This is a semi fictional story of this gorgeous man I had the pleasure of giving a blow job to. He works in distribution at my company. He is tall, blonge and has a magnificent body. As there only part of this story that is true (the blow), the rest is just fantasy for a man I have fallen in lust with. As he is married, with kids. And the likelyhood of ever going any further is just fantasy.
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......." Oh my God! " my head screamed
My head then reeled at what was just happening. Here I was with the man of my dreams. This godlike straight man that i had worked with. He was here with me consoling me from the meeting about the harassment I had a work from Dave. He was being as nice as he could be to me. He even pulled me into his big strong arms as I finally broke down. And it was again very sweet if this man. His warm confronting chest and arms. His stroking hand in my head. All were more than one could expect. But this?!.
"What the fuckk is happening!" I shouted in my head "What is he doing.?" "This is wrong. Soo wrong"
But it wasn't. His perfect lips touched mine and Chris kissed me. It was a tender and almost loving kiss. But as I said it freaked me out. I pulled back in shock as he did this. My eyes shooting open from my confusion if what he had just done.
"Ohh. I am sorry" he said "I didn't. I thought.."
I looked at him as he gazed at me in bewilderment. He pulled back and sat back in his seat and away from me. He turned back to the steering wheel and just looked at it.
"I should go" he said. "I am soo sorry"
And now he wouldn't look at me. I felt horrible. This perfect man was trying to make me feel better, and I shit all over it. I reached for his arm and touched it. I looked at his face and lips again. Now I wanted to kiss him. But think the whole moment was shot.
"Noo. Noo" I said as I stroked his arm "I am just confused." "Not sure why you kissed me" "You are straight. Right?"
He turned and then looked at me again. His eyes were a bit watery. Then he half smiled back at me. Then his other hand patted mine.
"I really should go" he then said
Then he unlocked the door so I could get out. I also gave him a half smile back. Then released his arm. Then I got out of his car.
"Okay." I said softly to him "Thanks for everything Chris" "Please drive safe" "See ya" he said back
Then he started the car and drove off. I stood there and watched him leave. Still confused about what had just happened. Had he planned to fuck me or something. Or was he just being nice, letting me know he cared. I don't know. All I know was my head was a mess the rest of the evening. And I had to be sleeping. I woke in the middle of the night calling for him. Then looking out to my dark room. Then remembering his touch, his warmth, and those lips. The way he smelled. Soft yet masculine.Then I cried some more.
"He is straight man" I said to myself "He was just being sweet" "Fuck. !"
What little sleep that came was tumultuous. And when I heard the alarm go off I almost didn't get up. I looked over at it. Struck the sleep button and lay back in bed. My head still trying to piece together last night.
Almost dozed off when the alarm went off again. I hit it to stop the alrm this time. Then got up and went to brush my teeth. I looked at my tired and drawn face. Puffy eyes from my tears. I truly looked bad.
"Why would he have even kissed that face?" I said to myself " I look terrible "
I then took a shower and cried some more in there. But it wasn't for the Dave incident anymore. It was because I was falling for Chris. A man that I could never have. "I hate my life" I said
When I calmed down and finshed in the tub, I got dressed, made a nice 'strong' batch if coffee and then headed back to work. I hoped I would see Chris today. I wanted to talk to him. To clear the air about the night before. But I didn't see him. And he seems to be avoiding me as I briefly saw him while he was talking to someone. I smiled and half waved at him. But he barely even glanced back. I think what ever happened last night was indeed I mistake and he was regretting every stupid moment.
"Okay" I softly said to myself "I knew it was a mistake"
I wnet back to my office and just sat there looking at the screen of my computer. I almost burst into tears again. But I just took a deep breath and tried to relax. Then got back to work. Thankfully I was kept busy and didn't have time to 'think'. As end of day arrived. I got ready to head out. Signing off the system and grabbing my things and heading out. As I got outside and walked to my car I saw Dave. He was outside the building. And he was waiting for me.
"Hey fag boy" he called "Wanna suck me off again"
I walked faster to get to my car. But he then ran across the parking lot at me. He cut me off just as I reached my car. Then he shoved me against it. I tried to push him off, but he was stronger than me.
"You are gonna fucking pay for getting me suspended" he growled "I'm gonna fuck you up bad" "Then maybe I will tear up bthat pussy hole again. " "Leave me alone!" I shouted "I will have you fired"
I hoped my great would make him back off. To get him to leave me along. But it only seemed to edge him on to be rough with me.
"If you do" he huffed at me "Then I will kill you"
He looked like he was gonna start pounding on me. But then I heard someone shouting at us. "Get the fuck off him Dave" came the voice of Chris again
Dave saw his ex boss and then shoved me down to the ground. He kicked me once and then he growled to me that I was dead. He planned on killing me. I surmised after this. "You are fucking dead gay boy" he growled at me
Then he ran off. I sat there next to my car. Fear overwhelmed me and I started to sob again. Then I heard as Chris came over to me. He leaned down as touched my head.
"Are you alright?" he asked "Did he hurt you?" "He said he is gonna kill me" I said as I looked up at him "He is gonna kill me"
Then Chris pulled me uo and into his arms again. And again he was my saviour, my hero. I pulled myself into his body again. I. Didn't want to let go, ever. For at the moment it was my only safe place.
"He is fired!" He stated "Tomorrow, you will report this and he is done" "Do you want me to take you home?"
I nodded at him, yes. I don't want him to leave my side. And I didn't want to be alone. "We'll just move your car to the side" he said
He grabbed my keys and then moved my car. Then we got in his car and drove off. I couldn't take my eyes from him the whole way back home. This man saved me again from Dave. I reach over and touched his thigh as he drove. He looked down at my hand. I feared he may remove it, but didn't.
"I am sorry Chris" I then said to him. "About all this. Last night. Everything" "No need to apologize" he said as he looked back at me "No. I need to" "You have been nothing but sweet to me" "And I treated you like shit. Pushing you away like I did"
Then his hand grabbed mine and he squeezed it. Then he brought it to his lips and kissed it. "It's okay" he said again
We got to my place and he stopped outside my building. He stopped and unlocked the door for me.
"Here you go, safe at home" he said "I will come back in the morning and pick you up. .." "Can you stay a while. " I said to him "Please. I don't want to be alone"
I looked at his eyes. Soft tender and blue. I prayed he would stay. I needed him near. Even if it was just to make me feel okay.
"I'll order pizza" I said with a smile
I looked at him beautiful face. His eyes looked around a few times then fell back on to mine. Then he smiled at me again
"Okay. Just for a little while" he said "Great. Thanks" I said back
He parked and I lead him up to my apartment. We got inside and I locked the door. I was so happy he decided to stick around for a bit. Maybe we could talk more about last night. I didn't want him to feel uncomfortable around me because of it.
"Sit" I offered "Do you want a drink or something?" "Water is fine. Thanks" he said back "Okay. Be right back"
I got him a bottle water and handed it to him. I grabbed a beer for me, as I needed something stronger. Sat down in my chair as he was on the sofa to my right. He was pretty quiet as he sat there and took a drink.
"Maybe I should order that pizza" I then said "What do you want" "Oh anything is fine" he said back "Just no fishies."
He laughed for a moment as he said that. I grabbed the phone and dialed the pizzeria near me that delivered. Ordered and the turned to him so I could look at him again.
"Thank you" I said again to him "You are turning out to be my hero" "No problem" he said back "Like I said before." "No one deserves such treatment"
I bowed my head as I paused. I wanted to talk about last night. But was afraid that he would get up and leave. And I really didn't want him to go. So I just bit my lips and sighed. I looked back up at him. I was afraid I was going to start to cry again. But fought it off with another breath.
"Are you okay man?" He asked again "I mean, really?" "Yeah. I'm okay" I replied "Just tired of the hate" "Well he will be done tomorrow. I guarantee it"
I then decided to shift the conversation. Because I knew he was going through some shit with his 'cunt' wife. And even through it, he was there for me. So I wanted him to know I cared about him too.
"And you?" I then asked "What about me" "The whole leaving because of your wife thing" "When are you officially gone for good"
He took a drink and then a breath. I watched as his big chest rose and fell under his shirt. That broad chest that I was comforted in so well just yesterday.The big chest I wanted to lay in again. To feel his warm body against mine. To smell that scent that was his.
"Will be in and out over the next week or so" he said "Then I move back for good"
And again I took a breath. I didn't want him to go. I wanted him to stay here. To be my hero again and again. But I knew it was just a pipe dream.
"Well. I for one will miss you" I said
He smiled back again. It looked like he was going to say something, but the doorbell rang. It was the pizza. I got up and went to the door. I pad the guy and then came back to the living room. Place the pizza in the coffee table and said I would go get some paper plates.
"Sure you don't want a beer?" I asked "So much better with pizza than water"
He took a sip of water and then conceded.
"Okay. But only one. Have to drive back to my place" he said
I nodded and went to the kitchen to get some more beers. I came back with the beers, paper plates and some napkins. Then sat down and we are. After my first piece I saw him looking at me. He smiled at me again as he chewed on his pizza. Then he reached for another piece just as I did. Our hands touched. I almost pulled back, but didn't. His fingers grazed mine and I felt electricity between us.
"Here" I said as I handed him another piece
He leaned back, but then he paused before taking another bite. I looked at him and he seemed like he was thinking of something. And then he spoke
"Now. The elephant in the room" he said "Huh?" I questioned "Can we talk about last night"
I stopped my chewing as he opened up the conversation about what I had wanted to. I swallowed a hard gob of food. Then took a breath. I began to feel as my heart quickly accelerated. Fearing he would say something I wasn't ready to hear. So I put down my pizza.
"I am sorry about the kiss..." He started "Noo. " I tried to say "No. Just let me get this out"
Chris took a deep breath and then continued his comment. His eyes locked on to mine. I worried he may see my desire for him in mine. But I didn't want to leave his handsome face.
"That kiss was.." He again began 'A mistake' my head surmised he would say 'It was wrong and I don't like you'
My head blurted out all kinds of possible things he might say. Things that would tear a hole into me. But I just look at him intently as he continued
"It was something we both needed" he then said "But I may have overstepped" "But you are married" I interrupted "Yes I am. At least for now" "But this whole thing with my wife is a shit show" "And it's been a strain" "But you made me feel needed. And I liked it" "And forgive me if I say this" "But seems you needed some tendernes too" "And iI thought.."
I was shocked at his words. This handsome man that I adored. He was baring himself and his vulnerabilities. Yet even with his problems, he still was looking out for me.
"And the whole straight thing" he then continued "I have been curious about stuff" "But have never dared." "I know. Gays are freaks" I tried to say with a laugh.
Then he moved over slightly on the couch. Then he tapped the seat next to him. Offering me to sit there next to him.
"Come sit" he then said
I took in another breath. My heart was racing at a thousand miles an hour. And I figured I would probably have a heart attack. But I got up and moved over next to him. I again took a hard swallow of spit this time. Then I sat there next to this beautiful man. I was actually shaking as I sat there. Then I turned to look at him again.
"You are no freak my friend" he said "You are probably the nicest person I have met in a long time" "And I can't believe you are alone" "Guess I'm not so great.." I said "No one stays with me. "
That's when he pulled me down to him. Our eyes again locked together. His big hand reached uo to my face. Then he pulled me to his.
"Kiss me" he then said.........
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