Loving You Love
"So how long are you going to stay with your mom?" Mike was sitting right next to me on top of a blanket in the middle of the woods. We had just eaten and where just enjoying each other's company.
"A few days..."
"Sorry I didn't go to you yesterday, I was doing something," Mike didn't look at me, but from his body language I could tell he was angry.
"It's okay; at least you are here now, right?" He was starting to make me worry. I have never seen him so worked up, not even when Greg was trying to make him angry.
"I guess, but still." He punched his left hand and breathed deeply. His right hand was bandaged, but he didn't wanna tell me why. "I should have been there for you." He turned around and looked into my eyes. "I'm gonna miss you."
"I will to but you can call me whenever you want." I took out my cell phone and flashed him a smile.
He gave me his killer smile and leaned over. "I might get on your nerves and call you, like, every hour or so." He reached over and touched my cheek. "Hope you won't mind."
I chuckled. I didn't doubt that, especially from what I heard yesterday. "I won't mind if you called me." I lay down on the blanket and stared at the sky. "I don't wanna go, but mom hasn't seen me in a long time."
Mike leaned over and stared into my eyes. "I have an inkling of how she feels without seeing you."
"You don't see me for no less than a day and you get all weird on your friends?" I felt his lips on mine and let him in. We played for a bit and before I knew it he was on top of me with his hands on the sides of my face.
"I miss you when I'm not with you." I felt myself redden. I tried to turn to the side, but he didn't let me. "Do you miss me when I'm not with you?" I nodded. "Do you want me?" I nodded again. "In what way?" I didn't know.
"I..."
"Have you ever?" I shook my head. "Wanna try?"
"I don't know."
"It's okay if you don't. I don't wanna rush you. This is okay for me though," He leaned down and kissed me. I wrapped my arms around his waist and pulled him closer to me.
"I want you... but I'm not sure..." I wanted to be closer but I wasn't ready to do that yet.
"Not sure of what to do or not sure if you are ready?" He gave me a small smile. He was giving me the option of pulling away or continuing.
"I'm ready but not that ready..." I hope he understood.
"Of course, I don't plan on that happening..." He rubbed my nose with his. "Yet."
I gulped. Yet. At least he didn't want to do it yet.
"I don't know what to do." I blushed and felt him kiss my neck.
"Just let me feel you, okay? Nothing more than you want, nothing less either." He kissed me on my lips and started lifting my shirt. When he got it off me, he continued to kiss my neck.
I closed my eyes and felt his lips on my shoulder. "Open your eyes. I wanna see you." I opened them and saw his eyes just below my chin. "Just you and me. No one else. Just relax..." I watched him kiss down my chest and bite my nipple. "Sensitive?" He blew on it and I shuddered. "Want me to stop?"
I shook my head. He played with my nipple with his tongue and tugged it with his teeth. "How did you learn how to do this?" I was in heaven. I was pretty sure I was going to have marks down my chest, but I really didn't care.
Mike stopped just above my belly button. "Let's just say my sister found me some interesting books to read." He started kissing right above my pants and I started shivering. Not the bad kind, the really good kind. Some part of him was pressing down on my problem, rubbing it to which was definitely not nice.
"Really?" I was enjoying the kisses he was lavishing me in.
"Mmhmm..." One of his hands was starting to go up my leg. "Do you really want to talk about my sister or continue where this is going?"
I looked down at him and blushed. He was just over my problem area and giving me a very dirty smile. I wanted to kiss him, but he was too far away. "Whatever you want..."
He gave a sigh and started getting up.
"What?" I grabbed his hand and pulled him on me.
"Either you are sure or we stop this okay? I don't want you regretting anything..." He took my face into his hands and kissed my nose. He was so weird at times, I think he wanted to do things and others... just making sure I was ready and sure of myself. Something I wasn't really anymore, I wasn't so sure in myself when I was with Mike.
"Please I'm sure, I wanna be with you and try this..." I closed my eyes and let my head fall into his chest.
He kissed my chin and started to go lower. "If it gets to much for you, just tell me to stop, got it?" I nodded, my eyes still closed and I could feel him going down my body.
"Relax." I did as he started unbuckling my pants. "Just relax and let me take care of you okay?" I was sure I could beat a tomato in a redness contest.
He unzipped me and pulled my pants down, just to my ankles, and he started rubbing my crotch. "Do you have something in there for me?" I let out a little yelp as Mike pulled my underwear and let it snap back.
"Why don't you look and find out?" I shut my mouth. I was starting to let things slip, each time I thought of something, I sometimes said them. Usually I watched what I said, but I was losing my restraint. Especially around Mike.
"Not that is what I'm talking about." I lifted my hips slightly to let him pull down my underwear. "Well. If this wasn't for me, then I would surely be jealous." I blushed. "Just relax..." I shuddered as I felt cold air on my crotch.
I whimpered when I felt his hand grasp my erection. I never had anyone touch me there before, I barely did, and it felt hot. I closed my eyes as I felt something wet against my tip. When my whole head was embraced by warm heat I let out another gasp. His tongue kept sweeping over my head and started going lower.
I gripped his head but kept it light. It was unbearably hot and sweet, but I could still keep my composure. His other hand was massaging my balls and going slightly lower. Mike was all the way down on me and massaged the bottom part of my shaft. When he went back up, he sucked slowly. But, as he reached the top, he increased.
"How does that feel?" His other hand was just above my opening, teasing it, and he gave my mushroom head a kiss.
I opened my eyes and stared at him. That bastard had a smile on his face; his lips were shiny with a little trail of spit, or something else, coming from his mouth. "It feels weird..." I think I blushed if I wasn't already blushing.
"Which weird? Good weird or bad weird?" I moaned as he blew on it, it was cold but he wrapped his lips around me again. Damn. His finger got a little braver and started poking me harder. His hand on my shaft left me and went to my hip, rubbing my thigh.
"That's not fair. Asking me that..." I closed my eyes and let myself be lost in bliss. He went under my glands and rubbed the bottom of my shaft with his tongue. Each time he went down, he used his tongue in wonderful strokes, coating me with his saliva. When he went up, he sucked gently, then roughly, making every time he went up excruciating.
I felt something warm start spreading throughout my tummy. "Mike, I...." There was only one thing that it could be. Especially dealing with this area, I knew, even though I barely... you know. "I'm gonna..."
I squeezed Mikes head harder, I hope I didn't hurt him, but damn. Mike was starting to tease my tip when he got up to it. When he went down, he made me wet. When he went back up, I thought he was going to suck it from my body. He gripped my hip and focused everything on my head, sucking and licking like crazy.
"I..." I closed my eyes and let everything out. I let my head hit the blanket and felt myself shoot into Mike. His tongue continued to lick and suck me. When he finally stopped, I swore I saw stars and he kissed my tip one more time before he started kissing up my chest.
"Did you like it?" He whispered into my ear and nibbled on my lobe. I swear I could hear him smile, the cocky bastard. Wow... My way of thinking was changing a little. Usually, I wouldn't think of things like that, so I just pushed it aside.
"Yeah..." One of his hands was still playing with my hole. Mike shifted a little bit and I felt his erection hit my leg. I blushed. But, taking some courage, I pushed Mike down and got on top of him. It was rather difficult with my pants and underwear around my knees, but I didn't care.
"I never thought of you switching the tables on me..." Mike gave me a smile and his hand was on top of my butt. Someone had a thing for my ass. I mean butt. "I like it. What are you going to do?"
I wasn't sure, but I could wing it, right? I was smart and going down wasn't rocket science, anyone could do it, right? I blushed and kissed Mike. He tasted a little funny, but I pushed the taste away, I didn't wanna think about what the taste could be.
"Can I take your shirt..." I blushed but I made myself say it. "Off?"
Mike gave me a smile, chuckled, and helped me take it off. Once again, I was captivated by how he looked. His body showed how hard he worked on it, tan, muscles in all the right places, and a little bit of hair. Some of it led it to where my butt was sitting. Below that was something hard and rigid.
"Anything else you wanna do?" Mike thrust his hips a little and I yelped. SOMETHING was definitely hard and pretty big. "You don't have t-" I kissed him. He was trying to give me my room, but for now. I wanted to take, take something from him. He gave me pleasure and I will give him some. I just hope I could do it right.
I played with his nipples between my hands and kissed his chin, neck and started above his chest. "Just let me figure this out okay?" It was weird doing this with my pants still around my knees, but I managed to kiss above his belly button. I reached for his belt, and my hands started shaking. I can do this! I kept telling myself.
Mikes hands covered mine. "You don't have to do this. It's okay with me doing that to you, but if you don't want to I'm content with just kissing." He lifted himself a little and kissed my hand. He really was okay with only giving me joy and he getting nothing?
No.
"Let me do this. I wanna do this," I pushed him back down and kissed him. I started working on his belt. With my renewed resolve, I took off the belt and put it on the side.
"Just-" I put my finger to his lips.
"Just relax." I gave him a smile and unbuttoned his fly. Here goes. I slid his plants just below his underwear and cupped the bulge. It was freaking bigger than my hand, mine just about reached halfway to what he had. I started to worry, but I pushed the thought aside. If I couldn't do this, then how could it go? I felt something on my ass again. Seriously, this guy has a weird fascination with my ass, I mean butt.
I moved a little further down with Mike's legs still between mine. "I'm sorry if I'm not good."
Mike looked at me and smiled. "Don't matter as long as you tried, right? I'm happy with just that." I knew he would, but I wanted to give him more. We can do things that we don't have to.
I removed his underwear and just looked at his erection. Damn. I grasped it with my hand and I heard Mike took a deep breath. One hand was not enough to cover it. Damn. It was long and plump, his head was red and it had some cum glistening on the tip. His underwear was wet also, so he must have been leaking for a while.
I used my other hand to rub the drop around the head, and he gave a low moan. He watched as I brought my finger to my lips and tasted it. It was sweet and a little bitter, but not that bad. "Like it?" He gave me another killer smile.
Cocky. I blushed, I was holding his... "Not bad, had better before." He gave me a smile and humped my hand. He knew I was kidding, this was the first thing I ever did with a guy. I still couldn't believe what I said, but it made him smile.
"Who?" I started rubbing him up and down. He had a slight curve. I went up and down and rubbed his head with my palm.
"I don't know," I smiled and he smiled back. "But you are the best." The only and my first.
"Just by laying here?" I made him squirm a little when I squeezed gently as I stroked up.
"Just by being you." I got some more bravery and licked the top of his head. Spongy, soft, and warm. Not bad. I put a little more into my mouth and started massaging the bottom of his head. I must have been doing something right, seeing as he was starting to moan.
I copied what he did and wet his erection with my tongue and played with his tip, all the while, enjoying the fluid coming out of it. It was better from the source. I started to take a little more into my mouth, and he shook a little bit. I put a hand on his hip, and, with the other, I played with his balls. I went a little lower and he shook.
"Watch the teeth... there you go... play with them a little more..." I made sure not to scratch him with my teeth, but I occasionally hurt him by accident. He told me it was okay. I was doing more good than bad, at least.
I sucked his tip and used my tongue to play with the head again. I used my hand to spread my saliva over his shaft. I could not get all of it down my mouth, but I could give him a little friction. After giving the head one more suck, I took his ball into my mouth. Tangy, but still not that bad. His erection was pulsing in my hand, he obviously was enjoying this.
"That's it, baby, suck them... Rub it harder." He gave a little louder moan as I complied. When I went back to his tip, I licked all of his essence. Damn was he a leaker. After a couple of tries, I made it halfway down on him and he gave out a load moan. "Baby, keep rubbing me, suck on my head, and I will cum." I started making good use of my saliva and focused my tongue on his head. "Yeah, just like that."
I rubbed my tongue against his head and started rubbing harder and slower. "Baby, I'm going to..." Just as he took me, I can take him... "Damn." I gave him one good suck, and I felt him pulsate within my hand. I kept on swallowing as best as I could, and I felt a little of it spill out of my mouth. Making sure I took all off it down, I cleaned his tool until it went soft in my mouth.
I gave it a kiss like he did mine, and put it back in his pants. I buttoned it and looked at him.
Pride and joy was showing in his light blue eyes. All for me. Again, I saw something else, but I pushed it to the back of my mind. "Thanks." He reached over and cleaned my mouth with his finger. "Wow." I sucked his finger clean and gave him a kiss.
"I..." Think I love you....
"It's okay. You were great, baby." He wrapped his arms around me and brought me to his chest. I heard his heart beat and he occasionally kissed my head. "Nice job."
I smiled. I finally was able to do something for him. "Getting bolder huh?"
"Maybe..." His hand was on my ass, I mean butt, again. His finger was in my hole again. Just pressing and playing. Nothing more, nothing less.
"Wow..." Greg took a look at me and smiled. "Got some action, didn't you, little brother?"
I blushed and glared at him. Mike just casually walked past Greg and I as he went into the kitchen. "We did nothing..."
"Well, you should have seen Mikey's face," Greg laughed and got serious. "Should I kill him, or did you have fun? More to the point, what did you guys do?" Protective mode was kicking in.
"We didn't do that yet..." But I kinda wanted to right now.
"Did you blow his bubble?" I gave a little laugh, strained but still a laugh.
"Well...."
"Did he also?"
I nodded.
"As long as you wanted it, whatever... Don't need the details," He started heading up the stairs. "We have one more hour before we have to go, so make sure you say your goodbyes."
I frowned. I was going to miss my friends. Chris, Mary, Angie, Zack and Jake where going to meet me at the airport before I left. It was sweet of them so see me off. Dad said his goodbye to me in the morning, saying that he was going to work a few things out in office.
I took a quick shower and called my friends. They were already at the airport. Mike was kinda depressed at not being able to take a shower with me. But, he got over it quick, being the good guy that he is.
Mike drove us to the airport. We were going to spend three days with my mom, today, tomorrow and Monday. After that, we were going to come back home. I had compromised with mom over the length of time I was going to spend there, but 3 days would have been fine. Granted, one day was short, but, still, it was good enough for her.
We checked in our bags, luckily my friends caught up with us and waited until we were finished. Greg was waiting close by the terminal. Once he was far enough away, my friends started to huddle around me.
"Tell your mom I said hi okay?" I nodded. Mary did a quick fix on my shirt before she gave me a hug. "Don't sleep on the aisle, make sure Greg is there. That way, no one can touch you again." I laughed. Okay, so one time when I was on a airplane some creep started feeling me up. "Call me every night." Like she ever went a night without calling me.
"Take good care of yourself, got it?" I nodded and let Jake give me a hug. I was worried that Mike and him would start fighting, but I was hope hugging was okay. "If Mike won't pick you up, call me, got it? Also, I got you a snack." I thanked him. Yay, a couple of doughnuts! Cream filled, my favorite.
"Call me when you get there, okay?" Angie gave me a long hug and kissed me on the cheek. "Be sure to get me something nice, okay?" I nodded and kissed her back. "Remember if anyone gives you any scuff, call me and I'll set them straight!" I highly doubted she would go to Florida to teach a bigot a lesson. Yet, somehow, I think she would.
"Try and get some tail there, okay? Also, make sure you get me something nice," Zack gave me a hug and, being sneak,y kissed me on the lips before I shoved him off. "Sorry, couldn't help myself." Angie and Mary both smacked him on the head.
Chris put both his hand on my shoulders and kissed my forehead. Weird. "I love you, remember that, okay?" I giggled. He was still trying to make me fall for that, huh? "Keep yourself out of trouble and I'll take you for ice cream. Just you and me, got it?" I nodded. He kissed me one more time and let Mike get his turn.
"Call when you get there, got it?" I nodded, I was nodding a lot. "I might annoy you, but it's just because I...." He looked at me for a second and kissed me out in public. I heard a few people gasp, and Mary and Angie both awed. Zack said something about getting a room and joining, but I ignored it. "I love you..." He whispered in my ear.
"Flight Three oh one to Miami Florida is now boarding."
I froze. Did I just hear right? I looked at him but couldn't say anything. And the jerk just smiled at me.
"Well, see you guys later! Come here you midget," Greg took my arm and started heading towards the terminal. He waved to my friends and I somehow managed to wave back.
He loves me.
He loves me.
Mike loves me.
Mary POV
I watched him leave. Grrr. I wanted to go with him, but he needed his alone time with his mom and brother. I sighed. "So, anyone hungry?"
"Yeah, but I have to go to work. Jake, Zack, let's go," I gave Angie a quick hug and waved them goodbye. Hmm. Today was her day off. I shook my head, sometimes people needed time to themselves.
"You guys up for..." A guy dressed as a security guard ran towards us.
"Excuse me; was there a Christopher Cambell here?" The guy looked between Mike then at Chris.
"I'm Christopher." The security guard gave him a letter and walked off.
Weird. Also very, very strange. "What do you think it is?"
"Not sure, think it could be from Nate?" He looked at the blue enveloped.
"I don't think so, since he just got on and we were with him the whole entire time." Mike looked at the enveloped. "It doesn't look like Nate's handwriting either."
I thought for a second. "Why don't we go look at my house, who knows what could be in there." I was curious. Mike went to go get us some burgers while Chris and I went to my house. My parents were out of town for the weekend to visit my Aunt.
"Let's see what this says..." Chris opened the letter and started reading. I read from the back and felt my blood begin to boil and the hairs on the back of my neck started rising. This was so not good. How the hell did he know we were at the airport? More so, how did he manage to give us this note.
The security guard didn't look like a guard from the prison. Why didn't we ask who is it from? "Can't we call the airport and see who gave us this?"
He tossed me his phone and dug out his cigarettes. Eww, I hated when he did that. I dialed the number and got transferred to the security guard. "Hello sir. You may not remember me, but you gave my friend an envelope. Yes that one. Can you tell me who gave it to you? A friend, I see. No. What does he look like? I see." I hung up. This didn't make any sense.
"What did he say?" Chris took a drag. More eww.
"He said it was from a friend of ours. The guy was tall had brown hair and hazel eyes." That was the only information the security guard told me. "Dang..."
"Do you think that sick bastard got out of jail?"
"I highly doubt it." There was a little beep and I looked at the intercom. Mike. I pressed the button and let him inside. "He still has thirty years before he gets parole."
"Then who?"
"I'm not sure. But can you?" I looked over at Chris and he took a deep breath. I took the letter from him and put it in my pocket. If Chris was left with, then he would be sulking over it for a long time.
"I love Nate. Love means I have to keep that burden, then so be it." Chris and I both turned around when the door shut. Crap. Mike. I wonder what he heard.
"You love him?" Crap.
Mike POV
"You love him?" I already knew the answer, but I still wanted to ask. I had the notion already in my head, but I was trying to deny it. The way he talks about him, he never talked that way about Mary. I put the pizzas on the table and turned towards him. I wasn't angry. Chris was my friend. I could just hear him out, right?
Chris didn't look at me just continued to smoke. "Yeah. Lost my chance, though. Long ago."
I didn't understand. Chris was the one who set us up, but he loved him? "Then why did you..."
"Mike, don't ask. It's a long story." Mary shook her head and sighed.
"He has to know..." Chris took another drag. I was used to Chris smoking, but he seemed kinda down.
Mary snatched the cigarette from Chris and tossed it on the floor crushing it. "Stop, you know the promise!"
"We might need the help..." Chris took another cigarette from his pocket and lit up.
Mary sighed and sat down on the couch. "Anyone want a drink?" She took out a bottle of scotch from the drawer. "Usually I don't drink, but screw it. I have to be with that ass." She pointed at Chris.
"Just shut up and drink, I can tell him if you're not strong enough." Chris got a cup and Mary poured him.
"No, its fine. I have more information than you do anyway." Mary reached over and took out a note from her back pocket. "Someone wrote us this letter, and if we are going to tell you the story, you might as well read it."
I took the cup she poured me and the letter. I downed it in one gulp and started reading.
Dear Christopher,
How are you doing? You must be wondering how you got this letter from me. But, as my former pupil, I cannot tell you. However, I can tell you that you won't stop me this time. You saved him that one time, but this time you won't. I still have no idea how you found us, but I won't make that same mistake again. Can you save the one you love? Or will his love save him first? Or can either of you save him? Can you bear the burden of what you did?
Sincerely, Your Mentor.
"What happened?" I looked at Chris but he was just looking at the ceiling. "Seriously, what happened?"
"Well..." Mary took my hands into hers. "Once I tell you, please don't be mad."
"At who?" I looked at Chris then back at Mary.
"Well... that depends..." She scratched her cheek.
"Just tell me."
"Okay well..." She took another drink and motioned for me to sit down beside her. "It happened a few years ago in middle school. You see..."
Next chapter is the seventh grade! Then after that... the romance and another problem will occur. Sometimes when you love something you have to let it go. Love sometimes makes you hurt. If you don't love Mike yet then you will soon!
Well since I gave you a glimpse before why can't I give you another now? Just one this time lol.
"A date?"
"Yeah"
"But... I can't."
"Why not?"
"You know the reason."
"I do. Also for that reason I am asking. You have to trust me."
"I do..." I think.
"Will you then? If not for me, for him?"
Prepare to fall so over head over heels in love with Mike!