Jerking Off for an Art Project 1
Date: Thu, 16 April 2015
From: Moritz traumfotos@gmx.de
Subject: Jerking off for an art project? - Chapter ONE
Hey guys,
This is chapter one. I hope you enjoy reading this chapter_._
I should also like to thank Neal (Minnesota), Earnie (Canada) and Edward (USA)
for all their help in the preparation of this manuscript.
In particular, for their additions.
I would love to hear what you think about it! Please send
me an e-mail at traumfotos@gmx.de and let me know what you think.
I am a German from Hamburg.
I have translated my work into English but some of the prose needs a finishing touch.
So, if you can spare a few minutes, I would appreciate your advice.
I need a good editor for the next chapter!!!
Hope you enjoy!
Moritz
Jerking off for an art project?
by Moritz - Hamburg - Germany
edited by Neal, Edward and Earnie
Sam had found the video three days earlier on the Internet. He constantly had
to think about it. He was as obsessed with it. He had now seen it many times.
Each time he jerked himself off. Often he had the video repeat over and over
and then jerked two or three times in a row. The first time Sam found it
relatively easy to bring himself to orgasm. The second time or third time was
more difficult and seemed to take forever. He had to stroke his cock very hard
to finally get to a rewarding climax. He then came completely. It was very tiring
and after that he was exhausted. The exhaustion finally brought him true peace
and he could relax.
This time he had sweat a lot. It was summer and outside it was already
unbearably hot. Now he had to take a shower.
Sam is 18 years old and his room was exactly like his older brother's with a
private bathroom. The parents of the two boys put a high value on separating
them as early as possible.
When Sam showered he tried not to think for a moment about the video. He
was surprised to find a video that disturbed and excited him internally. He had
never expected that. He had already looked at some videos on the internet,
where many young men masturbated, but this video was very special and
something very personal.
The video Sam watched over and over again was only about 8 minutes long and
at first glance, rather unspectacular. In it, a naked young man was completely
painted with silver. He could be seen most of the time only from the head to
the navel. There were a few close-ups, which showed only the breast or the
muscular arms or the gorgeous face.
The video had a rather unspectacular title, namely, "Silver Boy". It was an art
project by two unknown artists. Nevertheless, in just a few days the video was
linked to many gay blogs. The comments were very euphoric. The young man in
the video was just a sensation. The silver color with which the young man was
painted disguised his identity. According the comments on the Internet, no one
knew who this young man was.
The video was initially quite simple. A young, beautiful silver colored man
moved his right arm constantly. From this, and from the facial expressions, it
suggested that the young man was masturbating. No information was given as
to why the young man was painted and masturbating. What artistic statement
this art project was making was hard to tell. For the first time the video was
posted on a website for art lovers and artists before it had spread like wildfire
over in the gay internet.
There were many videos where you could see young men masturbating on the
Internet. So what was the really special thing about this video? The young man,
who was presented here, had a very athletic body and a flawless face. The
facial features were very smooth. Since he was painted silver, you could not tell
what his skin color or hair color was. Everything was thus reduced only to the
form (his athletic body and cute face) and the plot. The "Silver Boy" could thus
be anyone.
Maybe it was the second feature of the video, which gave the whole thing a
special kick. From the middle of the video, very short image sequences were
displayed showing the young man in a larger image. The camera now also
showed below his navel. But this was only one second. Like a flash appeared
since, for example, the young man was shown in a side view and another time
from the front. He held his hard cock firmly in hand and you could see the top
of his hardon sticking out from the closed hand. You could also see his ballsack
with two big balls.
These video sequences, however, were extremely short and appeared only briefly,
like a flash in the night sky. If you watched the video, you could not really see these
inserted image sequences. This brief flare was too fast.
A few talented Internet users were able to generate stills from these very
short sequences, and these photos were now also posted on the gay websites.
The young man had a really impressive body and his cock and face were
breathtaking too. Presumably, the publication of these photos were not part of
the original art project. The hidden sequences were now visible to all; the
young man in all his splendor and beauty.
The silver color made the whole rather less erotic, but the perfectly
proportioned body with powerful thighs, his narrow waist, defined chest
muscles and toned upper arms became more than flashes of youthful
perfection. They took on a sculptural quality. The comments on the internet
regarding these powerfully erotic individual photos from "Silver boy" were
accordingly praised as something unique and special.
This video was supposed to be an art project. Did the young man know that the
hidden scenes in which even his hard cock showed would also be clearly visible
to all? The video itself was erotic but otherwise harmless. Only the hidden
scenes really made it a porno. Was the young man aware of this? Was it his
intention or had he been tricked or deceived? Did an art project accidently
become a porn video? Or was it intended? Whose intention was that, the
artist's or the young man's?
That was the question that occupied Sam the most after he had looked at the
pictures and the video. As he looked at the pictures and the video, such
thoughts did not come to him, at the time, he was just fascinated by this young
man and his Adonis body.
Sam had to deal with this issue, because the young man in the video was his
older brother David.
His brother David was now 23 years old. He had left home when he was 18
years old. He wanted to be a dancer. Their father was shocked by the decision
of his eldest son. Between father and son, there were hard clashes about it, but
the constant disputes seem to have had other causes. His father thought David
was lazy and always choose the easiest and most convenient paths. This was
why he thought his son would choose the profession of a dancer. Being a
dancer was not a practical career. It just wasn't respectable.
David had always been an extremely good looking boy. Even if he had problems
at school and had to be provided the services that were needed to get a high
school diploma, he was still very popular, and often the social center of
attention. Again, this was something that his father reproached David for. His
good looks went to his head, and all would make it too easy for him because
they would succumb to his appearance and charm. David would exploit this far
too often. His father thought his eldest son would now believe that he would
not be particularly stressed in life because everything would just fall into his
lap. His father did not see in David the likeable, good-looking, ever popular
young man that the others saw him as but instead as only a lazy boy not living
up to his potential.
It was five years ago now that David had left the house. For two years, the
contact was broken off completely. It hurt Sam that David also had no contact
with him. He missed his older brother very much. However, Sam knew the affection
he felt for his elder brother was very one-sided. Perhaps the large age
difference was a reason for it. David, in the past, never had much to do with his
younger brother. Why David behaved so indifferently to him was a mystery.
The first sign of life, after so long, was now just an erotic video on which he had
stumbled by chance on the internet. His brother was the only performer, was
completely naked and masturbated. The irony of the story was that as long as
his older brother and he still lived together in their parents' house, Sam had
always tried to see David naked. He never succeeded. When Sam had found the
video, he was both delighted that a long-cherished wish now was fulfilled. On
the other hand, he was aware of the scope of this video. If their father would
get knowledge about the video, there would be no more reconciliation
between David and his father. This would probably also mean that Sam would
have no future contact with his brother.
Sam was completely lost in his thoughts. He had not noticed that he was much
too long in the shower. His thoughts were constantly around his older brother
and the consequences that would result from the offensive video. He turned
off the shower and dried off just a little. This week, Sam was all alone in the big
house of the incomplete family. He walked back to his room completely naked
and was suddenly terrified.
This week really seemed to be full of extreme surprises. At his desk sat David,
unexpectedly. Sam could not believe his eyes. Was David really sitting in his
room or was he fantasizing?
"Boy, you look as if you'd seen a ghost," sneered his older brother.
Both brothers looked for a while at each other without saying anything. Sam
stood naked in front of his brother unaware of his lack of clothing.
"I see you're now grown into a man. A big dick seems to be with us in the
family. Maybe you'd better put some clothes on."
"This is my room. I make the rules here" replied Sam. He did not like the
mocking tone of his brother.
"Okay. stay naked as far as I'm concerned. You should do some more sports by
the way."
"What are you doing here? And why did you not give notice that you want to
come over? Father and mother are traveling all week."
"I know that both are not in the house this week. Do you think I would have
come here if father were here? I did not expect to see you. Why are you not
travelling with them?"
"I had my reasons. You wanted to secretly sneak into the house, when we are
all out. Why?"
David grinned. "You know the reason. I saw on your computer the photos as
`Silver Boy' showed you how I masturbate. I wanted to pick up the rest of my
stuff before father would know about the video. His first reaction would
certainly have been to replace all the locks and clear my room and throw all
that belongs to me in the trash."
Their father was a very hot-tempered man and his reaction to this
pornographic video would certainly be very violent, Sam thought.
"David, why have you made this video? That father will never forgive you. We
mean nothing to you anymore?"
"I do not have to justify myself, but I will answer, because now it does not
matter anyway. It is no longer necessary to keep anything secret. I needed the
money very urgently. The guys with whom I live wanted to exclude me from the
dance group and throw me out of the apartment if I did not finally pay off
my debt to them. I stood with my back to the wall. It should be a video with
artistic merit, at least that's what they promised me. In the end, a pornographic
video has become of it. That was not planned from my side. But I see the video
and the photos have quite hit your taste."
David pointed to the tissues that were on Sam's desk. He took one in his hand
and sniffed it.
"You have masturbated while you watched a video and photos of your brother.
Am I right? Finally, you get what you've longed for."
"What do you mean by that?"
"Do you really think I would not notice how you have spied on me all these
years? How you secretly watching me? Your eyes have always betrayed you,
just like now."
Sam was a little red in the face. His brother was right. But why did he have put
it so simply. Why did he mock me?
Sam had stared steadily at his brother since he had found him in his room. His
brother looked just staggeringly perfect as always. David was only wearing a
muscle shirt, short shorts and sneakers. So much skin he had not previously
shown. His father would not have tolerated this.
David was aware of his impact on others and has always been aware of this and
often used to his advantage. As a dancer, his body and his good looks were his
greatest asset. Now he sat astride Sam's chair and watched his younger
brother. David's pants were very short and showed his athletic legs almost
completely. As Sam gazed at his brother's abdomen and looked lower, he could
clearly see how David´s cock and balls in his shorts loomed because of the thin
fabric of the shorts. When David saw where Sam looked - albeit briefly - he held
his hands in front of his genitals.
"Sam, you should really wear something. Your cock has started becoming hard.
Imagine if father would now surprisingly enter your room and see us like this.
He would surely kill me, at least when he also knew also of the video."
"How did you know that Mum and Dad were away?"
"I have my sources. Every now and then my informants report to me all the
dirty events from this house. I think I'm pretty well informed." laughed David.
"And you just came by to pick up your other personal things. I don´t believe
you, because it is a little too far and there is not much stuff of yours left. In
addition you said you have no money."
"Maybe it was a hint of sentimentality. I wanted to once again see the house
where I lived for 15 years. I was 3 years old when our parents bought the
house. Maybe now was the last chance."
"You wanted to see the house again, but not me?" He had to swallow hard and
was shortly going to cry.
For the first time the mocking grin disappeared from David's face and he looked
worried at his younger brother's face.
"Oh Sam, I mean it just fine with you. It is better for you if you stay away from
me. You would only get involved in a dispute between me and father and that I
never wanted to drag you into. I never wanted you to have to go through what
I did with Dad."
"You can let me calm myself. I am now old enough to make my own choices."
"Maybe. But there is a second reason why I'm here. I had to do a job here in
the city. What I tell you now, is not easy to tell to my younger brother. But I
can´t fall lower. I have arrived at the bottom. For five years, I tried to live my
dream and now it´s time to honestly take stock. I've failed. I'm a failure. I have
debts and earn too little as a dancer to make ends meet. I'm not performing in
a musical or theater. My stage is the street and public spaces. I´ve borrowed
some money from colleagues. The only reason why they were able to borrow
me money is that they do jobs on side that I never wanted to do. One of them
offers his body for money, one is dealing drugs and another one works as nude
model for art classes and photographers. I decided for a long time to not do
these activities, but now I have to and I am ashamed."
Sam was very surprised. This was the first time that his brother confided in him
and so openly and personally surrendered.
"David you're not a loser. You left here when you were 18 and never got any
support over all those years. We have hard times. Many people can only cope
with life because they are supported by their family. No one is supporting you,
as far as I know. Why don´t you want our help?"
"Like I said, I do not want to drag you into it."
"For false pride, because I am the younger of the two of us?"
"Perhaps, but mostly because you cannot help me. I'm at an impasse. I started
wrong, and like a few others in the industry am not treated as I am used to. I
had to learn that there are rules that you must follow whether you like them or
not. I was arrogant and overbearing and did not want to play by the rules.
There is a network in my business; the people who misbehave are punished
hard. The irony is that I was not ready earlier at a casting call they made me
strip naked, for example. Now there are pictures of me nude with a hardon
and a video in which I am jerking off."
The façade of self-control was dropped from David.
"I never wanted to prostitute to get a role in a performance or any other job.
Now I'll have to prostitute for a few dollars, without a positive effect on my
dance career. Isn´t it ironic!"
"But you can apologize to the people. Tell them that you are ready now to work
under their rules and all will be well again?"
Sam found himself looking at the strong arms of his brother. For a dancer David
had a very sporty upper body. Above all, his pecs were a real eye-catcher. But
what was really special was David´s small waist and narrow hips. Such a figure
was very rare and that you could not develop through training.
"Some people love to have power over others. If you do not accept their
power, they must take action against you with full force. Otherwise their
system would break down like a house of cards. They are forced from time to
time to set an example. Each boss has just as much power as its employees
allow. Unfortunately, nowadays, only a few people are willing to go on strike
for their rights."
"You've changed. I can´t remember that you have previously dealt with
politics."
"If you earn your money as a street performer you see a lot of things suddenly
with other eyes. This is not a theory, this is real life. I got to experience first-
hand how some people use their power. Everyone is allowed to speak his mind,
but sometimes you must pay a high price for it."
"Even if you are now earning your money on the street, to me you are no
loser."
"You're not listening to me. The money I earn on the street is not enough to
live on. I have to do other things that I do not really want to do. Okay, you were
right. It's a damn long way here to this dump. I came here not only because of
my things and for sentimental reasons, but there was another reason. A couple
of girls who adored me at the school have also seen the video and recognized
me. They called for the two artists which made the video and inquired about
me. They gave them my phone number and the young women have offered me
a job. "
When the girls went with David to school together, then they were about his
age. What kind of a job can these women offer when they are between 22 and
24 years old?
David paused. Sam was not sure if he wanted to know what David should do for
the young women. He wanted to not be ashamed of what his brother had done today.
He did not want to lose respect for him. He did not want to know that
David had done for strangers, for money, what Sam had himself so often
desired.
This time David looked at Sam with an intensity that was more typical of Sam.
"Don´t you want to know what it was I did for a job?"
"If you want to tell me, tell me, otherwise keep it to yourself."
"Amazing answer. You're usually always interested in knowing everything
about me. But not this time?"
"David, please listen to me. According to the parents, the siblings are the most
important people in one's life. It is completely normal, I am interested in you.
Why does it sound so dirty with you? You behave distant toward me and the
more you've distanced yourself from me, the more curious I became. Action –
reaction."
"Hmm, that you worked that intensively with psychology is probably new for
me. Do you want to say that this is also normal for you?"
David pointed the finger of one hand at the computer screen at his photo and
with the other hand he carefully held one of the used Kleenex high. That Sam
had masturbated while looking at David's nude photos and video, he could not
deny.
"This is also normal to a certain point. Now tell me, what did you have to do for
your former classmates."
"Ah, you want to change the subject. The girls had crushes on me during
school. They were pretty into me, poor things. So one of them found the video.
Since it is supposed to be a work of art, one can also find the version on the
web pages that have nothing to do with sex or porn. Thank God, they knew
nothing of the photos. That made it easier for me. They wanted to see what
they did not get to see in the video. If they had not found the video, they would
have never contacted me.
The 5 girls have undergone no strange transformation of the ugly duck to
beautiful swans in recent years. They are still far from what one might call
attractive.
Just because I'm naked and masturbate in the video, they have dared wondering
if they can hire me as a stripper.
At first I did not want to do it, so I named a very high fee. Somehow I
was hoping that they would withdraw their offer. I've never stripped, but if I
have to do it, then I don´t take of my clothes in front of people I know and they
know me. This is embarrassing. Can you imagine having to humiliate yourself
in front of people who know you. After two hours, they called me again and
accepted my high price. I then had no chance to back down, mainly because I
really need the money urgently. "
David was clearly ashamed. He could not look into Sam's eyes and was staring
at the poster on the wall.
"At first I danced for them. As I took off my shirt the ladies were barely able to
hold themselves together. The atmosphere was already very heated. I did not
have to do much to get them in the mood. They were already so completely
over the moon. Then I also pulled my shorts off and danced in only a thong in
front of them. The thong has incidentally torn from my body by one of the
women. This is the reason why I now only wear these thin shorts and you could
see of me more than is good for you.
After one of them torn me the thong from my body it has disappeared pretty quickly.
I supposed one of the girls has kept it as a souvenir."
"You then danced naked?"
"It was a small group which then gathered around me. Suddenly their hands
were all over my body. Each of them pulled and squeezed my cock and my
scrotum alternately until I had a stiff cock. I had indeed not planned this. I
certainly hadn't counted on things getting to this state but there was no way to
discourage them. I had no other choice but to give them what they wanted.
I didn't give them what they wanted...they took it. Women who freak out with
the male sex are really not squeamish. They must think our tail is made of
rubber, as strong as they pull on it. Whoever said that women are the weaker
sex has never been attacked by five of them unleashed in a sexual fever.
A former classmate was all the time kissing both my ass cheeks and massaged
them and even put her face between them. The women were really out of
control. It was at times even really kind of scary. I have no experience with such
situations. They pulled and twisted my nipples until they burned. I'd never
experienced anything like this and even though I can handle myself in physical
situations I could not overpower them. They kept feeling me everywhere .. my
face, my pecs, my arms, my legs.
Even though I did not like their treating me like a sex toy, I rationalized that I
had come this far and I knew if I stopped it I would lose the money they had
promised.
Then when they started to stroke my dick to see me cum and they wanted to
have tongue kisses from me I had to finish the thing slowly. I told them simply
that it would cost extra to see me cum and that I never kissed for a job. As the
young women didn't have more money to spend, the show was then
concluded. I think they wanted to live out there very sexual fantasy with me.
Some of the girls seemed to have achieved sexual gratification. I was thankful
that I was able to have stopped it before they completely raped me.
I know that if I had allowed it they would have continued until they each got
what they wanted, whether I liked or not.
I had also agreed earlier to perform and have my photo taken with each of
them."
"And you were naked when they took the pictures?"
"You'd like to have been there, wouldn't you? It's true... isn't it! - No, I was not
naked anymore. I had already put on my shorts again. They were so full of lust
and said they will hire me again As determined as I know they will certainly
want more than just touch my hard cock next time."
"And will you give them what they want?"
"Do you really think I like to do it? I have a limit. There are things I do not want
to do. I do have a bit of self respect. But now something has started that I
cannot stop. The video and the photos can be seen on the internet on various
sides and this can´t be undone."
"You mean, you want to work as a stripper from now on if the money's good?
Then you're going to do whatever people ask, even if you do not even want to?
You'll cum for anyone in public and let them take nude photos and film you?"
"You would really like me doing that, Am I right? You'd probably be with the
spectators as often as possible?"
Sam had to take a deep breath. He wanted no quarrel with his brother. One
word would lead to another and in the end they would part and may never see
each other again. His brother wanted to provoke him, that was obvious, and that
was because he was pursuing a definite purpose with it all...'why' thought
Sam.
"Those ladies wanted to fulfill their sexual fantasies in which I was the main
object years ago. They want to finally live out and implement their desires. Sam
tell me what you and I are doing in your fantasies about me."
David looked at Sam intensely and spread his legs. They were long, muscular
legs, though not of a bodybuilder, but rather a swimmer or maybe a ballet
dancer.
His calves consisted of huge ropes of muscle mass. Then, David lifted his arms
and put his hands behind his head. His abdomen tensed to display every ripple,
too many to take in, at a glance. His pecs rose and settled with their teasing
nipples pointed and beckoning. His biceps expanded to the size of melons as his
arms flexed leading to his powerful shoulder caps and thick neck and then to
his totally perfect face. David really had won the genetic lottery. His dance
training had accentuated and perfected all of his natural attributes. His body
was the most perfect specimen of manhood. Sam looked at David and knew he
was the most desirable man he had seen in his life.
..... to be continued ....
© 2015 copyright Moritz – Hamburg – Germany
http://www.moritz-erotic-stories.tumblr.com/
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