A Sissy and Ginger Story

By Steamgene / Larry Marion / Eagerfiftyguy

Published on Aug 1, 2020

Bisexual

A Sissy and Ginger Story: Ginger & Amanda #8 (Bisexual Interracial, Relationships, High School)

Ginger and Amanda

by

Larry Marian

Amanda

Amanda O'Sullivan, fourteen, light red hair, and freckled sat at a table in the almost empty food court of the dying mall.She sipped a small drink with some of the money she'd just earned, having learned some time ago that small drinks can be refilled several times for less than a large one.She'd would use the last refill to take it back to the apartment to give to Rob since both he and their mother had legally changed their family name back to O'Sullivan since the divorce was final, the ex-husband/ "ex"-father was out on bail for both spousal and child abuse, and had restraining orders for all three.That is if she could get a ride back to the apartment as she was sure the ice would be melted if she had to walk back.

She was glad that she'd been able to change out of her best school clothes and into her tight cut off jeans and a tube top.Amanda looked around and saw nothing that seemed possible.But then she saw two high school boys enter the food court, and like her, looked around.They stopped walking when they saw her, looked at each other, said something and then walked towards Amanda.She was sure they were sophomores from Mary Mount High, Jerry and Mark.They both had a license and both had some sort of part time job and they did not live "...in the poor side of town,..." like she did.

"Say, hi.Aren't you Amanda Joh...." Jerry started.

"I'm Amanda O'Sullivan.I don't want to hear that bastard's name again ever."

"Sorry.Word's out that it's been rough on you and your mom and brother,"Mark said.

"Yeah.Ohh, well. Maybe Prince Charming will show up and we'll live happily ever after in a castle."She grinned.At the same time she pushed out her still developing boobs.

"Uh, can we sit down with you?"

"Sure.Maybe you can even give me a ride home.That way I can bring Rob a Mountain Dew refill so he can celebrate this wonderful event. "

"Good possibility.Maybe get him a bigger Mountain Dew refill.Look, Mark and I both have steady girl friends and all and they are cool.Now the word is out that you're running a little business and putting the money you make aside to help your mom.Now, Mark and I have girl friends and we don't have to go look for somebody else, but if the girl is attractive, we'd like to help out.

"So, to put it bluntly, what do you charge?"

"It depends, guys,Hand job is five bucks and a blow job is ten for a regular.You want to do a facial, it's twenty or more if you mess up my hair.It's 20 for regular sex; you want something kinky, we discuss.Butt is 25 minimum.Pay up front.When I started, I had a couple of guys stiff me.I do have some friends and the stiffers got persuaded to pay what they owed and add something."

"What if it's a BJ and your top gets messed up?"Jerry asked.

"You get a free boob show.I have some cloth to wipe off anything that lands on my skin. So what do you want?"

"Uh, will you do us both at the same time?One mouth and one pussy, then the guys switch?"

"I've done that a few times.Takes less time.Sure.Where and when?"

"Well, how is your place?My Mom is having some sort of tea while Mark's doing some redecorating. "

"I've done it in the bedroom a few times.I just tell Rob to watch TV and say nothing to Mom.He does.He's a good kid.

"Oh.I forgot. Screwing requires a condom.If you don't have one, I have some for an extra five bucks.If you really want to go bareback, it's ten.Yeah, I'm on the pill - but."

"Understand.So two BJs and two regular for sixty bucks, right?We may drop twenty more for bareback.We're both clean," Jerry said."Okay?"

"Okay.You can pay me now or when we get into the room."Both boys reached into their hip pockets and gave Amanda $30 bucks each, then first Jerry and then Mark added another ten.Jerry went and got a large Mountain Dew as the three left.Jerry led the way to a late model Honda, opening the passenger door for Amanda while Mark got in the back with the big drink.

"Say, Amanda.I have a kid sister, Linda.She's eleven and really cute and smart, but two things - back when she was real young she used to run around naked all the time - like until she was six or seven.Now she runs around in just panties in the house or the backyard.She's starting to have boobs.The other thing is she thinks she's probably a lesbian but she's never been with a girl.I've seen her a couple times lying on her bed playing with herself or her boobets.Have you ever had sex with a girl?What would that be for cost?"

"I have.I'm mostly straight, but I've enjoyed messing with a few girls.Rates would be the same compared with a guy, okay?"

"Yeah.And thanks.

Ten minutes later they were at the door to 207C.Amanda unlocked the door, the three entered into the living/dining room and she locked it again.Rob sat on the couch watching a Boy Scout film he'd seen a thousand times before.He looked up.

"Hey, guy.We're going into the bedroom for awhile.Look, Jerry here bought you a big Dew because of what happened today.A celebration, Rob O' Sullivan."Rob jumped up to rush for the offered drink and straw.

"Thanks.You seem nice."

"Welcome.And don't worry about your sister. We're not going to hurt her or anything."

Rob grinned."She used to do martial arts.That stopped after...." As he grew quiet.

"It's okay, Rob.Let's go guys."She lowered her voice."You need to be out of here before my mom gets home."

"Yeah."

Once inside the bedroom, Amanda closed and locked the door, then took off her the tube top, revealing the rest of the freckles on her breasts."Guys, leave your shirts on - just pull down your pants to your knees.This is `wam, bam, and you can thank me.Since this is the deluxe bareback, whoever wants what first, get in that position. "With that she pulled down her tight shorts and white cotton panties, got on the bed, in the middle on her hands and knees, her face at the foot and her legs spread towards the head.She looked up to see Mark's about six inch cock an inch from her mouth. She gave it two licks before taking it into her mouth.At the same time she felt Jerry move in between her parted legs, then her pussy began to absorb the cock.

Whatever the cause, both boys came fairly soon, giving her a minor cum.She dropped down on the bed as the two boys swapped positions. "Tell me when you're hard," she said.Moments later she heard agreement and got back on hands and knees.At once she saw Jerry's hard at least six inch cock within tongue distance of his bright red spear point.As she licked it to begin, she felt Mark's cock enter her.The three began to move.Amanda heard the door open.

`WHAT THE HELL?YOU BASTARDS SENT BY MY FUCKING EX? SHE'S FOURTEEN YEARS OLD.I'M GOING FOR MY .38.GET YOUR ASSES AND THE REST OF YOU OUT BEFORE I CAN SHOOT YOUR BALLS OFF. "

Both boys withdrew, Amanda collapsed on the bed, the boys pulling up their pants, grabbing their shoes, and running out as Amanda lay on her bed, sobbing.

Ginger

Ginger smiled, holding Rob's hand despite his feeble protest, and beaming at Amanda's comments at the hearing where Ginger had her maiden name restored and granted to "...her two minor children."She so wanted to jump and shout, but she had to get the kids homeand change for her first job.They got in the old car which started on the first try.

Back in the apartment she changed, got the kids changed, one at a time, kissed them both and left to the fast food where she worked six hours and then to a convenience store where she worked four. She had to take precious time off for the hearing and then more to see her lawyer, one working one day a week pro bono for womenlike her.

As a result, she got back to the fast food to late for the last hour, so she thought she would tell them she'd stop for take out as opposed to another frozen pizza dinner and then on to the convenience store.

She found the door locked as it should be with Rob on the couch watching some old Western movie.He glanced up showing his mother at least concern on his tween face."Where's Amanda?"

"In the bedroom."Ginger thought she heard voices in the bedroom, young male voices.Instantly she walked to the door, tried to turn the knob, and found it locked.She reached in to her old purse to pull out the key and without saying a word, turned the lock and opened the door.

"WHAT IS GOING ON HERE?SHE'S MY DAUGHTER.SHE'S FOURTEEN, YOU BASTARDS.GET YOUR ASSES OUT OF HERE CAUSE I'M GOING FOR MY .38.YOU STILL HERE I'LL SHOOT YOUR BALLS OFF.AMANDA WHAT THE HELL???"

The two boys both jumped at once, franticly pulling up their pants, trying to cover their rapidly dwindling cocks. Shoes grabbed, they raced out the door as Amanda collapse in tears.Ginger gulped."Honey, did these bastards rape you?

"No o o Mom.I let them.They paid me.... to....help you...and us.Don't let me get put back with that man."

Ginger gulped as she felt moisture in her eyes."Okay, dear. I'm going into the living room to tell Rob to be quiet for a bit and listen to you tell me what you are doing and why.God help me if you're doing this for fancy clothes for school."

"Swear, Mom.It'snot for me. "

"Okay, dear.Tell me."

"When we came here, I saw all the little kids and I tried to get babysitting jobs.But nobody does that here like when we were... oh,never mind. If they had a sitter, it was a cousin, or older sister or evenbrother.It wasn't me.I'm too young for fast foods.Have to be sixteen .Yeah, I could be a lifeguard, but I didn't take the test.So a guy I knew at schoolmade a joke.That's what started towards the end of school. But I told every boy - and girl, and yes, Mom, a few girls I was doing it for my family.They believed me.Mom, I even managed to get a few bills paid."

Ginger wiped the tears from her eyes."How much, Amanda?"

"Right now, a bit over nine hundred.What I've spent since I started, about six hundred for us.Me? Maybe twenty."

Ginger gulped."Amanda, as your mom, I have to tell you to stop.But...greater love hath no person...". What do you charge?"

"Depends Mom.But the two boys who were here paid forty a piece.They also bought Rob a giant Dew.They also - well, maybe later, Mom.

"Most of the time it's been good.There were a few not so good.But I've had a mean teacher, too.The not so good don't return or somebody tells themnot to. Once the word at school got around that I had a green karate belt, I was good.

"Mom, it's close to the end of the month.Let me give you six hundred. now.Ask for more but please don't ask for what.Is that okay?"

Ginger shook her head."Amanda.I don't want to.But I'm working two poor jobs, schools coming and you and Robneed stuff.Just one thing, Amanda - how old were those two boys?

"Going to be juniors.Both still fifteen, I think.Why?"

"Justno men, Amanda. None over 17. "

"Already my rule, Mom. "

"I'm going to Hop Sing's for Chinese, Manda.That okay?"

"I think Rob will like that.So, may I get dressed, Mom ?"

"With an eleven year old brother, I think you should."Ginger reached out, pulled Amanda to her and kissed her.

Linda

Mark picked Amanda up from the apartment at ten as planned by text messages. "Yourmom in the Marines?" He asked as she slid into the passenger seat.

"I think they said she was too tough.God, I'm sorry.I owe you guys a freebie."

"That's okay.You aren't grounded until you die?"

"Yeah, Funny.Mom's in a tight spot.Look, until Mom and I went to the police with evidence - Mom drove a Lexus and had clothes I could only dreamabout.We had a yard sale andMom sold some of her clothes for $25 when there should have had two zeroes after them.

"So what do you want me to do with Linda?"

"She thinks she may be a lesbian.She's got pictures of halfnaked young women all over her room."

"And you don't?" She grinned. "Yeah, for you thinking that way, half nakedmen.So what to do?"

"That's what I'm wondering."

"I meet her, I tell her I'm bi, that I've had sex with other girls, but I'm mostly into boys..."

"Or boys are into you..."

"You'll get to finish. We go to her bedroom and see if she likes this. Sound good?"

"I think." With that the two went into a home similar to where two years ago she lived.Glancing into the living room, she saw Jerry, wearing shorts and nothing else.Mark went to the front of the stairs,

"Linda - as promised, there is somebody to meet you ," he shouted.

"I'm not dressed."

"You never are.She wants to help you decide."

"Hi, Linda.I'm Amanda.Shall I come up?"

"I only have panties on."

"That's okay.I've been naked around girls."

"Okay.My door is open." With that Amanda mounted the stairs and stopped at the open door and the tweenstanding in the door.The girl had on plain white nylon panties and nothing else.Her chest sprouted small mounds with nipples which stuck out. Brown eyes, brunette hair, cut as a Paige boy."You look sexy," Linda said."But you fucked my brother."

"Well, not totally."She laughed."My Mom came in.But, that's not whyI'm here.You want to feel what a girl likes when another girl likes her?Really?"

Amanda saw the blush rise in Linda's cheeks."Please," she said simply.

With that, Amanda took Linda's hand, drew her closer, then kissed her, first on the cheek, then on the lips, and then probing with her tongue.Linda responded.

Minutes later the two lay together, Linda on her back, legs spread, knees up as she worked the younger girl's now bare snatch with fingers and mouth. The tween moaned in contentment.

Several minutes later Amanda raised her head."You want to try?All you have to do is pull down my shorts and panties."

"Yes."Amanda turned on her back and raised her hips, allowing Linda to easily pull down the shorts and panties as she removed her halter ."Youhave more hair than I do.And yours are red."

Amanda laughed."I'm red above and below. I keep Kitty trimmed, but I like my hair down there.You'll have a lot more.You're eleven; I'm fourteen. Go ahead.Take your fingers, gently spread my lips.You can start offby kissing, then use your tongue to go up and down my slit.Have you found your clit yet?"

"I'm not sure.Maybe when you were up at the top."

"That's where it is.See if you can find mine."Linda began to kiss and lick, making Amanda feel better very soon.Several minutes later Linda found the hard knob and sucked it in."YES!That's it.I swear girls muff dive better than guys, Keep it up. Yes.You've made me cum again."

Amanda patted Linda on her back."Come up here and let's cuddle and talk a bit."So Linda did and the two hugged and kissed until Amanda cupped the tiny mound."One thing.We just jumped into it.Really, it's the same with both guys and gals. You don't go for the other girl's snatch right off. And you don't start with muff diving. Kiss, french, touch with hands, then the mouth.Your boobs are growing, but touching and kissing and sucking still gets you wet.Getting fingered is good.Okay?Shall we get dressed now?I have to get back to the apartment.My brother is there alone.

"Okay.And thanks."Linda threw her arms around Amanda, hugging and initiating a final tongue duel before Amanda slowly pulled back and put on her sparse clothes.Linda just got off the bed. The two held hands and left the room and then went down stairs.

Amanda saw Jerry and Mark sitting on a couch."I'm a lesbian," Linda shouted.

"Go put some panties on and cover your lesbian pussy," Mark replied. Linda stuck her tongue out, but turned to go back upstairs.

"Hey, I'll drive Amanda home," Jerry said.

"Well, thanks," Amanda said.She turned to Mark."I hope Linda finds a girl friend."

"Yeah.Now I have to protect her from lecherous girls and not boys."

With that, Jerry and Amanda were out the door.

Jerry and Amanda and Rob and Cathy.

Once in the car, Amanda said, "Thanks, Jerry.It's a two mile hike to our apartment and it's hot out there.I may have to owe you something."She smiled and patted his thigh."But, tell me, are you and Mark bi-sexual, by any chance?"

"Now why would you ask that, Manda? I think I acted pretty damn masculine yesterday.Finished first in the 50 yard dash with shoes out the apartment."

"Well two things.First whenMiss Come out of the Closet to show offMy Pussy and I came down stairs,Mark was obviously pushing one hard dick back into his open pants. Second, I'm looking at a black, curly hair, stuck between your two front teeth.Now, you may have noticed yesterday that my pubes are as red as my top hair. I also remember that while I sucked you, we didn't finish and I've brushed my teeth since then."

"Oh.Well, yeah.Since we were twelve. But only with each other.We thought you andNancy would be longer.Is that okay?"

Amanda smiled, then patted his thigh closer to his crotch."It's fine.I'm sure we can get rid of it. "

"I hope so.Now that we're in `True Confessions', yesterday was the only time Mark and I had sex with one girl at the same time.Is it possible that we could go back to your bedroom and do this right - make out, you blow me, I go down on you, we really make love.Is this too much?And look, I know you guys got dumped on; my dad knows your father and Dad says the guy is a real asshole.I mean this because I just like you, but I'll pay as well.Believe me, I can afford it."

"I don't often say this, but, yeah.And if it's pay, it's for driving me home."They stopped at a stop sign, Amanda looked to the rear, then kissed Jerry on the lips as she put her hand on his stiff cock."Yeah," she said as the car sped the final blocks to the apartment.

The two held hands going to the door of 207C.Amanda got out her key, then turned the knob, and the door opened."Rob, what is the door doing unlocked?Oh, damn, Rob!What are you two doing?"

Jerry stifled his laugh."Pretty obvious.Making out like crazy!"

"Please don't tell Mom!" Rob wailed.Completely shocked, Amanda saw Rob and Cathy, another tween girl from downstairs, lying on the couch.Both had their top off and Cathy's bra, probably a trainer considering the size of her buds, lay on the floor.Cathy seemed to be fastening her jeans.

"How far have you two gone?Has this happened before?" Amanda asked loudly as she closed and locked the door.

"Well, we haven't done it," Rob protested.

"No.We've touched each other," Cathy said quietly.

"Amanda.You're here with one of the guys who Mom chased out.You're here to fuck.And you've done it before.So you can't tell Mom."

"Rob.We're older.So, Jerry, our little plan is just not going to work.Sorry."

`No.You go ahead, Manda.You and this guy. Show me and Cathy how to do it.Then I won't tell if you don't tell."

The two older teens looked at each other."Pretty obvious they're just learning,"Jerry said, his hand on her arm.

"Rob, I'm your big sister.You could say that some of the guys who have been here are here to fuck.ButJerry asked if we could make love.There is a big difference.And another thing, those boys - and a few girls - are making us money that Mom has gotten and will get.So please, and especially around Cathy, let's clean up the language, little brother.

"Jerry, you want a part in ax-rated movie?"

Jerry laughed. "I wish I could have had a coach for the first time.She knew as much as I knew, maybe a bit more. Sure. Let's show them how its supposed to be done."

The two went into the shared, cramped bedroom holding hands,followed by Rob and Cathy, their shirts and Cathy's trainer left behind.As Amanda and Jerry sat down, she said, "Pull the desk chairs over and sit on them.Please hold questions until it's over. "The two tweens both nodded, then sat, holding hands.

"Amanda, you really look lovely today."

"Why, thanks, Jerry.You're quite the stud today."With that Jerry put his arm around Amanda.A few seconds later they were kissing, then nibbling, then kissing some more as the hand inched down to the halter covered breast.

"Kids, this is sped up.Normally this might take fifteen minutes," Jerry said as he reached behind to untie the halter and remove it.Nipple sucking followed as well as Jerry shirt removal.Then the two lay side by side caressing each other until his hand slid betweenher legs, which parted for him.In turn, her hand found his crotch and hard cock.All the while they rubbed and kissed.

Amanda chanced a glance at Rob and Cathy.They sat tweaking each other's nipples.She smiled as the two older teens began to unbutton the shorts and pants."Keep it simple.Missionary," Amanda whispered."I'll eat you.Suck me."

"Yeah.First is gonna be big."Amanda wanted to ask about Mark, but kept quiet.Soon both were nude.

"Oh my God," Cathy squealed. "It's huge. It would never fit in me."

"Not now," Amanda said, as Jerry rolled her over on her back, then crept between her legs. "Oh, YES!" She cried as his tongue filled her crack.This only lasted a minute or two but brought her to a good cum.Then Jerry lay on his back, Amanda took his cock and gave him a quickie, thinking she could demonstrate without visual problems later.When she'd finished swallowing, they kissed again and then she lay back down, knees raised and spreadas Jerry got between them.The tweens couldn'tsee from where they sat, but he entered slowly and gently.

Again, talk the tweens couldn't hear.Both actually got out of their chairs to see what was really going on. As their tensions rose, both Jerry and Amanda began to moan and pant until both shouted their climax, Jerry first and Amanda some seconds later. Then they lay side by side, kissing and hugging.

"So, that's it, kids.Questions?"Jerry said.

"Does it hurt?" Cathy asked.

"Depends.If the guy looks out for you, probably not. Jerry was wonderful.Tell you what, when you're fourteen and ready, I'll give you his phonenumber."She laughed.

"Cathy.I'll be good. I'll be gentle.Please let me be first!" Rob said.

"I know you will."

"Any other questions?"Jerry asked. Heads shook."Okay, clothes on.I have to get home.

As Amanda and Jerry said good bye at the door, he pulled a small envelope out of his back pocket. "Manda.I will probably see you again alone or with Mark.We'll treat it as business for the most part.But when I take a girl out on a real date, I spend close to a hundred.So take this for a real date later on."He kissed her, waved at the kids, and left.

Amamda opened the envelope. Her mouth came open.She counted four twenties, and five tens. "O my God," she said, but went to put them in the stash for her mm, Ginger.

The Training Bra

Her day off, the kids down at the pool for awhile, Ginger worked a bit on straightening the living room up.She took care as she knew that Rod was not good on couch clean liness.She'd found too many socks, wrappers, lost pencils etc.Today she'd see what might be under the couch.The broom found a sock - seemed to be an old one. Then a comic book - in Spanish.Then a white cloth strap appeared.The broom swept again to reveal a very plain bra."I'll kill the girl," she said to herself as she picked it up to see the mostly flat cups and the tag,"28 A - for the developing figure.""Oh, crap.I think it's worse."She pulled out her phone and Amanda answered at once.

"Hi, Mom.Need help in the apartment?Rob and Cathy are having a blast with a couple of other kids."

"Sorry, dear.Look, I need you to round them up, get their stuff and come up to the apartment.I found something you need to see."

"Mom, it isn't some old drug stash is it?I heard331B got raided last night."

"No, Amanda.Just get them and get them fast."There was a pause."Please, dear.You are my support, you know.Bye."

Ten minutes later while she sat in the so called easy chair and fumed, the three trecked in, Amanda and Rob with a towel and Cathy with a towel and a small bag. "Okay, all here.Amanda and Cathy go into your bedroom and change into regular clothes.Rob, you do the same in my bedroom.All three of you hang your suits in the bathroom if they're wet. "

"It's a CO day, Mom.All our suits are dry," Rob said.

"You know.Have to wear them to the pool fence. Not after that," Amanda said.

"Just the life guard.Has to protect his thingy," Cathy said and giggled.

"Okay.Get dressed and sit on the couch."Her voice told her to kids that this was not the time to ask "How high?"Minutes later the three were back, Amanda in the middle like a bird protecting her young from a hawk or snake.

"Well, thanks kids. I know this concerns one; I think it concerns two, andI believe it concerns all three of you. "Ginger picked up a plastic grocery bag, reached in and pulled out the bra she'd found under the couch."Who wants to explain first?"

Cathy's face dropped."Uh, Ms. O'Sullivan it's mine.I,,I, forgot.Honest.I just started wearing one."

"And how did you forget?"

"Mom.My fault.We were on the couch.We. Uh, one thing led to another.Amanda told us to not go all the way. We didn't.Mom, please believe us.We haven't.Amanda made us swear.

"The doorbell rang.I got up. I zipped up.Cathy ran into our bedroom.It was a bill collector.I said you weren't home. I told you about this - except for us making out.I gave you his note."

"The bill got paid the next day, Mom. I didn't know about the heavy make out session."

"Manda said she'd kill us both if she caught us going all the way.We haven't." Rod looked down."It was my fault, Mom.We shouldn't have gone that far then."

"I'm sure Manda was stretching that a bit.What if I discuss this with your mom, Cathy?"

"Oh, no.Please Ms. O'Sullivan.She'd strap me.On my back.In front of everybody.Please!"

`Mom.I've seen Cathy.It's not a spanking.Her mom or dad use a belt or a thick strap.You can see the markings for a couple of days.Please don't tell them."

"So, Idon't report a child abuser,but I allow my son to engage in obvious sexual activity with a girl his age."

"Mom.They've started.They've promised they will stop...short.I'll watch them as much as I can."

Ginger laughed."I remember that age.Okay,I'm off a half day day after tomorrow. We play a game.We go to the Free Clinic.Manda, you're the older sister.Cathy, you're the younger. You get fitted for an IUD.You don't have to worry about when to start or when to take a pill.You don't have to worry about being discovered.Okay?"

Cathy smiled and nodded the "okay."

"Now, Manda, I have to ask you to give up some time.Let Rob and Cathy have time in private in your room.But - what everelse, no prick in pussy. Understand?"

The two tweens both nodded their heads and then hugged Ginger."Oh, Cathy.Don't forget your bra.I bet it looks cute on you."

"I won't."She paused."Can I call you Mom Ginger?"

"I'd love it, dear."

Amanda stepped up."Mom, it's the end of the month. Here's some money for us."

"You shouldn't."

"Mom.We have to.There will be more.Believe me,Mom, there are a lot supporting me. Nice guy.A junior.Came up to me.`How about coming with me to my car.Just a hand job.'I did. Got a thirty dollar tip for a five dollar HJ.

"I have friends Mom.We're gonna make it."

This is an offshoot of my TALES OF JONES LAB SCHOOL found in Bisexual High School. You may enjoy the background of this adult interracial story

Next: Chapter 9: The Three Spearateers


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