~~Howdy pplz!! Ok....this is kinda the first time i've ever written....and totally the first time i've ever written a "romance" story. Anyway, all comments are excepted. Give me something constructive, and i'll build from that! Anyway, this story is totally fiction, and the usual disclaimers apply!! EnJoY!!~~
Chapter 1
The feeling doesn't ever go away....it gets better, but it never leaves. Sure, i've got a bunch of awesome friends....and don't get me wrong, I love em all to death......but it's not enough! Is that selfish? Is there something wrong with me? They all say, "No hon...there just aren't that many gay guys your age out there.......just be patient...it'll come." Well I can't be patient!! I can't wait! I've BEEN waiting!! But somehow.....my friends always pull me through! And I love them soo much for it! Me and my friend JoJo(well....her real name is Joanna, but she doesnt like it, and neither do I, so I just call her JoJo) were looking through pictures of us and our friends on the skiing trip we went on last year.
The best one is of all of us in the lodge. We're pretty much just stacked on each other. LOL. It's Kyle, Tim, Maddy, Travis, Casey, me, JoJo, Anne, Aaron, and Todd. Good memories! Of course......I want memories of a boyfriend. I've asked countless people if i'm hott. The answers were mostly yes, or I guess, or kinda.....so then why can't I get a boyfriend?! Man.....I look so different in the picture at the ski lodge. Before: Dark hair, blue eyes, 5' 5", average body.....Now: Light hair, bluish-green eyes, 5' 7", nicer body......but I guess that's not enough....sigh "Jess...let's go...Jess?" JoJo said. Yea, that's me, Jessie(Jess for short) Gellar. "Jessie!" JoJo yelled. "What? Dammmit....you're so loud!" I yelled back. "Well....apparently it's the only way to get ur slow ass out of the Twilight Zone!" she screamed. "I'm not slow.....that much." I said. We laughed a little, and went downstairs to get food.
"Hey Jess.....do you guys have any ice cream?!" JoJo hollered from the kitchen. "Um.....I think, check the freezer!" Jessie hollered back. JoJo opened the freezer, dug around, and found some Rocky Road ice cream. "Oooh, yummy!" she said to herself, "Jess! Want some Rocky Road ice cream?!" she hollered. "Yea!! What movie do you wanna watch?" he asked. "I don't know.....what's On Demand?" she said, sitting down on the couch next to him. "Oooh, Texas Chainsaw Massacre?" Jessie asked. "Pum pum pum....yea, sure, sounds good....wanna get some blankets?" JoJo said. "Yea....the blankets are in...that closet." Jessie said, smiling. "Ugh.....you suck!" JoJo said, walking over to the blankets. "Not yet I don't." Jessie said, breaking out into laughter. I ordered Texas Chainsaw Massacre, cuddled under the blanket with JoJo, and enjoyed my life....as much as I could.
I woke up to the phone ringing. Damn phone. I heaved myself towards the phone to look at the caller ID. "Oh for the love of...!" I said. "What....what's wrong?" JoJo asked sleepily. "Did we fall asleep again?" "Yea, we did, and what's wrong is those damn telemarketers keep calling!" I said. The phone stopped ringing, followed by the doorbell ringing. I looked at JoJo, "Next thing you know, the fire alarm is gonna go off, and then the house will blow up!" "Just...answer the door Jess!" she said, still groggy. I got up, brushing some blonde hair from my eyes, and opened the door. A cute boy stood there(what luck!). "Ummmm....hey there!" I said. "Hi, would you happen to know where Todd Kooper lives?" he asked. "Todd? Yea, he's my best friend.....I can walk you there if you want....i'm not exactly the best at giving directions." I said, blushing a little. "Ummmm, yea, sure, that'd be great!" he said, smiling. UGH! Killer smile, gotta love it! "Lemme just grab my jacket, say bye to Jo, and i'll be right out!" I said, getting excited. "Ok, i'll be right here." he said. I walked back into the house, and opened the closet, all the while saying, "Jo, i'm gonna go out, i'll be right back...there's Ramen in the fridge....you can eat it if you want...bye!" I said, and ran out the door, almost running into the guy.
"So....I never got your name." I said. "That's cuz I never gave it." he said, skipping a little, making his light brown hair bounce. "Well....you could give it now!" I said. "Ok.....it's Ian....now yours." he said. Ugh, his name is Ian.....that's hott! "My name's Jessie...nice ta meetcha Ian!" I said, grabbing his hand and shaking it. I looked up at him, still holding his hand. "What?" I asked. "You're....real cute." he said, blushing. I looked way, wide eyed, taking my hand away at the same moment. He looked horrified, "Oh crap, i'm sorry, i didn't mean to say anyth.." I stopped him. "You didn't say anything wrong....it just....caught me off guard, that's all." I said, "I've never had someone tell me that before....well JoJo, but that's JoJo.....heh." "JoJo?" he asked. "Yes, JoJo, my other half, without her, I die." I said, smiling. "You guys are pretty close huh?" he asked. "Yup.....like twins!" I answered. Then.....the dreaded akward silence. "So.....are you close to Todd too?" he asked. "Yea....we were born next to each other.....I think I just got closer to him.." I said. "Oh....how come?" he asked. "Cuz this is his house!" I said. He smiled his sexy smile, and went up and rang the doorbell.
"How do you know Todd?" I asked him, waiting for Todd to answer the door. "History project....hey man." he said, greeting Todd. "Heyy Todd....I just wanted to show Ian the way....i'll leave now....see ya!" I said, turning to walk away. "Hey, Jess, stay man...." he said. "Ummmm, k, but I can't stay long, JoJo's at the house." I said. We went in, and me and Ian went to Todd's room, while he went to take a shower. We were sitting on Todd's bed in silence, till I broke the silence. "Hey Ian.....what did you mean when you said I was real cute....what way did you mean it in?" I asked. "Well.....physically, I think you're really cute....and I kinda like you." he said. He started leaning in, closer and closer...slowly. Dammit, hurry up.....I wanted him to kiss me so bad. Finally, after a really long time, our lips touched. For a while, it was just innocent kissing.........then came the tounge. I guess I didn't mind. But I did mind when he went for my jeans. He took the button and unclasped it, unzipped the zipper, and tried to take off my jeans. "Ian...what are you doing?" I asked, starting to panic. "Come on, I know this is what you want!" he said. "No....no it isn't...just let me go." I said, breathing heavily. "The more you struggle the harder I push!" he said, starting to get forceful.
"Ian.....stop.....let me go!!" I screamed, "Help...TODD!" Of course, with Todd being in the shower and downstairs, he couldn't hear me. After struggling for a little while, I finally got a leg free, and kicked Ian in the crotch. He inhaled sharply, rolled off, and grabbed his nuts in pain. I jumped up, pulled up my jeans, zipped and buttoned them up, and turned around. I grabbed the doorhandle, opened the door as fast as I could, and flew out of Todd's room. "You little shit! Get your ass back here!" Ian yelled after me, and started to chase me. I ran down the stairs, tears stinging my eyes. I got to the door before he did. I threw it open, ran out, and didn't stop till I was on my street. I stopped, sat down, leaned on a fence, and broke down. Why, when I finally find a guy who likes me, he tries to rape me. I guess he didn't really like me huh? Ugh, I feel so pathetic.
"Hey....what's wrong....you ok?" someone asked. Ugh, god, I hate when people see me cry. I looked up.....a really really hott guy stood there.....dammit, I can't even be excited about THAT right now. "Ye...yea, i'm.....i'm fine." I said. "No....you really don't seem like you are....here, come inside, and you can tell me what happened." he said. Who is this guy, I mean, I don't even know him....and he's being so nice to me....but hey, i'm not one to reject hospitality. We got inside his house, which was really nice by the way, and sat down on a really comfortable couch. "So....what happened, tell me what's wrong." he said. "Um....no offense, but I don't really know you..." I said, sniffling a little. "Oh....yea, sorry, my name's Blake...what's yours?" he asked. I sniffled again, "My name's Jessie....how come i've never seen you....how old are you?" "I'm 16.....and you've prolly never seen me because I just moved here about a month ago.....i'm still adjusting." he said. He's 16, my age, and he's really cute!! "Now, what's up....why are you crying?" he asked.
"Um.....well, this guy......he...tri...tried to...ummm, rape me." I said, bursting into tears again. "Holy fuck..." he said, moving over towards me, wrapping his arms around me. I kept on going, "I liked him too.....and I thought he liked me....he even kissed me......I don't know why I believed him..." "Hey, it isn't your fault, you couldn't have thought that about him....you had no idea....you deserve better!" he said. I think he was getting a little angry. I looked up at his deep blue eyes, a little bit of dark blonde hair getting in them. He jerked his head to the side quickly making the hair get out of his eyes. I smiled at him, he was so cute. he smiled back, "What?" "Nothing....just...the way you jerked your head.." I said, jerking my head to get the brownish blonde hair out of my eyes. "You just did it to....yea, it's pretty cute!" he said. I blushed, "Are you.....do you...." I said. "Yea, yea i'm gay." he said. "Wow, you're pretty open about it.....it took me like a year to get enough courage to tell my best friends....and it only took you like 10 minutes to tell a complete stranger.." I said. "You're gay too?" he asked. "Yea....I kinda thought it was obvious..." I said, blushing.
"Um....I have to get home, my friend is waiting for me." I said, standing up. He stood up with me, and I just now realized he was really tall...at least 6 foot. I started for the door, him walking close behind, "Hey...Jessie." he said. I turned around, "Yea?" He walked up to me, kissed me, and smiled. I smiled through my tears, which is REALLY hard to do, and walked out. When I got home, I told JoJo the whole story, including the kiss with Blake. "Oh....wow, hon....you had a long day....how are you doing...you know, after the whole attempted rape thing?" she asked. "I'm.....fine, I guess, I just need to go to sleep." I said. "Well, i'm not leaving you....so i'm spending the night!" she said, laughing. "I wasn't gonna let you go home." I said, laughing with her. We went up the stairs, crashed on my bed, and drifted off to sleep.
~~Ok.......so how was it? Tell me tell me tell me!!! O....shout-out to Haggis7412...thanks! Ummm, there's more parts, so fans, no worries!! I'll be back!~~