposed to do. I knew I was being the person I was supposed to be. I was a cum slut and I knew I was happy for the first time in my life.
If you like my story I would love to hear from you. Let me know if my sexual exploit made your cock hard, or if you were able to shoot a load of your hot cum. I don't get paid to write stories for Nifty so it would be nice to get letters of encouragement to inspire me to write more stories. Please contact me with your comments at megadinero@yahoo.com. Thanks a lot, Ronnie...
Copyright 2007 by Ronnie Andrews