Lost Soul Chapter 2
One month later.
"I passed my driving theory Tony. I've already booked my first driving lesson."
Alan bounced into the flat so pleased with his first tangible success.
"That's good, Tiger. Driving test early in the new year with any luck. I'll take you out sometimes as well when you are fairly safe."
Allan closed on this special man and gave him a hug.
"I have to keep pinching myself to believe that this is all real. I've never been so happy."
Tony hugged back, turned his head to kiss Alan's cheek.
"That goes double for me. I'm so proud of you as well. I've seen the lecturer's remarks on your assignments. You are doing well."
"Mmm, but lots of that is down to you working with me so much. You're really clever aren't you?"
Tony laughed, "Well, I'm supposed to be, that was why they gave me a first class degree."
Alan had enrolled in four adult classes at the local college and was steaming towards exam standard for his GCSEs. At work, Tony was getting him to do more technical stuff and less cleaning and running errands. The practical side was leading to a lot more. Tony was going to try to get things sorted in such a way that Alan would catch up to his peers, or nearly so. The best part of all though for Tony was the look of the boy. Regular three meals a day and joining Tony at the gym and on runs had brought Alan's body and fitness to a good standard. He had piled on the pounds and turned it all to muscle. The downside for Tony was that Alan had passed beyond just cute and was breathtakingly gorgeous.
`I know now that I love this boy, and I think he loves me, but is it a carnal love or a platonic one?' was a recurring thought.
In Alan's case it was hardly a matter of gay sex. He just totally idolised Tony and would have gone to bed with him if he wanted, and still considered himself a good heterosexual boy. The problem was that he wasn't a good heterosexual boy. He was 100% gay but only wanted one man to make love to him and that was Tony.
`How am I going to get him to make love to me and not ruin everything if he isn't like that?'
Living together and working together there had to be a time when everything would come right for both of these men. They were getting into the Christmas spirit, buying decorations and presents. Tony had not bothered for years, his parents had emigrated to Australia after he left university and he had no siblings, Alan had no one so they were planning a Christmas by themselves. They would no doubt meet up with friends and acquaintances, but Christmas Day they were going to celebrate alone.
A few days before Christmas, Alan slipped on the wet tiles in the bathroom after his shower. The shock made him yell and Tony burst in to see what was wrong. Alan wasn't really hurt, just a little shocked, and he had bashed his hip. He was spread on the floor, naked.
"Alan, are you hurt, what happened?"
"I slipped, I've bashed my right hip. It hurts a bit but I think I'm alright."
"Roll onto your back, gently."
Tony watched.
"Any extra pain?"
Alan shook his head.
Tony knelt beside him and ran his hand over the right hip area.
"Tell me where it hurts."
There was just a little twinge as Tony ran his hand over the point of the hip.
"I don't think there is any real damage. You might bruise a little but stand up and be careful. I'll help you."
Danger out of the way, Tony could now look at Alan in a different way. The naked boy facing him was utterly gorgeous. He couldn't help himself, he had to scope him out completely. He completed his viewing and finished looking Alan in the eyes. Very gently he spoke.
"I think you are beautiful and I love you so much."
There were tears in his eyes as he spoke, and Alan realised how much courage it had taken for Tony to say that.
"I love you as well. I have done for the longest time."
Tony moved up close to Alan, took him in his arms and kissed him on the lips. He felt Alan's response so he made the kiss more assertive. By the time they came up for air, both of them were nursing monstrously hard cocks. Tony looked down at Alan's and took it in his hand.
"Does this mean you're pleased to see me?"
The laughter in the voice made Alan giggle.
"Oh, much more than that."
Then he stopped giggling and looked very serious as he spoke again.
"Take me to bed Tony. Make love to me, I want to feel you inside me. I have wanted this since before I moved in here."
Tony led his boy through to the master bedroom and had him laid on the bed after another couple of kisses. Then he undressed himself. Standing by the bed, he looked down on his angel and spoke to him.
"This is what you get if you want me, and I promise I'll stay with you forever."
Alan did the scoping now. He knew Tony was about five inches taller than him, so, an inch over six foot. He had a well-defined body, but the most amazing part was between his legs. In Alan's eyes Tony's 8 inches was perfect. The balls looked as though they were encased in gossamer, sat neatly below the hard cock that was cut and quite thick with a proud head.
"I think you are perfect, please make love to me."
Tony didn't need to be asked twice. He slid on to the bed next to his love and propped himself up on one elbow to view him better. Then he started on the kisses.
It's amazing how long you can take to kiss a body. The nipples alone took up about ten minutes. Tony loved licking and kissing them, ocassionally taking one between his teeth to nibble on it. Kissing all-round the groin took what seemed for ever. Tony spread the boy's legs so that he could lick and kiss behind the ball sac. Then, when he thought Alan was about ready to explode, he took the glans in his mouth and licked all-round it, before swallowing a couple of inches. That was when he got his first mouthful of boy juice. He moved back up the bed then, laid on his back he pulled Alan on top of him before resuming the kissing.
"I hope you enjoyed that as much as I did Little Man."
Alan lifted his head, crossed his arms on Tony's chest and rested his chin on them. Looking his man in the eyes.
"Are you going to do that lots of times?"
The boy's face was almost split in two by the grin spread across it. "Well, if you are very good I might."
"If I am very, very, good will you also fuck me. I really want to feel you inside me. I love you so much Tony, I want to please you in every way that a man can."
"You already do. I think I am always going to love you."
Laying his head on Tony's chest Alan spoke again.
"I don't think I have ever been this happy in my life."
"Well I haven't either. So, shall we go shopping, I think I might need some lubricant for this evening."
Alan looked quizzically at his love.
"If I am going to penetrate your arse I need to be lubricated, and so do you. If we aren't I will hurt you a lot."
Alan had no idea, but he was happy with the thought that Tony was planning to take his virginity when they went to bed again. It was a very quick dash to the chemist for a large bottle of wet light, back to the flat and straight to the bedroom. No finesse this time, they both stripped naked and fell on to the bed to resume what they had been doing only half an hour previously.
Tony backed off when he felt Alan preparing to fire another load. He slid round between the boy's legs and spread them very wide. Bent up they displayed a very pretty rosebud. Tony knew it wasn't placed high enough for him to enter it but it was ok for him to play. He lay flat and started kissing and licking behind the balls before continuing across the perineum to the anus. He licked across it a few times before using his hands to spread the cheeks more and try stabbing it with his tongue. Alan wriggled and gasped indicating to Tony that he was getting off on the action. Tony loved it, he played for a while, making sure Alan didn't orgasm. Then he slicked up a couple of fingers and slowly inserted the first one, just to the first knuckle. He wriggled it around until he felt that Alan was completely relaxed before sliding it all the way in and feeling round his insides. He felt the prostate, but then kept away from it. The second finger went in and he rotated them. Fully prepared, he caught the first jet as Alan orgasmed, ramming his cock up into Tony's mouth. The gusher was impressive considering what a short while ago he had cum. The best part though was that he didn't go soft, so Tony was able to continue to three fingers before lubing the anus and his cock. He lifted Alan's legs, keeping them spread wide and shuffled forward placing his cock head at the entrance to Paradise.
"Relax Baby, and push down. I'm going to enter you now."
Alan could not have been more relaxed if he had tried. He had wanted this for so long. He felt the pressure as the head pushed against his sphincter, and then it slipped in.
"Oh yes, Tony, more, let me have all of you."
A gentle continuation and Tony was fully embedded without any hesitation. The look of love in Alan's eyes made it clear that he had done it right. He withdrew until just the glans was still inside his love and then pushed back in. Alan squealed with pleasure.
"Oh yes, that is amazing, keep doing it Tony, keep loving me."
Tony thought that was a wonderful way of putting it, and did just that. He couldn't last long, he was so turned on. As he came close to orgasm he pushed down on Alan's thighs and pushed in as hard as he could for the final few times before having a mighty orgasm that made him gasp. Alan did better than a gasp, he almost screamed with the orgasm that appeared to wrack his whole body. Tony didn't go soft, Alan's gluts were pulsing, keeping him hard, so he went again. They both had another orgasm and this time Alan relaxed so Tony went soft and gently fucked his lover until he was too soft to go back in when he slipped out, rolled sideways and lay alongside Alan. Alan rolled into his arms laying his head on Tony's chest.
"I love you so much, please tell me you'll do that again every day."
Tony stroked his lover and sighed with contentment.
"For as long as I live if you want me to."
Alan lifted his head and looked Tony in the eyes.
"I know I'll want you to, is that alright?"
The look was unsure but Tony had to smile.
"That is more than alright. I'm going to love you for the remainder of my life because I can't even begin to imagine loving anyone else like I love you."
Good enough for Alan, he lowered his head to Tony's chest again and a minute later, Tony could tell from the even breathing that his boy was asleep. He lay there holding him and thought back over the time he had known this lovely boy. The nearly three years that he could have been making love to him and guiding him, looking after him after his mother died.
`Damn, what a waste of time, but now I'm going to make up for it and see him into a useful life,' was his thought as he stroked the body of his personal angel.
The End ******************************************************