'For Love of Cum'
By Goo Gobbler
googobbler@hotmail.com
'Oooohhhhhhh'
A blast of cum splattered against the back of the roof of my mouth, and dripped down my tonsils and into my throat. My tongue was pressed upwards against the bottom of the cock I was sucking, and as the warmth of the sticky load hit my mouth, and the musky taste hit my throat, my cock hardened inside my pants.
A second spurt of goo hit the roof of my mouth, and then the discharge of thick juices turned into a steady flow onto my tongue and my mouth began to fill.
The taste intensified, and I moaned quietly, still sucking softly as I gently massaged the balls in front of my chin, coaxing the last drop out before I started swallowing.
I could feel the heat moving down my throat as the thick globules of cum slid towards my stomach as I gulped it down, and as the warmth spread within me the cock between my lips started to soften, and at the same time so did my own cock.
The cockhead popped out of my mouth and I did a final stroke of the shaft in front of my face from balls to cockhead, and when the last 2 drops appeared at the opening I ran my tongue across the end, then closed my mouth and ran my tongue around the inside and with a final gulp sent the last drop heading down my gullet.
'That was really great, dude' he said as he began to stuff himself back into his pants, and I was back out of the squat I had been in and was leaning back against the booth wall, my heart racing as the energy I'd just received assimilated itself into my being.
The sound of the zipper going up snapped me out of my daze, and for the first time since he'd come into the booth I looked up to see who the person was whose cock had just relieved itself in my mouth. When he'd walked into the booth I'd probably looked up for a quick pass/fail evaluation but it didn't register, and my focus was only on his cock, which had been about 3 inches and cut, but quickly had at least doubled in size inside my hot mouth.
I now saw an average looking guy about 40, dark hair, short beard, and dark eyes.
Whatever.
'Cum again sometime' I said as he left the booth.
I'm really not sure where my obsession for drinking cum came from. But from the first time I'd ever heard of the concept, at a really early age, it was something I'd wanted to try.
But there's never been a single guy in my entire life that I've ever been physically attracted to. All through my childhood, and intensifying greatly at puberty, had been a strong desire to take almost anyone's cock in my mouth and suck and lick on it till they shot their load into me.
As a normal, straight boy, however, I could find no way to accomplish this in a way that was totally discreet. I'd have thoughts about maybe finding a dark place where boys would sometimes go to be boys (there was a long storm tunnel in my neighborhood that was a source for this fantasy) where I could blow someone in anonymity. Or other thoughts about being in the middle of the woods hiking where I'd run into someone I could talk into letting me suck them off. None of these had an ounce of reality to them, and my strong fear of being branded a cocksucker kept me from even touching on the subject with anyone who knew me.
The fantasies stayed totally in my head, but never left.
Years later, long married, opportunities opened up - the Internet, and with it, information about easy sources for cock. There were sites with lists (and reviews) of all the tearooms, theatres, and adult bookstores in my area. Bookstore booths became a home away from home.
He stuck his head in my booth, and I looked up to qualify him. He passed the benchmark, and I even smiled, not because I liked him as a person or found him attractive, but because his cock was a favorite of mine - and always fed me a huge amount of cum. He also liked to leave the door open and have an audience, which I also liked.
He stood sideways to the door to provide a good view for anyone who wanted to watch me blow him, unzipped himself and dropped his pants as I went down into a squat. The cock in front of my face was already semi-hard, maybe 7 inches, with a tapered head. I took it into my hot wet mouth and ran my lips right up to the blonde pubic hair so the cockhead was in my throat, then slowly slid back up.
Stopping my lips at the cockhead, I gently sucked and began flicking my tongue across the piss slit - and then started slowly moving my mouth up and down his shaft with my tongue lapping the underside, knowing it would get this guy going. And it did, because he began to slowly move his cock in and out of my lips as he always does, and I put my hands behind my back and stayed unmoving as he slowly, and gently, fucked my mouth.
From the corner of my eye I saw my audience watching, so I closed my eyes as the cock slid along my lips, barely entering my throat on the in stroke, and I kept up suction and pressure with my tongue..... and my dick was rock hard again.
'Mmmmmmmmmm' I moaned
'Ahhhhhhhhh' he replied
He kept up the same slow steady strokes into my mouth and throat, and I could feel him start to tremble slightly and knew he was close. And when he said 'Here it comes' and pulled back so his cock was almost out of my lips, I opened my mouth and stuck my tongue out, and the first blast of cum skimmed right across my tongue and directly into my throat, and then just began to flow out onto my tongue like a faucet was turned on. I tilted by head back a little so none of the goo would drip back out but kept myself from swallowing, and he left his cockhead resting on my tongue as he slowly stroked himself and his thick hot juices filled my mouth.
I love the feeling as the warm stickiness covers my tongue to overflowing, and the taste permeates everything. And I knew that the guys watching it were loving it, but were grossed out at the same time, as the entire inside of my mouth became a huge pool of thick off-white liquid. And when he finally stopped stroking I closed my lips, and swallowed it down in three large gulps, and then took him back in my mouth to suck out the last few drops remaining in his shaft, as I felt the slimy mass slide warmly down my throat to my belly.
He zipped up as I licked a few stray drops off my lips, and said 'Thanks, as usual' as he left the booth. I sat back on the bench to catch my breath and closed the door partway.
When I used to fantasize about sucking cock, the picture in my mind was always of actually just sucking, like nursing on a bottle or a mother's breast. But when I started actually blowing guys I quickly learned that while suction was necessary, and maybe even the one universal technique I'd use, there were countless other techniques necessary for giving a great blowjob.
I was a good learner, though, and quickly picked up what different guys wanted, and needed, to allow them to feed me the cum I was seeking.
I learned to use my lips in different ways, pressed tight around the cock to allow suction, loose and wet at other times, and sliding them up and down the shaft in different rhythms.
My tongue was a key element, licking across the cockhead, lapping slowly and wetly all over the dick and the testicles, pressed against the shaft and cockhead as my mouth got fucked, and I even used it to block my throat from aggressive thrusts to prevent gagging.
I learned to take a cock inside my throat without gagging, to get the right angle and be able to take slow thrusts 3 or 4 inches down my gullet, and also to be able to hold a cock inside my throat and tighten the muscles for the guys who liked to shoot their loads directly into the throat.
And finally, I learned that even though it's called oral sex, and the mouth is going to receive the cum, the hands and fingers are frequently a crucial element. Sometimes to stroke the shaft and jerk it off into my mouth, sometimes just providing warmth and friction as my mouth and tongue work on the cockhead, and my fingers learned to softly stroke a guys balls, massage the last few drops of cum out towards the end, rub the spot between the balls and asshole, and to rub across the asshole itself, sometimes slipping inside if they like that.
But the trick is to be able to sense exactly what is required of any cock without being told, to just instinctively know that the particular cock that I've just taken into my mouth is going to want to have the head licked and sucked while I quickly stroke the shaft, while another cock is going to want to have my lips moving up and down the shaft with my tongue pressed against the bottom while I cup his balls loosely in my hand.
Even drinking the cum itself has it's own techniques .....
I was leaning back against the wall of the booth, catching my breath as the last glob of cum was slowly sliding down my throat, and the taste still strong in my mouth. I had closed the booth door, and it now opened and a guy stood in the doorway. I looked up to qualify, but the first thing I saw was a really huge belly hanging over a belt slung very low to accommodate this. Without looking any further, my pass/fail qualifications pointed to fail.
'Thanks, but I need to take a break' I said, and he backed out of the booth.
Back in the fantasy days I always pictured myself on my knees, submitting, with the other guy in control. But once I started sucking cock I realized that control was not always as it appeared.
With women doing the sucking the perception is always that they rarely, if ever, really want to be sucking cock, they're usually doing it grudgingly if at all. Guys know that, and sometimes that's part of the enticement, and there is a feeling of control to that.
But because I really love what I'm doing, who's really in control?
I always make the choice upfront to suck someone off or not, and generally I'm the one in control of the whole experience. The guys might have preferences and I might go along with them as a way to get my mouth filled quickly, but I still decide what my mouth is going to do to their cock.
If a guy wants to fuck my throat I'll probably let him, as long as he's not forcing it violently and making me gag. And if he wants me to use my hand stroking him, or put a finger up his ass, or lick and suck his balls, I'll most likely do that also.
But there've been more than a few times when I've spit out a cock, got up, and walked away. In general I'm the one controlling the sensations he's going to have and how long he's going to hold off before he feeds me his juices.
But if a guy wants to feel like they're in control, and to call me their cocksucking whore, or whatever, while they're fucking my mouth, well, that's all part of the fun for me.... as long as I get my mouthful of cum.
A few minutes later the booth door reopened, and a guy stuck his head in. I looked up, an older guy, late 50's, well dressed, slim - a pass.
'Come on in' I said, and he walked in. I reached over and began to unbuckle his belt, and he took over and finished, unzipped and dropped his slacks, and pulled his boxer shorts down below his knees, releasing his cock.
'Nice' I said, and it was, still soft but already 5", slim, with a fairly pronounced head. I dropped to a squat and took him in my mouth, and got a slight taste of urine as my lips went down his shaft and I got him wet, and then began sucking gently and slowly lapped at his dick with my tongue. He slowly hardened, growing a few more inches, and I began a slow rhythm as I moved my lips up and down his shaft, and kept my tongue working on his cockhead at the outstroke and against his shaft on the instroke.
'Ohhh, that's nice' he said.
'Mmmmm' I replied. He was standing passively as I worked on his cock, and he reached down and gently ran his hand along my cheek, and then his fingers along my lips as I slowly and gently sucked. I slipped my lips off his cock, and replaced them with my hand, slowly stroking the length at an upward angle as I leaned in and ran a wet tongue over his balls, and then gently slurped his right testicle inside my mouth and ran my tongue over it with just a little suction, and then repeated it on his left testicle.
'That feels so good, baby' he said, as I softly suckled his balls, and after a few minutes I switched my mouth back onto his cock and my fingertips onto his balls, and slowly rubbed his saliva slickened testicles and went back to a slow gentle sucking and licking on his cockhead.
'Can I cum on your face?' he said
'I'd rather you didn't', I replied, taking my mouth off for a minute to speak. And I was right back on his cock, still moving my lips in a slow steady rhythm, going right down to the base which put his cock about 2 inches into my throat, and then back to the cockhead, my tongue now pressed tight against the underside. I kept up this same motion, and his cock got even harder in my mouth, and he began to tense up.
'I'm gonna cum, baby, swallow me up' I felt the underside of his shaft pulse and I slid my lips up to encircle just the head, and his sticky load spurted onto my tongue as I sucked and licked. I involuntarily moaned again and my cock got rock hard again as the salty sweet flavor of his cum hit my taste buds, and I began to gently massage his balls softly with both hands as I drank down his hot cum as it was being fed to me, and the warmth slowly flowed downwards in my gullet.
There were no major blasts of cum, nor a heavy flow, but his cum kept steadily emptying into my mouth and I greedily drank it down, swallow after swallow till he was completely drained and began to soften.
I slipped my mouth off his cock, and stroked it from the bottom to the head, twice, and a few final drops oozed out from the end, and then I leaned over and licked off those drops.
'Wow' he said 'that was the best, honey'
'You're welcome' I said and leaned back against the wall to absorb the experience.
'I sure hope I see you again sometime' he said, and I looked up with a small smile as he left the booth.
To me there's almost a mystical component to sucking cocks and drinking cum. While I'm blowing a guy, and doing my magic on his cock, there's a lot of energy being expended on his part. And as he's expending that energy working towards orgasm, I'm getting energized.
It seems like it's flowing out of his being and being concentrated in his cock, and thru the saliva bonding us together, is being absorbed by my lips, tongue, and mouth and expanding back out into my being. And as I'm bringing him closer and closer to cumming the energy increases, and reaches a peak as he shoots his load into my mouth.
His warmth, his energy, and some of his power are concentrated within his semen, which flows into me, and his juices fill my mouth and are swallowed and slowly drip down my throat and into my stomach where they are digested and become a part of me.
Maybe this is a fantasy on my part, but after sucking off a guy and swallowing down a load of cum I do feel very high, and slightly dazed and confused for a few minutes. Though with my cum addiction, like any other addiction, there's never enough.
I'd been sitting in the booth for about 10 minutes, and not a single head popped in the door. I was just getting ready to leave, figuring happy hour was over, when the door swung open and I looked up. A fairly young guy, mid twenties, in very good shape.
'Are you into taking on three of us at once?' he asks.
'That depends on who the other two are' I reply, and he opens the door a little wider and I see two other guys behind him. One looked to be a little younger than him; maybe early twenties, and the third guy looked barely twenty one.
All were a pass on the pass/fail scale.
'Squeeze on in' I said, and they did, and closed the door.
'I don't fuck, I just suck' I said, getting that out of the way.
'That's exactly what we want' said the first guy, and the three of them lined up against the long side of the booth and began dropping their pants.
The guy on the left (the youngest) was maybe 6" long and tapered, the middle guy (the guy who asked) was about 5" but very thick, and the guy on the right was the longest, a good 7" and medium width.
I was going to be leaving after these three, and since I had on old jeans and the floor wasn't too bad (at least no pools of cum apparent), and my thigh muscles were kind of tired from squatting for the last 3 guys I'd blown, I dropped onto my knees in front of the middle guy. He was already semi-hard, and I opened my mouth wide and with my lips stretched around his thick shaft slid my lips down to his pubic hair, and moved my mouth up and down his shaft a few times till he was hard and his cock slippery with my saliva.
I wrapped my right hand around his cock and leaned over towards the guy on my left, the youngest one, and took him into my warm mouth. He was already hard, and I got his whole shaft wet, and sucked softly on just his cockhead as I licked around the ring and across the piss slit.
And then I turned to my right to see the last guy was facing in and I slipped my lips down his already hard cock all the way to the base, and had his cock pop into my throat a few inches, and then I was back out to the end, sucking and licking him.
All three were now facing in towards my face, and I began to alternate between them, moving my mouth from cock to cock, sucking, licking, and taking each cock into my throat a few times, and using my hands to stroke any cocks in reach that weren't in my mouth. I figured these guys were probably mostly straight, and as I was sucking them off there was a constant commentary going on.
'Look at that cocksucker go'
'Do you like sucking on my dick, cocksucker?'
'Mmmmmmmm' I mumbled around his cock.
'It's hard to believe someone could do that, especially to three guys at once'
'Do you want to swallow all our cum, cocksucker?'
'Mmmmmmmm' I mumbled again.
'Lick my balls, faggot'
'I have a huge load waiting for you, cocksucker'
"Mmmmmmmm'
I had three wet cocks right by my mouth by this time, and as I was sucking off one, another was being pushed right against my lips and they were stroking themselves now in between my mouth working on them. I could tell they were getting close, and when I took the guy in the middle back in my mouth and moved my lips down his thick shaft he reached over and held my head in place and started fucking my mouth.
His cock was the shortest, so even with his width I wasn't gagging as he thrust in and out of my lips a few times and said 'Swallow my cum, cocksucker' as he thrust towards my throat and blasted my tonsils with his goo.
'Ohhhh, Geez' he said as I kept sucking, and when the taste hit my throat I moaned, as usual.
'Look at his throat moving, he's swallowing all the cum'
'Gross!' said the youngest guy.
'I'm gonna cum any minute' said the guy on the right, and since I pretty much had the first guy drained and swallowed I let him slip out of my mouth and locked my lips on the other guy just in time as he began to spurt onto my tongue. His cum was really thick and tasted kind of bitter, but I like that, and I slurped it down my throat while my mouth was still filling.
'That is so disgusting' said the youngest one, who was now stroking himself
'It's hard to believe that anyone would actually want to do that'
'Mmmmmmmm' I moaned again as I felt the warmth from the bitter juices of the second guy slowly ooze down my throat, and I massaged his balls to get the last drop out.
He pulled out of my mouth and I looked at the first guy who'd cum and saw some drops that were still dripping out, so I leaned over to lick them off, before turning to face the young guy.
He was still stroking himself, so I leaned forward and began to lick at the very tip of his cock while he jerked himself off, and then I opened my mouth, and said 'Cum on my tongue', as I stuck my tongue underneath his cockhead and waited.
'Ohhhh' he groaned, and began shooting his cum right into my open mouth, one large spurt, then another, and another, and it began to pile up on my tongue as the 3 of them watched.
'Look at that'
'That is probably the grossest thing I've ever seen'
I stayed there with my mouth open as he continued to drain himself in my mouth, my tongue was overflowing so I tilted my head back a little and the juices started flowing back into my gullet as a moan slipped out.
'Look at his pants, he's hard as a rock'
'Hard to believe he likes this'
'Hard to believe anyone could be a cocksucker to begin with'
He finally stopped cumming, and squeezed out the last drop onto my tongue. I looked up at all of them, one at a time, with my mouth open and halfway filled with cum and my tongue covered, and then closed my mouth and took a few gulps and felt a large warmth start to flow down my throat. I then got up off my knees and sat back on the bench.
The three of them wordlessly pulled up their pants and zipped up.
'Thanks, cocksucker'
'That was really nasty man'
And the youngest one just shook his head as the three of them left the booth.
What is it about cum?
It's hard to describe but there's nothing like having it shoot into my mouth, either in a spurt or just pouring out of the cock between my lips.
Whether it's thick and gooey or watery, it's still always hot out of the testicles, and the warmth is an unbelievable feeling.
The taste is also indescribable but always delicious, sometimes salty with sweet overtones, or spicy and musky, and sometimes even bitter, but every load of cum has a flavor unique to itself.
And the feeling of swallowing it down, to take that juice filled with countless sperm into myself, whether it's sucked down as it's pouring into my mouth, or savored by swirling it around my mouth before swallowing, or held in my mouth till it's a large pool of goo that has to literally be gulped.
To feel the warmth of it as it travels down my throat to end up in my stomach, where it'll mix with my stomach juices, all the proteins, carbs, and fat digested and any remainder passed through to my small intestine where it'll either be pissed or shitted out.
What is it about cum?
I was just getting ready to leave when the door to the booth opened. And looking up I was totally surprised.
Standing there was the youngest guy of the three who had just left, and he looked slightly embarrassed.
'Forget something?' I said?
'Well' he said 'I am sorry about any comments I might have made, but I was afraid to not talk like that in front of the other guys - so I waited till they drove away and wanted to talk to you'
'No problem' I said 'It doesn't mean anything to me, only the cum matters'
'Well, that was what I wanted to talk to you about' he said 'you see, I've always wondered what it was like to suck a cock like you do, and seeing you getting into it like that was driving me crazy'
He stopped and just stared until I finally said 'And?'
'Well, I was wondering if you'd let me suck your cock, it'd be my first time'
I was not really all that surprised, and normally I don't especially like being sucked off by a guy. But I was getting ready to leave anyway, so I said 'What the hell - if you really want to'
'Thanks' he said, and he dropped to his knees on the dirty floor, as I opened my pants and zipper and dropped them to the floor. My cock, which is 6 1/2 inches, medium width, with a nice distinct head, was totally hard from the taste of cum still filling my mouth.
He leaned over and took it into his mouth and began to suck hard on it.
'Softer' I said 'and use your tongue on the head', and he began to lick at the end of my cock and softened his suction.
'Tighten your lips' I said, and he did, then I said 'I'm going to be gentle, but watch what I do, and then try it on your own'
I held his head in place with my hands and very slowly pushed my cock into his mouth till I felt the cockhead push against his throat just a little, and then backed out so only the head was in his mouth.
Then I pushed in again and said 'breathe through your nose' and pushed into his throat till his lips were right against my pubic hair, and he made a slight gagging sound but I pulled right out again. Then I began to very slowly thrust into his throat and right back out again, and got a very slow rhythm going.
And then I stopped and said 'Now, do that on your own'
He slid his lips down my cockshaft till I was in his throat, and back out again, then back into his throat again and back out. It was feeling pretty good, and having a virgin mouth work on me was always a trip. I said 'Very cool, keep doing that, but press your tongue up against the bottom of my shaft as you move in and out' He did that, and I closed my eyes as his warm mouth stroked my dick.
I felt myself getting ready to cum, so I said 'Do you want it in your mouth?'
'Mmmmmm' he said
I reached down and gently held his head in place as I pulled my cock out till only the head was between his lips and said 'Now' as I exploded into his mouth.
He gagged as the spurt went directly into his throat, but he kept sucking on the head as I exploded with blast after blast into his warm mouth. Finally I was done, and I pulled out to see him gulp, and I asked 'Did you swallow it all?'
'Yes' he said
'Well, what do you think?' He just looked up with a huge smile on his face, which said it all.
I normally don't like to waste the energy and pass it on to someone else - but sometimes you have to give a little back.
'Well, I guess I have another cocksucker to give me competition' I said, and I pulled up my pants and left the booth.
Author's Note: I hope you liked the story. And if anyone in NJ wants their balls drained, write me.
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