I always knew one day I would find out what it ment to be totally made love to. It took another woman to show me how to totally let go and relax and enjoy and trust the one you are with . Being married for thirteen years just going through the motions, knowing deep down it was a mistake to marry. trying to hide who I really am a gay woman trying to live a straight life.
The first time I saw her I knew we would get together. And one night we did I spent fifteen hour's in her arm's , that was the best night of my life. It made me realize what I want in a partner.
Returning home seeing my husband outside playing with the kid's . Him not knowing , just glad that I'm home after our big fight the day before.
Now a few weeks have passed , all I can think about is her, and what we shared that night. Seeing her now in the salon where she works for a friend of mine. She act's like I'm not there , talking to everyone else but me, never looking my way . Was I just a quest for her a one night stand . I pick up the phone to call her , but hang up before I do , ......
Now I'm just confussed not knowing what to do whether to be honest with my husband and tell him the truth . Or do I go back to living my life just going through the motion's.
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