Jesus, ok haha I will write more about Justin (answer to many emails). I have had a lot of people wanting to hear more, so I will do my best with it. Like I said before, I was with a lot of guys, but this was the only real deal relationship thing with a guy (besides kinda with a kid named Nick which I was in the process of writing before the people demanded more haha), and thats why its tough writing about it. I'm glad my story is helping so many people, and I decided that, shit, if its helping people, I will tell more of the story. We had many more months together that year, and I would like to say they were all great, but sometimes they weren't.
So expect the good with the bad, as in life we all do. Thanks again to all your comments, and feel free to email me, I'll chat with you if you want advice or whatever. Someone even asked me why I bothered to try to help them. Answer: Im not an asshole. I know what guys go through trying to find someone to be with, and although I was extremely lucky, sometimes its really shitty finding what you want. Back to the story I guess...
So we had a really emotional night. He really was concerned about me, but I would do anything to protect him. When that big fuck went after him, it was the only time in my life I could see myself killing someone, and if I didn't turn my back, I guess I might have. I woke up first as usual and looked over at my kid. He had crusty tears in his eyes and look like a wreck. I held his face and looked at him a little bit. I still didn't believe what was happening, being with a guy in a relationship, and being the older more experienced guy. I called Shawn and told him I was fine, cut wasn't as bad as we thought.
So a little time goes by, and hockey practice started and I had less time with Justin. Not on the weekends though, D-3 hockey almost promotes partying. Its the ultimate excuse to get together and get shitty. So a few weeks went by, and it was the last outdoor party before it starting getting really cold. It was probably late October by this time, I don't remember exactly. We would have fires going, and just chill in the woods.
Anyway we showed up and a bunch of people were already there. Justin had started to grow his hair out a little, and looked cute as shit. Like a growing bush on his head, untamed, but his hair just kinda grew up and out a little like a cute afro. It worked for him, and I didn't mind something to grab onto :). We were still not public with our feelings and never were, we both agreed on that, plus, our eyes at each other were enough. I had a shaved head still, well buzzed, that was just me, and I still do to this day. Too much time involved to manage hair, I didn't have the patience. No beer pong in the woods, so Justin had to find something else to do I guess. Shawn was there, Matt went home for the weekend, so he wasn't. Ben was supposed to show up later, but I guess it depended on if he got pussy or not. We found a fire and the three of us sat around it and started drinking.
Shawn: You ready for the season?
Me: Haha, what do you think?
Shawn: I think no for you, and no for me hahaha.
I punched him in the arm, and while we did our best in the offseason to get ready, neither one of us was really prepared. Just see what happens, like every year. This shit in the woods was more fun anyway.
Shawn: Man I wish Matt was here to be with us.
Justin: I talked to him earlier, he was heading back tonight, he might be back early enough to come by.
Shawn: Little fuck, he tells you but not me.
Justin: Shit, I think it was supposed to be a surprise, don't say anything to him please, and don't tell him I said anything...jesus I'm an idiot.
I laughed and rubbed his hair a bit.
Shawn: Haha, nah thats cool, I won't say anything. That little fucker.
The three of us had our own little fire going, but it started to go out.
Me: Justin, go find more wood for this thing.
He got up and wandered off.
Shawn: He is so different from when I first met him.
Me: Yep, and I am really proud of him.
Shawn: And really banging him haha
Me: Shut up Shawny haha.
Justin yelled out from the woods. He needed help finding wood because it had rained a little the night before and most of the wood was wet. I went off towards his voice and found him.
Justin: All this shit is wet Bran, we can't burn it right?
Me: Grab the birtch, it will burn damp.
We gathered some and made a pile. He grabbed my dick.
Justin: I think I found some wood haha.
Me: You really wanna do this here?
He pulled my dick out of my fly and started to blow me. I just kept looking around to make sure no one was coming up to us. I mean we were in the woods, but still pretty close to the fires. I wasn't getting hard.
Justin: Whats wrong?
Me: Man, I love the risk taking shit, but we are way to close to people.
We walked back to the fire with Shawn and put the wood in.
Shawn: Cool you found some wood.
Justin: Not really the type I was looking for.
Shawn: Well, you found birtch, it burns pretty good even if its damp.
I just smiled a bit. Shawn didn't get it, Justin and I would be having a good night tonight I knew that for sure. We both had some blue balls, and by the look he was giving me at the fire, he needed it as much as I did. The night went on, and we were just enjoying chatting around the fire and drinking. I heard a rustle, and out popped Matt.
Matt: Surprise bitches!
Shawn: Yea Justin blew your entrance earlier and told me all about it.
Justin: What the fuck? You said you weren't gonna mention it!
Shawn: Hahaha
We all laughed a little, and I don't think anyone really cared if Matt's surprise was blown. He went over and sat down next to Shawn. Here we all were. On the surface, just 4 guys shooting the shit and hanging out, but in reality two couples together.
Shawn: Maybe another hour or so, then we head back? I'm getting a little tired.
Me: Yea tired my ass, you must be getting "tired" like I am.
We all laughed. But yea, we all knew what was gonna happen between us. Shawn hinted at us all getting together for something, but we decided to go our own ways. (still kinda regret that decision, but oh well) Justin was very protective of me in that aspect, and I could tell Matt wanted to be with his guy. As a side note, Matt did look really nice that night. He got his hair cut down a bit and it was styled really cute. I was getting a little jealous of Shawn, even though I had Justin. Maybe I could style Justin's hair a bit, maybe with some gel....or with my cum haha. As you can see I was getting really horny, and Matt and Shawn had ceased to talk, they just looked at each other. So it was time to go. Ben never did show up, so he probably got lucky.
Me: Ok lets get out of here.
We put the fire out, said our goodbyes and went out seperate ways. Justin and I jumped in the car and headed back to the dorms.
Justin: I hope earlier isn't a sign of what is gonna happen tonight.
Me: What do you mean?
Justin: Never saw you have a problem getting hard with a mouth on your dick.
We both laughed and I put my arm around him in the car. I pulled him over to me so his head was on my shoulder. He smelled like burned wood, which I probably did too. I rubbed his stomach a little bit and put my hand into his pants and started rubbing him a little bit. I was gonna fuck him hard tonight, I made up my mind. I loved to make love, but he just smelled of sex and I wanted to really just pound him hard. I would never hurt him, and if he wasn't up for it, that was fine. But I was at least make the offer and see where he stood on the idea. We got back to the room.
Justin: So gross, just sat by a fire for 4 hours sex, or shower first?
Me: Haha, shower dude, we might be able to pull off a little shower action too, the suite is empty.
Justin: Nope, I want you to have to wait for it. Make your balls blue as the sky :).
Jesus, little fucker. So we did shower seperately, I only lasted about 5 mins in the shower and pretty much ran back to the room in anticipation. He took his sweet ass time, cock teasing me from a distance. Even though we had been together before, the anticipation of sex with him was always really hot. I made a few drinks, and I was actually nervous about what was going to happen. I was thinking to myself, jesus get a hold of yourself, its not your wedding night. Side note: Sex was better tonight than my real wedding night :). He walked in and started to get dressed. Why the fuck was he getting dressed? I was drooling and more than ready.
Justin: Lets have a few drinks and chill a bit.
Me: Fine (almost growled my answer)
I was sitting nude in my boxer briefs and started to take a drink. I knew what he was doing. He liked to have control, and I am sure he was as horny as me, but he had me on puppet strings at the time. Plus, he liked to joke around a bit, but this was a very painful joke for my dick and balls haha. We hadn't had much going on in the bed the last few weeks because of hockey and just getting school work done. And I hadn't even had time to jerk it either in a few days.
Justin: Ok, I think you waited long enough haha.
Me: Man you little fucking cock tease, get naked NOW.
I decided to go easy, I know earlier I wanted to really hammer him, but just looking at him, my mind always changed. He wasn't a sex object, and he wasn't a play thing. I loved him I guess, and I thought just asking him for a little rough sex would be wrong. It wasn't his thing, but I know he would have agreed to please me....he wouldn't have enjoyed the sex though. Nothing sensual about knowing your buddy was just agreeing to rough hard sex to appease my desires. And fuck it, who cares. I just wanted to be with Justin, I didn't really care how. He was naked and just standing an looking at me.
Justin: You want this?
Me: Nah I'm good.
Justin: You're dick is almost burning a hole in your boxers its so hard.
Me: Yea I was thinking about Matt haha.
He tried to jump me, and I picked him up and did a fake back breaker on his back. We liked to fool around a bit before, I guess this was our form of foreplay. I grabbed his hair and pretended to hit his head off the wall. He was all into it. We fooled around for a little bit, and he had gotten hard now too. My dick was so hard, I think it might have grew another inch. He got serious and kneeled down.
Justin: Lets see if little Brandon wants to play.
Oh it did, precum was flowing like a river, so he started to tease me with his mouth a little bit. I wasn't gonna last long enough to get to his ass, so screw it, oral session.
Me: Wanna try something?
Justin: hahah everytime you say that one of us usually ends up getting hurt.
Me: You always seem to like it buddy :).
So I we tried something new. And although I wasn't huge in my arms and upper body, and I knew this was gonna be a tough one, I picked him up.
Me: Lets 69 standing up, I'll hold you, grab my legs to help me out a bit.
His eyes got huge and he look really excited. I flipped him around and we started to blow each other standing. I came after about 30 seconds. It had been awhile and I was getting tired of holding him. I told him to hurry up, my cum was dripping out of his mouth because the load was massive and I had trouble understanding what he said back to me. He had trouble swallowing because of the gravity factor. Finally he came, upside down. He tasted like a campfire haha. I put him on the bed.
Justin: Well that was different, jesus.
He was spent, and my arms felt like they were gonna fall off.
Justin: You got another round in you? I was kinda looking forward to some other stuff tonight. (me too)
Me: You really wanna pass out tonight huh, go down and see if little Brandon is interested.
More later. I wanted to get back to the good times after the last story. Its a give and take with relationships, usually we were tight, but he got a little emotional sometimes and had a hard time telling me. Usually it was yelling and storming out of the room, but for now, it was good times.