The next morning I awoke in Emily's arms, breathing in her fragrance, feeling her hair against my cheek. As she slowly came awake we kissed and held one another wordlessly for a very long time. I knew my life had changed forever, but I could not know those changes would unfold.
Later that morning, after I had kissed Emily goodbye, I spent a few hours at work and then went home early. Julie wasn't home yet, so I hid my feminine things as usual and took a long shower. As I was toweling off my newly smooth body, I heard the garage overhead door open indicating that Julie was home a bit early too. Not wanting to flaunt my smoothness and have to answer questions, I quickly slipped on boxers, jeans and a T-shirt.
"Hi sweetheart", Julie said brightly as she came into our bedroom, smiling broadly.
She came over and gave me a long, warm kiss. I felt a wave of guilt wash over me. I loved this woman. What had I done? I had been unforgivably unfaithful to her. I held her close after stopped kissing.
Eventually she leaned back, looked into my eyes and said, "Well, well! My baby must have really missed me last night"! Then she smiled warmly, gave me another peck on the cheek and began to change from her stylish business suit.
As I sat on the edge of the bed and watched, Julie removed and hung up her jacket, then her skirt. She turned around and smiled as she saw me watching her. She slowly unbuttoned and removed her silk blouse as our eyes remained locked.
Standing there in her bra, panties, stockings and heels she said, "We should make love darling, don't you agree?"
Wordlessly I rose and removed my T-shirt, jeans and shorts. I walked toward her, naked and feeling my desire for her grow. We held one another and kissed deeply, passionately for a long time.
Julie broke the kiss and whispered in my ear as she held me, "Sweetie, why don't you slip on a pair of the sexy panties you've acquired over the years. I know you like to wear them, but I've never actually seen you in them".
I was shocked. Of course she knew about the panties. After all, over the years she had laundered them, had seen the collection grow and even allowed me to keep some of hers after I had "borrowed" them. But until this point, she had never once mentioned them. So, I didn't know what to make of her unexpected request
Recovering my balance somewhat, I mumbled, "ah...Sure honey." And without making eye contact, I went to my dresser drawer and pulled out a pair of plain white, nylon panties and began to slide them on.
Julie smiled lovingly and said, "No, no Jim sweetie. I'd really like you to wear those pink satin ones with the lace trim. Do you mind"?
Blushing slightly, I replied, "Of course not sweetie". I removed the plain panties and slid on the very sexy pink ones. As I did, I immediately became more aroused and Julie observed this with a curious, but affectionate expression on her face.
She came to me again, we embraced and kissed and she lowered her gentle fingers to my panty-covered ass and began to caress and squeeze it. My cock grew inside my panties and, feeling this pressure against her panties, Julie moved one hand between us and caressed me there. I moaned softly and held her even more tightly. Again she whispered in my ear and said, "Jim darling, I bought you some other feminine things you might like to wear. They're in a pink box on my side of the walk-in closet. Why don't you get them sweetie"?
I froze.
She knew.
How much did she know?
Where would this lead?
Julie sensed my tension and whispered, "Don't worry Jim, everything will be fine", and she kissed my cheek softly.
Stunned, confused and inexplicably excited, I went to the closet and rummaged around there until I found the pink box. When I emerged back into the bedroom, Julie was not there and I began to worry. Where had she gone? Was this pink box simply a goodbye gift?
But my heart was racing a I wondered what might be in the box. My thoughts left Julie as I opened the pink cardboard box. The first thing I noticed was the lovely feminine fragrance as I removed the top of the box. I removed a layer of tissue paper and began to examine the contents. Inside I discovered beautiful lingerie including several sexy and lovely bra and panty sets, camisoles, slips and stockings. In addition, there was the loveliest matching white silk nightgown and robe. Both were short, just above the knee. The beautiful lingerie took my breath away as I touched it and felt it against my cheek.
Then it struck me! My wife had bought these for me! How much did she know about my dressing? Was she simply holding in her anger, waiting for me to be most vulnerable? Did she know about Emily? How could she?
I heard the door to the garage close and a few seconds later Julie appeared, still in her lingerie, but also wearing a sheer black gown. The filmy, gossamer gown drew my attention immediately and I was struck by how sexy Julie looked. But then, I finally noticed that she was carrying a small duffle bag in her left hand.
Julie still had a sweet smile on her face when she asked me, "Do you like the things I bought for you Jim?" Before I could answer, she asked, "I'm sorry darling. Do you have a feminine name that you'd prefer that I use"? After all of our years together I could tell that she was being sincere and not mean-spirited.
So, averting her eyes, I answered softly, "Kathy".
Sensing my discomfort, Julie came close to where I was sitting on the bed and pulled my face to her stomach and stroked my hair and said, "It's all right darling, I understand". Without a word I wrapped my arms around her waist and held her tight. We continued like that for several minutes.
Finally, Julie pulled back and looked down, into my eyes and said, "Well Kathy, don't you want to try on some of the pretty things I got for you"?
I smiled into her eyes and replied, "I can't wait to try them on sweetheart". I stood, kissed her on the cheek quickly, grabbed my pink box of lovely things and went to the full length mirror near Julie's dressing table.
As I was removing an ivory satin and lace bra and panty set from the box, I noticed that Julie was next to me holding the small duffle bag. Looking at me intently she handed me the duffle and said, "I think you'll need some of these things as well Kathy".
I opened the bag, looked inside and was shocked to see my wig, silicone breast forms, strappy heels and various items of makeup. Again my mind began to race. Clearly Julie had found my hidden stash of feminine things. And clearly, as well, she had known about them (and me!) for at least a week or two; long enough to purchase all of the items in the "pink box". What else did she know?
A moment ago I was feeling at peace with the fact that Julie had sensed that I loved to dress as a woman. At that point, I believed that she had developed such a conclusion simply because of my open fascination with panties. Life, I had thought, was good. That was before it became clear that she knew much more than that. She knew I had not just panties, but everything else necessary to dress as a woman. Moreover, she obviously had found my wide assortment of lingerie, cosmetics, skirts, blouses, dresses and shoes. What did she think now? Was I now about to feel her wrath?
Again Julie sensed my tension and nervousness and said, "Take your time getting dressed darling. I'm anxious to see you at your best Kathy. And if you need any other cosmetics or fragrances, feel free to use mine sweetie". With that, she kissed me softly on the cheek and turned to leave the bedroom. On her way out she said, "I'll be in the living room, by the fire waiting for you with a nicely chilled chardonnay darling".
By now my head was spinning with a mixture of fear and sexual anticipation. Finally, I calmed down and carefully went about one of my most favorite activities: making myself as feminine as I could. First I bathed and shaved my legs (although the really didn't require it, I wanted to be perfectly smooth). Then I shaved my face to remove the afternoon stubble that was barely appearing. I then attached my dark red fingernails and went about dressing in the new lingerie Julie had bought for me. I chose one of the bra and panty sets from the Pink Box and the items were exquisite creations of white satin and lace. The felt wonderful as I put them on and inserted the breast forms. Then I dropped a white silk camisole over my shoulder. The lingerie all fit me perfectly. Of course they would! Julie knew exactly what sizes to get. I slid on nude thigh hi stockings over my smooth legs and my excitement grew. Finally, I slipped on white strappy heels and a short white satin robe that also came from the Pink Box. At this point, I carefully applied my makeup, wig and fragrance. I chose Julie's Passion perfume and applied it in all of the right places.
Satisfied with my appearance I strode confidently into the living room where Julie awaited.
Julie, sitting in the comfortable sofa, turned as I entered and she stared at me for several long seconds before saying, "You look so lovely Kathy. I am surprised and, I must say, very attracted to you".
As I walked toward the sofa she rose and we embraced. A long loving soft kiss ensued. We gently nuzzled one another's necks and shoulders and I kissed her eyes and she mine. It was soft and feminine and so exciting. Soon our kisses and our embrace became more intense and passionate.
After several minutes, Julie looked into my eyes and said, "Let's relax with some wine darling".
I lowered myself to the sofa in my best feminine fashion and saw a smile of acknowledgement cross Julie's face. She handed me a glass of chardonnay and as we clinked our glasses together she said, "To my new sexy girl friend".
I was overwhelmed with her reaction and nearly began to cry. As we sat there and chatted quietly, she treated me as "Kathy" and asked me all about my history of dressing. She was curious and non-judgmental and said that she had done some reading on the internet about the subject, thought she understood and was not upset. Julie told me that she had discovered my feminine things several weeks earlier and was at first confused but then had concluded that it was not surprising given my history of wearing panties. Julie was she said, a bit hurt by the secrecy but the more she had considered this, she understood the reasons.
We chatted a bit longer, sipping our wine and giggling occasionally about various unimportant things.
I could not have been happier and I touched her cheek and said, "Thank you darling. I love you so much". We kissed again, a long loving kiss and her hands roamed over my silky robe and lingerie. I was becoming very aroused and then she said, "Let's go to bed Kathy and make love".
She took my hand and we walked to the bedroom. We stood at the foot of the bed and she untied my satin robe and slid it off my shoulders, letting it drop to the floor. She looked carefully at me again and whispered, "You really are lovely Kathy". The Julie slid off her filmy black robe and we stood, both of us in or lingerie and embraced again. My hands went to her panties, caressed them and pulled her tight to me as we kissed. My hardness pressed through my panties to hers and she caressed my panties in the same way.
We fell into the bed where became entwined in a passionate embrace, kissing, caressing every part of one another's bodies. I whispered into her ear, "Julie, I want to make love to you as a woman. My penis will be my clitoris and I want to make you climax the way a woman would, without using my penis. Is that OK with you darling"? Julie replied, "Of course Kathy, that's exactly what I want and what I expect from my new girlfriend".
Without speaking, I moved my red lips to her bra, kissed it and then unhooked it and slid it off her shoulders. I began to worship her breasts with my kisses and touches, sucking her nipples gently at first, just the way she liked it, and then pulling on them with my lips. I felt her excitement growing as was mine. I slowly kissed my way down her body and began to kiss her panties which we now warm and damp. She groaned as my tongue slid under the edge of her panties and briefly touched her pussy lips.
I slid her panties off, pressed them to my face, closed my eyes and breathed in her fragrance as she watched. Moving between her legs, I began to kiss her toes then calves and finally the bare area about the tops of her stockings.
She caressed my hair and hoarsely whispered, "Eat my pussy Kathy. Please darling, eat me now".
I kissed and licked her pussy lips as she moaned in delight. Then my tongue moved inside her and I felt her quiver. My tongue danced around her clitoris, licking, then sucking, feeling her arousal growing and growing as I made love gently to her beautiful pussy.
Julie, pressed my head tighter to her pussy and began to moan and move her hips as my mouth continued to devour her. Finally, she moaned hoarsely, "Kathy! I'm cumming!.....Oooooohhh!". I felt her juices rush to my lips as her body shuddered in a glorious orgasm.
I lay quietly for several minutes with my mouth against her warm, wet pussy. I didn't move or touch her clitoris at this point because I knew that it was very sensitive immediately after an orgasm and touching it further would not be enjoyable for her.
Eventually Julie regained her breath and whispered, "Come up her and kiss my lips Kathy. Hold me tight sweetheart".
I complied, softly kissing her and holding her. As she calmed down Julie looked at me and said, "I've never experienced an orgasm like that before sweetheart. Somehow you change as my feminine lover. It's a wonderful, gentle, very sensual change". And then she kissed me again.
Then she smiled and said, "I have one favor to ask of you Kathy".
"What's that darling? You know I'll do anything for you".
Julie reached under the bed and brought out a large, but not too large, dildo. I was astounded. She said, "I like the fullness of a cock inside me right after I orgasm without one. Since, as you said, you wanted to feel completely feminine and not use your penis to satisfy me, would you mind sliding this into my pussy".
Nearly speechless, I managed to mumble, "Of course I don't mind honey".
I started to take it from her but she pulled it back and said, "Wait, let me lubricate this a little with my mouth". She started to move it toward her lips and then said, "Would you like to help me warm it up and moisten it, my sweet girl friend"?
Stunned, but eager to comply, I said, "I'd love to Julie".
Then Julie slid the dildo into her mouth, sucked and licked for a bit and then moved it to my lips. I slid my red lips over it and closed my eyes as she moved it slowly in and out. When I opened my eyes I saw her smiling that lovely smile. Then we both licked the length of the dildo simultaneously from opposite sides while looking deeply into one another's eyes.
After a few minutes Julie handed the dildo to me and said, "Please slide it into my pussy now that it's warm and wet Kathy, all the way".
I eagerly complied and watched her eyes half closed as I did so. A soft moan let me know that this satisfied her immensely.
We embraced as she enjoyed the fullness in her pussy.
We held one another for a long time and eventually she said, "It's time for me to satisfy my sweet girlfriend".
Julie rolled me on my back and kissed and caressed me everywhere. With closed eyes I simply drank in her loving touches. She kissed lips, my neck, my shoulders, my lace and satin bra, and my soaked panties and then slowly removed them. She lightly stroked my stocking covered legs and kissed the insides of my smooth thighs above the stockings. The she slowly licked the underside of my slippery hard cock. I was nearly becoming dizzy with pleasure as she held it in one hand and then slid her lips over the head of my cock.
Without saying a word, Julie retrieved the dildo and a jar of lubricant she had under the bed. While I watched, dumbfounded, she leisurely lubed the dildo and then she raised my legs as began to lube my girlie pussy. I gasped in pleasure as she penetrated me with first one and then a second finger.
She looked at me as said, "I think my girlfriend needs to feel full when she orgasms as well".
That said, she gently, but firmly pressed the dildo until it popped easily into me. I wondered if she took note of the relative ease with which the dildo slid in. If she did, she didn't react.
With the dildo filling me nicely, she resumed sucking my cock in the most exquisite way, far better than she ever had before. She moved the dildo in and out slowly as she sucked me, until eventually her thrusts moved the dildo inside me up to the hilt. I squirmed and moaned at the pleasure being given by her mouth, her lips, her tongue and the dildo in her hand, building toward an enormous climax.
I caressed and stroked her hair as she moved up and down on my cock and in and out with the dildo and soon came with enormous power. She continued to suck me until all of my cum was pulled into her mouth and then she moved up my body to kiss me deeply, leaving the dildo in place inside my girlie pussy.
"You like the taste and the warmth of your cum, don't you Kathy", she said as we lay together.
I nodded and she held me tight.
We both slept for a bit, exhausted girlfriend lovers.
When she kissed me awake, I noticed that the dildo was gone.
Julie propped herself on one elbow and said, "You've had a secret from me darling and I am so glad we have it out in the open".
I nodded and said, "Me too sweetheart", knowing that I had yet another, even larger secret.
Then she said, "Well, I must admit to something that you did not know about".
Although the day had been fully of surprises and enormous change in our relationship, I couldn't imagine yet another change.
"What is it Julie", I mumbled, not knowing whether to fear or eagerly greet her answer.
She said, "Well, it's just a little trick I pulled on you darling. I noticed that you would wear panties to work on Tuesdays and Thursdays, but not on the days you worked out. So, last week I put a pair of white panties in your gym bag on Monday just to see what happened. Of course you never said anything, but I noticed that you took a pair of sexy blue panties to the gym on Wednesday. I noticed them in your laundry Wednesday evening and they seemed to have a few spots on them as well. So, I assume that things worked out well".
Oh my god, I thought. This is it. This is where it all bows up. I didn't know how to respond.
As always, Julie read me perfectly and kissed me softly and said, "It's all right baby, I understand. I know that dressing as a woman pulls you in many different directions. Your sensitivity is one of your most endearing qualities".
She went on to say, "You don't need to tell me if you don't want to, but I just think our relationship is strong enough to deal with the truth. I'd say that we've proved that pretty well today, wouldn't you"?
No longer speechless and strengthened by her affection for me, I agreed. I slowly described everything that had happened at the gym, the date I made with Emily as well as every detail of our sexual encounter.
Julie listened intently and I was having trouble reading her, but I told her everything.
When I finished she said, "Thank you for being honest with me sweetheart. Do you plan to see Emily again"?
I hesitated. This could be the end of my marriage.
Julie took charge and said, "I have an idea. Why don't you invite Emily for dinner on Friday. Both of you should dress for dinner and it will be just us three girls. What do you say to that Kathy"?
The answer was easy.
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