Made in Heaven

By Stefan Schmidt

Published on Apr 5, 2003

Gay

MADE IN HEAVEN by Stefan ssch191950@aol.com http://stefan680.tripod.com/stefanstories/index2.html

Chapter 2: Come and hold my hand

Christian passed the death's sector to his right side, riding on his motorbike. It was still a meadow, the last watch tower that once guarded the borderline between two German countries, torn down long ago. Detached houses came closer. Why Martin had rented his house exactly here? Amidst the philistine? He hated it and Philipp would hate it too. Philipp. . . .

He had said he needed to visit his parents. Probably he told them about his newest conquest of a girlfriend, because he wasn't out to them yet. Christian grinned grimly behind the plastic pane of his helmet. His rebellious Philipp! The constant child in the body of a man; always looking for fun - and probably the next man he was all to willing to spread his ass cheeks for, was afraid of telling his parents the truth about his feelings. Well, Christian had never met them - naturally. But from what he had heard he knew that Philipp's parents would never accept it. He just wasn't sure why it was so important to Philipp what his parents thought. He lived his own life.

Christian's hands now gripped the handles of his motorbike so strongly that his knuckles became white. His father had never accepted it either. But he didn't accuse him, they just never talked about it. And his mother. . . his mother never had a chance to learn about their boys.

The landscape became rural. Light alternated with shade from the trees lining up the road he was driving, until it changed into a country road and the first houses started. Neatly trimmed gardens, white curtains behind clean windows. Mowed lawn, rose bushes and marguerites, some garden-gnomes draped around a pond, silvery Audi's and Mercedes cars in open garages to show off with.

He throttled back the tempo and turned right where his motorbike came to a halt in front of a white washed house with a steep, green roof and little balconies at all windows of the second floor. Christian knew a large terrace was behind the house, overlooking the garden. The hedges were still low and Martin must feel like being on show.

He took off his black helmet and ran his fingers through his hair. The sun was warm, the first real summer's day of the year and this in the middle of June. He sweated in his black motorbike gear and swung the leather jacket over his shoulder.

He rang in front of the iron gate and had to wait a long time before Martin - out of breath - came to open the gate. Christian watched his brother coming from behind the house, a tall, broad-shouldered man in light blue jeans, barefoot and naked upper body. His cinnamon hair hung into his eyes and he seemed to be sweaty. It was odd to look into his own spitting image but after twenty eight years he was used to it.

Martin looked mildly surprised but smiled. He opened the gate widely and hugged his brother briefly. It was good to feel his body, the smooth hairless skin - very much like his own. Short flashes of shared jacking off sessions in the bathroom raced through his mind; or the clumsy fumbling under a shared shower. But after both had found out they were more interested in boys than in girls, they had stopped touching each other as if there had been an invisible wall between them.

Concerning the lovers, they had the same taste but had never shared their partners - at least not that Christian knew about. Their relationship was somewhat strange. Not as identical twins are supposed to be: identical in clothes, identical in mind. It simply was not.

Martin took Christian's jacket and Christian rolled his motorbike into the garden.

"Surprise, surprise," Martin said, his voice tensed. "What a seldom guest"

"You know that I don't fancy this surrounding." He looked at the single houses around. Behind hedges he saw sunshades and swing seats. Fathers pumping up air mattresses and round plastic pools for the kids. The sharp scent of roasted meat hung in the air.

"I didn't know you're a philistine deep inside."

Martin didn't answer. He went ahead around the house and Christian saw a new little Butterfly tattoo on his left shoulder blade. Surprised he lifted his brows. Philipp had a rose on the same spot. Then his look fell on a table, chairs, two glasses of wine, and a half full ash tray.

"You had a guest?" he asked.

"Oh... yes." Martin scratched his forehead. "This morning. An editor from the publisher." He pointed to a heap of manuscripts upon the table top. Christian read "Made in Heaven." "A manuscript in German? I thought you'd translate English ones."

Martin sorted the chairs and wiped over the table. "Well, Claudia has asked me to read. Could be interesting, you know. Gay stuff."

Christian examined his brother sharply. "Odd he used the same name of the night club."

"Night club? Ah yes, the one you and Philipp use to go to." He didn't look Christian in the eyes. "Care for a drink? Wine?"

Christian nodded and peered at the manuscript again. Under the title there wasn't a name. Most odd. He thought that for an author, the most important thing was to read his name under the title of a novel.

Martin returned with two fresh glasses and an open bottle of red wine. Christian read the label and clicked his tongue. "Just the best for your guest, right?" It was more a statement than a question. He sat at the table and pushed the manuscripts aside. "Who's the author? Do you know him or her?

"His name is Tim. He showed up at the office with his manuscript and didn't give up until Claudia promised to read it, although it would be better placed at a publisher for gay books. Perhaps I can do something for him."

"Cute?"

"How should I know; haven't met him yet."

Christian fingered the paper sheets. Smooth surface with neatly typed letters. He thought about Philipp who was a fervent reader and always had to finish the last pages of a very exciting book before he could do something with him.

His head turned because he thought he heard the garden door closing. But Martin didn't react. He poured the wine and lifted his glass. "Now what's the reason for your visit?"

Christian clicked his glass with his brother's. "Nothing especial actually. Philipp's with his parents."

"So, you're bored?"

"Sort of. Philipp wants to attend the Gay Pride next Saturday. Are you coming too?"

Martin pondered the answer. "Don't think so. I'm not keen on parading through the town as a tourist's attraction."

"Tourist's attraction?" Christian echoed. "I don't think you should see it this way."

"Whatever. That's for the young chicks showing off their big cocks." At the same time he thought that Philipp had gone on at him how fantastic it would be and if he didn't want to go, it would be Christian then.

He watched his brother over the rim of his glass. How did he feel, looking at his twin, speaking about his lover when they were lying in bed together just ten minutes ago? The closing of the garden door had told him that Philipp had gone. He hoped he hadn't left any trace of his presence in the house. Martin felt nothing actually. No guilt.

"He still isn't out to his parents? What will happen when they see him on TV?"

"Don't think they will watch the broadcast." Christian sighed. "No, he isn't out. I thought with twenty-three years he should be adult enough."

"Philipp adult?" Martin laughed.

"Perhaps you'll meet somebody at the parade," Christian said.

"Not interested. Nor in need of it." Martin's thoughts went other ways. The day when they had sat at the dinner table at home, holding hands secretly and told their father that he shouldn't speculate about any grand children ever. The father had pretended he had never heard. He had a deaf ear to this issue.

"You think mother would mind?" Christian asked, interrupting Martin's thoughts. Martin wasn't surprised that Christian had read his mind.

"Perhaps it would have been another reason for her to try to commit suicide," he said dryly and Christian cringed.

"Yeah," he managed to say and poured the rest of the glasses content. "How long is it?"

"Yesterday was the day of her death. Twenty years ago."

Christian closed his eyes. An anniversary and he hadn't been at her grave.

"I wasn't at her grave. Had no time. Perhaps we can go together," Martin suggested.

Christian nodded.

"Do you really think Philipp is at his parents?" Martin suddenly said and Christian's head jerked in his direction.

"What do you mean by this?"

"Oh, I was just referring to your notorious jealousy." A faint smile traced around his lips. He searched the table for his package of cigarettes. He loved those games. Perhaps he had inherited his mother's jealousy too - like Christian had. Perhaps not. He preferred to think the latter.

"What jealousy?" Christian's brows had pulled together to a blond line over his eyes. A steep wrinkle had built across the base of his nose and Martin knew what this meant.

"Why do you say it? Why do you always have to shit me with this?"

"Oh, I just say 'Gregor'...." Martin blew grey smoke into

the air.

Christian's heart made a leap and he involuntarily pulled his head between his shoulders. Gregor had been the one he had been with before Philipp. And Gregor had ended up in hospital. He had never heard of him again - after the trial. Christian's fingers squeezed the glass, threatening to break it, but he relaxed after some seconds. "Don't remind me," he said dangerously low. "You know that this had had reasons."

"Exactly. I wouldn't like to speak for you in court again, you know. Especially when I had to tell a lie. You being the best brother in the world. Innocent and shy as a lamb. You still owe me something." He squeezed out the unfinished cigarette.

Christian glared at his brother. "I don't think Philipp is suffering. Or did he tell you he does?

Martin shrugged. "He hasn't told me anything. I don't think we ever met alone, you're always having an eye on him, and he can hardly go to any place alone."

"Sounds like an accusation. Or a complaint? Do you fancy him?"

"Sure I do." Martin laughed. "Jesus, if looks could kill, I'd be dead right now. Calm down, brother heart. I'm not interested. I told you before. And in no need."

"Your hand's still working fine, right?"

Martin leaned over the table. "Stop it. I'm not such a sex driven thing like you." He spoke light-heartedly to soothe the mood, but deep down inside he knew the fight was on.

Afterwards Christian wasn't sure if he should take Martin's words seriously. He withstood the idea to follow Philipp to his parents and see if he was really there. Showing up and let it all out: "Hello, I am Philipp's boyfriend!"

His brand new Penthouse apartment overlooked the filigree like hovering tent roof of the Sony Centre at the rebuilt Potsdamer Platz in the heart of Berlin. He rolled into the underground car park, placed his bike at the rented spot and then rode the lift up to his flat under the roof, the 15th floor exactly. He had rented this apartment at the same time Martin had rented his house.

Christian leaned against the silvery lift's wall, the helmet dangled from his hand. Fuck the false whispering. Of course Philipp had been with his parents. But the pictures of Gregor - Philipp's predecessor - remained in his mind, producing pictures of hate and uncontrolableness . He always had sneaked around the pretty boy, watching jealously each step he made. The prison's psychiatrist had said he suffered from fear of loss and recommended a therapy. But who wanted to lose his partner? Wasn't it just normal to watch for him - so no harm could happen?

Philipp had no idea of the whole story. How could he explain anyway? Listen, sweetheart: I've beaten down the man I was with before you. I raged for jealousy, and for love. The psychiatrist called it egomania. Gregor had stumbled and hit his head on the edge of the fire side. He hardly survived. His parents insisted on a report. I was sentenced because of physical injury and manslaughter and got a suspended sentence of eighteen months because it was the first time and I was not psychologically alright. But I'm stable and have everything under control.

Christian rolled his eyes to the silvery ceiling, stared at dead flies behind the milky pane of the lamps and listened to the soft purring of the ropes pulling him up. Hadn't Philipp complained recently about his closeness, his curiosity? Hadn't he said that he would suffocate Philipp with his care?

Since Philipp had taken the job as a reception man at the gay hotel "Art- Connection" Christian's nightmares had returned. He had begged Philipp to never take the night shifts again. Too much allurement for him. What a luck that he had stopped visiting the semester at the university. He had studied communication's science, but Christian had found this crappy and useless and suggested to stop it rather, enjoy the money that was enough to share for more than two people. And Philipp had obeyed like a good boy.

The door rolled noiselessly aside. Christian pulled a plastic card and put it into the slit, typed a number and entered his flat. Philipp was there, he sensed it instinctively - and the loud disco music coming from the living room wasn't to be ignored.

There he lounged upon the tomato red sofa, a colour that clashed terribly with his copper-red hair. Of course he had his nose in a book again. Christian couldn't remember when he was buying them actually.

Silently he stepped to his boyfriend, quickly took the book from his hands and put his lips over Philip's. His soft and surprised moan tugged at his heart. "Hi sweetheart, back so soon?" Christian said. "I thought you would stay much longer.

Philip smiled his self-assured smile. "And where have you been? I thought you would eat your heart out for me."

"Surely I did. That's why I've visited Martin." He sat upon the couch, next to Philipp's body and shoved his hand under Philipp's shirt. He felt his

heartbeat quicken. Philipp was searching his face for signs of anger. But it was calm as ever. "He has a new manuscript, surprisingly in German."

Philipp pretended astonishment. "I thought you said he would translate and not edit."

Christian nodded, still stroking Philipp's chest. "Gay Issues. Perhaps you're interested?"

"Why should I ? Is it any good?"

"Perhaps. Now, how are your parents? Have you told them about your newest conquest?"

"Conquest?" Philipp lifted his upper body. "Yeah, I've told them I've fucked the whole street. And I'm not getting married."

Christian's brows pulled together. "Depends on whom you fuck."

"Well, there isn't much to fuck here, is there? Just business man,

young yuppies like you who are just interested in money."

"You live very well from that money."

"Do you leave me a chance?" He reached his hands up and stroked Christian's hair. "Don't quarrel with me again. I'm thankful you allowed me to work in the hotel." It shouldn't sound hurt but he couldn't hide it completely.

Christian pulled his hand away and sighed. "You could have invited your parents to see that I'm not a monster eating little boys."

"I'm not a little boy," Philipp hissed. "You know how old-fashioned

they are, I can't do anything about it."

"You could simply tell them. Is it that difficult? Perhaps you underrate them."

"And what happened when you told your father? You aren't speaking anymore! And don't tell me again you want to invite them to our marriage!"

Philipp pushed Christian aside and stood up. "I'm much too young for that,"

he muttered.

"Right now you said you aren't a little boy. Apparently you are. What is wrong with that? Finally the government allowed us to marry and we all should use this opportunity."

Philipp turned. "To show what? Never ending love? I don't need it."

Christian reached out and grabbed Philipp's leg. He pulled him closer and whirled him around so that he fell to the sofa, beneath him. "I love you," he said and pressed his lips upon Philipp's who struggled in vain. Christian's hands were all over him, shoving the shirt over his belly, and finally over his head and bit into one of his nipples.

Philipp moaned and gave in. He never had been able to fight Christian's domination. Nor did he want it seriously. Not really. Christian always thought that he could end each quarrel with sex. He opened Philipp's trousers, pulled out his penis and started to have a go at it.

Funny that identical twins had the same technique, Philipp thought.

Sometimes he didn't know which of them it was. But he just needed to open his eyes to see the blond hair to know. But he held his eyes closed. At least he had never had so much sex in his life before.

Christian bent over his face, mouth outlined with traces of white. "I know that I will win," he said. "You can't say no. You need me. And the whole world shall know. That's what it's for."

Philipp said nothing. It was not. It wasn't a demonstration for all world to see and know. It was a very private thing. The ring, Christian had given him last year, weighed heavy on his finger. It was like a golden chain, a bond to Christian's heart and to his will.

He knew that many men would be happy about it, but Philip didn't know how to handle it. He was torn between a demanding love and the disinterest Martin was showing. Martin didn't like commitments. He was happy to fuck with him and that was that. But wasn't there something in between?

There were days when Philipp was about to give in. Like this very moment. Seeing Christian smile in a state of complete happiness. He could be very tender. He COULD be. But for Philipp's taste the other side of Christian's character was much too dominating.

"Let's go out," Christian said. "Our bar. The one where you left me standing."

Alright, Philipp thought. Same old spot, same old story. Perhaps the piano player would be there again. Now that he knew where he was working daily,

he should make contact. To work in a bookshop would be a paradise for Philipp, and perhaps he could get some good fortune out of it.


The front door bell was ringing. When Maxim opened the door he found Joost standing in an apron that reached to his naked feet. His favourite apron with the imprint of a cooking spoon-swinging, naked man, a gift from his partner. His hair, usually a shining, black sea he wore straight and gelled to his head was tousled. "Sorry, honey, to interrupt whatever exciting things you're doing, but do you have two eggs for me?"

Maxim grinned to his ears. "Sure I have two eggs, but not for you." He laughed out loud. "What would Rainer say?" He raised his brows in mock surprise.

Joost looked uncomprehending first, then laughed too. "Ah, you! Now, do you have or shall I ring at Erik's?"

Maxim pulled Joost through the door and closed it behind him. Joost was his neighbour, who lived here with his partner for over twenty years and Maxim liked both a great deal.

"Not that Erik-guy!" Maxim moaned. "I surely should spare you this!" Erik was notoriously in need for sex and fucked everything that wasn't on a tree in the time of three seconds.

Joost looked around and sniffed. "I smell the scent of a foreign man being here." He stood up in front of Maxim and propped his hands upon his hips. "Now, tell me everything," he said in his best growling motherly tone.

"Tell me first what you are needing the eggs for." Maxim went along into the kitchen.

"Cake of course, what do you think? That I need them for my hair?"

"Well......" Considering that Joost's hair always looked as if treated and straightened up with hair gel, it could be possible.

"They say, eggs give a fine shine to the hair," Maxim mumbled, then laughed about himself. He surely seemed to be in somewhat chirpy mood after last night.

"What about your new boyfriend," Joost asked curiously, waiting in the door frame. "You haven't told me for so long all the juicy details."

"Alright, Joost." Maxim stood in front of him. "I'll tell you when you give me two tickets for your next performance."

Joost's plucked brows jerked up. "And I thought you'd never come, honey. Two tickets then?"

Maxim nodded. Joost and his partner were mad about the Swedish singer, actress and old UFA-star Zarah Leander. Their apartment was full of her

posters and they were playing all of her songs constantly. Sometimes Maxim could hear her deep, smoky voice sounding from one balcony to the other and it let Maxim realize that it wasn't impossible to love women - as long as they had such a voice.

He opened the fridge and pulled out two eggs. "Just two?"

Joost nodded. In his new revue he performed as Zarah, and Maxim was thrilled to see how he was doing.

"Premiere-cards?" Joost asked, receiving he eggs.

"Really? You could manage that?"

"Everything's for my sweetheart," Joost said in a honeyed voice.

Coco came in from the balcony where he had sat in the sun, but stopped in his movements when he saw the guest. "Ah, still the same shy little fellow," Joost said miffed but smiled. Coco came slowly closer and finally allowed Joost to stroke him.

"I'll bring the tickets as soon as possible, hon," he said finally,

rushing out of Maxim's flat, closing the door behind him. Maxim still grinned. What a great way to live, he thought what he had thought so very often. It certainly had been a good idea to find a place here amid kindred spirits. In the whole house there were living gays, except for the lesbian pair in the first floor and the young straight couple next to it.

He thought briefly to ring at Lars' flat if he was up for something like enjoying the Sunday outside, but then he thought it would be nice to see

his parents again. After all it was Sunday and he hadn't been there for some weeks.

When Maxim saw Tim again, on Monday morning at the bookshop, he didn't know exactly how to act. Tim was already there, talking to Nadine to Maxim's surprise. Perhaps both would get friendly with each other finally. Tim's cheeks were touched by a very brief red when he saw Maxim, but he grinned from ear to ear. "How was the rest of the day?" he asked. Nadine looked surprised but said nothing.

"Fine. Tell you later." Maxim went into the storage room to finish the acceptance of the new books. When it was lunch break he invited Tim

to the bistro next-door. Tim followed him gladly and even agreed to eat a baguette and have a cup of milk coffee.

"I was with my family. My old granny said, I looked 'pretty disarranged' to quote her words. No wonder after that night."

Tim smiled. "Your granny?"

"Yes, my one and only. She's very dear to my heart," Maxim said.

Tim hesitated. "They know you're gay?"

"Sure they know. They've always supported me. They are teachers. Teaching Russian immigrants German if necessary."

It suddenly dawned upon Tim that perhaps they came here to Germany because of him. Maxim said that he never had been able to find other gays in their village.

"We have relatives here, that was the main reason we came here." Maxim explained.

"And for you," Tim added and Maxim nodded. "And what about your parents?"

Tim's white regular teeth gleamed. "I live with my father."

"Do you?" Maxim said surprised.

"Yeah." Tim was still grinning. "My parents divorced when Dad realised the crush he had on a colleague. Now they are living together in

the same house and I've never left. I have two private rooms and a separate entrance."

"I see. Do you get along well with her? Do you have to call her

'mother'?"

Tim looked at him. "No. I call him Tobias."

"Huh?"

"The colleague is a man." Tim laughed at Maxim's face, then both

laughed together.

"That's cool. Your father found out he's gay?!"

"Well, it isn't that unusual, is it?"

Maxim shrugged, still grinning. How exciting. "And that Tobias isn't after

you?" he asked, half-seriously.

"Nope. He treats me like a little kid that has to be looked after a lot. Worse than my mother."

"Since when?"

"Oh, about five years now. The same time when I came out to my parents. We had a mutual coming out," he snorted with laughter.

"And your mother?"

"She was hurt. Couldn't understand what happened. Said her life was

wasted. She took it as a personal insult as a woman, which it is not. It hasn't got anything to do with her in any case."

Maxim nodded.

"I see her frequently, although she can't forgive me that I betrayed her too in not liking girls - her own gender. Although I like them, but not sexually."

Maxim was silent. "And why can't you get friendly with Nadine then?"

"Oh. Well, in the first place I thought she was your girlfriend because you're always together."

"Nadine is something different. I can tell her everything."

"Everything?"

"Everything." Maxim looked at him. "How come you were jealous

when you just 'like' me?"

Tim didn't answer. Then he said "You told her about our adventure last night?"

"Surely not. I need some secrets." He put his hand over Tim's, lying on the table. "It just appears we have the same taste in men, you know. She's always fallen for the wrong man, I mean for gays, and that leads her into tragic situations."

"She's working in the wrong shop then."

"That's what I tell her."

Tim really wanted to ask Maxim if he had ever slept with her, or with any

woman at all, but of course this was impossible. Considering Maxim had

been locked up in his home village in Russia and in need of satisfying his sex-drive, he surely must have had some sex. But why was he so interested Tim asked himself. Probably he just wanted to learn everything that concerned Maxim. The more he knew him, the more he would find that he wasn't the man he was searching for. Perhaps. Impossible. He had fallen in love already, and he had never thought that somebody was able to fall out of love. But how could he make Maxim fall in love with himself?

Tim had pondered the whole Sunday afternoon whether it had been a big

mistake to stop Maxim when he wanted to find out what his trousers had

hidden. Certainly a big and hard erection. The corners of Tim's lips curled.

Would he ever get a second chance? Then he remembered that Maxim had

promised Tim to go to the Gay Pride Parade with him. If both got drunk

again......?

No, that wasn't a good idea. He didn't need sex when he was in a drunk and horny state and only did it because of the condition.

Maxim's almond eyes rested upon him and Tim tried to smile. It seemed as if Maxim could read his mind. Quickly he lifted his cup and drank the last of his coffee. When had been the last time that eating and drinking had been so pleasurable for him? Surely not since one of his lovers he had had

a really heavy love affair with had told him that he would look like a dumpling just because he had had two or three kilos too much weight on

him? Perhaps he had left him for exactly this reason, Tim wasn't sure. He

nibbled at the rest of his salami-baguette.

"Does your father mind when you bring home your boyfriends?" Maxim wanted to know.

"Sometimes. Well, mostly he doesn't know." He swallowed the rest.

Certainly he had had one-night stands his father hadn't had any knowledge of. But the serious ones had to pass an examination of both, his father and his lover. Tim shook his head and grimaced to himself. He wanted to introduce

Maxim. But this would probably never happen.

"That means you hide your one-night stands, right?" Maxim really

read his mind. His grin was so adorable that Tim could hardly suppress the urge to kiss him. "Right," he said completely serious.

Maxim bet he had a lot of them. No one with eyes to see would let pass an

opportunity to spend a night with Tim. He stopped his thoughts. Except he

himself. With astonishment he felt that this realisation hurt. Just a little bit.

"Well, have you decided what to wear on Saturday?" he asked finally.

"A long time ago." Tim examined him. "Have you?"

"Well, if we're going to dress as identical Drag Queens you'll have

to tell me and I will borrow something from Joost. That's my neighbour," he

added.

"No Drag Queen, I told you that's much too complicated." But he wouldn't tell him what he had in mind. Maxim decided it was worthwhile to wait.


Maxim leaned against the balustrade of the balcony, looked over the roofs and sipped at his cup of coffee. He tried to make out what was happening and indeed he could see an unusual mad rush on the streets, men in groups

streaming to one point. Electricity and music hung in the air. It was Saturday

noon and the formation of the floats had started already.

"Ich weiss, es wird einmal ein Wunder gescheh'n......" [*] Zarah Leander's smoky, erotic voice sounded from the balcony of his neighbours. Maxim couldn't see it, which gave both parties privacy, but he could definitely hear. Maxim got goose bumps.

The sky was a flawless blue and a cooling wind was blowing. It would be a fabulous day he could feel it. In an hour he would meet Tim at the starting

point of the parade. Eighty floats were scheduled and, of course, ten

thousands of people.

From the balcony next door Joost and Zarah sang a duet and Maxim listened surprised. It sounded marvellous. Absentmindedly he stroked Coco's white fur. "Time to dress," he said to him and bent his face down close to Coco's. "Will you be all right being alone the whole day?" Coco's heaven blue eyes stared into his own. Then Coco blinked and Maxim took it for a yes. He smiled. "All right then."

He had decided to wear a new white shirt with more holes in it than fabric, and one of his jeans Leon had once cut slits into, all in prominent places of

course. Maxim held them in front of him and grinned from ear to ear. Surely this would do along with what he would wear beneath it. It would be

enough to make the guys goggle. No, he thought then, compared with the almost naked guys on the trucks, he would look pretty decent, but what the hell. He was eager to see what Tim would look like.

After giving Coco a large serving of his favourite dish, along with a bowl of milk, he slammed the door behind him. Footsteps upon the stairs told him that he wasn't the only one starting out early. Downstairs he almost ran into Erik and froze in his tracks. Erik wore nothing except short red pants and slippers. On his head was an extraordinarily tasteless baseball cap decorated with a plastic penis.

"Hi," he said and examined Maxim from head to toe. "You're looking dishy," he said with a broad grin.

Erik was in his mid thirties and a little too slim for Maxim's taste. He

stared at the centre of his body. A large bulge jutted out from his pants; either he had a constant erection or he was wearing the same underwear Maxim did on days like today. Both grinned at each other.

"Isn't it a little too early to dress like that?" Maxim asked. "I mean, the parade won't be starting yet."

"Well....." Erik grinned slyly. Perhaps I'll change my plans and have

some little quickies in between." His pink tongue came out and wet his upper lip. Maxim rolled his eyes and slapped him on his naked shoulder. Around Erik's neck hung a whistle in the shape of another penis, to match the bad taste of his cap. Maxim said nothing about it. Some guys were really terrible. Erik stared lecherously at him, so Maxim passed him and went out

of the house, Erik followed him.

"Are you meeting anyone?" he asked.

"Yeah." Maxim quickened his steps but Erik followed him like an

annoying insect. From all the houses streamed men heading in the same

direction. But Maxim directly guided his steps into the Fuggerstrasse. This street was the Mecca for gays. You could pass from one club to the other, from the darkroom to a video performance, from one sex-shop to another or just sit in one of the attached gardens.

The Italian restaurant Trattoria a Muntagnola was stuffed already with guys, having a late breakfast in the little street garden, but Tim would wait for him

in the back garden.

"Well, enjoy the day and have fun," he said to Erik, who still followed him. He left him standing and entered the restaurant. Mamma Angela, the mother of the owner, was serving coffee and the marvellous tasting bread she baked herself, her speciality. "Ciao Mamma," he cheered to her.

Though Mamma Angela was a fragile, old woman, she smiled her wrinkled smile at him. "Ciao caro," she said and nodded approvingly. "Colazione?" she asked and Maxim nodded. "The big one, please. I'm starving."

He reached the garden and looked around, until he located a slender young man, with silvery skin, his hair sprayed with a silver colour. His wings, a mass

of white down hung over the back of his chair. Maxim opened his eyes wide

and sat beside Tim. "Hi angel," he grinned. "You look fantastic." Tim blushed under the silver shimmer of his skin. "Wait until you see the rest," he

managed to say.

"If you'd told me you would go as an angel we could have dressed

alike."

"You look good enough yourself, thank you. And wait until you see

the rest," he repeated.

"What rest?" Maxim saw he was still wearing his jeans.

"The rest of this Mamma Angela cares for."

On cue she appeared with a plate and placed it in front of Maxim. "And you, angelo?" she asked, looking at Tim who shook his head.

Mumbling something she vanished. Tim ogled at the fresh bread, the eggs,

the cheese, the ham and the Italian salami.

Maxim said noting, just put butter on the bread, salami and peeled one of the eggs. Without asking he took the spoon and shoved a portion from the egg into

Tim's mouth. "You need to eat or you'll collapse. The day will be long."

Tim struggled but chewed. Then he downed the whole bit with a large gulp of

his coffee. "You're even worse than Tobias," he panted happily.

From the corner of his eyes Maxim saw Erik, placing himself at a free place under a Cinzano sunshade, grinning saucily at him. He gave Maxim a thumbs-up referring apparently to the appearance of Tim. Maxim pulled a face at him, but

couldn't suppress a grin.

"Who's that?" Tim asked.

"One of my neighbours. Beware of him, angelo. He's hot as a heating plate." He shoved another bite of the salami bread into Tim's mouth.

"Why don't you order something for yourself?"

Tim nodded and was served with a plate himself. Again he had the feeling that his stomach didn't tighten up like it usually did when he was with another

man. Perhaps Maxim was accepting him for who he was. "Is he after you?"

he asked chewing.

"He's after everyone."

"What a tasteless costume," Tim muttered.

Maxim nodded. "Are your father and Tobias coming too?" he asked.

"Surely they will. But there's no chance of finding them. They start later."

From the distance basses roared up. The sound check had started. And Maxim's and Tim's heartbeat quickened when they finally hurried up. They didn't want to miss the start. When Tim had come out of the trattoria's dressing room, Maxim had gasped. Tim wore silver pants with a broad girdle, reaching to his arse cheeks and feathery white slippers, the white wings flapping on his back. "Where did you get this

from?" he asked.

"From my father. He has a costume rental. Both of them work there."

Maxim raised his eyebrows. "Costume rental. Exciting. Next year you have to provide me with something like that." He winked at Tim.

"No, you're perfect." He looked at Maxim's dark skin, gleaming

under the white net shirt. It was hard for him not to touch him. But Maxim, though feeling that he liked what he saw, didn't leave the

impression that he was hot for him.

Maxim and Tim joined the people standing lined up in rows along a broad

street near the Kurfuerstendamm. He heard a Babel mixture of languages,

saw whole families, including grandpa and -ma with picnics or simply rocking their hips to the rhythm of the music which roared out of the large loudspeakers on each truck.

They squeezed through the crowd and joined the people following a truck where a black guy danced, his naked skin glistening in the sun, draped with a head-dress of yellow peasant's feathers and a snake around the small string he was wearing around his body.

Talking was impossible, but both were swept up in a crowd that was over excited, holding hands, smooching, laughing and made their own performance.

Some of them wore shirts with the imprint "Everybody thinks I'm straight" or "Nobody knows I'm gay".

Behind them were groups of devils with large horns, painted all in red with green faces. They strutted along on high boots, trying to catch Tim's

white wings. Before Maxim could hinder it, he was pressed to a red broad chest and his white shirt was coloured, his nose was green and he was

laughing madly. He adored dressed up Drag Queens on high heels, boys swinging large rainbow flags and couldn't keep his feet under control. He wasn't walking, he was jumping and dancing along, Tim at his side suddenly had a red rose in his hand which he stuffed into a hole in Maxim's shirt.

The sun started to burn and he knew he would get a funny pattern on his skin, so he simply pulled it over his head and threw it upon the truck stuffed

with sailors, but the rose he kept. The parade came to a halt but Tim dragged

him along, squeezing them both through the crowd and now following the float with the logo "Rosenstolz", a Berlin band whose singer was gay.

It took Maxim a while before he recognised someone shouting his name. He looked up and detected Rainer, with a blue cloak around his naked upper body and next to him Zarah Leander, with soft falling brown locks, lashes that winked down on him and a red mouth to die for. Joost waved at him and

blew him a kiss, throwing red roses at him. Maxim laughed. "What about the tickets?" he shouted.

Joost winked at Tim. "For you and your angel here?" he shouted back. Maxim nodded.

"All settled. See you tomorrow." The truck started off again.

Tim felt grabbed by the arse and at the same moment felt a splash of cool

water in his neck. He almost screamed when a Drag Queen with lilac lips

approached his face and kissed his mouth. Maxim laughed at him. Tim's feathery wings were wet. Nothing that wouldn't dry in a few minutes.

Both appreciated the beautiful worked out bodies, dancing to the music like gogo-boys, swinging tight arses and slim hips. Maxim fought a starting erection. He wondered how they all managed to stop their arousal, especially

when everybody would see it in the tiny briefs and underpants they were

wearing. The kissing lesbian pairs he ignored completely.

At the place of Bahnhof Zoo, Tim again pulled him along, himself more dancing than walking. The deep beats reverberated in Maxim's chests when

they passed the loudspeakers. Pet Shop Boys' New York City Boy roared through the air. People lifted their arms, united in one mutual song. Maxim hadn't known that it would be such a surprising good feeling to be joined for

one day. Straight or gay, it didn't matter right now. They saw TV-cameras and people being interviewed. A young man with blue Nivea-bags distributed

men's cosmetics. Tim received two and hung them from his belt.

Maxim's eyes caught the attention of a young man, a little slouch hat upon his head, wearing nothing except black hot pants and a long leather chain around his neck, hanging to his belly button, with a pendant showing a sun. His eyes were framed with kajal and his lips were lightly smeared with lipstick. Maxim though recognised him instantly: Christian's boyfriend, Philipp.

Involuntarily he took Tim's fingers in his. Christian was standing beside them, hair blond, not cinnamon. Maxim wondered if he was dying it from

time to time. But it wasn't important right now. The boy with the kajal winked at him and said something. Maxim bent his ear to his mouth.

"Maxim, right?" he heard, "The piano player."

Philipp peered at Maxim's naked upper body, smooth to the armpits like

a baby's skin, and as it was all the rage among gays nowadays. And like he did himself. But then he noticed the angel next to Maxim and Maxim was forgotten. He adored Tim's silver skin, the colour now a little vanished from sweat and water, but stunningly beautiful all the same.

Maxim stared still at Christian before a cry pierced his ears. "Philipp!" Christian's company turned his head up to a truck and saw someone waving. "Come up, there's places here still."

Before Tim could hinder it, Philipp had grabbed his arm and pulled him with him, climbing up onto the truck, pulling him behind. For a moment Tim's long legs hung in the air, before Philipp took him up and scrambled up the ladder to the truck's top. Tim's head was swirling. He clung to the balustrade that would protect him from falling, looked down, saw Maxim's astonished face and had to grin.

How great it looked from above. And how small the people were. Tim felt

suddenly invincible. Philipp opened a bottle of Prosecco, which wet Tim's feathery slippers and held it under Tim's nose. He took it and drank. Everything was easy. Maxim stood on the street, following the truck with

a tall, blond man, dressed in jeans and a tank top. He turned. Philipp's face

was very close to Tim's. His lips came closer and embraced Tim's. A surprised moan came from his throat and afterwards Tim's lips were as red as Philipp's. He didn't mind. The Prosecco did its work and after some time Tim couldn't see either Maxim or the tall blond man, but the world

itself had changed into a big rainbow.

"Have you made up with him?" Maxim asked into Christian's ear.

"I thought so." Christian growled, looking up to the truck, seeing Philipp kissing Tim. His stomach hurt. "Bloody slut," blurted out of his mouth before he could stop it. He felt hate building up deep inside. Maxim followed his stare and, surprised, whistled through his teeth. Tim didn't waste time. Probably he really just 'liked' Maxim, nothing more. Anyhow,

now this problem was solved he directed his attention to Christian, still walking beside him. He didn't seem to hear the screaming crowd, the pulsating beats of Gloria Gaynor nor the Village People.

Maxim's feet danced again. He jumped around Christian to his other side and said. "Now, let's have fun." He rushed to the truck, shouting orders for

two paper cups of Caipiranha, and put one in Christian's hand.

Christian's glinting eyes looked at him as if they were seeing him for the

first time this afternoon. "Was that your boyfriend?" he asked.

"Nope. Just a colleague from work."

"Looks cute."

"Not as cute as you do," Maxim replied, then grinning from ear

to ear, drank his Caipiranha and winked at the blond-haired man. Christian seemed to relax and within half an hour and two drinks later,

Christian was as exuberant as Maxim himself. He caught some packages

of condoms thrown down from a truck, stuffed them into his pockets and took Maxim's hand.

"What are your plans for tonight?" he asked with a seductive smile.

"Depends."

"Depends on what?" A wheelchair patient passed by and a scruffy old man, pushing a supermarket trolley with an erect plastic penis in rainbow colours. His T-shirt read "No money, no place, no work - but horny as hell." Maxim laughed. His feet had started to hurt. They had reached Potsdamer Platz and still the streets were crowded, the people

as cheerful as ever. High, red buildings lined the street and Maxim could make out the tent-shaped roof of the Sony Centre.

"That's my place," Christian pointed to a tower block next to it.

"Your place? That's where you live?" Maxim asked. "What do you do for a living, or have you cracked the Lotto-jackpot?"

"Hell, no." Christian laughed his pleasing laughter. "I have an architect's office."

"Ah." Maxim was impressed. Perhaps Christian would invite him for a visit. If possible, his heartbeat became even quicker. He felt sunburn

on his shoulders and Christian's arms were reddish as well. "What about a break?," Christian asked as if he had read Maxim's thoughts. "I'm hungry

and the night is long." He peered into Maxim's face.

Without more ado Maxim took Christian's hand, left the street, and fought his way through the crowd into the streets with many restaurants and a large shopping arcade. "I can't go like this." Maxim pointed to his naked chest. Christian's eyes started to gleam. He pulled Maxim with him into the shopping mall and searched for men's wear.

"You have money?" he asked. Of course Maxim had. "I'll wait here."

Maxim rushed through the store, decided quickly for a tight fitting,

black T-shirt with short sleeves, pulled it over his head in a try-on-room

and paid. Christian studied the prices outside. He nodded approvingly.

Two minutes later they let themselves fall happily into the arm chairs under sunshades belonging to a steak house. "I could eat a horse," Christian said. "We didn't have much for breakfast. Did you?"

Maxim shook his head. Snatches of music reached where they were seated. He watched a gay pair kissing on the curb while none of the people

around took any notice. Christian studied the menu. Maxim pulled out the rose from the pocket of his jeans and laid it upon the table.

"Is that colleague a good friend of yours?" Christian asked and gave him the menu.

"Well, I don't know him that well. We work together at "Prinz Eisenherz"."

"The bookshop?" Christian remembered the pile of new books Philipp

had placed next to their bed. "Have you seen my boyfriend lately?"

Maxim stared into his eyes. What was behind the question? Surely they had

been together there last week. He narrowed his eyes and thought quickly about the possibilities. Perhaps Christian had a short memory. Perhaps he

had a look alike. . . . Perhaps he had a brother? Maxim's stomach told him to tell a lie. He would find out later, when Tim would fill him with the news.

"I've never seen your boyfriend before," Maxim said and started to study the menu himself. Both decided on a large Argentine steak with a big salad and two beers. Maxim wanted to ask him about Philipp and his

strange behaviour, vanishing with a stranger, but Christian didn't want to talk about it apparently. Instead, he told Maxim about his work. "I moved my office from Dahlem to this place. It's a penthouse."

Maxim asked himself if it was wise to show off with his wealth. After all he didn't know Maxim, but he said nothing. "Our main area is exclusively interior fittings."

Maxim wondered what his apartment would look like then. "Do you have many clients?"

"Sure. That's the reason I moved here with the office. Look at the area. What do you think you'd have to pay for an apartment in this

place?"

"Certainly more than I can afford," Maxim said, chewing his tender steak.

"So you have a real job. I thought piano playing would be your main job."

"I don't think I could live on that."

"Do you have a boyfriend?"

"Would I come with my colleague if I had one?" Maxim retorted.

Christian shrugged. He certainly had seen everything possible so far. He

thought about Philipp. What was he doing right now there high upon the

truck? Probably making out with the little angel. He swallowed his beer

and ordered another.

"What about enjoying the night at the victory column?" Maxim suggested.

"Listening to politicians' speeches? Do you fancy Wowereit?"

Maxim smiled. "I've seen uglier," he answered. Berlin's mayor made no

secret about his homosexuality and went to parties with his steady boyfriend.

"Right," The sound of signalling whistles pierced their ears. "I am what I am" sounded over the places and both grinned at each other. Christian decided to forget Philipp for the rest of this day. Maxim's black, almond eyes were promising so much. Carefully he let his eyes wander over his body, from the flat belly to the torn jeans, the rips in

the fabric giving his glimpses of a white brief with an unmistakable bulge, down further to the thighs, leaving the knees out and - if Maxim

would turn - showing parts of the round globes of his butt cheeks. Maxim was dressed, right. But his dress revealed more than it hid and Christian found it very erotic.

Philipp had complained that he would have dressed like a grandpa and they had had a minor quarrel about that. Probably Philipp was too young to understand the difference of being undressed and 'undressed'.

He looked into his beer glass. He had done Philipp wrong. He was a little

party animal, but he was a bright young man. Not for nothing was he reading everything that he could, and not just gay stuff. But Christian didn't want to share him. With anybody, not with book characters, not with living men. A burnt child like him wouldn't allow it. Not a second

time.

He looked up into Maxim's questioning eyes. He pulled out his wallet and paid for both, despite Maxim's protest. Together they walked into the shopping arcade, bought ice cream and sauntered along. The parade had gone, leaving behind empty bottles, papers, advertisements on the streets.

In the distance they saw the last of the trucks, coloured balloons and streamers in the air. They followed them until they'd caught up with them at the Brandenburg Gate, the columns decorated with football socks to remember the football world cup, seeing the golden victory column standing out from the broad avenue. Steam hung in the air. Steam and sex.

Philipp waved his butt high in the air, drunk with music and sprayed the

people below with a plastic water pistol. He was a good dancer, Tim noticed, who felt dragged along by the rhythm of the music. The leather straps of his wings started to hurt, so he took them off. Meanwhile he was decorated with streamers around his neck and had sipped another bottle of Prosecco. The people below his feet waved to him, shouted and laughed. He grabbed into a box full of sweets and condoms and threw them down. It felt like carnival.

The truck circled the victory column and drove back on the other side of the avenue. On both sides spread the large park of the Tiergarten. Tim saw men in the shade of trees who couldn't wait and were making out. Well, he assumed that was what they were doing. The sun had stopped burning his head and skin. Tomorrow he would have a sunburn, but he didn't care. The silvery colour had gone, washed away by sweat and Philipp's kisses. He held Tim around his waist and was waving madly.

"Have you anything in mind for afterwards? Are you coming with me?" he asked into Tim's ear.

"Where?"

"A club? Ever been to "Connection"?"

Tim shook his head. "You need to be a member."

"I am one."

Since the "Connection" was almost next door to Mamma Angela and her Trattoria where he had stored his clothes, Tim nodded and took

up his wings again. An hour later the parade had stopped. Thousands of

people with their cameras had gathered around the base of the victory column and the politicians on a stage. The sun was beginning to sink and shrouded the place in a surreal colour. Tim and Philipp listened briefly, before Philipp whispered he needed a piss. Tim followed him into the darkness of the trees. Philipp went on until they were completely alone.

Both relieved each other, then Tim heard the unmistakable sound of moaning men. Apparently they weren't alone. Philipp stopped Tim's hand pulling up his zipper but started to stroke Tim's penis. He looked at him with lustful eyes, grinned and started to kiss him. He fumbled for Philipp's penis, moved into his black pants and was surprised to find

no underwear, but a hard and long erection jutting out of the opening. Philipp moaned into his mouth, leaned Tim's body against the trunk of an oak tree and massaged his cock. Tim knew he wouldn't be able to hold back very long, so he tried to think about something different.

Indistinctly pictures of Maxim appeared, having a go with the blond, tall man. Maxim's face caused the opposite: Tim's penis pulsated and he gushed all over Philipp's hand and his belly while Philipp's stroking didn't stop. His legs trembled, like Philipp's and he almost bit into Tim's tongue when he came. Both giggled, licked their hands and smeared the rest upon grass.

Around them the shadows talked and moaned and someone spoke into a

microphone. It had become even darker and blue laser finger pierced the

air. They looked at each other and went back, Tim starting to get cold. A cooling wind was blowing suddenly. Philipp dragged him silently into the

avenue again, amid the people, watching the laser show when the music started once more.

"I'm hungry. Let's get the subway," Philipp said.

Tim followed him, stumbling in his light feathery slippers to the subway where they received amused looks until they stepped out at the familiar surrounding, near Fuggerstrasse. Tim wanted to pick up his clothes but Philipp stopped him. "Stay as you are. It's hot in there."

He grinned at him, pulled out his membership card from his leather belt and both entered the "Connection". It was next to the hotel Philipp was working at. It was for gays only, Tim knew, so they wouldn't meet any girls, trying to seduce them, as Philipp told him. Tim looked oddly at him, but kept his mouth closed.

"Was that your boyfriend?" Tim asked later, when they were standing at the bar, filling the right side of the long room. The "Connection" started to fill slowly, it never opened before 10 pm and it was hardly a quarter after. The lightshow wasn't on yet, and the video-wall behind the bar was still black. They would show the gogo dancer from the stage, so that everybody could have a look at them, ever-young men their bare skin painted with blue floating abstract motifs, that would last for a week at most.

"Who, Christian? Yes, he is."

Tim ate his sandwich silently. "And he doesn't mind when you're here with me?"

"Why should he." Philipp knew very well that Christian would

have a fit when he got home, but he didn't care. Not for tonight. "What's your name?" he asked.

"Tim."

"Tim what?" Philipp remembered the manuscript lying on Martin's table. But this would surely be too much of a coincidence.

"Tim Wendlandt."

Philipp choked on his beer. "Tim Wendlandt? Have you written a manuscript, and sent it to the Bluebell-publisher?"

"How do you know?"

"Well. . . I saw the manuscript."

"Are you working there? At the publishers?"

"No, I just have a .... friend there." He looked at Tim. "So, you're an author. Exciting. I love books." Philipp thought that he'd have to read it instantly next time he was with Martin. But Martin wouldn't give him time to read probably. They never did something

else except have sex. Philipp wondered why and if this was the only basis of a relationship they had. Of so, it was sad.

"Well, not a published author. I just thought perhaps somebody

would find of interest."

"You could place it on some websites though," Philipp suggested.

"Do you have your own?"

"Website? No."

"Why not? I can do it for you. I've studied communications and information technology. I know how to do good websites. You do have a computer?"

"Sure," Tim was excited.

"Now, what are you waiting for. Where do you live?"

"You don't want to do it right now," Tim stated and finished his beer. "I thought you would dance with me . . . or something."

"Right." Philipp pulled Tim from the table and started a mad dance. Tim joined him. He had taken off his silvery wings and was now whirling around in his small pants that showed more of his arse cheeks than he knew. Philipp gave it a squeeze now and again and Tim felt light headed. Here was a man who wanted him, not Maxim with his

steady reluctance. And he'd even had managed to finish his sandwich

in front of him. So he couldn't be too fat, could he.

He lost his slippers and danced along without them. His father would be

angry with him, but he didn't care.

Later, when a quieter piece of music started, he felt embraced by Philipp. The kajal around his eyes was smeared and Tim tried to wipe it away. Philipp had stunning mulberry blue eyes, contrasting with the copper red of his hair. His skin felt warm on the shoulders, too warm, and Tim realised it was a sunburn. The metal sun of his pendant was cool to his

skin through. He felt Philipp's palms stroking his butt cheeks and creeping higher into his pants until they rested completely on his naked

skin. It felt great. So great that he started to get an erection. There was

no way that Philipp couldn't notice it. And there he was already grinning cheekily into his face. "Come into the darkrooms with me," he heard him whisper.

Tim knew that it was really dark there but he wanted to see Philipp, not the blurred view he had in the park, so he shook his head. "Come to my place," he whispered back. His father wouldn't notice and he doubted that

they were at home already.

Philipp lifted his head and looked at him. "Can I stay for breakfast?"

"Sure."

Maxim fought the urge to drag Christian into the park under the trees. He

didn't want to have a quick relief and tomorrow be just an adventure for Christian that he would instantly forget.

"I assume you won't go with me to a club?" he asked. "I mean your ears are too old for mindless techno- and hip-hop-crap, right?" He grinned.

"Right. What about your work place?"

""Made in Heaven"?"

Christian nodded. All the better, Maxim thought. Show off with him in front of Dario - if he was there.

He was there indeed, besieged by dozens of men, coming thirsty and hungry

from the Gay Pride march. Maxim was surprised at the number in the crowd, but Dario just grinned at him as he had squeezed through to the bar, shouting

'staff'. He was dressed in a sleeveless body with a black veil that hid his butt

cheeks and over it a silver shirt that changed with all rainbow colours.

"Hot piece of yours," Maxim said approvingly.

"Haven't you been to the parade?" Dario shouted and looked him up and down. "You look boring." Although his eyes betrayed his words. He surely noticed how the T-shirt clung to Maxim's body, giving more of it away than Dario's silver shirt. "Come alone? Or two Sex on the beach as always?"

Maxim nodded and pulled Christian to his side. Dario lifted his eyebrows in surprise. They vanished almost under his bleached hair. Sourly he started

to mix the drinks, while Christian turned and leaned his elbows upon the bar desk. He looked over the dance floor. Perhaps Philipp would shown up here, with his new conquest of little angel. He wouldn't dare.

Maxim thought exactly the same as he got the cocktails. His ears were ringing and through his body rushed so much adrenaline that he could scarcely stand still. He minced along the dance floor, concerned that he wouldn't spill

his drinks. Christian in tow watched his arse moving to the music. Naked skin gleamed through the fabric of his cut jeans. Christian felt the urge to

touch it, but Maxim sat on the stool of his piano - the only free place he could find - and pulled a chair from behind a curtain.

"That's on me. Cheers." He clinked his glass with Christian's and drank.

"So, you're a rich man, right?" he started the conversation although he would rather have danced than talked.

"Depends on what you consider being rich."

"Well, having so much money you have to shovel it from one side to the other so it wouldn't rust."

Christian laughed. "I'm not hiding it in a sock."

"I doubt a sock would be big enough." He took another gulp.

"Or having a boat on the Wannsee and holidaying in Australia or the

Maldives."

"I've been to the Maldives," Christian said, "and to Ibiza. Did you now it's the most gay friendly spot of the Balearic Islands?"

"Sure I know. I've never been there though. Were you with him? What's his name?"

"Philipp."

"Yeah. What about him? Are you leading an open relationship?"

Christian's ring blinked in the red changing light and Maxim regretted

his question. "No, you don't. I've never seen you both going home with another."

"There's for all things a first time," Christian said mysteriously.

Maxim leaned forward. "Was that an invitation?" he asked seductively and innocently at the same time. Christian watched his dark red lips, lifted his hand and touched them with his finger. Maxim let it happen without moving. Then Christian's head followed and he touched Maxim's lips with his own. A brief touch, but Maxim didn't let him go but started

to kiss him seriously. In his stomach burned a fire line that went straight

into his cock. He felt Christian's hands stroking his thighs, crawling into

the slits of his knees, higher, until they found the strap that hid his erection. Maxim moaned silently. But as abruptly as the kiss had started, the kiss ended.

Christian finished his drink and stood up. "Thanks for the drink." He hesitated. "When are you at the bookshop?"

Maxim's head reeled. "Monday morning," he managed to say. Christian nodded, turned and Maxim saw him vanishing across the dance floor. His irritated look found the bar, meeting Dario's questioning look. And his sardonic smile.

___________________________________ [*] I know a miracle will happen someday

Next: Chapter 3


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