Finding Ryan

This is a gay love story. The names of the characters are fictional and do not represent anyone the author knows.

Warning: It contains explicit m/m sex and s&m action plus lots of love!

Finding Ryan by Adam Stewart

Jason was feeling pleased with himself as he walked into the multi-storey to get his car. He'd just completed yet another successful business deal and the guy he'd just made a good profit from turned out to be a push over which Jason didn't expect. Like his father, Jason was a good business man and at the age of twenty five was already a millionaire in his own right. His father had been the same and had made millions so when he had died just over a year ago, Jason inherited everything since he was the only son much to his father's disappointment.

"Let me go, let me go" Jason heard someone calling out as he walked into the depths of the car park. Jason walked towards where he could here the cries of help and saw a young guy on the floor with two youths standing over him. One was using his phone camera to capture what the other was doing to the young lad. As Jason got nearer it looked as if the guy was trying to pull the young lad's trousers off.

Without thinking, Jason started running towards them shouting

"Leave him alone you bully; fuck off"

The guy using the phone camera immediately shot off in the other direction leaving the other one standing over the young lad on the ground. He turned towards Jason looking very aggressive.

"So what you gonna do to stop me then?" the guy shouted back as Jason approached.

Jason was six foot three and had broad shoulders, so he soon towered over the shorter guy.

"This" Jason suddenly said and slapped the guy round his ear and kneed him in his groin.

"Fuck" the guy shouted holding one hand to his ear to ease the ringing sound and his other to hold his painful balls. Seeing he was no match for Jason, he quickly hobbled off following his mate.

Jason had learnt this technique at a self defence training session the previous week following a warning from the police about a spate of muggings in which laptops and expensive mobile phones had been stolen from wealthy businessmen. Having seen the effect it had on the attacker he was pleased with the result.

Jason knelt down beside the lad and put a comforting hand on his shoulder.

"You okay?"

Two gorgeous blue eyes looked up and for a moment Jason was stunned by the lad.

"What happened?"

"Tried to take my trousers and took my money" the lad replied quietly.

Jason looked at the torn trousers that were partly down the lad's bottom. He had the most gorgeous white smooth butt Jason had ever seen and for a moment his thoughts went to his own crotch which was reacting. Jason pulled the garment up to cover the lad and pulled his T shirt down to cover his bare chest.

"How much money did they steal?"

"Only had a couple of quid; it's all I've got" the lad replied tearfully.

"Here, let me help you up" Jason said taking hold of the lad's arm and gently lifting him. He then noticed that the lad had bare feet.

"Where are your shoes?"

"The fuckers stole my trainers as well"

Jason couldn't believe what he was hearing. Not only did the two guys take his money, they took his trainers and tried to take his trousers.

"Why did they attack you?" Jason said as he helped the lad up.

"Because I'm queer"

"You mean you're gay" Jason said to clarify what the lad had told him.

"Yeah; is that a problem?"

"Fuck no; so am I" Jason replied smiling at the lad.

"Here, come with me; my car's over there and we can see what we can do to help you"

Jason almost carried the lad to his car and once he'd operated the remote and opened the passenger door he helped the lad inside. He then threw his briefcase into the back and got into the driver's seat.

"Think we'd better get out of here just in case they decide to come back" Jason said as he started his Jaguar and drove off to the exit.

The lad had his head snuggled up against Jason's chest as he drove and Jason put a comforting hand on his body. His T shirt had ridden up and his trousers which were torn had slipped down slightly so a large white patch of his lower back and buttocks were exposed. Jason's hand automatically moved onto the naked flesh. His mind was in overdrive. There was something about the lad which caused Jason to have an immediate attraction to him and it was manifesting in his crotch.

"What's your name?"

"Ryan"

"I'm Jason"

"Thanks for helping me Jason" Ryan said looking up at Jason.

Once again Jason saw those wonderful blue eyes and another shiver of excitement shot through his body and made his cock grow even more.

"So where'd you live Ryan?"

"I don't"

"What, homeless you mean?"

"Yeah"

Jason pondered on this for a moment before asking "So where did you originally come from?"

"Derby; had to run away from home; was being abused by my aunt"

Jason's heart felt for the lad and decided he had to do something to help.

"You want to report your attack to the police?"

"No, please, no, don't take me to the police" Ryan suddenly cried out.

"Okay, okay" Jason said patting the naked flesh again with his spare hand.

"Police will put me into a hostel and the last time I had stuff stolen from me and I was bullied" Ryan said dolefully.

"I'm sorry Ryan, what did they do to you?"

"Stole money, stole my belt, stole my pants"

"What, they stole your underpants?" Jason asked.

"Yeah, that's why I've got nothing on under these jeans" Ryan replied as he snuggled his head further into Jason's chest and put his hand across Jason's thick legs.

As he felt Ryan's hand across his legs he wondered whether he'd notice his now thick erection trying to burst out of his trousers so tried to think of something else but it was difficult with a gorgeous young guy draped over him.

"You should really put your seat belt on Ryan" Jason said casually.

Ryan pulled the belt from its holder and fixed it into the central console. He then immediately laid his head back against Jason's chest.

"So you want to come back home with me so you can take a bath and have something to eat?"

"Oh yes please; may I; you're the first person to be so kind to me; thank you so much"

Jason was touched by the lad's politeness and wanted to know more about him.

"So how old are you Ryan?" Jason asked expecting him to say sixteen or seventeen at the most.

"Eighteen"

"Eighteen; you don't look that old" Jason replied.

"Yeah I know; that's why I'm always being bullied"

"Were you bullied at school?"

"Yeah, all the time; other boys always called me queer"

"Mm, know the problem" Jason reflected on his own school days.

"My father sent me to boarding school and when other boys realised I was gay they'd bully me; life was hell."

"Did your parents know you were gay?" Ryan asked not looking up.

"My mum died giving birth to me so I never knew her; my dad brought me up; or rather nannies did so I never really got to know him and when he realised I was gay he was not pleased to say the least"

"Do you still see him?"

"He died from a massive heart attack just over a year ago" Jason replied without emotion.

"I'm sorry"

"What about your parents?"

"Like you I never knew my mother; she died when I was very young so my dad passed me over to his sister to bring up; she's a slag; never see my dad now."

"So what made you leave home?"

Ryan said nothing for a while but eventually spilled the beans.

"My aunt is a prostitute so we always had guys coming to the house. When she found out I was queer she tried to get me out of it by making me watch her and guys having sex; some of her clients were turned on by her whipping me and once they'd got a hard-on they'd make me suck their cock and then watch them having sex."

"Oh my god" Jason exclaimed, "And did you get any enjoyment sucking the cocks?"

"Not really; don't get me wrong, I like sucking cock but not when I'm forced to"

Jason chuckled, "Yeah, I can understand that; but did it turn you on?"

"Sometimes and just before I left my aunt tried to sit on my stiff cock; it was then that I decided to get out and came to London but things didn't work out down here either"

"How long have you been in London?"

"Just on six months"

"Fuck, that's a long time to be on the streets" Jason exclaimed.

"Right, we're here" Jason announced as he drove into the car park under the block where he had a penthouse apartment. He parked the car and helped Ryan out making sure there was nobody else around to see them. Taking a half naked lad with no shoes on could cause a few raised eyebrows!

Jason led Ryan into the private lift that took them straight up to Jason's apartment. When they were inside, Jason let out a big "Wow, this is fucking awesome".

Jason laughed. It was the usual remark his friends made when they had visited. He'd only bought it four months ago so it was all very new and he loved it.

"Come on in Ryan; think the first thing you need is a nice hot bath, don't you?"

Ryan put his arms round Justin and hugged him tight. As he did so his jeans which no longer had a button at the waist and a ripped zip, fell round his ankles.

"You'd better take those jeans off before you break your neck" Jason giggled as he helped Ryan step out of the offending jeans.

Ryan seemed to take that as an indication to strip off since he soon had his ragged jacket off along with his T shirt. Jason gasped for a moment as he looked at the gorgeous Adonis standing stark naked in his hallway. He threw off his own jacket and slipped out of his shoes before leading Ryan along to the main bathroom which had a large oval Jacuzzi bath installed.

Ryan gasped at the sumptuousness of it all and again said "Wow".

"You look tired" Jason commented whilst he waited for the bath to fill.

"Not really slept much for several nights; had too many guys trying to bully me."

"I imagine you're hungry as well"

Ryan shrugged, "Couldn't afford to eat much".

"Well, we can sort both those problems out for you once you've had a bath; did those guys hurt you at all?"

"Only my arm when they pulled me down"

Jason looked at Ryan's naked arm and noticed some bruising but there didn't appear to be any other injuries although he suspected there were mental ones.

Finally the bath was sufficiently full enough for Ryan to get into. Jason watched as his lithe body climbed in and again felt his heart go out to him. He was only about five foot five and very slim so against Jason he looked almost a child. Ryan lay back in the water and for a moment basked in its warmth against his naked body. It was the first bath and proper wash he'd had for weeks if not months and it felt good.

"You want me to wash you?" Jason asked casually.

Ryan looked up and flashed his blue eyes at Jason.

"Yes please"

Jason chuckled to himself as he quickly stripped off his clothes down to his briefs so as not to get them wet. He had a feeling that those blue eyes were going to be difficult to resist. He soaped up a sponge and told Ryan to stand so that he could wash his naked body. Jason felt his cock get bigger and bigger inside his briefs and he hoped Ryan didn't notice. Ryan made no attempt to wash his privates and just stood there for Jason to do everything. Jason certainly didn't mind!

"You want me to wash your hair?"

Ryan nodded and sat down in the bath when Jason had finished washing the rest of him. Jason took hold of the spray attachment and wet Ryan's hair before soaping it with shampoo. Once washed, he rinsed it off and bent down to kiss the back of Ryan's neck.

"You really are gorgeous" Jason said more to himself than to Ryan.

Jason helped Ryan out of the bath and put a warm clean towel round him to dry him off. Again he seemed to just stand there letting Jason take charge. The lad looked very tired so Jason asked him if he'd like to have a rest before eating. Ryan said he would so Jason led him along to the main bedroom, pulled back the duvet and Ryan climbed in.

"This is a fucking big bed" Ryan grinned as he looked at how much room there was beside him.

"Mm, it's good for two that's for sure" Jason replied without thinking. Why he'd taken Ryan to his own bed rather than one of the spare rooms he had no idea. It just happened and he hoped Ryan wouldn't see the move as being too obvious.

Almost as soon as Ryan had placed his head on the pillow he was asleep. He was so tired that the warm bath and now a soft bed overcame him. Jason slipped off his briefs and put on a dressing gown. He went off to the kitchen to start cooking some food for later. As he went through the hallway he picked up Ryan's three items of clothes. He still couldn't believe that someone would be that nasty to pinch his underwear and then try and take his jeans.

He took the items into the kitchen with a view to putting them all in the washing machine but when he inspected them closer he decided it wasn't worth the bother. The jeans were ripped and not wearable, the T shirt was filthy and also slightly torn and the outer jacket had certainly seen better days.

"Think there's only one place for those" Jason told himself as he got out a black plastic bag to put them in for the rubbish bin. Before doing so he checked the pockets of the jacket and found the plastic part of Ryan's driving licence. He'd clearly managed to learn to drive at some point and it did of course provide Jason with proof of Ryan's name and age. The photograph was very much Ryan and the date of birth checked out with what Ryan had told him - eighteen and in fact he would be nineteen in a month's time. It also showed his name as being Ryan Turner. Hidden in another pocket was what looked like a staff member identity card for a burger bar situated in Derby. For some reason Jason went straight into the living room, grabbed the phone and called the number on the identity card.

"Hi, sorry to bother you but I'm trying to trace a Ryan Turner and I understand he worked at your burger bar"

Jason had no idea whether he would get anywhere with his enquiry but the guy the other end was most helpful.

"Yeah, lovely lad but he called me about six months ago to say he had to leave Derby and I've not heard from him since. I have his home number if that helps; think he lived with an aunt but not too sure about that; he never spoke much about home; to be honest I don't think he was too happy there."

Jason took a note of the phone number and thanked the guy profusely for his help.

"You're welcome; if you find him give him my best wishes; we miss him; he was a bloody good worker."

Jason ended the call and smiled, "Yeah, I can imagine Ryan would be a good worker in the right environment".

He then called the number the guy had given him not expecting to get very far again but he thought it worth a try. He felt slightly uneasy about checking up on Ryan behind his back but if he was going to have him living with him for a while then he felt he should know as much about him as possible just in case he was harbouring an undesirable or a lad wanted by the authorities!

"Allo darling" a woman's voice said as soon as Jason had made the call, "You wanna book my services darling; no doubt got a cock that needs urgent attention have yer?"

Jason was slightly taken aback at the woman's comments but explained he was trying to trace Ryan Turner.

"Oh yeah love, he's my brother's queer brat; the fucker just upped and left about six months ago so no idea where he is now love"

Jason could hear someone else in the background making what sounded like groaning noises.

"Be with you in a mo Sid; just keep it up for me love; my you're a big boy aren't you?"

Jason then heard a man's voice saying "Love your tits Tracey and can't wait to get this cock inside you".

"Yeah well, that's extra but since you've got a nice big one I may give you a special price"

Suddenly the woman spoke to Jason saying "Sorry love, got a client here who wants his big cock attending to; come here Sid and let me suck it for you."

"Just one more question if you don't mind" Jason said, "Do you know why Ryan left home?"

She laughed, "Well he's queer ain't he and I don't think he liked some of my clients getting him to suck their cock; fucking nuisance he's gone cos I've got several clients who like their cock sucked by a lad before sticking it in me."

Suddenly the phone appeared to go dead and all Jason could hear were slurping sounds which he assumed were Tracey giving Sid a blow job. He decided that was all the information he was going to get but it at least checked with Ryan's story and he had no reason to believe there was anything else untoward. He ended the call wondering how big Sid's cock was as he gently stroked his own.

He returned to the kitchen and put the burger bar card and the driving licence to one side. He put the hot pot he'd prepared before he'd gone out in the oven to cook and prepared some potatoes and carrots to put on when it was almost ready. He then returned to the living room and contemplated. Over the years he'd had several boyfriends but nothing regular and nobody he'd really like to spend his life with but for some reason or other Ryan had pulled at his heart strings. Was it just pity for the lad or was there something more than that?

He pulled himself up when he kept thinking of Ryan as a lad, "For fucks sake he's only six years younger than me" Jason told himself. He felt protective towards him and wanted to get to know him better but he wasn't sure what Ryan would want to do or whether he would trust anyone to get that close to him.

A good two hours or more must have gone by when suddenly Jason was aware of Ryan standing in the doorway stark naked.

"Hi Ryan, come on in; you want me to get you something to wear?"

Ryan walked to the middle of the room and stopped, "Does it bother you me being naked?"

Jason laughed, "Ryan, you've got the most gorgeous body imaginable so why should anyone not want to see you naked; of course it doesn't but I didn't want you to feel embarrassed."

Ryan grinned, "Nah, like being naked and you make me feel safe".

Jason grinned and held his arms out wide, "Come here you gorgeous thing".

Ryan almost ran to where Jason was sitting on the sofa and knelt across his legs. Jason put his arms round Ryan's naked body and moved them up and down to feel the soft skin. He bent forward and lightly kissed Ryan on the lips without really thinking. He then looked at Ryan's blonde hair which now it had been washed was more its true colour, and looked at his naked body. His body was covered in a light down of blonde hair including his pubes. Jason found it very erotic and felt his cock reacting beneath his gown.

"I love your smooth body and your gorgeous blue eyes" Jason said before gently kissing Ryan again.

"I like your big body and the dark hair on your chest" Ryan replied gently pulling Jason's gown open to expose more of his manly chest. He then traced the dark hair down Jason's chest, onto his belly and finally to the top of his pubic hair.

"Nice" Ryan cooed as he ran his fingers up and down without actually exposing Jason's erection.

"So have you had boyfriends then?" Jason asked rubbing his hands over Ryan's smooth butt.

"Not really; met the odd guy in Derby but never did anything much with them apart from suck cock"

"Ever fucked or been fucked?" Jason suddenly asked without thinking what he was saying.

"Nope; would like to though" Ryan grinned as if leading Jason on; "Expect you've got lots of boyfriends who you've fucked haven't you?"

Jason grinned at Ryan's directness but that was what he liked about the guy.

"Have fucked and been fucked by an array of guys but my boyfriends have come and gone so nobody special at present" Jason replied and almost added 'Until I met you' but thought better of it.

"Would you like to fuck me then?" Ryan chuckled.

"Mm, who wouldn't but don't tempt me; at least not yet"

Ryan wriggled and Jason's gown opened up slightly to show more of his enlarged cock.

"You've got a big cock; can I see it?"

Without replying, Jason pulled the gown fully open beneath Ryan and his cock stood up high between Ryan's legs.

"You can hold it if you want; up to you" Jason said grinning.

Ryan placed his slim hand round the large engorged organ and Jason closed his eyes. It felt so good and he wanted more.

"Think we'd better eat before the food spoils and I get carried away" Jason said and gently pushed Ryan off his lap.

"You sure you don't want something to wear?"

Ryan grinned at Jason and shook his head to say 'no', "But can I see you naked?"

Jason was amazed at Ryan's directness in view of the trouble he'd had with people but perhaps that was his problem; he was too honest and got himself into hot water.

"Sure, if you want to" Jason replied taking off his gown and standing for Ryan to view his nakedness.

"Mm, you really have got a gorgeous body" Ryan exclaimed as he felt round Jason's hot arse.

"You want me to stay like this then?" Jason asked grinning.

"Yeah, let's eat in the nude" Ryan giggled as he followed Jason into the kitchen.

"Fucking hell, is every room in this place huge?" Ryan exclaimed as he saw the size of the kitchen.

"It has three bedrooms, a living room which you've seen, a dining room and an office where I work. I'll give you the grand tour after we've eaten."

Ryan grinned and sat down at the breakfast bar facing the kitchen area where Jason was now getting things ready for their meal.

"You cook then?" Ryan asked seeing the hot pot and the pan of potatoes and carrots bubbling away.

"Yep, I like cooking so only good wholesome food here"

Finally Jason served up and Ryan tucked into a plateful of hot pot, potatoes and carrots as if he'd not eaten for weeks. In fact it was the first proper meal he'd had for months so he really enjoyed it and being with Jason. At last he felt safe and he hoped he could stay with Jason.

"Can I stay or do you want me to move on tomorrow?" Ryan suddenly said between mouthfuls.

"Ryan, you can stay here for as long as you like"

"You won't make me go back home then?"

"Ryan, for fucks sake you're eighteen and in fact I see from your driving licence that you're nineteen next month so you're an adult and you decide what and where you want to go. If you want to stay then I'm more than happy for you to do so."

Ryan almost cried. He'd never before found someone who was so kind. He put his hand across the breakfast bar and took hold of Jason's.

"Thank you so much; you really are kind" Ryan said with tears in his eyes; "I'll get a job and pay my way though" he then added.

"There's no need for that Ryan; I've got plenty of money for both of us to live on; I just want you to be happy for once in your life."

Ryan was now crying and the tears were running down his face. Jason shot up and went to where Ryan was sitting and put his arms round him.

"Don't cry; I know things have been hard for you but you really can stay for as long as you like and if you feel you want to move on at some point then just let me know."

"Thank you so much" Ryan managed to get out between his tears, "Nobody has ever been as kind as you".

Jason hugged Ryan and rocked him back and forth for a moment without saying anything. Eventually Ryan's sobs subsided and Jason kissed him on his head. The warmth and closeness of Ryan's naked body against his had made his cock rise again but he said nothing.

"Can see you like me" Ryan then grinned as he took hold of the large erect organ.

"Sorry but you have that effect on me" Jason said apologetically.

"Don't be, I like big cocks" Ryan chuckled.

Jason moved back to his side of the kitchen and cleared away the empty plates.

"What would you like now; have got some fresh fruit or yogurt."

Ryan chose yoghurt so he fetched from the fridge the pack of fruit yogurts he'd bought that morning.

"Take which flavour you'd like" Jason said passing the pack of four to Ryan.

"Can I have the black cherry? Love those."

Jason chuckled and said he was welcome to have it.

When they'd finished eating and cleared away the dishes, Jason took Ryan on a tour of the apartment. Ryan loved it and said the overall space was about four times larger than the whole house he'd lived in with his aunt.

"There's also a terrace" Jason said opening up the living room sliding doors and stepping outside. Ryan stood at the doorway looking out for a moment not sure whether he should go any further.

"It's okay; being at the top nobody can see us up here and the glass balustrade is two way glass so you can see out but nobody can see in; I often walk around and sunbathe naked out here so you're okay to come out."

Ryan quickly joined Jason and they walked stark naked round the length of the terrace to the main bedroom.

"What's that?" Ryan asked.

"Hot tub; want to try it?"

Ryan nodded so Jason switched it on and slid the cover back.

"It's great to just relax in when you've had a tiring day" Jason chuckled, "You'll like it".

After about fifteen minutes the hot tub was up to temperature so they climbed into the warm water.

"Oh yeah, this is fucking brilliant" Ryan giggled as he felt the warm water bathing his nakedness.

Jason moved closer and put his arms round him.

"You really are a nice guy you know"

"Thanks; so are you" Ryan replied as he placed a hand onto Jason's thigh precariously near his cock which was beginning to react again.

As they sat, they talked more about Ryan's home life and his aunt. Everything he said tied in with what Jason had managed to glean from his call. He then talked about his job at the burger bar and how much he'd enjoyed working there.

"So what about you?" Ryan then asked, "Tell me something about your home life and how you became so well off".

Jason chuckled and told Ryan again about his mother dying when she gave birth to him and how his dad had employed nannies to take care of him before he was packed off to boarding school.

"And you got bullied at school did you?"

"Yep, same as you once the other boys realised I was different. I hated school and left as soon as I could. When my father found out about me being gay he threw a fit but since his brother is gay and his son is gay he couldn't say too much."

"Wow, a gay uncle and a gay nephew" Ryan giggled.

"Yep, Uncle David is very nice and Alex his son and his partner Roland are also very nice. Alex and Roland now live at my house near Oxford and look after things for me so we see each other every so often; I'll take you there one day if you like."

"Yeah, would like that" Ryan said contemplating the situation he was in, "Wow, you must be rich if you can afford this place and a house in the country."

Jason laughed, "Well the house in the country belonged to my father so that came to me when he died. The first thing I did was kick out the couple who ran it for him and installed Alex and Roland who needed somewhere to live at the time. We have a good laugh; you'll like them and they will certainly like you."

"So what do you do for a job then?"

"I trade in all kinds of commodities so I buy and sell and make a profit when I do so"

"Wow, sounds scary stuff"

"Not really if you know what you're doing and have a good business head on you; fortunately my father passed on his genes in that respect so even before he had his heart attack and died I had made a small fortune on my own account."

When they'd had enough soaking in the hot tub, they climbed out and wrapped themselves in a towel to dry off.

"Come and see my office; I didn't show that to you earlier"

"God, it really is a proper office" Ryan exclaimed when he saw the computers and printers and other stuff"

"You into computers?"

"Yeah, love using them but could never afford one of my own so used a friend's to do stuff on"

"Well you can use one of these and have your own email account and do what you want to do. Who knows you may be able to help me because I only know the basic stuff so could do with some help sometimes."

Ryan suddenly felt himself useful because he did know a lot about computers but had never had the opportunity to put his skills to the test.

"So, you want to sleep with me or would you prefer to have a bed to yourself?" Jason asked when it was time for them to turn in.

"Can I sleep with you please?"

"Of course you can" Jason grinned, "Was hoping you'd want to!"

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