"class we have a new student his name is Nick Stephens he is all the way from California so how do you like the east coast weather" Mrs Walters said with amusement on her face
"its cold , there's no snow where im from so its all new to me "
The girls got all goggle eyed over nick he was damn hot he had golden brown hair with blond high lights and shoulder length hair and the greenest eyes I've ever seen i guess i was staring to hard because he looked at me and smiled then sat down next to me the teacher went back to teaching
" im nick " he extended his hand
"im Matthew my friends call me matt" i shook his hand
"nice meeting you matt"
this guy was sexy but seeing what happened with Nathan i didn't want anything , i had fallen for him and he knew this then he broke me and didn't care .
three hours had past sine meeting nick and i was in the library empty as usual even the librarian was out to lunch i felt like the only person in school , my friends left , Nathan avoided me , i just buried my head in my arms in tears started to flow I didn't know why , well I knew why I just never fell for anybody and it stung like crazy ,a few minutes later i felt a tap i jumped it was nick he stood there all 5'10 of him with a box of tissues
"hay dont cry im sure what ever it is it will be okay " i took a few tissues and blew my nose "thanks ", "no problem i guess today is just one of those days
he came around the table and sat down next to me looking at me i tried to look away but his stare was magnetic "dude are you okay " he was gentle with me not pushing anything , this complete stranger was consoling me "yeah " i spoke not even looking him in his eye "good because i hate to see the cute ones cry " he smiled
i was shocked and couldn't find any words this greek god had called me cute which means he was into guys i smiled at him and he smiled at me " i should go gotta get home get dinner started " i said " for the family" "no they are in Ohio visiting family i stayed home, so for me " i began "i should go to catch the bus " he started to leave "hay nick you want a ride home " i called out
"sure " we both left out the library together
as we were driving the snow flakes were coming down we past main the gated community where Nathan lived the symbolism was ironic i just smiled i was on the outside looking into Nathan's world in my heart that's where i wanted to be but he shut me out like that big brass gate separating us from them or me from him . on the way to his house nick told me how his father company had open up a new firm here in upstate New York and how he was the boss i asked him why he wasn't living in main he told me that his dad always was simple , he didn't like the materialist things life had to offer and that he adapts the same concept in life "why buy Dolce and Bmw's? when American eagle and a honda like this is just as good " i smiled at his comment .
i hadn't realize nick only lived a few blocks from me " hay you live so close " "yeah " he looked at the houses as we went by
"you can see my house from right here "
"hay how about i come to your place and help you cook i rather be there then have my parents question me a trillion times about how my day was and did i meet new friends i'll just call them at your house " i smiled " okay " we drove to my house and got out i opened the door "its kind of cold " he said" " i'll turn on the heat i must have turned it down , about five minutes later the house was warm and alive "hay how about taco's " he suggested " "not a bad idea Stephens " i said, we made taco's and both got a beer and sat down . in the family room to watch some tv while eating nick seemed very comfortable , he just known me for a couple of hours and we clicked like we have been friends for years, i slowly was thinking about something else besides Nathan , we watched a few comedies then i turned to him
"are you gay" i said not knowing where that came from he just looked at me with a kind of ambush look on his face , then i tried to retract what i said with an apology "im sorry , its really non of my business he then started to speak "i wasn't aware of my sexuality until this guy my best buddy who was on the football team was over at my house we were just hanging out and he kissed me , i thought i was straight but that kiss set something off " i had a girlfriend " i cut him off " so your bi " I spoke "actually , i broke up with her because i started to become more attractive to guys and i just decided i am gay , what about you" he said with a curious look
"i'm gay" i stopped and looked at him "wow i never told anyone that , your the first person " i was in a state of shock he smiled "that's great you came out to me i am honored to be the first one " he smiled at me we watched a little more tv but he left after that i was hoping to score he was different i didn't want to take advantage of him because i suppose he knew all the tricks of the trade
(Four Weeks later)
Weeks past and me and nick became the best of friends it was still ruff seeing Nathan making out with amber "oh they make me sick" Nick was standing there watching me watch them "nosey much " he said i snapped out of it "no i should get my seat " "hay you were with him werent you " i hesitated "yeah , i thought he liked me but its my fault for pursuing someone like that a straight guy " nick wrapped his arm around me " its all good , you don't need him , hay i think i should be your wingman " nick said i laughed Nathan noticed and saw nick arm around my shoulder " get to class Stephens " "you too Barrett i will see in science " he said walking away before i could go in Nathan grabbed me so that we were around the corner in the now desolated hallway "who is that guy " "his name is nick he is new we kind of just hit it off i guess" "are you too " "thats non of your business nathan " i pulled away and went into the class room
(Nathan)
Ahhhhhh he is so infuriating Matthew is sitting there with that smug look on his ace , this is killing me , why is this killing me , he is with that guy nick , i want to chock nick and take matt away from him why am i thinking this i have a girlfriend why am i feeling like this , i had to confront Matthew again as soon as class was over i was going to talk to him , he looks cute now staring into space not listening to the teacher i wonder what he is thinking about maybe nick or maybe me i hope he is thinking about me, no i hope he is not thinking about me so i don't have to think about him that's stupid
classes ended and matt dashed out the door as he always does he looks so cute i followed and i see him and that nick guy talking then they start walking towards the exit , school isn't over.
(Matt)
"so me and nick left early this time to go back to his place
nick lets do it i said
i kissed him "what if " shhh no one is coming over trust me i pushed him up against the wall that was directly from the front door and took off his shirt he took off mine i started kissing and sucking his neck he moaned in pleasure then i went to his nipples which were fully erect and i encircled my tongue around them , his giant hard on was pointed right into my lower abdomen i grabbed it and he shuttered my nose only a few inches away. he stopped me then did the same to me "that feels good nick i said he undid my belt and my button on my jeans and slid my boxers and jeans down at one try my dick sprung out and it was alive . He got on his knees I reached down and put both my hands on the sides of his head stroking his hair . i then took his right hand and rubbed the tip of my dick with the back of his fingers I instantly started showing precum.
For the first time there in front of me his beautiful mouth was around my cock his lips were so soft and he knew the technique of sucking a cock he pulled off and some precum was connected to his lips and my dick "dude your dick is fat as hell " he said with a smile "i know i said kind of nerdy with a smile i reached down and he gave me a sticky kiss he stated sucking again now rubbing my balls After a minute or two of him sucking i started pumping He looked up at me and he looked so hot with me grabbing his blond hair back and his green eyes looking at me i wanted to fuck him so bad
"i want that ass " i said he stopped sucking "okay lets go to your bedroom " he looked up the stairs "no how about we fuck on the couch" he looked weary "i don't know what if your parents come in " "they wont " i assured him i took my jeans all the way off and started to take my socks off until he stopped me "don't i kind of like that " he said "aren't you a little kinky " i said with a smile i grabbed his hand and led him into the family room i pushed him on the couch and jumped on top of him we started kissing he wrapped his legs around my legs our cock's were sliding against one another i reached into my jeans and grabbed a condom and put it on i reached into the draw next to the couch and found lotion and put lotion on my dick "you ready sexy" i said he nodded i put it in he relaxed and his hole opened up around my cock the pressure of the tightness made me want to blow but i wanted to enjoy this , since this was my first time fucking
anyone. Nick eased on down, and I proceeded to thrust in, out, in, out. My cock got hotter with each insertion. he moaned in pleasure his eyes were rolling back in his head i loves that i was doing this to him i was scratching every itch he had his hole was opened up and it was feeling good his silky walls rubbing against the sides of my dick "lets change positions i said i pulled out of him he was in bliss i sat down on the coach he got on top of me and grabbed my dick and pointed to his hole , my dick went in easy as his ass was a perfect fit for me he was going up and down on me like a merry go round i grabbed his waist and started meeting him half way .
As I pounded in his ass, I could feel that Nick balls were tightened, he shouted so loud i know the neighbors had to heard him, his cock spasm and he came all over my chest I stopped in mid-thrust, enjoying the scene before me. looking at the string of shiny, thin ropes of come made me get even harder nick could sense this as i was still in him. nick flexed his cheeks around my cock. I proceeded to deep-dick nick, and he was fucking like a pro on top of me , to answer his request. Sensing I was near the point of no return, I ran my cock in and out, using sharp thrusts. As I pushed forth, nick lifted his whole lower body, trying to get as much of it in as he could. With one final deep thrust, i pulled out and stood up bring nick face to my cock and i started shooting string after string of juice onto his face , bringing nick to the height of ecstasy. it went every where i felt strang and looked up and Nathan was standing there looking into the window i guess i should have closed the curtains all the way ....
(Nathan)
that bastard how could he thought as i walked to the side of his house to my car he came out putting on his sweater "what the hell are you doing here " he protested " "i saw you leave school early i want to... " he cut me off "what to make sure i was okay what i do isn't any of your business" he pushed me "you wanted nothing to do with me and im the bastard its you not me you don't know what the hell you want but i know what i want , something that's not complicated you don't know if your gay or straight ", " I am not gay" "then there you go Nate problem solved now we can move on with our lives you can be with amber or who ever floats your damn boat and i can do what i have to do" we looked into each others eyes how did i get so damn invested in matt , what was going on with me i wanted to touch him be with him but i couldn't and he sensed this "you are nothing but a spoiled rich kid who want everything to go your way but guess what life doesn't happen like that ,,,you have everything handed to you on a silver platter but i wonder what it will feel like when something important to you is taken away " I could see the anger in his face "oh shut up sounds just like something someone from the lower middle class would say " it just came out I gulped at what I just said "wow sounds like something a rich arrogant bastard would say you know what goodbye ,,no, good ridden Nathan " with that he went into his house " and i felt worst then i ever thought i could .
I went home upset threw my book bag hard to the ground and went right to my dad's bar to poor me a stiff one ,matt was haunting me now and matt wasn't even dead i kept on hearing sounds of when he was over and i made him lasagna how could we go from that to right now present moment " 'oh shut up sounds just like something someone from the lower middle class would say " why would i say that to him ,, did i think i was superior to him because my family was a lot well off then his was , why did i try to spit venom at Matthew , i suppose i know that answer but my foolish teenage brain isn't thinking right now , am i bisexual , or is it that i like one guy and this is just a phase im going through . why do i feel safe when im with him , i stopped and looked around the big room that housed sixteen century furniture and a three story ceiling , i was alone , alone in this world , a tear fell from my eye the only person that honestly cared for me i shot down as many times as i could , if he was a girl this situation would be a lot different , I hated this feeling. I glanced at the mirror in the family room that captured my reflection i didnt like what i saw, i had no one and nothing and i was to blame for it " i picked up the bottle of gin and threw it at the mirror it smashed in pieces, something bad is going to happen i can feel it in my bones.
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