DISCLAIMER: O-town, Backstreet Boys and N'Sync are all bands that I don't know. I am not implying anything here. This is strictly created in my fantasies. I wish it was actually happening but I highly doubt it. I am in no way affiliated with Jive or J records, MTV or any other way with these bands. If homosexual content offends you or is illegal for you to read then please leave.
The only thing I have remotely in common with these guys is that Ashley Parker Angel and I were born on the same exact day-August 1, 1981.
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All I Need Is You-Chapter Nineteen
"What do you mean he can't remember any of us?!" Lance said in a rather loud tone as he stood in the middle of the hospital talking to the doctor.
"Mr. Bass, I'm going to have to ask you to calm down, we have other patients here." The doctor said.
Erik came over and put his arm around Lance and carried him over to the waiting area. He was practically in tears again. Ashley took over talking to the doctor.
"I'm sorry doctor, he's just very shaken up by all of this. He and the patient are very close. So what are you saying?" Ashley asked
"He has amnesia. No one can really tell how bad it is. He hit his head pretty hard. He's lucky to be alive. It could be a few hours, few days, few months. Some cases never recover." The doctor said.
Ashley swallowed hard. "Is there anything we can do for him?" Ashley asked
"Surround him with friends. Bring him home and keep him close to things that are familiar. Nine times out of ten they recover in a few days after being home. If he begins to feel pain in his arm or a migraine here's a prescription for a pain killer." The doctor said as he scribbled something down, ripped it off a pad and handed it to Ashley.
"Thank you doctor, when can we take him home?" Ashley asked
"Well now that he's awake we just need to run a few more tests and if everything is ok you can take him home by tonight." The doctor said as the nurse came running up to him, whispered something in his ear and then handed him a note.
Ashley looked at him quizzically.
"Thank you nurse. You're Mr. Angel right?" The doctor asked.
"Yeah" Ashley said wondering what was up.
"A man upstairs asked us to relay this note to you." The doctor said as he walked away.
Ashley wondered what it was. He opened up the folded note. It read:
'Meet me upstairs I wanna show you something. 5th floor. Sorry I couldn't use my cell phone in here.
Nicky'
Ashley smiled wondering what his husband had in store for him now. He took the stairs this time seeing as it was only two floors and frankly elevators were kinda scary to him now after the dream.
He opened the door and saw Nick at the end of the hallway. He was staring through a window just smiling. Ashley looked around and found a sign showing what floor this was.
'Pediatrics'
Ashley smiled. He walked up to Nick and let his husband put his arm around him. Something about a hospital just seemed like a safe place to show affection to each other.
"What are you doing up here?" Ashley asked his husband.
"Just de-stressing looking at all these beautiful babies." Nick said
Ashley looked out over the nursery and saw about 20 gorgeous newborn babies. He remembered when Cody was born and they all went to see him and congratulate Brian and Leigh Ann at the hospital. Nick told him that night that he would make them a family eventually, something he also reiterated a week before their wedding and it's something that he has done. A few outside sources have helped but they've done it. They're a family now.
"Thank you." Ashley said as he looked at Nick.
"For what?" Nick said with a smile.
"Just being there and giving me an escape from everything." Ashley said.
"That's why I'm here." Nick said as Ashley rested his head against Nick's shoulder.
Both men just stared out over the babies.
"They're beautiful aren't they?" Nick asked rhetorically.
"You're up to something aren't you?" Ashley asked
"You know me too well." Nick said with a smile.
"Don't forget that I'm married to you." Ashley said.
"What do you say about another one Ash?" Nick asked
"If I said I haven't thought about it I'd be lying." Ashley said.
"We're doing a great job so far babe. Johnny's 2nd birthday is coming up soon. Maybe we can give him a little brother or sister as a present." Nick said.
Ashley just remained silent and stared at the window.
"We don't have to if you don't..." Nick started but was cut off.
"I don't think we can handle a girl yet. We should get another boy." Ashley said as he turned around and smiled.
Both men hugged as a sign of their undying affection. They pulled out of the hug and started to head downstairs to see how Trevor was doing when they walked by a room where a woman and a doctor were standing in the doorway talking.
"What are you saying doctor?" The woman asked
"I'm sorry Mrs. Rowen. The cancer has spread too far. I can't see more than 2 months left for your daughter. I'm sorry. The best thing to do is to just make her comfortable and surround her with her loved ones. You can take her home tomorrow if you like. I'm sorry." The doctor said as he walked away.
The woman just stared as the doctor left and eventually broke down. She closed the door so her daughter wouldn't see and leaned against the wall and started sobbing uncontrollably. As if they were two angels coming from the sky, Nick and Ashley knelt down in front of her.
Mrs. Rowen looked up with tears in her eyes.
"I'm sorry ma'am but we couldn't help overhearing what the doctor said. We'd like to help." Nick said.
"I don't even know who you are." She said.
"Your daughter will know who we are." Ashley said with a smile.
"Well there's nothing you can do to help. You said you heard him. It's over." She said.
Nick put his hand on her shoulder.
"You've got a little girl in there who only has a few months to live. The last thing she wants to hear is that it's over. You have to be strong for her. She will understand what's going on as long as you tell it to her. Don't give up faith yet." Nick said.
Mrs. Rowen just nodded and wiped her eyes.
"Be strong." Ashley reiterated as he helped her up and the two followed her into the room.
"Jennifer, I found some people that wanna visit you." Mrs. Rowen said as the 12 year-old girl's face lit up when she saw who walked into the room.
Nick and Ashley just looked at each other and smiled. They were doing the right thing.
"Trevor, this is your bedroom." Erik said as he showed Trevor the house. This was all too weird. He was giving a tour to someone who already lived here.
"Does any of it look familiar Trev?" Dan asked
"Sorry guys, not at all." Trevor replied.
"It's ok Trev, it will come back eventually." Erik said
Trevor sat on his bed and put his head down. This was all extremely frustrating. It was like a part of his brain had a hole in it and that was the part that remembered things.
"So wait, explain this to me again. I live with 4 other guys, you two, the guy with the dreadlocks and the blond kid?" Trevor asked.
"Jacob and Ashley, yup." Dan said.
"And I'm in a boy-band?" Trevor asked.
"Yeah" Erik said.
"Are we any good?" Trevor asked.
"Look up there bud." Erik said as he pointed to his copy of O-town's platinum record on his wall.
"I guess so." Trevor said.
"It's ok Trev. You get some rest, we're gonna make dinner." Dan said as they left him alone to try and gather his thoughts.
Trevor just laid down on the bed and sighed. He stared at the ceiling. This was all too weird. He heard a knock at the door.
He looked up and saw the same blond haired guy that was next to him when he woke up at the hospital.
"Hi, um Lance right?" Trevor said.
"You remember?" Lance asked excitedly
"No, I just heard one of the guys call you that at the hospital." Trevor said.
"Oh" Lance said dejectedly. "Can I come in?" Lance asked
"Umm yeah sure." Trevor said timidly.
"Trevor, you don't remember me at all do you?" Lance asked as he sat down in the chair at the desk.
"Sorry, nope." Trevor said. He was starting to get sick of that question.
"I have something to tell you, Trevor." Lance said
"What's that?" Trevor asked.
Lance paused for a second. This was extremely difficult.
"Trevor, I'm your boyfriend." Lance said.
Trevor was taken aback by this a bit.
"Are you sure?" He asked.
Lance looked for some proof. He turned around and look at the pegboard above Trevor's desk. There was a picture of the two of them at an amusement park. He unpegged it and handed it to him.
Trevor just stared at it for a few minutes.
"Look, I'm sorry. This is extremely difficult for me. Whatever feelings I had for you before aren't in there anymore and won't be unless my memory comes back, if it does. I'm sorry" Trevor said as he handed Lance the picture back.
"I understand." Lance said slowly as he took the picture and clipped it to the board again. He walked towards the door and out of the room closing it behind him.
This was too much for him. He had lost him and it was all his fault. He should have just went to the movie. He leaned against the wall and slide down to the floor and put his head in his arms and just cried. He had lost him.
Jacob was outside frantically looking for something. He swore he left it under a rock behind the deck but now it was nowhere to be found. He had stashed some weed out here yesterday and it was gone now. He was driving himself crazy looking for it.
"Looking for something?" AJ asked from behind him.
Jacob sighed.
"You know I'm getting really sick of this." Jacob said as he turned around and saw him with the bag in his hand.
"I flushed it Jake." AJ said as he held it up to the light to show the bag was empty.
Jake came running over and started yelling.
"Why would you do that? Are you crazy? I paid good money for that shit!" Jacob yelled out.
"This isn't you Jake." AJ repeated the line from the other day.
"Look! This is who I am. If you're not down with that then get out of here." Jacob said.
AJ grabbed Jacob and spun him around and wrapped his arms around him so he couldn't move.
"What are you doing!?" Jacob yelled out but AJ had him locked up.
AJ pulled a small mirror out of his pocket and held it in front of him.
"Look at yourself! Look!" AJ said.
Jacob caught a glance of himself in the mirror and couldn't believe what he saw. He had huge bags under his eyes and looked like a truck had just hit him. AJ began to whisper in his ear.
"Look at what you've become. This isn't you." AJ whispered
Jacob just stared at the mirror. A tear formed in his eye. He never meant to start this again, he just needed to get away from everything. Life was just so hard to deal with lately. He needed an outlet.
AJ readjusted the mirror so that it reflected him so they could see each other and continued to whisper.
"I've been there Jake. I'm here for you." AJ whispered.
Jacob broke down. AJ let him turn around and clutch onto him for support. One person usually can't do it alone but just the support of someone else can go a long way.
Nick watched on from just outside the screen door. A smile came to his face as he remembered him doing the same thing to AJ when he realized he had a problem with alcohol. It was like déjà vu to Nick. He was proud of Bone.
'I better let those two talk' Nick thought as he headed back to Ashley's room.
"That was a pretty long potty break" Ashley said with a smile from the bed as Nick came in and closed the door.
"Yeah well, I got distracted" Nick said with a small laugh.
"Remind me why we're staying here again and not at our house." Ashley said
"The doctor said that Trevor should be surrounded by familiar things so we should stay here for the night at least so we can be here when he wakes up in the morning." Nick said
"I guess." Ashley said
"Besides, Donna has Johnny for the night and we have this room all to ourselves." Nick said seductively as he leaned on the bed and started to kiss his husband.
It had been too long for both men since they fooled around. A lot of things have been going on around them that prevented it and with Johnny around now it was always hard to find alone time.
Nick slowly pushed Ashley back onto the bed and the two men continued to kiss passionately. They both had forgotten how good it felt to be with each other. They may have been fathers but they were still young and they still had the hots for each other. Ashley pulled off Nick's shirt and began to feel up his chest as Nick grinded his now hard package into Ashley's.
He pulled off and began to kiss the side of Ashley's neck. Ashley moaned into this as he was really enjoying this. It would not be long for him tonight. Nick was making him feel too good. Nick unbuttoned his husband's jeans and the fly and reached his hand in and started playing with his cock.
Ashley moaned out loud now and began to thrust his hips. Nick knew it had been a long time and he wanted to make sure he got all of Ashley before he let go. He pulled off his husband's jeans and boxer-briefs and threw them on the floor. He quickly slid down his own mesh pants and boxers and dove back in for the kill.
He began to kiss Ashley again passionately as he reached underneath the fan next to Ashley's nightstand, which is where they always kept the condoms. Luckily, these were lubricated which eliminated a step. He slipped one on as Ashley began to play with Nick's nipples.
Nick brought the head of his uncut dick to his husband's hole as Ashley slouched down and put his legs in the air a bit for easier access. Something about Ashley almost naked with just a t-shirt on and his cock pointed straight at the sky turned Nick on so much. He pushed into Ashley and began to quicken his pace.
Ashley grabbed onto Nick's back and held on for the ride. Nick pounded his meat in and out of his lover's ass. Ashley dug his nails into Nick's back and upper shoulder.
"Oh yeah Nicky, fuck me harder, Oh God." Ashley moaned out in a low voice so no one else could hear.
Nick was moving at a great speed now, hitting Ashley's prostate on every thrust with his big cock. Nick grabbed onto the bed rail for support and really let his husband's ass have it. The pleasure was incredible and he unloaded some huge spurts of cum into the condom. The orgasm seemed to last for an amazing length.
Nick calmed down and saw that Ashley was still hard so while still inside of him he grabbed his cock and began jerking. Ashley leaned back a bit and let his husband jerk his meat while Nick's big cock was still inside of him.
Ashley breathed heavily as Nick continued to jerk him off with one hand and play with his balls with the other. Ashley couldn't hold it in any longer. This scene was way too hot for him. He unleashed three or four spurts of cum onto Nick's stomach. The first one was so strong it hit him on the cheek, which he quickly licked up.
Both men collapsed on each other and just lay there, both breathing heavily.
TO BE CONTINUED...
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