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Okay! So this chapter was going to have something completely different but I changed it up. The event that was going to happen this chapter will happen in the future, I just don't know when.
So this chapter is all about parents... mostly. I'm sure you know what parents I'm referring to and the events that will happen involving them. With that I'll stop talking and let you go read the chapter.
Thanks for reading! (Yes chapter title is a reference to Portal 2)
Chapter 13 – Combustible Lemons – These Walls
Tyson Jackson's POV
Today is the unfortunate day... My parents come home today. That means Zach goes back home and I'm back in my own world again. I hate it there. They should be getting here anytime now, their flight landed almost an hour ago.
I was sitting in the living room... okay laying on the floor, watching tv. I never get to do this when my parents are home. The tv is always to loud for my dad. His office is right off the room and always complains.
Like I was saying, I'm sitting here and Zach comes into the room, "Hey buddy, lunch is ready."
"You didn't have to do that..."
Zach gave me his look. That look of 'really Tyson'... I've been getting it allot. "Yes I did, I'm responsible for you until your parents get home and it's 12:30 right now. So go eat!!" We had our little laugh but I went out and had the food that was prepared for me. "So how are you doing?"
"I'm good." I took a big bite of the pizza that was in front of me.
He raised his eye brows. I offered him a smile, "Let me get this straight, the kid who spoke barely a word to me at a time for a week, is 'good' with his parents coming home. I don't believe it."
I swallowed my bite of food, "Don't you trust me?" His eye brows raised even higher. "Okay fine... I wish you could stay here forever." I lowered my head and took a another small bite.
"It's not okay to feel like that, you know?" I nodded. "You really should express how you feel to your parents."
I shook at the thought, "They will just tell me it's all in my head or something like that and tell me to leave them to their work. That's what always happens..."
Zach had this loving look in hid eyes. Something I'll never get from my parents. From Zach though, I get it everyday. I just see that he cares about me, unlike my parents. They are so busy with their work, I feel like I'm their last thing on their list to care about.
We didn't say much else, it was just me and Zach sitting and eating. There was that awkward silence... and to add to it Zach was watching me the entire time. I could see he was thinking about something. Don't ask me what though.
Then I heard the door open up and suitcases come into the house. My parents were home. I got up and went over to welcome them, Zach fallowed. "Hey, how was your trip?"
"Long and full of work. I just want to sit down and forget that I have work in two days." My mom came in leaving her suit case by the door.
Dad was right behind her, "Honey please bring your suitcase up to the room. At least then it's where we'll need it in the future." He brushed my head, messing up my hair. "How was your time with Zach?"
"It was good." I fixed my hair with a scowl on my face. I hated when people did that, it makes me feel so little.
"Just good? Come on tell me what you two did." He walked past me with his suitcase in hand. "I'll be right down, meet you in the living room." I lost sight of him as he ascended the stair case.
I turned to see Zach smiling, "Sounds like they are interested right now."
We moved to the living room. Mom was laying down with her hair back, she looked rather relaxed. She was taking the whole couch though. "Oh, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to take up the whole couch." Must have heard us come in, she replaced herself so we could sit down.
Dad came into the living room moments later, "So tell me what kind of stuff did you do?"
I looked down at my lap, which is currently holding my hands. "Nothing really special... Went swimming, school and hung out allot..."
Zach chimed in, "Tyson had Taylor over a few times. He thought that since you weren't home he wouldn't be allowed over. Mrs. Rolfe was okay with it though."
"That sounds significant to mention to me." I blushed. I didn't know what to say. "Well Tyson, what did you think of Zach?"
I looked over at him. There was only one thing I could say, "He's awesome!" I smiled and returned to looking at my hands.
"That's good." There was that 'there's more' in his speech though. "Zach, what would you say to coming over regularly and doing what you've been doing? My wife and I just don't have time in our days to do everything for Tyson. He could really use someone for that."
I looked at me dad. He was serious about all this. He wanted to hire Zach as basically my nanny. I'm very okay with this! I looked over at Zach with excitement. His face said something else though.
"That would be a great honour Mr. Jackson but I must focus on my studies. Tyson is a great kid and I have enjoyed my time over the past few weeks but my grades have taken a little bit of a hit."
Mom spoke up, "We agree with you, your grades should be your number one priority. That's why we would work around your schedule. What you do, you'll get paid for. Around the end of the semesters we understand you need to study. What do you say?"
"Let me just clarify this: When I'm in school I set the times throughout the week where I will be over here. While I'm not in school will the expectation for me to be over be higher?" That is a good question.
"Naturally. We know you have a life outside ours and Tyson's but you would still be an employee of ours in that regard."
Zach looked down at me. I did my best to try and relay the message of 'DO IT' to him. I think it worked, "Let me test this for a few weeks. If at the end of that time I find it to much for me, I will have to decline."
Dad actually smiled, "Smart man. Sure Zach, you will be paid for your time until you give us your answer. Swing by when ever you can and if I'm home we'll write out this contract." And like that, Zach was my temporary Nanny!! YES!!!
Leo Penner's POV
Well today is a day of my life. The day I meet my dad, Annie and his parents are with me. They 'had to come along' as my legal guardians. David and Kendra Justice are going to meed my dad too... this is awkward.
I mean you're going to see a possible guardian with your current guardians. On top of that I'm kinda cheating on Annie with Matthieu... So this could have gone better.
"Exceited?" Kendra asked me.
I shrugged, "I don't know really, I should be but I'm not sure."
We pulled up to the place. It was a weird building, just how it looked and stuff. I mean what kind of place holds meetings between kid and estrange parents. Everyone got out and walked up together.
Before we went inside though I had to say something. "I know your here to 'help me' but I need to do this by myself. I want to talk to him alone, with just me and Kelly."
Annie's dad nodded, "We understand and expected this. We'll be here if you need us."
With that we went inside the building. My mind went off into space... What is my dad like? Do I look like him? How cool is he? He's probably lame... Better yet, why wasn't he in my life? More than likely mom's fault but... who knows.
Before I knew it there was Kelly standing in front of me, "Ready, Leo?" I nodded, "Okay, lets go." I fallowed her down a hallway and into the first room on the right.
There he was... A middle aged man with hair just like mine, dirty blonde and really short. He definitely gave Mark his blue eyes though. I didn't really know how to feel about this man in front of me...
His voice was deep though, "Hello, Leo." And filled with regret... I think that's regret.
"Hey..." I waved to him.
Kelly broke the awkwardness between us, "Leo, this is your father, Richard Penner. I for this will remain quiet and will only speak when spoken to, or when I'm needed to." She sat down in the corner and went quiet.
My 'father' cleared his throat, "I 'm guessing you have lots of questions to ask me. I will answer all of them, just ask."
I nodded. I swallowed the huge amount of saliva in my mouth. Nerves calm the fuck down! "Okay... Uhhh..."
"I'll help you out. You don't need to ask, I want to tell you why you rarely saw me."
Wait rarely? "What do you mean rarely? I've never met you before today!"
"I've been over a few times. Only seen you once though." Excuse me? "You were about 9, and had just had a bad dream and were crying. Your mother and I were talking in the living room when you came out. It was my first time seeing you since you were a baby. Your mother immediately brought you to her room and put you back to bed.
Not surprised, mom didn't want me to see him. "I know right now you're probably blaming your mother for my not being there, that's not entirely true." Wait what? "I had found a woman who I felt I was more in love with and divorced your mother. She never let me see you guys, every time I tried to see you I was pushed out. I ended up feeling like you weren't my children and giving up on seeing you."
"What do you mean giving up on seeing me? I'm your son!"
"I know, I know. At the time though, the only thing I knew for fact was Mark was my child. Your mother had cheated on me around the time you would have been conceived and used that to push me out. I never wanted to leave you there, to not be in your life Leo."
My breathing started to increase. "She let a man rape me... Mark raped me regularly, in my own bedroom. Mom seamed to nice and caring but she was selfish and it was all about her... Did you pay child support?"
"Again, your mother would say, 'Leo isn't yours' and would shut me out. I believed her, I should have gotten a test done but it was a time in my life that I was low. Leo, is there anything I can do to make you forgive me?"
He was actually crying, pleading for me to forgive him. I didn't know what to say... I don't know how to handle this... "Do you have a new family?"
"I have two children with the woman who I left your mother for. They wish to meet their older brother, but that's up to you. Markus is 14 and Leanna is 11." I have younger siblings, okay... "Leo, you were named after my father. He pasted away a few months ago. I'm not saying this to get you to live with me, I just want to be given a second chance with you."
"I'm gay." I just stated it. I had to know how he would react to that blunt news.
As fast as I spoke, he did, "I don't care, you are my child and I wish to get to know you, Leo. You could want to become a woman, anything and I would still love you." I couldn't do anything else, my body moved by itself. I ran over and hugged the man I had just met minutes ago.
"I want to live with you." Tears fell from my face. The pressure of not knowing my dad, and having a whore for a mother... it's like for every tear that left my eyes more and more of that stress would leave my body. "I want to meet my little brother and sister and my step-mom, I need to!"
My dad just let me cry into him. He rubbed my back and kept telling me that it's okay to cry.
Fuck you, Mark... and fuck you Molli, my 'mother'. They ruined my life, this man hugging me could have saved me a long time ago. Better late then never, I guess.
Isaac Adam's POV
Why is it that when ever I get super lonely I end up talking to Dakota?
Dakota – Hey!! <3
Me – Hey
Dakota – Sup???
Me – bored, feeling a little lonely
Dakota – Awwww, how come?
Me – Just one of those days where Kale comes to mind way to much.
Dakota – It's okay, you have me! <3
Me – It's more complicated than that...
Dakota – No it's not, I'm here for you
Me – You're not Kale, you're Dakota
Dakota – Ya, I know. I'm like your internet boyfriend though so
Me – Dakota... I told you when I started dating Kale, we're not a couple.
Dakota – But now we can be one, right?
Me – Long distance relationships don't work very well... I might be willing if I actually knew you in person.
Dakota – Come on Isaac, what do ya got to loose? I'm a good guy.
Me – Yes you are. I just met you online and never in person. Maybe if I did that we could go out. I gtg though, I'll ttyl
Dakota – okay, see ya <3
I really need to stop talking to this kid... I reaaally do. I mean when ever I do talk to him it always becomes, why aren't we boyfriends, and shit like that. It gets really annoying sometimes. Should I just end the entire thing? Is it worth my time anymore?
Lucas Bear's POV
"It was stupid awkward!" I practically yelled at my mom. "He just stared at me like I was this creature!" Yes I'm upset. Try having your dad hate you cause of your sexual orientation. It sucks!!
Mom sat there rubbing her head, "I don't know what to do, Lucas. I wish I really had an answer for you but I don't and I hate that."
"Why don't we just like punch him or something?" Blake spoke from his seat on the couch. He was just really mad about what happened.
When I was outed to my dad he kicked me out. Blake fallowed me saying that we're brother before anything. It was the first time he had a brother moment really. I was always the big bro who was annoyed with my little brother. It still happens but not as much.
"Blake, we all know that's not only a bad idea but illegal." Mom looked over at Blake seriously. He shrugged, "Now, what I do know is that I can't have you wondering around town in fear that your 'father' will see you. I will talk with him, and I will get through to him one way or the other. For now that's all we can do, okay?"
"Ya, okay... It still sucks." I groaned and headed off to my room.
I heard mom sigh, "Yes I know it does. It does for me too." I flopped down on my bed and let out a huge 'gaaah' sound
Why does my dad have to be such a dick? I mean from my earliest memories, my dad has been kinda a douche but never 'I hate you' mean. The stare I got from him made it look like I was his worst enemy or I destroyed his family or something.
Blake shook me out of thought when he came into my room, "Hey, Lucas?"
"What Blake?" I asked annoyed at life.
I could see Blake was biting his bottom lip. It's not super noticeable how he does it. It's only a slight pull but it covers a bit of a cut on his lip so it's easy for me to spot.
Blake stood there holding his arm not saying anything, "I don't know how to say this..."
"Be blunt and just say it."
He nodded, "I want to talk to dad." I gave him a death glare. If looks could kill this one would have killed him twice. "I'm not ever going to live with him, I just want an explanation for everything. I wanted to know if you wanted to come..."
"Right now I'm saying no. Ask me again later." I turned away from him.
"Okay... I'll try and remember." Blake closed the door. I heard him go into his room, next to mine. Before I knew it I was falling asleep and taking a nap.
I woke up to yelling from the living room. "Honestly Henry!? You're not even going to give anything a chance?" Mom was talking with dad... It went quiet for a moment. Dad was talking. Then suddenly Mom spoke, "How can you live with yourself!?" After a brief pause I heard a slam.
After a few minutes I ended up making my way out to the living room. I found my mom on the couch laying down with a glass of wine beside her. "Dad on the phone?"
She looked up, "I'm sorry Lucas, did I wake you?" She must have come in to check up on me. I nodded to answer her, "Yes, it was your father. The lunatic is convinced that... You know what, you know what I'm going to say I don't need to say it again. I'm sorry your father is such an ass, Lucas. I thought I was in love but it turned out I just loved my boys."
I smiled at her. "You're drinking? Don't you have work tomorrow?"
"Ya... After that conversation a conversation with that man I need one. I'm going to bed right after. I'm going to be gone before you wake up, get breakfast ready for you and your brother okay?"
"Gotcha, That's easy. Blake just needs bacon and he's set for life."
Mom took the last drink from her glass and got up. "Don't let him get to you. He's wrong about this entire thing. You are surrounded by people who love you for you. Don't ever change Lucas." She gave me a kiss on my forehead and continued her way to the kitchen and then to bed.
I was left in the living room just thinking about what dad could have said on the phone... The unknown is really the scariest thing isn't it?
Chapter End.
Sooo Daddy issues all around! Next chapter is gonna be a sexual one. So stick around!
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