From Jan to Janice (First Contact)- Part 1 - Authoritarian -
It was a message out of the blue - I forget if it was a response to a post looking for a sissy on doublelist or if it were a random profile on some faggot seeking website. Regardless I couldn't believe what showed up in my email. What was unusual, was the fagboy didn't include a pic of his sissy clit.. A very good sign to me that this time there might be some potential holes to use at my leisure. I don't play with sissy clitty. I don't even care to see some sissy clit. I am repulsed by the idea of a sissy having anything but a clit. Even my port preferences reflect this. I only watch lez porn. Where else can I watch porn and seen no sissy dick? It is not necessary for me, and honestly repulsive. Not unusual was the request for throat and sissy training. Most fags need to be regularly trained and used if they are to be any good at pleasing a real man. His words did seem to hold some resemblense to being honest and passionnate so I continued to probe the mind of this faggot. Did he even qualify to be on his knees with my cock in his mouth. You may call me Master T - My cock is Master C. Both of us (my cock and my dominant nature) are very demanding and expect obedience and immediate compliance. Not too much to ask for is it?
The faggots response was right on que and things were looking good for my cock and his wish for a sissy faggot to use on a regular basis. He said "Master T, you are absolutely correct and it is my greatest concern to give you and Master C my undivided attention." he continued. "It has been quite a long time, that I have been wanting to approach a dominant man and let him know that I want to surrender myself to him." - It was then that he told me a story about a friend of his in college. The friend had been out party'n and returned in the very early morning hours. Rather than going to his room, he came straight into my room and he took out his cock and put it by my face. That's when he grabbed my head and told me to open my mouth and to not make a noise and he proceeded to have his way with me." The sissy confessed that he had held that memory very close and never told anyone about the scene. It was never repeated and the room mate never attempted or let on that it had even happened.
I find it interesting that many of the authors who speak of encounters have never really had the experiences they write about. Often it is just them writing about the experiences they wish they had. Well faggot, if you're reading this and you think I am anything but the real deal, let me give you a taste of the real messages that were shared between me and my new sissy faggot.
As I suggested above, the faggot found me through a profile I had posted on a site called silverdaddies.com. A sight for the age gapped types of encounters. I am particularly fond of opening up an older sissy, showing them the wonders of being a submissive to their own desires and lust. Where else but on that site. My profile is pretty explicit and I let it be known what my intentions are. That intention was to have my own personal sissy whom I can use however I want and the way I want. A sissy who understands that their only goal was to give my cock their undivided attention. In the faggots original message he had been quite respectful and informative. And he had asked how I was liking living in Hemet. Here is my response.
You emailed me on Silverdaddies -
Hemet is OK - Unfortunately most of the faggots here can't host or are too old to handle a guy who enjoys a long session with lots of edging and multiple cum loads. Are you too old? Can you take a good long session that builds up to a full on fucking of your mouth? I take what I want and I get what I want, and I don't hide the fact that I will do so when and how I want it. I am demanding and dominant. I am verbal and you will know when you are doing a good job or a bad job. I am strong and I will hold your head in place if I have to and long dick your mouth and work my way into your throat. I will cum straight down that throat if I please..
Am I too much for you? maybe I should tone it down, but that's not the way I like it and I prefer a fag who can get into serving and being obedient..
And this was faggot Janices response -
Hi Master T,
Thank you for writing back.
I would love being used as holes for a good strong Dom like you who knows how to put me in my place and take what he wants. A long session that you describe would give me the opportunity to take all of your cum and leave you drained and happy, like a good cum slut fag boy should. I can take you full deep throat, and can work up to full face fucking with some proper training. I would also love to get into service and obedience training with you, Sir. You will let me know whether I am doing a bad job or being a good little fag for You, won't you?
I am in good shape ( hike 20 miles a week) and can grab a hotel room up your way on a regular basis if things evolve as I hope they will.
jan
ps: please don't tone it down!,
I decided to let the faggot hang for a while and let him stew on my words. Let him consider what it was that I was suggesting in response to what he was offering. The sissy was hooked already - He couldn't handle the silence and he sent several other shorter emails - seemingly attempting to seduce me to respond. In one such email the sissy stated - "Also, if interested I could grab a room at say, Lake Elsinore or north, one afternoon next week. You deserve to have it when and how you want.." As you can see the fag is trying to entice me to write back to him, and I still remain silent. Then I get the following message from the faggot.
"p.s. I'm learning to breathe while your cock is shoved down my throat to the hilt and I am licking your balls and you are grabbing my head and face fucking me. Learning to relax and take it completely for longer periods. Can you help me with that? "
The sissy was fighting a losing battle he was being seduced by me, and he didn't even realize it. Not initially, but eventually he came to understand I wasn't satisified with the "roleplaying" - I was making a fantasy a reality and it was not about playing a role but about embrasing his true nature. That being to surrender to his desire for cock and to let that desire egnite and explode inside and to become the sissy he was born to be. You'll see more of this as it comes out in the story - and much like you reading this story, I am preparing you to be the true cock loving faggot you are.
After a couple hours I sent the sissy boy the following message.
I have been looking for a replacement cock lover pretty much since moving out here to Hemet - I've tried a couple with no real success - you however, do sound promising, if you spend time hiking and such, then you definitely got the ability to endure whatever I throw your direction. I will have my cock in your mouth for long periods of time, and you will learn that I will give you times of reprieve, but that is up to me and my discretion and it is only your job to do my will. Punishment will occur if you question my will or request anything for your own comfort. If it is uncomfortable that's the way I want it. I am not into a lot of pain. but I will administer it if you are disobedient or if it pleases me. I wouldn't necessarily mark you in any long term way - I do enjoy slapping a faggot face as well as I will have you swallowing my spit if I so desire. My last faggot cock lover eventually started to drink my piss whenever I wanted. I had him for nearly 12 years. It helped that he was a neighbor and our wives were friends as well. It was easy to call him over, and have him service my cock. I can be pretty verbally abusive as well. I enjoy pushing limits and getting what I want and I enjoy the kink of the whole situation. Not to mention the power a true and trained submissive gives to his master. I will not touch you in any meaningful way that expresses anything other then my ownership of you and your holes. especially not your faggot dick. I don't even want to see it and absolutely will not touch it in any way shape or form..
Am I expressing myself in a way that you understand and can agree too?
What do you think? Was I being unclear? No I was not, and you will even note that I am already taking ownership of more and more aspects of this sissy fags body. His mouth, what he will be swallowing, and a continued reminder that he is a sissy fag and his clitty will not be seen nor touched most certainly not by me and you will not play with you clitty unless you are granted permission.
And to follow up on the faggots blatant prodding to get me to respond to his emails I stated:
Yes, that is one of the things that I will require you to learn and that I will test you on regularly.. (That is learning to breathe while my cock is lodged in yoru throat) I have a couple of positions and mouth/throat exercises that you will go through during our sessions to work through any gag reflex and to test your skill and strengthen your oral endurance. A room is definitely going to be the best way - It will afford me the time and the space to truly put your faggot ass through the paces.
As you read each word can you feel the confidence I am revealing. Can you see my expectations being lined up one by one. There is no sense of confusion, no sense of being unsure and I was completely clear - My cock will ownurass -
This story is just getting started, and I know that there are several fans out there who have been waiting for more stories. You're patience, your lust, and your desire to picture yourself being used by a real man are here in this story. Feel Free to write me and let me know what you think about your story. Good and Bad - But you better be ready to defend yourself if you do say anything terribly rude.
If you live in the Southern California area and you need a real man to put you in your place, on your knees in front of my hot hard pulsing cock. Then contact me and we'll arrange a training session. Minimal costs and you will find yourself learning not just how to properly serve a real man, you will learn a lot about yourself and your desires. I will show you why you want cock so bad and I will give you the means to make the fantasy a reality. Not a solicitation by any means, but an offer to find yourself and let your true submissive nature finally see the outside of the closet you got your sissy locked up.. Set yourself free and surrender to me. That is the simple truth of lesson in this story. Surrender and you will find your true self.. Besides the learning and hot sex session, you might just be my next story..
To Be Continued - Taking Ownership -
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