Tayuu

By pensuwana lacrox

Published on Sep 1, 2008

Lesbian

The history of Japan, as controlled by a magical sprite made in mortal form by the sun goddess, sent ot find the royal family, and be their Tayuu throughout history...to those of you who know Japanese history, this is not written to fit it, but for it to fit my story

Pg 32

In middle earth the gnomes, elves, dwarfs, the millions of wee creatures such as fairies and pixies live with only one fear that of being eaten by those terrible goblins and trolls, I am a sprite, a word sprite which means I was born from a fruit baring tree in my case a cherry tree. Our life is so relaxed and pleasant, we fed by sucking nectar from blossoms, flowers, sweat of other creatures, the juices that male and females have during sex, or anything that is liquid, etc. in winter we kind of hibernate like bears and with them, hiding in their thick fur, as we also do at night, since we all are born from trees, there is no close relationship between us, also being sexless, so all we do is play and feed, as many of us as there were it's a wonder we all had names, but mine is Pensuwana. Life was good to us, we lived forever have no cares or worries, but for some reason I am different, and I spy on the elves and gnomes and other creatures the Kami put on earth, witnessing them making love, and the females giving birth to young, but making love did, so I start praying to the great Goddess, creator of all, to give me mortal form so I might enjoy this intercourse I see those with sexes do. No one may question the ways of the Goddess, but for whatever reason she hears my prayer, and answers it, telling me also my purpose is to find the ruling family and assist in the rule of this nation, which some day will be Japan, so some time before written history a young girl is found sleeping in the small barn like building of this farming family out side of Kyoto, so after a man wakes her, he asks, "Where did you come from." After studying him and what he said she realized she can reply so she tells him, "From where I came I do not know, I am here, now to have awoke me you did." Seeing her manor of speech and looks were so different from any other young girl he'd seen, and she is so healthy, and pretty he takes her in the house and asks his wife, "Do we have a use for this girl."

"Since as yet we have no sons use her in the fields as I will in the house."

He shows me how to weed his garden and tend the plants, but as I do, knowing I came here to experience a union between myself and others in the mortal world, and he not seemingly interested in me, I see he has sheep and goats, a few cows and a bull, so late at night I go to them, and fondle the rams until their instrument of copulation comes out and I have them consummate a union with me, but they have no romance to themselves, so I turn my attentions to the farmer, and even though I am tiny, it is difficult for him to not notice my obvious interest in our copulating, so one night late he takes me far out and consummates the union between us, and I glory at such closeness and desirable passion and lust, but the woman realizes what we have done and tells him, "Get this little whore out of here, I do not want her near you."

So the farmer tells me, "You must leave, now go all I can give you is this kimono."

So I wander out into the woods not knowing where I can go or what I will do to stay alive, some how this is not what I expected, but soon I find men who will give me food and a place to stay if I will simply give myself to them to copulate, now this is better, and years go by, during which time I learn to steal from men who brutally fuck me, and some times hurt me terribly, and even growing to enjoy that, until one time this farmer finds me and keeps me, telling me I will not only pleasure him sexually but I will work in his fields. Although his wife did not know he is fucking me, she suspected as much.

Then the day came when Turn, his wife caught us, so because they were so poor and had sons to help them by now, she told me to leave and so, the Yamato family were poor farmers, so poor she told me to leave and seek life else where, so I became a wandering woman again, allowing men to take me whenever I could and grabbing as much gold as they were careless enough to let me, then one terrible night years later, I unwillingly am submitted madden men who sought my death because I was such a wanton conniving thieving whore, by literally fucking me to death, I pray to the Kami of all things in and on earth crying that if it will save me I will honor the Kami as long as they keep me alive and in mortal form, I collapsed, only to awaken, alone, feeling healthy and strong...I have continued from that horror able night. After many more years I had either stolen, sold my body, craftily cheated men of their gold, robbed or whatever else was there to take, as well as becoming concubine to the shoguns. Then after having enough gold, I went back to the adopted families farm, kneel before the woman and tell her, "Please if you will a place in your barn for this gold, I allowed many men to fuck me everywhere so I could make this, and give it to you."

Speechless but more then welcoming it they took me back in and the Yamato family began to thrive after that, while I kept my desires to the smaller animals on the farm, finding the rams to be the most pleasant, and just the right sized prick for me, to have my nourishment every day I would fondle the bull until he ejaculates, catching it in a pail and drinking from there because it is far too much for me to swallow all at once. Although I was not getting the romance I want, I sure was getting all the prick and semen I can hold. As the Yamato family began getting into selling some of their farm goods, they slowly become merchants and wealthier, Japan was an uneasy nation then with clans fighting other clans as 1st one shogun would declare himself ruler then another but any one of them had a difficult time making the people follow them, As I was told in the beginning, I allowed the farmer to impregnate me and when he saw how his son would be born, he announced to the reigning shogun the sun goddess has given Japan an emperor, come next month and see for yourself.

As we stand next to that cherry tree on the day of his son's delivery soon a tiny baby boy rolls out of the hollow at the base of the tree, they all kneel and pray to the Kami thanking them for this god he has gotten from the sun goddess to rule Japan then looking at me Tochima Yamato the father tells shogun Tugiawa, "The age of the Yamato emperors has begun, will you make my son Emperor, and you control, proclaiming to every one the sun goddess herself has given us this god to rule us."

"This concubine of yours is the instrument by which this God was given us." "Yes, shogun."

"Come here woman, kneel and swear by Kami you will never disclose how this emperor child came into being."

"Yes my lord and master, I so swear."

"Yamato, is she a good fuck."

"Far better, she enjoys pain and cries loudly, fuck her and see great shogun." "She is comely I shall make her one of my concubines, hold her while I fuck her."

But as he did, I was not responsive enough, so he pulls out, rams his cock between my lips, holds my head and fucks them until he comes and splatters it all over my face, telling Yamato, "Keep her if you enjoy such a lifeless cunt as this."

So after he left Tochima asks, "Why were you so non-responsive."

"I am meant for you, my primary purpose is to be a concubine to the royal family of Japan."

"There is no royal family as yet, why do you speak in such a manor."

Kneeling before him I reply, "Please do not beat me for speaking so, but the Kami revealed to me long ago your family shall rule Japan, this is why I am here."

"Such lies, I shall have you beaten for lying to me, but not so as to break your skin, and you shall be my favorite concubine, but no more young will you have, so there will not be confusion on who is the emperor."

The shogun set up his count in a small town now named Kobe and the royal family was housed there also, and the imperial family of Japan began, the shogun killed all of other members of the family, so there will be only one to rule as a figure head, but had no thought of me, and I became the mistress of the royal family of Japan. But as years went by and every one became older, except me, I once again left them and wandered out into the wooded areas seeking men to fuck me, soon another farmer took me in and made me his sex slave fucking me brutally, at 1st keeping me unknown to his wife, making me sleep in the barn, not having any concern for my welfare and fucking me any time he could, and in whatever orifice he wished, until his wife learned of my presence and she also uses me for sex, until realizing how desirable I am to the farmer, so she finally told him to get me out of the house, so he tells me, "I shall get Okuio and ask him what we can do with you. Okuio is the local broker who buys and sells young girls to houses of pleasure."

So once Okuio sees me, he tells them, "This girl must belong to a house in the pleasure district...tell me little whore who owns you."

Looking at Okuio very puzzled I reply, "Owned, Susiama not owned, Susiama free water world wood sprit...very desirable I am to men."

"I do not understand, you do not know where you are from, but you know you are a desirable entertainer to men, you must have come from somewhere, tell me where."

"Fucking me this man and Woman did, for some time now, I am here, my worth to prove to you I will, let us lay, so you I may tantalize."

So Okuio tells the farmer, "Yukio I believe I have just been given the right to take this girl, do you want a piece of her, or is she all mine."

So Yukio tells his wife, "Leave us woman so I may again taste this young girls favors."

Grumbling to herself she leaves, once she's gone I tell them, "Wash you 1st I must, please kind ones, be with me patient as this do I."

After I've washed their pelvic area, and undressed, I ask, "Please kind ones, relax, allow me my abilities to show, in control, once you no longer are, be kind to Susiama as between my facial and vaginal lips, also anal you may wish for, if you so desire, take me."

Hours later after they'd expending themselves on me, and can hardly move, Okuio tells Yukio, "Now I know this girl is owned by a house in the pleasure district, before they catch us with her, I must find who owns her."

So Okuio goes to the pleasure district of Kyoto and asks around if any of them has lost a young Oiran Geisha trainee, Maiko or Courtesan, and strangely enough no one had, so back at Yukio's home Okuio tells him, "I have found who owns her, and they await me even now, she is of value to them and they told me to pay you 1000 Yen for finding her...girl do you have any belongings except what you have on."

"Yes," I reply, in the building where I sleep, get them, may I."

After we leave there Okuio asks, "What do you have in there...also I did not find any one who owns you, but you know that do you not."

"Free I have been many years, emperor Meiji, will you now tell I am where I am."

"Emperor Meiji, girl he died many years ago, his great, great grandson Emperor Toshiwana is now emperor...I do not understand you, you know of Meiji when he lived and was Emperor."

"Before even, he was Crown prince Meiji, his favorite Oiran was I."

"Now you speak foolishly that would make you over 2 hundred years old...no matter, you are going to make me very wealthy, my little pleasure giver...once we are to my home, show me your musical talents."

Poor Okuio becomes tired of hearing all I know, the many seasonal dances, songs, my expert playing on the Samisen, flute, my many poems, my writing of calligraphy, so as he stops me, he asks, "Where, and how can you have learned all this and be so young."

"Age, like time, a mystery in mind, of man is...has no, to me, meaning...the Pleasure District of Osaka, The Shammichi, 3 Belacoi, my Oiran geisha house is there, take me so open it I may." Having created the street and broken down house as we spoke."

Okuio so completely confused by now simply goes there and as we get closer he says, "There is where you want to go, it is an old empty building although I do not remember seeing this street before."

"To the mortal eye, empty is, but, once eye open to inside, life springs forth." "You speak so strangely, why do you."

"Here are we, please kind sir, inside with me come."

Past what looks like rotten wooden doors we walk in and through a hall way in to a gloriously decorated area, with tapestries, large silk cushions setting around small tables, and many doors leading off this large room, so Okuio asks, "This is impossible, this could have just appeared out of nothing...Susiama, please can you not explain all of this to me."

"Spring, the cherry blossoms are, my name is; Susiama Haru No Atarashi Sakura Yamato...to you meaning must be known."

"It means you are springs new cherry blossom...but why the emperors last name...I plead with you Susiama, speak clearly so I may understand your meaning."

Smiling at him, I move close and kiss his lips, as I tell Okuio, "Common, you are, the royal court language to understand not...let me try to sound more common to you, yes, this is it, later after we leave, you come back alone, and see what you find, then ask me your questions...after you see, me please you shall bring back, this my home is...women you are a broker of, 5 young girls need I, 10 strong men...my attendants, 10 trainees, young 8-10 years between...go, now shall we."

We are silent all the way to his home, where after we get there, Okuio asks, "You appeared out of nowhere so that farmer tells me, how can I know you will be here when I return."

"A man's world, Japan still is, one another, we need."

"Where will I get the gold to pay for all these ones you want."

Lightly kissing his lips again, I reply, "At one time take each matter...my house 1st see you alone."

After a long time Okuio returns with such a bewildered look on his face as he all but shouts, "There is nothing there, not even a street."

Smiling brightly, I tell him, "Me you now see naked, waiting my prince...you...Okuio, me to take, will you...reveal in your mind all will."

As Okuio lays beside me I begin licking and kissing his body, and after an hour or more, of wildly passionate love, gasping he weakly says, "My god, you are a vixen...so tantalizing I cannot think right, how long before I must take you back to where I found nothing for you to live in."

"Sleep now my precious, tomorrow all else shall happen."

Realizing if I do not speak the common language as it seems no one will understand me, I try to make myself better understood as during our breakfast the next morning, which I create before waking Okuio, he asks again, "Although I do not understand what you are or how any of this is going to be, I am not going to question good fortune, so where do I get the gold to pay for the ones you asked me to get for you."

"Gold, which you have now, simply reach in your purse and see, 1st take me to my home, so I can ready it for my new girls."

So he does and pulls out a hand full of gold coins all stamped with the royal seal of Emperor Meiji, each worth 100,000 Yen, as I tell him, "Cheat no one, nor lie to them the girls are coming to me to learn to be Geisha...and those so disposed Courtesan Geisha, training to be Oiran Geisha, also you must go to the library and look and see if I was not Emperor Meiji's favorite Oiran, do not ask for it, go to the history section and look, the book is bright red and labeled Emperor Meiji's Oiran, Princess Susiama Haru No Atarashi Sakura Yamato. Since you noted the imperial families last name is also mine...I am his 2nd cousin."

"Please Susiama do not confuse me further, I have enough to try to understand now."

"Understand this, it is enough, from now on you will be one of the most successful operators of an Oiran geisha house in the Shammichi."

"It will take months to build the houses you are talking about, but here we are, shall I just leave you here alone."

"No one can harm me while I am in my house, until I am ready they cannot even see me. Please do not come back until you have all the ones I asked you to get for me...allow me a month at least."

As he looks totally bewildered because there is now the street and houses here, he just leaves mumbling to himself. When Okuio does come back and with a large trailer full of people like I wanted, as he walks up to me says, "Why have I been so favored to know who you actually are."

"You, understanding now have...see, look, it is always spring where I am...blossoms of the plum and cherry tree, ever blooming, the house of Yamato bright and lovely to see, these you brought, I will see now."

As I look over the girls Okuio brought for me to either have trained or train myself, I see they are all sweet, young lovely and adorably tempting girls, the ones he brought to be my attendants are so young and innocent looking, and I ask one whose name is Yuki, "Oh, my dearest you are so sweet, has any one ever passionately kissed you, and either way, may I kiss these lovely lips."

The poor girl is shy, and weakly replies, "No one has ever kissed me mistress, passonutli, I do not know what that is."

"How old are you darling."

"I am 6, mistress, do you now own me."

"Yes my precious as do I all of you, here my dearest."

I pull her to me and kiss her lips, pressing just enough, opening my lips, forcing my tongue in her mouth and she melts in my arms, sighing automatically, so as I pull back she comes with my lips still pressing on them, until I am too far apart from hers and I say, "Tonight after the 6 of you have been scrubbed and checked over you will sleep with me, nude of course, I wish to play with your bodies, and show you what I enjoy from you...Okuio, you did well...you will need to be without my body for a time, if you must have a woman, tell me and I will get you one whom I know is clean, there will be no sickness in my house, for now I am the only one who will sell myself and only to the most wealthy Daimyo, now you men if you ever touch one of my girls in a sexual manor you'll be beaten half to death, do you understand me, and never believe you can over power me, because you cannot, I know martial arts far too well, and I can kill any one of you; to prove my abilities so easily, now in side for a good washing."

The next few days are terribly difficult, my girls washed and looked over closely, but that 1st night with my 6 attendants we all fondle one another's bodies, especially them mine, as I kiss their bodies. Then I tell the men, "I now tell you the same as I did Okuio, if you need a woman, tell me and I shall get you one who I know is clean, the 1st sign of deceit will bring that one a slow a horror able death." One looks at me with a grin on his face, so I ask, "You, Tosho...what is so funny about death."

"For a little woman you talk bi..."

In 3 quick blows he's on the floor holding his nuts; blood streaming from his middle and screaming because of the pain, so I put my hand over the cut in his belly, stopping the bleeding, as I look around and say, "I purposely cause this to happen so you will know I can do what I tell you, when I am so disposed you will find me the greatest of lovers, if you anger me, your executioner. Now leave us, so I may heal poor Tosho."

After they'd gone, I take my hand away, and he is not bleeding and feels better, and asks, "You are a sorceress, I am healed already."

"Tell no one, keep it bandaged for a time, I will tell you when to take it off, now, get between my legs and pleasure me with your tongue on my clit, I'll tell you when you are doing it right, swing around so I may fondle your prick and Testicles."

Shortly I see he is going to ejaculate so I cover his cock with my lips as he gushes cum between my lips, into my mouth and I swallow it, and as he starts to pull away, I tell him, "Tosho you have not pleased me yet, continue with what you are doing."

Soon I have a roaring orgasm and stop him, so he asks, "My mistress, why did you give me such pleasure when I have offended you."

"Because you showed spirit and bravery in spite of what I said, until another gives me more pleasure you shall...until I tire of you, shall be my body servant...do you know what that is."

"May I smile mistress?"

"You are a conceded bastard Tosho, but I am an even more conceded bitch...now leave me, and send in my young girls, I wish to fondle them now...oh, yes and tell Okuio I have need of him, at once."

All of them have been listening out side my door, so Okuio is here at once and asks, "Susiama, what need of me do you have."

"In back I have a walled area, where we will practice my parade...as soon as they know what to do, you shall dress very wealthy, come to one of the tea houses, send for me and we shall have tea and talk, do you understand what I am going." "Yes, you are sharp, that will work very well, after I shall see to it your renown and sensuousness is known all over Osaka."

After a few weeks of practice Okuio asks, "Must we not act soon, is your gold never ending."

"The blossoms...stop they ever from blooming here. I as long, am here, my gold reserve that is."

After a few more weeks I have this large parade through the Shammichi, and every courtesan, Oiran and even common prostitutes come out to see who I am, of course none of them know me, but with a parade of 16 people, moving ever so slowly, snaking our way through the streets, all my Maiko Oiran Geisha wearing their Obi tied in front, my little attendants the same, richly dressed in many kimonos, clogs and me in foot high 3 finger geta clogs, our white faces and deep red lips sparkling in the sun, our hair high on our heads, with many combs, flowers, golden rods, jewels hanging from all of our heads as Okuio drives to the tea house in a splendid carriage, gets out, goes in and sets waiting for me to arrive, making sure the tea house is owned by a well known mistress, who has many geisha girls to entertain us, so as the afternoon goes on and the geisha have done their entertaining I ask, "Noble sir, do you wish me to perform for you myself...geisha perform one type of dance and song, mine is to tantalize your senses."

And soon after I finish Okuio asks, "Have I proven myself worthy of you, my precious Princess Susiama Haru No Atarashi Sakura

Yamato " Making sure to say my complete name so others may hear it, especially the geisha who are here playing for us, because they will tell every one who this new Oiran is. Then I send him away, telling him to come back tomorrow, and write me tonight.

The next day we play our game, until he tells them, "Geisha attend us please."

Much later after poor Okuio has expended himself damn near blind on me and I have put on a show of such monstrous proportion proving my sensuousness and abilities in sexualities all the geisha are talking among themselves as to who I am and where did I come from, especially after they see Okuio pay me 1,750,000 Yen for my services. Within a few days of my opening so to speak, I have a visit from the rep of the shogunate Yagitoga who tells me, "My master has sent me to tell you he knows you not, and why are you here, and have paid no taxes."

"Ask your master if he will be so kind as to look or ask his accountants he will see my taxes are paid through the next hundred years, they were paid by my predecessors over 200 hundred years ago.. wait, I will give you a copy of my receipt."

After he leaves, and Okuio asks, "Can that be true Susiama."

"Surely Okuio, you do not believe I will lie to the Shogun, he has power over our lives. Now gather my Maiko I must start their training with earnest now, for we will need more than me to support this house."

Very shortly we begin getting men coming to take one of my trainees, so I tell the 1st one, "None of my girls has ever been with a man, so 1st a deflowering of them must take place, and for that I need to auction them off to the highest bidder...bidding to begin at 1,000,000 Yen."

So they all leave, mad because of my ridiculous price, but my girls will only cater to the most wealthy, therefore not allowing room for sickness, so with me training during the days and entertaining men at night, my 24 hour days are very full, and Okuio begins worrying about me, and asks, "My princess, please slow your pace you cannot keep this up too long."

Kissing his lips tenderly, I reply, "Why, Okuio, so sweet of you to care...or is it the Yen you worry about...no of course not, you truly care for me do you not my precious love."

"Yes Susiama, I do so deeply."

"Then also remember I have an uncommon mortality, more immortality than mortality, never fear my love, nothing can harm me."

Then the rep from the Shogun comes back and asks, "My master wishes to talk to you, he will be here tomorrow, you will make yourself available for him." "Please if you will, in my tea house next door, I shall see him whenever he wishes, if he will let me know before he arrives so I may be ready to receive the most honorable Shogun Yagitoga."

So in my tea house as we drink some, he tells me, "I find no records of births, yet your Yamato family has owned this area for over 500 years, even before there was a Shammichi,, and in truth you owe me nothing...I am not usually taken by your kind, but you seem far more then real to me, entertain me."

"As you wish my lord Yagitoga."

After I have he then says, "Truly even more deserving to be heard by myself than the finest Geisha, so show me what they cannot."

"My lord Yagitoga if I may be so bold as to ask, will you refrain from becoming overly excited until you no longer can, and attack me savagely, my bruises will heal."

"How delightfully magical of you to enjoy pain when I enjoy giving it so readily." When he finally explodes from his composure and so viciously takes my every orifice, he falls off me gasping and breathing heavily, as he weakly says, "My god you are a wanton whore, will you work me to my death."

"My master I was but receiving what you were giving...never have I had such mightiness...stamina, and forcefulness...please my lord, give me time to recover before you need more of me."

He's fallen asleep, laying there looking so harmless, I actually wanted to stay with him, but it is not done, so I gather my things, with the help of my attendants and walk next door to my home, and Yuki asks, "My mistress, will we ever need to put up with such terror able pain as you did tonight."

"No my precious little flower, I will never allow a man to touch any of you, for you all are mine alone, although some day you may wish to leave me."

"For what reason mistress, can one's life be any better."

"I do not believe so, but some day also you will become too old to be my attendants, so then if you want you can become geisha and only entertain men, not giving into their passions not as my other girls are being trained to do, they 1st will be deflowered, then in time begin having wealthy men partake of their favors..."

By now I have all my girls setting around me, so one, a Maiko asks, "Deflowered mistress, when will that happen to us."

"Are you looking forward to it my little Tushi."

"We have all witnessed your pleasure as men have taken you and...yes, we long for the experience also."

"Then as soon as I have men who are with me for the 3rd or 4th time, I shall ask one if he will give you a sample of this blissfulness I have almost nightly."

After a many months my Maiko are progressing nicely and my little attendants are even more loving to me, so one night as I entertain Lord Togiawna, I ask him, "My Lord Togiawana you have asked and need given the position as one of my patrons, you know my love for you, and my constant desires for you, I have a small request...my Maiko here, Tushi desires you also, will you give her just a little of your passion this night of splendor and lustfulness for me. you are such a tender lover, I know you will not harm her, she has never felt a man's love before." Knowing of course he will not.

"But Susiama, this requires a bidding, the deflowering of a virgin is a great honor and worth so must Yen."

"I know my lord, but I fear for my Maiko, they not to be harmed."

"No, I will not, but this I will do, I will gather men I know will not harm them, and we shall bid on their deflowering of their virginity."

"For this, my master I shall give you myself for a months pay."

"Princess Susiama I have never met a courtesan such as you, so sweet and tender hearted...no my pet, this I will not do either, you are an unforgettable experience; one which whoever has experienced you, never wants another and even though these are trained by you, none can ever hope to attain your expertise over men's passions and desires, I shall not take from you to have one of your Maiko."

"Then please my lord and master allow me to further give you splendor this night."

"You are also an enigma princess, for the kimonos you wear to come to me are worth half my fortune, and you wear different ones each time...6-8 layered over another. Gold, jewels, and silver, Yet you are so humble before me, like one of my servants, or even slaves."

"Love causes women to do strange things my lord. Wealth has nothing to do with love."

"And how many do you love Princess."

"Oh, my lord now you are teasing me, you know as yet you are my only lover, although there may be others who come to me for pleasure and to be tantalized by me, they do not have from me what you do."

It was much later, months after that I received a summons from the palace, and upon arriving I am taken into a room, and told to wait. Shortly a man walks in and looks so much like one of the emperors who had me as his favorite Tayu long ago, so I know he is the emperor, so I bow and humbly ask, "How may I be of service to you your imperial majesty, emperor of all Japan." "Stand child, let me look closely in your eyes...by the Kami of Shinto...you are her, yet how can this be, for you would need to be hundreds of years old."

"If I may your imperial majesty, desire and lust may cloud ones vision, as daughter, down the line look the same as their famous mothers, there is but one Kami that lives within this branch of the Yamato family, therefore I lay my body bare before you, and ask only that you ravish it with vigor and a determined mind."

As almost like magic my several kimonos drop to the floor revealing my sweet, perfect, & small, but tantalizing figure. And surprising me greatly he smiles and says, "You may say all you will, but one's actions are never changed, Princess Susiama, giver of pleasure for my family for so very many hundred's of years, get on your knees, crawl to me and tantalize me."

As I crawl to him, I say, "Togi, my precious, please do not ignore my other orifices...you thrill and fascinate my imagination, treat me as you will, I will be yours."

Hours later after my sweet Togi has exhausted himself on my body, as he recovers he tells me, "As did my father, father's father and on back in the history we have together, send for clothing you will be here a week, for this I shall pay you 2 million Yen, I know it is not much, but damn you, you control most of the families assets now, but because of your position I must pay you something honorable...oh, yes and you little whore, take our family name off your whore house."

"Yes my lord and master, will you beat me for my indiscretion."

"No that would only give you reason to be more in love with me than you are, no my little Oiran I have other ways of punishing you...why did you ever put it there."

"Only to attract your attention, knowing your spies would tell you."

"Princess Susiama, you are a demon, will you ever change...come my pet, tantalize my senses, this way I at least will know you are too busy to madden me."

The next morning at breakfast Empress Chanasi, casually tells me, "Oh Princess Susiama it seems years since we saw you last, you naughty little girl where have you been."

"It has been so very many year your majesty you were a young child running free among the plum and cherry trees when last I was here."

Smiling coyly at me, and leaning close she says, "After breakfast."

Then every one not seeing this exchange continues eating, after, as every one goes to their rooms to rest or to do some business, Chan walks into the orchard, glancing back at me, so waiting until she is out of sight, I follow, deep in it where no one can see us, she runs to me madly kissing my lips then says, "No one has ever pleased me as you did, so long ago, please Susi, give me more."

"Lean against this tree Chan, and hold on to these branches, you become so excited I do not wish for you to fall and harm yourself."

Later as Chan has a roaring orgasm she tightens her legs and squeezes my head until I feel like she has flattened it, as she slowly sinks to the ground, weakly pulling my face to hers and kissing my lips wildly, bits my neck hurtfully then says, "You are such a terribly bitch of a whore Susi, I shall never have enough of you."

"Late tonight after Togi has weakened himself on my body and fallen asleep, I shall come to you, cover your face with a pillow, while I tantalize you into desirous ecstatic ecstasy. But now my love set and allow me to expand your mind."

"What are you talking about."

"My beginning is before recorded time, here I will show you just a glance of it."

I suddenly disappear, as millions of tiny creatures so small the mortal eye can scarcely see buzz around her face and lips, tickling them, and almost tormenting her, until I am setting on her shoulder, and loudly say, "The world of the wood sprite my lady, is my world."

Then in a blink of the eye, all is as it was, she sees me setting next to her and asks, "Was that real, Susi."

"Reality my darling is that which one sees in their mind as such, it is real to you, therefore it is so. We must be getting back before the emperor wonders." The week was far more then interesting as I entertained so many of the royal family, both women and men, but my nights were all Togi's, until of course he collapsed due to exhaustion, then to Chan's bedroom. So was we rode back to my house in the pleasure district, Yemasi my little attendant asks, "Where did you go each night I was alone so much, until one very nice lady came to sleep with me, but even she was gone when I awoke."

"I am so very sorry darling but I have been working that is why they asked me there, to have certain ones take me nightly."

"But mistress, to be so honored by the emperor."

"My dearest the emperor and I are cousins I have been so honored by every emperor for the past so very many years, plus military governors, Shoguns, nobles, and wealthy merchants, pray to your Kami nightly thanking her for you being my possession, any other would not be so loving and caring toward you as I...you adorably irresistible little doll, how I love to feel your lips pressed against mine."

The next big event was the deflowering of my Maiko, my lord

Togiawa made good his word as 30 very wealthy and kind men gathered to bid on my girls, I'd rented a large hall where we can all enjoy our selves with drinks and them watching my Maiko perform having supernaturally implanted in their minds all the seasonal dances, songs and etc. to rival any geisha, and since we had many geisha owned by the house I rented the hall they witnessed my lovely young girls and their exultant performances worthy of any full Geiko as well as the men who came to bid on them realized how extraordinary they all are, and because these men are so interested in their abilities, it was not until the next afternoon they begin the bidding, 10 adorably irresistible young virgins, each going for millions of Yen, and to my surprise my lord Togiawa did not end with any of them, so after as each couple went off to a room to consummate this evening Togiawa asks, "Will you honor me with your presence tonight Princess Susiama."

"Oh, yes my lord, I shall need you desperately this evening to keep my mind from what is happening to my lovely young Maiko...my lord, I have such a great capacity for loving within me, and now my precious young girls are finding out how wondrous men truly are...my lord, will I be too forward if I ask you to treat me like a child tonight and coddle me."

"You will never cease to amaze me Princess Susiama, just when I think I know your every mood, you do this to me, causing me to lose control of your moods all together, but yes, if you can actually allow me to coddle you, instead of you controlling me, it will be an honor."

Within a few weeks I begin training my attendants for Geisha, and ask Okuio to find me another 6 young girls, not over 5, years of age to be my attendants, as well as another 10 between 8-10 to begin courtesan Geisha training, then time as it always does for me, begins passing so rapidly before I realize it Okuio has retired, my courtesan geisha have become Oiran, as our fame grows some afternoons we have 3-5 parades to appointments by my Oiran, those 1st 6 darling young girls are of age to be deflowered and although no one really sees me without make up on others are starting to ask questions about this infamous Oiran who runs the most popular house in the district, the capital having been changed to Kyoto and the Shimabara opened there, as

every so many years I must disappear and reappear as another member of my family, but this time because of the heavy make up I wear whenever I go out, no one has ever seen me, I choose to stay, and keep turning over my people, then many years later while I am in the palace Emperor Togiwana and empress Chanasi far past the time he wants me and her just wanting me to cuddle her, Togi asks me, "Princess Susiama, where do you go between life times."

"I do not go anywhere my master, I simply retreat from society then reemerge as my descendant, but of course that is if my house is empty, which it is not now."

"You had better empty it Princess, and after come here to stay with us until you make your return."

"I fear my master this time I cannot, I have so many in training and active Oiran entertaining so many patrons."

"The Shogun is moving and making what is now a small fishing village the new capital, what will you do then...for we will be there also, and my son is looking forward to having you as his."

"Then I shall sell to my best Oiran and come there so we can still be close my master."

"Princess Susiama why do you not settle and take a husband."

"Hundreds of years entertaining other wealthy women's husbands has taught me to never wed, a wife in Japan is to keep house and raise children, I care little for either. No, the water and willow world, will always be my home."

Back at my house as I look over the many I have here now, close to 50, as the parades of my Oiran extends blocks.

Other then the emperor and his family I keep no other patron nor do I parade as I did, because my visitors do not wish to be known, so I steal away to their homes where I entertain them, one such, the governor of Osaka, a long and difficult ride in a closed 2 horse drawn wagon takes me half a day arriving late afternoon, he sends a messenger to me and tells me to come with him to where I will meet Governor Herosaki which is an inn where we are not known, he rents a room with many geisha to entertain us and as I walk in I see this gorgeous man seated, who does not raise, but tells me to set next him, the music already being performed and 3 Geisha dancing he asks, "It is good of you to come here, such a long ride, tonight we shall talk, so you may rest, tomorrow I wish you to tantalize me...here smoke from my opium pipe Princess Susiama."

"Many thanks my lord and master, but I am not fatigued...it has been a restful trip, I long for you my lord, just seeing you excites me...for you are so exquisitely handsome and dashing. My breath is taken away with your expectant expertise in matters of love."

"To be so admired by one who has met me for the 1st time also excites my senses, my lady Princess Susiama, thus, as the Geisha play, dance for me." "Your every passing thought is my command my lord and master...perhaps my own creation a dance of seduction and sensuality to alight your loins even more for my nakedness before you."

As I dance a wicked little number I created hundreds of years ago, and kept for only my favorite patrons, I see him puffing on the opium far too quickly, fearing he will become useless to us both, I crumble at his feet, kissing them and crying, "My love, please tease me no more, I need to thrill, tantalize and spell bind your mind."

Roughly grabbing me, and throwing me down he kisses my lips smearing my lipstick, and make up, not seeming to care he tells me, "Undress us wench and show me what I have paid so much for."

"As you command my lord."

Far too soon he is beginning to weaken and become overly desirous of my body, After later as he completely expends himself on my body, he orders me, "As I rest, have geisha help to renew you for me; tomorrow morning be here, do not leave as is your custom, I shall weaken you so that you cannot walk from this place before I let you go."

"I pray you do my lord, I hunger still for more of you."

As he sleeps a geisha named Tonase, as she assists me, says, "Even in Osaka we have heard of you Princess Susiama , for such a little thing where do you hide such never ending stamina, and to enjoy such terribly painfulness from a large man like the Governor...how can you stand it."

"How many men have you given yourself to Tonase...or do you over come the stigma of Geisha and enjoy them as they come."

"We are all courtesans Princess, what you would name Oiran Geisha...but none such as you; yet you look so young to be so talented from where did you learn to be so."

"Mostly self taught, simply knowing what excites me and giving that to men, and as yet none have complained that I do not know what I am doing."

"Our master means to keep you here for a time... Princess, during the day, when he is other wise occupied will you so favor us."

"If I may teach you more than you feel as though you now know, yes, I shall give you my secrets, they are all in my love making, which you witnessed." "There Princess your hair is perfect now. Do not dress, for he will rip them off you if you do, he enjoys a good long session of love before eating and no make up Princess, he tolerated it tonight, but hates it...you have your own house do you not, how many women have you."

"Catering to only the very wealthiest I have 20 Oiran, 10 courtesan, 30 prostitutes, 6 attendants...10 large strong men as my body guards."

"But yet you came here alone."

"As I was so ordered. I certainly did not wish to seem distrustful of my lover...even though it is my 1st time meeting such a gallant man as he, tell me Tonase, how long have you done so."

"I was sold to this house at 3, began entertaining men sexually at 7, I am now only 22, we as you cater to only the wealthy up standing married men, who has no sicknesses, if we falter and become sick we are deposed of...quickly our patrons are few we make no Yen,. Only pay for our keep...your kimonos cost more than all of us make for the house a year, do you make them."

"Now yes, I have kimono dating back hundreds of years, all of which has been in my family since before emperor Geiji was. These I brought are not among them, they are now very thin silk hand painted scenes from the water and willow world from which I came, stay and always will be."

"Emperor Geiji, when was he emperor, I do not know that name."

"In the 7th century BCE many years ago, we began as wandering women by the rivers, some times in boats, stopping next to large junks full of desirous men who would treat us terribly, but we made much Yen even back then."

"Your sir name Princess the same as our emperor, there cannot be any relation between you."

"We are cousins, we were even before that branch of the family was given the throne of Japan, from us they got the gold to have the palace they now live in built."

Now she's looking at me like I am teasing her, and then says, "Oh, you, you are teasing me now, this cannot be, one of the royal family being the most knowledgeable, sensuous, seductive and lovely Oiran in all Japan...oh look Princess Susiama, morning comes I have kept you awake all night, how will you ever please our master now."

"By drawing on my families Kami to strengthen my resolve and overwhelm him this bright glorious morning, now tend to your duties, as I wait for my lord to stir."

As Herosaki wakes, he smilingly says, as he pulls me to himself, "As I want you bare of clothing, that terrible white in your face, and your hair plain, look see my desire is full."

He is as gentle as can be this morning and pleased us both immensely then tells me, "I will be gone until 5 tonight, make yourself comfortable, and if you want go in town and shop."

But little Tonase had other ideas and convinced me to stay with the promise she will take me tomorrow and buy for me getting whatever I want for much less than it would cost me, so then we lay on her bed and kiss one another, as we speak wonderfully pleasing words of prose to one another, then that night with my lord he takes me again trying to wear me down, by the end of that week, my poor weakened lord Governor Heroaski is beat to hell and tells me, "20 million Yen I pay you, is this sufficient."

"My gracious lord that is way above what we settled upon."

"You gave me far more than simply Yen can satisfy, and my swiftest carriage will have you back in Kyoto much faster than when you came, I shall send a messenger when I want you next."

"My lord, if I need you sooner, may I come here to have you."

"Not at these prices."

"If I come on my own accord the cost will be mine my precious lord and master."

"Now who is teasing whom, we know better than that, whores like you do not give themselves to men for the pleasure of it."

So sooner than I expected I am back on Kyoto in my house, where Tenasi asks, "My mistress we wondered if you had fallen in love with the Governor, you were gone so long."

"Possibly Tenasi, for he is a gallantly handsome young man with overwhelming passion and the warmth of an angel...but to other matters, are all my ladies here."

"Yes my mistress, then bring them all to me now, also bring the common opium pipe and rice wine."

After they are all setting in a circle around me, I tell them, "Between you all you have around 20 million Yen monthly to spend, 20 million going to me from your entertaining of clients and patrons...which means in 1 year at 40 million a month you can own my geisha house furnishings and attendants, guards & all; since it is your wish to some day have your own house I wish the lot of you and myself talk this over, there certain is enough space for you all to do your work from here, and train others as well."

Suddenly I have a room full of softly crying young ladies, as Tenasi, tearfully asks, "What have we done that you no longer want us my precious mistress and love."

"Few know this so do not speak of it to any one, the Shogun is moving the capital, and where the emperor is I am also...I am asking you this so if you truly do wish your own house here is the chance to have the wealthiest one in the Shimabara, I shall be building the pleasure district there." "You are angry with us, what have we done to so displease you so, why can we not go there with you, none of us ever wish to not be close to you my precious Princess Susiama."

Looking out over them I ask, "So speak you all, even you men."

They all looked so sad and after telling me how much they all wanted to never leave me, I tell them, "Clients will come slowly there, so here is what we shall do, 2 guards come with myself and one of the Oiran, and forever long it takes to build my supply of willing, wealthy, well established hi society men, some of you will come there as it too builds up, I was hoping to leave this house open, possibly there is enough time we can do both...now please cry no longer, we shall stay together as you wish."

Days later while I am again at the palace Togi tells me, "The rest of Shogun Yagitoga's plans have revealed themselves to us, we are not moving now, only Yagitoga is, he wishes us and he to be apart more, we may be the imperial house, but he rules Japan, something my son has thoughts about...and speaking of Crown prince Herito he wishes your company while you are here this week, you know he has not wed yet, smoother him with your talents my lovely cousin, you may end up as the crown princess."

"Togi we have talked about that you know that is impossible for me to do. For I am a lover of married men, not one of their wives who set home wondering if they husbands are with me, my position is far better than a common wife." "Common, indeed, within a few years you will be Empress Susiama, but let us not speak of this now, he has yet to even taste your delicacies...come Susi, have tea in the garden with us."

I see you have given in to my new order for when you come to the palace, your kimono and Obi as bright as pleases us, but your make up toned and your hair with far less rods and golden pins, so now you look more like a Maiko except for the Obi tied in front than what you truly are, the Oiran extraordinaire, untouchable to any who do not move you upon your 1st meeting, demanding and receiving one million Yen per visit. Geisha dancing, Shamisen & flute playing, poet, the finest calligraphy, sharper wit than most men, comical, even getty, if it is called for, knowledgeable in world affairs, trade, commerce, moneys world wide, philosophy, taxes, the plight of commoners, table manors of the royal court, and our favorite Japanese history, of which you have lived through most of, and then not actually you but your Kami who dwells within you, creates an aria around you, draws others into it, giving them no actual knowledge of yourself but rendering them all but helpless before you...if you so wish, is there any aspect of life and the world we live in you know little or nothing about."

Actually kneeling before him and kissing the hem of his kimono, I softly reply, "So very many areas, I do not have a library large enough to hold what I have yet to learn." "Haaa-haaa...there in lies my power over you, we do, now find another reason you cannot stay in the palace where you belong."

"My lord, what is it you wish from me to want me here with you so much you will toy with me in these word games looking for my weaknesses."

"Chan, shall we tell Princess Susiama what we need from her now."

"Pray yes Togi, you have teased the poor girl long enough."

"Our son, Henito has taken a fancy to his 3rd cousin Herrito, then have been together any number of times, but Herrito has not become pregnant, their wedding is coming soon, other than a few older uncles and one rather stupid cousin there has been no male heirs born to my family..."

Chan then speaks up, "Think long on this my precious young Oiran, will you submit to becoming impregnated by Henito."

"My lord, master and mistress, this I can in no way refuse, you are my only family, of course, although should you not wait until he has her alone much more, or even better let me relax her before the wedding night, she may be just young a frightened, which can cause women to not conceive, but if the time comes that you must need me for this, you know I will gladly do it."

Heroto has been standing behind me, they did not give me any sign at all that he is, until I feel his hands on my neck and shoulders as he light massages my neck, and instantly he sees he knows one of my weaknesses, so walking around to be next to me, he bows as he says, "Princess Susiama, my father has told me much about you...and all wonderfully exquisite as, now that I see you, you are also, such radiant natural beauty you hide under that white make up, when as I look at you, I see the sun goddess herself has adored your lovely facial features."

I actually blush from such glowing, pleasing remarks made to me, as I coyly lower my head, raise my eyes to look up at Heroto and reply,

"Such gallantry of words can surly win the heart of any woman,

as they have opened mine to receive more from your sweet lips...

can this be the crown prince or a wandering minstrel,

who upon bringing young innocent girls from the protection of their homes, whisks them away with yet more enticing words of sweetness and love,

soon to yield them in an euphorically delirious state of ecstatic ecstasy, wanting...no breathlessly yeaning to feel his touch."

They just set there staring at me, until Chan softly says, "My dear Susi, that is beautiful, who wrote it...how foolish of me, you did...tell us dear how long ago." "In the early hours of Japan's being, from myself to crown Prince Geiji, after he sent me a 6 page poem expounding on my beauty."

Togi then says, "Bravo to Geiji, I never would have believed such a bully of a man could be so eloquent."

Poor Heroto has been standing there looking between us, and finally asks, "Father Emperor Geiji ruled in the 9th century BCE...is this a game you play between yourselves."

Realizing then, Heroto has no understanding of who I actually am, he laughs as he replies, "Susi and I have played this game since childhood, when she was here to entertain my grandfather, Susi darling, take Heroto walking possibly some of your aria may radiate toward...thus into him."

Smiling brightly, I stand lean close to Heroto, kiss his lips lightly as I say, "Come my prince and see what you have missed in your orchard."

"Missed, trees, what is there to miss little one."

I giggle like a school girl as I reply, "The sprits and fairies, gnomes and tiny shadow ones where brownies, elves, nixies, & pixies, live under the toadstools, come my precious and see for yourself, they and I are one."

"I have never been near such a light hearted minx of such impossible nature as you Princess Susiama, where do you come from."

"We are not here to talk of me, but...ooohhh...quick. Look see there they are." He glances where I pointed my finger and a vision caused a group of flowers to move, where there is nothing to move them, as poor Heroto softly asks, "What was there, a frog perhaps."

"No darling that is a fairy."

Looking intently into his eyes, my lips slightly parted, and a terrible look of need in my eyes, he gently pulls me to himself, kisses my lips, pressing just enough, drops his hand to my ass and pulls it tight against his pelvis, as I ask, "Please my precious lean against the tree behind you, close your eyes and dream a million dreams of sensuousness, seduction and feel such ecstatic ecstasy as to subdue even the mightiest of men."

Later as he just slumps to the ground, as he sets there, feeling dizzy and light headed, eyes half open he suddenly says, "By the Kami of Shinto...they are everywhere, thousands of them...ooohhh, Susi I must have more of you, you have brought me into the sun and I must have as much of this euphoria as I can hold."

"Please my precious prince help me to my room, you will stay with me, until I feel better...please say yes."

"You are such a little thing I shall carry you there."

Once there he sets on the side of my bed and asks, "My father told me we are cousins, from what part of the family are you."

"Long before time the Yamato family were merchants, and gathered much wealth, when we took to Government and ruled fairly, we still had need of the military, the shoguns ruled them, so when war came, the shogun took our nation from us, killing many of the Yamato family, who would have been Togi's brothers, would have been my father...my dearest please do not attempt to understand it all, I certainly do not...will you now kiss me more, revive me with your love darling so I may tantalize your senses with mine."

Much later as we're laying close and trying to recover from such explosive climaxes from us both,

I tearfully ask, "I do please you, do I not Heroto, I must please you, you are my life right now."

"Please me...ooohhh...Susi, that is so understated, fulfill, satisfy, and if only I knew more terms that pertain to such an euphorically delirious wonderment which I have been experiencing ever since under that plum tree, but tell me please my father tells me you will not wed me, why, do you not love me."

"With you I wish to be as much as humanly possible, as your wife, you would be with another me, that is as it is in Japan, wives are not a part of men's occasional life they clean house, tend children, wait on men hand and foot, never allowed to speak; slavery I call it, where as I choose my lovers, allowing only the very best to taste my favors if you truly love me deeply enough you will have me as your mistress, supporting my life style, showering me with expensive gifts...plus my price per month as you fathers before you have so willingly done, for which you will be even more showered with my desire, passion, lustfulness, and humility...I humble myself before, groveling at your feet pleading for your attentions, and rewarding you the likes of which mortal man can hardly stand before, now tell me in all truth, which do you prefer, me to be your over worked slaving wife, or your mistress who gives you what no other woman is able...because of lack of knowledge; in so very pleasingly satisfying your every sexual desire and want...look my precious, it has a mind of its own, and wants more of my body even now."

"Oh, Susi can I refuse you, no, nor could any of our family."

Within a few months my precious prince Heroto is wed to our cousin Princess Hennito, who is a lovely young girl, raised in the strict Japanese fashion and had never felt a man before Heroto took her 1st just months ago, and there those who knew me, saw a different Susi dressed in a silk flowered kimono, Obi tied in back, my hair down, just enough make up to accent my features, and after as they are opening presents I ask Heroto, "If whatever you wished for could be yours, what would it be."

Heroto quickly replies, "To have my darling with child before your honey moon is over."

So I whisper to Hennito, "What do you wish for most."

"I must respect my husbands wishes, the same."

"Then it shall be so, until then take this small token of my love for you both." Heroto sees what I have in my hands and says, "Princess Susiama this is pure gold...a dinning set and for so many, including wine goblets and this wine, rice, yet so deep in color."

Whispering in his ear I tell Heroto, "Have Hennito drink from one of these wine goblets before you retire, each evening, when she is with child, you will know." Then I say loudly, "I give my special blessing on this wedded couple, they will have many children and live a long and wonderfully happy life together."

As I walk away from the crowd, Togi says, "Possibly only I fully realize the importance of what you just did for my son and his wife, thank you ever so much Susi, how can we ever repay you for such a lasting and precious gift." "Togi, my love for Heroto is as mine is for you, so his happiness is my most important concern, Hennito will have easy births, and remind them to pray daily at the shrine on the palace grounds."

You will stay and join in the festivities will you not."

"I was not, but you are right Togi, so yes let us join the rest."

After an evening of most every one drinking far too much, as I am about to leave Togi come to me and asks, "My nephew Timiko has been staring at you all evening, he has never been with a woman can I convince you to give him a thrill tonight."

I'd had just enough to drink to be silly and agreeable, so I ask, "Is Timiko that very young boy who kept trying to feel my ass all night."

"That is Timiko, only 10 and already to begin learning about women, his parents are not here, they left right after the

wedding, so we'll some how convince him to never repeat what is about to happen to him."

"Please if you will send him to my room, give me an hour, I have deflowered only a few young boys and each one was a treat."

So later as he opens my door, he sees me laying on the bed dressed in only a transparent gown, and as I sensuously exhale smoke from my lips, I say, "Please noble sir come to me and expend yourself upon my tiny body."

Poor frightened little Timiko walks slowly toward me and as he gets to me, he asks, "Uncle Togi tells me that if I never say anything about tonight you will show me what you have so many others...euphoric delirious ecstatic ecstasy ...did I say it right."

"Yes my precious child, do you know what that means."

"No maim."

"My name is Susi, darling, now here allow me to disrobe you, it means my dearest little love, you will soon lose track of time and where you are, as my sprites and pixies tickle your very skin...there darling now lie close to me and try to not overwhelm me with your lustfulness for my tiny body...ooohhh...your skin is so soft and clear of hair, please allow me to cover you with my lips and tongue."

As my precious little boy become insane with wild, excitable moans and cries, so deeply caught up in my passion, as every few minutes he ejaculates, he soon begins squirming and almost crying he pleads, "Get them off me Susi, they tickle terribly."

"I cannot darling, they and I are one, they tickle myself also, but is it not pleasant."

Hours later he just falls asleep, to tired he could not keep his eyes open any longer. Between my attendants and myself we get him into his room and Tenase asks me, "Are young boys as sweet as you say we are mistress."

"Not in any way darling, but my master asked me to do this."

"Mistress did I really see tiny creature dancing and playing on your bodies as you made love to him."

"I do each time I make love to a person, you've never felt them as we have loved each other."

"Yes, but I had never seen them before tonight."

"Watch closer after this, they and I are one, you will see them, now lay close to me, let us sleep for a time."

The next day we went back to the pleasure district, and I have a letter from Shogun Yagitoga, a sweet lovely little poem asking me if I will see him soon. So I write back;

"As I read your letter the umpteenth time

My heart quickened, my tears of longing too

Come to me my love

We shall drink in one another's desires."

For a few weeks letter flowed back and forth between us, until one day I give him permission and be in my 1st tea house tomorrow at 3 PM, so that day my procession was 3 blocks long as every one came out to see me, especially since no one has seen one in years, for all my appointments have been secret and privately done and after I arrive, and we are setting drinking tea, Tago tells me, "You know I am moving everything but the emperor, I wish you to come as my mistress."

I could not hold back my tears as they ran my make up I dropped to my knees, crying, "Please my lord do not punish me for this, but alas, I cannot, for the emperor is my patron and my cousin. Can you some how forgive me my lord and master."

Tago explodes in anger, sweeps the table clear and yells, "Geisha get out."

Once they are gone he softly says, "You will come with me willingly or I shall have you beaten and enslaved as my sex mistress."

"And break every law you made for women such as myself, you gave me freedom to pick and choose, now you are taking that away, what will your subjects say about a shogun who cannot keep his own laws."

"How dare you raise your voice to me, your shogun."

He slaps me so hard I bounce off the wall, lift myself up staring at his eyes, with all my might, as the walls begin shaking, the floor rattling, and he screams, and falls dead, and I faint. As I come to, I see I am in the palace, and Chanasi, asks, "Susi darling are you feeling better now."

"What has happened was I not arrested for the shogun's death."

Heroto is here also, and tells me, "There were far too many witnesses, you were across the room from him, he died of a heart attack, as an earthquake occurred whatever happened it certainly did upset him, Father has taken this opportunity, allied enough Generals and taken over the government, he of course cannot be here now, he is very busy, which I also am, so mother, Hennito take good care of our lovely Princess Susiama, but for her, we would still be under that rotten Shogun Yagitoga."

After; Chan asks, "Whatever did you do to cause him to become so upset." "Yago asked me to come with him and be his mistress, I told him I could not because of my love for all of you, especially emperor Togiwana, he then threatened to take me by force, so I reminded him he was breaking his own laws, then he hit me...mother Chan, my head hurts so badly."

"The doctor tells us you have a concussion meaning you jarred your brain, possibly cracked your skull."

I naturally begin crying as I softly say, "I cannot believe I let this happen, I've never been hit before, because I usually know what ones are thinking even before they do, some times, he was so quick...forgive me my Kami, but it is good he is dead, for I would kill him if he was not."

Then Hennito tells me, "Heroto tells me our father believe it is your Kami that killed the shogun, and you know how wise he is."

"Hennito what are you two doing back from your honeymoon so quickly."

"Well Heroto and I actually came back to share our love with you, especially after the 1st night, just as you told us, I knew I am with not child, but 2 children...ooohhh...Princess Susiama we owe you so very much, will you let us express it with our love for you."

"This is very selfish of me, but you are just what I need right now, a sweet soft precious lover to heal my injury."

"And help me understand the love there is between you, Togiwana, mother you also have loved Susi, and my darling husband, and what you tell us about the Shogun ready to break his own laws just to possess you, I must know why you are loved by every one who lays with you...if only once."

Empress Chan tells her, "Susi is likened unto love itself, she is the personification of love in its purest sense, no guile, or deceit...she is like bathing in one's Kami you come away feeling better for having such a radiantly experience of pure love and devotion knowing she will always welcome you to her bosom...and remember Hennito after you do, you have partaken of the only immortal on earth...but prepare yourself before you do because she is also a wild almost unmanageable savage when you overwhelm her senses."

By now I am crying uncontrollably, as I say, "Ooohhh...mother, have I ever heard such a beautiful way of expressing my simplicity...please hold me, I need your love so badly right now."

As she holds me she asks Hennito, "Please have Tiki get us some tea."

After she leaves Chan says, "I've never seen you so vulnerable...just now you sounded just like a little girl, asking your mother to hold you, you've never called me that, Susi please tell me what is really wrong."

"He hit me, no one has ever done that...no one has ever tried, now I feel so very frightened, and there really is no reason why, I am still who I have always been, but even that is not totally true, my Kami propels me, strengthens me, causes me to seem to live forever, there may be a hundred life times behind me, but here I am, a tiny little girl who feels, acts and looks 15, but is going on how many ever centuries, having been loved by so very many, but never hit...harmed terribly during a rough sexual pardoner doing his best to wear me down into submitting to his physical dominance over me, when I readily submit to any one I love and loves me, please Chan may I please you now. I am healed you did it for me, now I must give you my all."

"Not yet my little sprite you must rest now."

After Chan leaves Hennito comes in with our tea; but seeing me alone asks, "May I lay next to you Susi, my darling."

As she slides in she realizes I have taken my robe off and I am nude, so almost making it sound like she means it she asks, "Should I have warned you 1st."

"I am nude for you Hennito, now cuddle close to me, so we can fondle one another."

Even before the men arrived I am up and feeling new again, walking out in the orchard Hennito and Heroto comes out to see how I am, as they come near, they realize the plum tree I am standing under has blossoms, and it being far too late in season for it to have blossoms, Heroto puzzlingly asks, "Susi how does this tree Blossom so late."

"Promise you will not tell the others, I asked it to, saying it looked so sad without its blossoms."

So Hennito looking totally unbelieving asks, "How can a tree hear you Susi." "Hennito, shame on you, know you not your own beliefs, our Kami speak, as I say to this rock, turn over so we may see the brownie hiding under you."

As they watched the ground shock and the rock moved and a swift movement revealed something was hiding under it, so Heroto says, "A slight tremor and a small lizard what are you trying to do Susi make my poor wife believe in spirits like you."

"As you become more knowledgeable of me, you shall see all is not as you have formally believed so, the rocks Kami heard me, the poor brownie ran for protection else where. Please Heroto see things as they are; not what you wish them to be..."

And I merrily danced through the plum orchard, singing to the trees, causing blossoms to spring forth as I did, soon very little movements are seen seemingly everywhere, as I kneel before a very small shrine and shout,

"awake my little Kami,

See the new spring,

Dance my many selves;

For it lasts only till I go."

Then looking back at Heroto and Hennito I say, "Shame on me they tell me, for awakening them, for this false so very short new spring, we should leave now so they can all go back to sleep, shall we."

As we walk back in the palace Hennito asks, "You truly are part of all around you are you not Susiama."

"We all are, as we become older we forget how close all nature is to itself, after your twins are born and become old enough see through their eyes for just a bit, you believe me to be either somewhat kookoo, or a sorceress, but no say I...only have I retained my youthful memories...now all but lost in the mists of time. But now I must leave, my business calls to me, there are those who wish my presence."

As has happened many time before I now have total independence and no longer am I tied to my business interest, for it runs itself quite well, but I do need to take care of my patrons when they send word to me, so after I am back Henasi my most trusted Oiran who has been with me the longest, and now only instructs and supervises tells me, "Your lord, the Governor Herosaki, of Osaka has been sending letters to you 3 times a day, we sent back you were at Crown prince Heroto's wedding, but he did not seem to care...Susi he is a lustful man and ill tempered why do you submit to such barbarians."

"He excites the savage in me Henasi, something you have never experienced because I have kept it from all from you."

"I have always wondered why there is one set of rules for you and another for all of us."

"Must I remind you, you are but my possessions and I choose how you will act and react in public, I have kept you clean, well and have never allow barbarians to mistreat you, so now you are the most sought after Oiran in all the Shimabara, and thankfully you have never has to experience what I had to endure to become who I now am, proof of my tender heartedness is seen in that none of you have ever wished to leave me...I will tell you this Henasi, please tell no other, back too many years ago to count, I began as a wandering woman of the wooded roads, please never question my motives again, send a runner to the governor telling him;

Alas my lord,

My back should be striped because I have been away from you so very long, Come when you will,

I kneel before you and bear my back to your lash,

If you so desire to pain me thus."

"Susi, you do not mean that."

"Of course I do not, nor will I allow him to beat me, or even harm me out side of lustful passion...which I desire from whoever is strong enough to deliver it to me."

"In that you sound as one of the street whores who seek Yen in whatever way they can obtain it."

"Long ago I was that type of woman, but let it go at that, but I had to so you will better understand me and why I have protected all of you as I have." Henasi is crying terribly by now and says to me, "Ooohhh... my precious mistress, none of us has ever had any idea you ever lived in such a horror able way. No wonder you prize wealth as you do, and dress in such fine kimonos, gold, jewels and silver in your hair."

"Yes darling, and speaking of that, now I must prepare myself to meet the governor."

After my long ride I refresh myself and go into the room where he waits, after we are served and the Geisha girls are dancing, Herosaki asks, "The emperor's cousin, and now that means so much more, the news I got was that the shogun was being entertained by an Oiran of great renown, that could not have been you could it, and if so what did you do to anger him so that he died from a heart attack."

"Hero must we talk of the dead, it frightens me so, my poor sweet Yagitoga, he was such a nice tender lover."

"Oh good then it was not you, it would have frightened me if it had been, I would wonder if you had anything to do with his death."

Exhaling smoke from my lips in a sensuous way as I reply, "Me, Hero, how could one simple Geisha be expected to do a horror able thing like that."

"You look so innocent when you pretend to be so, and we both know you are not, Geisha remove this slut's make up and kimonos, she badly needs to be taken."

After another terrifyingly glorious period of lustfulness and wanton passion as poor weakened Hero rolls away from me he jokingly says, "The reports are wrong, it was you, and you overwhelmed his senses so he expended himself upon you because of your tantalizing tempting and wantonness, but I know better than to try to weaken you now, for you are a true demon...or pixie, what are these tiny creatures that tickle my body so."

"Sprites my lord, they and I are one; a demon I am not, but one of millions of sprites, who tease lovers as they partake of each other's favors, as we...pleasing are we not my lord, lay master and relax, you have yet to experience the completeness of me."

Years later I am happy Hero has gone to be with his ancestors although he was some what enjoyable I tired of him and refused to see him again, Emperor Togiwana has also gone, empress Chanasi is still with us, as empress mother to emperor Heroto and empress Hennito and as spring comes to Kyoto and I am playing out among the plum and cherry trees Hennito unknown to me is watching, and soon sees tiny creatures dancing around me, they are so tiny and shadowy she has a difficult time actually seeing them, and without knowing it she keeps coming closer, as she does she hears my little song;

I will be a fairy wee,

And dwell with you within a tree,

My song to sing,

My heart doth ring,

For within me no one can see.

Then like the magic it is, we all realize some one is watching and we scatter like the pixies and sprites we are, while poor Hennito becomes frightened and calls out, "Princess Susiama, you are here."

"Yes."

Stepping out from behind one of the trees, I say, "We are sorry, we did not know it is you, we meant not to frighten you, we know the pragmatism of men, they scare us so, but you are welcome to watch, the spring dance of the fairies and pixies, brownies, gnomes, elves and nixies, sprites...come my precious set and see our joy in spring."

With such a bewildered look, especially since in old age poor Hennito has lost so much of her sight she sets under a tree and soon see thousands of so tiny creatures one cannot tell what they are, fluttering around, scampering here and there, actually buzzing around her face and tickling her until she says, "All these long years, and Heroto and I never really believed this, and you've been here all along...why do you wait until now to show me."

"There are many things I can do, but one I cannot, when earth's Kami wants a living creatures Kami to send to another living creature, and this body dies, I have no control over that." So I come very close and almost passionately kiss her lips as I say, "Oh, Hennito, you know why...but lift your mind to all things of earth, below and above, you now will be as all mortals dream, and new life shall spring forth, good bye for just a short time my dearest, we'll be together very soon again...Heroto, our darling love has gone to be with our ancestors." He had come out looking for Hennito and seeing us together stood and watched, after saddened Heroto had given his devotion to Hennito's Kami he tells me, "There could not be a happier way to pass on to the next life, then to be with you, who is always looking and knowing far deeper than we poor mortals seem to understand, thank you Susi for being with my darling at this time, please tell me I will be also, when the time comes."

"I will, but do not think of those matters now, for you cannot leave me alone, and your country, another shogun is raising and challenging your right to rule."

"He is coming here to talk with me, Susi if I do not what he wishes we will war against one another, do yo..."

"Give him the nation, keep your holdings and investments, allow yourself a voice in his government, and me close by."

So soon they met and after a long debate, suddenly the shogun became angry and raised his sword against Heroto, and was about to kill him, as I jumped between them, and as his blade is struck it is thrown to the floor, and I ask, "Great and honorable shogun Tojo spare my cousin and darling lovers life, he has given you what you asked, why do you seek to slay him."

He stands there totally amazed and almost frightened, how did his sword so be thrown like that, so he says, "Sorceress, witch, demon...spare me."

"Be not scared of tiny me, I mean no one harm, all I ask is you allow my love to continue as emperor...and I empress."

"You will not rebel against my rule." "Will you give us cause."

"So be it witch, you have the throne."

"Look closer my precious Tojo do you see a witch or a comely lass who desires you."

Covering his eyes he shouts, away, you demon I know you now, Princess Susiama, the immortal."

By now I am so close I smell his breath as I kiss his lips he falls on his knees and returns my kiss and he ravishes my body right there in the throne room as poor helpless Heroto looks on, then casting me aside he roars, "A concubine...no a mistress I shall allow you, not empress, for I wish to ravage you also, Heroto agree."

"Heroto is not sure of what I have just accomplished, but knowing my pervasiveness and sexual promiscuity, plus me saving his life, he reluctantly replies, "Agreed, now may I purify my throne room because of your defilement of my cousin lover right before my eyes."

Without a word Tojo leaves, talking his soldiers with him, Heroto then asks, "I have become weak, I should have stopped him, will you actually continue to willingly allow him to brutalize you."

"A small matter in light of your throne to be passed to your son Tomichito...now please come my love, let me revitalize you. Later after I have tenderly loved Heroto he asks, "Do you actually wish to be my empress."

"Yes Heroto I could so happily settle with you as my only lord and master, but we heard Tojo, he will make good his threat, I am now to please him whether I want to or not."

"You have placed yourself in a position of a slave, and all that for me, why my dearest."

"The time has come that you as emperor are little more than a figure head, but still worshipped and are the personification of all Japanese people, a god living among us as a human, I in the distant past have worked far too hard to not have that happen as I wish, also if I have him in my bed often, I will control some of what he does. Heroto my darling whenever I am not here with you, your pick of my Oiran will be yours for as long as you desire them...and my precious darling from now on you pay me nothing, all I desire from you, is you...I love you deeply Heroto, I want us to be lovers, not Oiran and patron any longer...I wish to come to you as a lady of your court, and be welcomes as such, I will not embarrass you, for my apparel shall be that of a lady of the highest rank of royalty in your palace."

A few days later Tojo sends a runner to me asking for my presence before him, and to come in style, so I go to my people and tell them, "Tomorrow my children we shall have our procession down Kasmire Ave to the palace of the shogun Tojo, by order of the shogun himself, wear your finest, for many wealthy will witness this, and come for you after."

So Henasi asks, `Princess Susiama that is outside the Shimabara we will be arrested."

"No darling he ordered me to come to him so."

Our procession created such a stir as the shoguns guards tried to stop us, and were given his request, so they allowed us to continue, once in his quarters Tojo roars in laughter over my brazenness and asks, "You knew I did not request you to parade through the city, that is illegal, you were to come to me in secret."

"Then why are you smiling my lord and master, you enjoyed my brazenness did you not."

"Have your geisha play as you vivaciously seductively dance for me."

As I dance the dance of lovers, I see him becoming sexually aroused, and after as we recover from such exercitation he weakly asks, "What is that terribly high price you have for tantalizing my senses."

"With my many centuries of experience, you feel as though a million Yen is too high, my master."

Again he roars with laughter as he says, "Do not try to fool me with that nonsense we both know you are as mortal as I, and you are only a descendant, all that I cannot understand is how you have managed to live and have no record of your birth, the traditional records of both you and the emperor's family are all one, so I know you are cousins but why no birth recorded."

"Are we here to discuss my birth my lord, or for me to please you tonight, please let us not waste valuable time having me try to explain something I cannot, I know I was there, but far too new born to remember."

"Sing and dance for me naked Princess Susiama, make it something that will excite me beyond my abilities to hold back my lust for your ever so tempting tiny body." After I do and he overpowers me again and for another many hours, he collapses and falls to sleep, so once I see he is deep in sleep I call my attendants and they assist me dressing and we leave.

One day as I arise early I see many people running around looking scared silly, so I send one of my men out to see what is happening, soon he comes back and tells me, "Foreigners...men from another nation have landed on our coast, they are many and armed Princess, they now come our way."

"Where are the shogun's army, why have they not pushed them back into the sea." "The shogun's men are with them, they seem to have his approval."

"Hide me in a wagon of hay and take me to the emperor's palace, quickly Tonosaki."

Arriving at the private gate, I am allowed in and go to Heroto and ask, "My master what are these who come here."

"They are from Europe, Holland I think, a man named Amstram leads them, the shogun has welcomed them. There is a runner here looking for you, Tojo has begged your presence, you seem to be able to learn as others speak, he needs you To interpret." "That I can do so let me prepare all my parade people."

So another walk through this part of Kyoto to Togiwana's palace where once in he tells me, "Princess Susiama, please would to under stand, you can now get truth from these men who are either simply wanting trade from us` or spying to others how simple invading would be, they think...look out there even more soldiers come.' As I catch a glimpse of Franson Hidlburg, the Dutch sea captain who has just landed with a large group of men, he's a very larger, muscular and gorgeous man of 50 at least and as he Gets to me he asks, "Dressed as you are, you certainly don't do any of the work in house what do you do."

"I own and operate the passion pit, the pleasure palace, and the Lusting Snack in Shimabara."

"Oh, Japanese whore houses, how many men can you handle at the same time."

"I have 700 girls and women working under me, but we in Japan have different prices not only to cover what a man wants from us, but what status a woman you can easily afford, other houses have far lower rates, and I fear none of your men can afford any of my Oiran, although I do have a few hundred on the streets, and I guarantee so to simplify my pricing a night of such wondrous savage rage and wanton, sick debauchery will cost you 1 million Yen, for you to have me the next morning...having been taken most of the night as well, a lasting single orifice is only 500,000 Yen, oral sex the likes of which none of you have ever experienced, 100,000 Yen."

"If I get to you Fri evening, and I'm still here Sat afternoon, what is that worth."

"If I do not have a patron waiting for me, the million will cover through Sat night also...what is that tricky phrase Europeans use...2 for the price of one."

"How many men can you handle together."

"Rewording an old game, if you wish to play musical orifices, until all of you have either collapsed, passed out, or cannot get it up any more, 1.5 million...per night, depending on which of my other Oiran or courtesan you may choose the cost goes down according to the abilities of the girl and her social status in the house."

"Is there any such thing as a clean girl that a simple seaman can afford."

"What all this means is the more tantalizing and seductive my girl is the more she costs, and even if you are just interested in a quick piece of Japanese ass, that is very inexpensive between 1000, and 2000, plus the room you must rent, and refreshments."

"Great I'll need possibly 150 cheep ones, and you for me Fri evening. Franson, that's me, will be very gentle and sweet to you, I promise, and if I bring a couple men with me, it will cost me 1,5 million Yen, split 3 ways that's only 500,000 Yen for the night." "Ooohhh...my Captain Franson, and none of my girls have ever had any sicknesses, and I will be very harsh on the man who brings it into my house."

"We've been at sea long enough that if any one were I'd know about, I have a total of 400 men who will be, where."

"I have 20 small tea houses that are used for that purpose, with a total of them here of close to 1000, please get here early, although most all my girls will jump at a chance to be had by a European no rough handling, if one does, he'll be beaten badly. The shogun's guards are all over the Shimabara, so let me show you how you tell your men they have one of my girls, who are all experts in the Japanese arts of sensuous love."

I lift my kimono to my thighs, and show him a tattoo of a sprite on my inside thigh, so then he asks, "The blackness of your cunt hair looks inviting, is your cunt as sweet as it looks."

"Are you sick, you wish to taste my pussy."

"Fuck no you Jap slut, I am going to fuck it...what ages are your girls."

"From 14 to 35, you must have a written approval from Shogun Tojo telling me I may allow this to happen, also Capitan may I ask why so many men from Holland are in Japan." "Tojo has given Holland the rights to be vassal tradesmen in Japan we will be handling all trade from whatever nation wishes to do so with the Japanese, we'll be working in Hiroshima, so I'll also have his written permission to wagon my men here, that place you said."

"The Shimabara, ask any one in Kyoto, after you are there, I own 3 blocks on 4th street, which is convenient because there are only 3 blocks, I have 4 large living quarters where if we run out of rooms the girls can take you to their room, although we do not like using our homes for business purposes, even though each girl has her own room. so we may be able to accommodate all of you."

"Oh, shit, I did not mean that all 400 of my men will be here on the same night never over 150."

"Captain...remember if one of your men gives one of my girls sickness because he has been with a woman else where, please believe me when I tell you, he may never be of much use to you after I catch him, or more simply put, you use my girls, then no others, that my sweet man is as it is, and I do not allow for 2nd chances."

"To keep my men clean, and free of sickness I can easily agree with you in this, then I shall see you Fri evening, is 5 satisfactory."

Franson is right on time, but naturally I am late, as is the custom for very high class Oiran, and as I set beside him he orders tea and biscuits from the geisha and asks, "Did you tell me you own all that is on these blocks."

"Yes and paid for centuries before now, for the Yamato family is a very old Japanese family, reaching back before recorded time."

"That is also the name of the Emperor is it not."

"Yes, same family, he is my cousin."

"Your cousin, then why are you selling your ass, And not living in the palace." "What a terrible thing to say to me...selling my ass, how dare you speak to me in such a manor as that, even though you excite me just being close to you, I must leave now, if you feel strongly about seeing me again please send a runner to me."

"Hay, wait one mother fucking minute, you cannot leave, I have paid for this room and a bedroom already, plus 3 geisha and food and drink."

"A trifle...I dressed my complete staff, and paraded through the streets, to come to you."

"Well fuck, I don't get it, I thought we were going to make love, shit cunt you're just a whore, and I'm willing to pay your price, so what the hell is this fucking shit about."

Then 3 large men come out and walk to our table and one asks, "Let me escort you Princess Susiama, fool man stay seated, is this the way you speak to the princess of the Shimabara."

As I am walking out Franson yells, "How do I get in touch with you."

So I stop, turn and tell him, "You had me won just because of your bravado but now you must begin again, write love letters to me. I shall reply if they are sweet enough."

Back in my house Henasi asks, "That is fast what happened."

"He is as course as a bull, his manor of speech is common, he uses foul language in front of me...what a waste, and he is so very handsome."

But it really didn't matter because he sailed off shortly to bring others here, but the ones he left here began building the warehouses, offices, and living quarters they will need, and the one in charge of the others buys a villa just outside Shimabara and sends a runner to me shortly after, with a piece of prose, saying;

"The sun shines for naught,

For you walked by,

Blinded by your radiance,

I grope as if alone;

Too frightened to speak,

For fear I miss your call."

Pleased with it, I write back telling him of his eloquence, and telling him Sat, at 3 in tea house number 9, and once again have my long procession from far enough away so as to attract very much attention, and upon entering he stands as he says, "No drawing or print I have seen of you has captured your real beauty and irresistibility, please my precious set here beside me, geisha please play for us now, Tell me Princess Susiama...," Then with a cute little grin he continues, "Are you actually as scandalous as all the European magazines say."

Trying to look unreachable, but not being able to, and grinning far too much I reply, "Papers...European, I am known out side Japan as a scandalous woman, shame on whoever wrote such terrible things about me...Peter, just look at me, do I look...of all things, scandalous to you."

Leaning close he kisses my hand, as he replies, "Not in the least, you look so young and innocent, and even that is confusing because writers have been writing about you for over 50 years." "Well that explains everything, my mother was a fantastic woman who was the Oiran of Oiran's, a true bewitching vixen who could seduce the angels from the Christian's heaven, if she so desired one or more of them."

"And of course you are not that way at all, but just a sweet shy little Oiran, speaking of oxymoron's."

"Men enjoy me this way, for me to be an ever knowing hardened bitch like most women such as myself begin to be after only a few years, where as I have stayed, tiny, cute, and innocent, in looks at least, and men can never get enough of me, now my darling which is the better woman."

"In whatever way you are, I will not ask you to change, will you dance for me, I know you do and do it so sensuous also, tease and tantalize me Princess Susiama, I want so much to become overwhelmingly desirous of your precious little body."

"As my lord so commands, I obey."

(Another mystery, how did Europe know of me, especially when no other has been here...or have they????)

Long before the end of my little sensuous dance, I see him becoming far too desirous of me, so, I close out my dance with a sweet note, as I crumble to the floor with my face in his crotch, then looking up into his eyes I ask softly, "Do I please you my lord, if so, do take me now."

Ever so many hours later as we lay there too weak to move, I say, "Sweetness and tenderness seem to flow through ever part of your being my lord, thank you so much for loving me as you have done."

"I am not the wealthiest of men Susi, but how can I see you often."

"Ever repeat this and I shall destroy your reputation...pay me what you can each time you can, but be not deceived, I do have an idea of your wealth, so do not purposely try to cheat me."

There are times I feel so guilty for taking anything from some men who I know are cheating their families just to have me, so I quietly look into his real wealth and find he's another of those cheats, so only a few days from then I send a runner to him pleading for him to come to me, and finally he agrees under one condition no fee because he says he is broke, after a long session of wildly expressive sexual debauchery I cause his manhood to wilt so it hardly is there at all, and right after he makes some dumb excuse and leaves. Unfortunately enchanted by me so he will never get an erection again, so after a quick stop at my house to see that everything and one is alright I go to the palace to spend the last few weeks of Heroto's life with him, of course he does not know this, but he has given the throne to his oldest son, Tomidatchi, who because of my scheduling and wanting to be with Heroto so much has yet to partake of my sexual favors, which is actually better, because he should wed before he and I begin our relationship, as I am led to where Heroto is I see him in the orchard, close to where Hennito died several years ago, and as he sees me coming closer he says, "Please Susi set at my feet and tell me of the history of our family, the unwritten part...I wish to hear of years gone by."

"1st my precious love, let me awake my tiny friends, brothers and sisters so they may hear once again how we all began."

And even before I set, I danced through the trees singing my little ditty, as the cold wind turned warm, the trees bursts forth with bids that almost instantly blossomed and became lovely plum and cherry blossoms, as between the leaves and flowers growing on the ground tiny little pieces of matter began buzzing around, dancing in the false spring I had created, and they danced their way to Heroto, jumped up on him and began buzzing in his ears, clouding his vision, all but stopping his hearing so all he can do is set trying to see what is all but not there to see, and he asks, "Susi are these your pixies, fairies, sprites, gnomes and such."

"No darling, only sprites, the earth is our play ground, we revel in its beauty, adore its fullness, watch closely my precious love and see for yourself."

And I become one of them, and dance to him, setting on his shoulder and say,

"Before time was,

we danced on Mt. Fugiama,

rested not at all,

for life is far too small,

traveled the world ore,

enjoying whatever there is,

knowing man will fall,

and earth will be ours again."

Poor Heroto becomes slightly frightened as he asks, "Susi where are you, please come back to me."

Setting at his feet, I look up into his eyes, as I ask, "Never fear my lord, I am here, why did you think I had left you."

"I could not see you...haaa, there you are, please darling take care of Tomidatchi and his wife Tounase, they will need your assistance very much in a very short time."

"You see it coming also, well never fear we will have Japan back and without a fight, remember my darling Tojo is one of my patrons, and he listens to me more than even he will admit."

Later that evening as Tomi, Toun and I are talking Tomi asks, "My father is going to die soon is he not Princess Susiama."

"Soon the days of rejoicing will begin, and all will be healed, later we shall talk in private Tomi, for there is much I must pass on to you."

As we talk I cause Toun to become more and more sleepy, until she asks, "Tomi will you please excuse me, I feel so sleepy, and must get to bed."

They kiss and she leaves, once Toun is gone Tomi asks, "Father told me you were with my mother when she died, are you a goddess of Shinto."

"Not actually, I am more of a priestess of Shinto, before recorded history my Kami became part of the great Kami that is over all earth, since then I have spread the words of Kami to every one I was near, Shinto is the only way of being that Japan will ever have, I know Buddhism is spreading over our nation, but Buddha will never take the Kami of the Japanese people away from them, nor will it you, every one thinks Shinto is only for rejoicing and life, but no my darling it is for the rebirth into everlasting life also, to, what some refer to as death, or one dies, it overwhelms the mortal body, that one's Kami rises to become part of the whole, and on one level or the other lives on and on indefinitely...in my case, I was given power over death and continue even now." "Susi that is what my father has told me, I thought it was a myth, no one can exist forever."

"Read the traditional history of our family, find when I was born...or died...you will not, for there never was them, only myself. Look deep into my eyes and see what is there, commune with me my precious darling love, and know what I speak is true, come darling lie with me, and ravish my body, overwhelm my abilities to resist your desires and passions for me, and take me my darling love, take me Tomidatchi...take your lover and giver of all prefect gifts, wonders and joys." Suddenly he attacks me like a raving insane savage, ripping my kimono off, passionately covering my lips with his, kissing me insanely and softly telling me, "Ooohhh, Susi I've loved you since I was a little boy, and have dreamed of this very thing happening between us."

"I know my precious, I have felt your love, and knew our time would come, never neglect Tounase, she is your wife and mother of your children...I, but your mistress, concubine, Oiran, lover, and ever so needful cousin who has and always will love you so very deeply."

By early morning Tomidatchi is so weakened he can hardly get out of my bed, so I tell him, "Go into Tounase and impregnate her again even this day, you have been wed long enough and need more children, now you will create twins again, a boy and a girl, now go my darling, but come to me whenever we can...also Tounase will lay with me in delirious ecstasy, and neither of you shall talk to the other of our loving expressions toward one another."

For the next several years peace in Japan was the norm, and we all rejoiced over it, my two darling loves had twins, the they were growing up nicely, then one evening as Tojo's successor, Tousawana and I were recovering from another wild night of pleasure, he tells me, "To move the capital to Edo has been in progress during three Shoguns now, I am going to complete those plans, the largest building program in Japan's history has already begun, a fine new palace with a few miles of grounds, a mote and wall are being built as we speak, every lord and important government official will have a residence there, you will now build what I call the Yoshiwara Edo's pleasure district, you alone will operate prostitution in Edo, any other trying to move into the profession will be killed, and I commission you to build a security force and enforce my laws regarding this, from now on my pet, you are in Government work as Commissioner of Prostitution."

"Please my lord, why me, what do I know about government."

"You are the best administrator I have ever seen, you operate most of the Shimabara, net more gold then any one else ever has, keep your bills paid, taxes, under cover pay off, and still put away more gold than any one else in Japan, this is my way of limiting the whoring activities in Edo, I will not have my new capital turn into a den of thieves, sick whores and pimps like Kyoto has...Susi this is an order from me to you, if you do not follow my instructions I will force you out of business completely, have you jailed, all your people killed, and make sure you live so the horror of what you allowed is ever in your mind."

So I tell Tousa, "My lord and master, I like your idea, no my lord I am not simply giving in but now I see your method, and I heartily agree with you, and master I shall personally take great pride in slowly killing any one who tries to infringe on my authority."

"Now you talk like a shoguness and my precious mistress for life."

"Whose life my master, yours or mine."

He ruthlessly slaps my ass, causing it to burn and me to cry out, "Why do you harm me master have I not humbled myself before you enough."

"I love you Susi, damn it I have for too long now, if I could, I would wed you, but who can trust Japan's biggest most infamous whore, not this man. But to know you are mine whenever I desire this cute little ass, that is enough for me."

"The very fact I have not asked you for payment of my services should tell you of my deep love for you Tousa."

"You are such a crafty bitch, of course you have never asked for payment, I shower you with expensive gifts worth 10 times what your price would be...and when I think about how much I hated you before you convinced me other wise, the 1st time, back then I wanted your head on a platter, but I traded your head for your ass, in my bed, under me, screaming, as I ruthlessly attack you, and violently take what you offer, why do you so easily submit to such behavior from me...are you one of those perverted women who enjoys brutality."

Lowering my head, as tears come to my eyes I softly reply, "Yes, lord Tousawana...I am, are you not pleased that I am, it pleases me greatly."

"We both know why, it is your way of weaving your sorcery around me, and rendering me helpless before you, when you should be so, before me."

"That is a trick your mind is playing on you my precious lord and master...and we both know that, we are too much alike to not be close lovers as we are, never fully trusting, but needing so desperately."

"You are too intelligent for me Susi, you bend meanings so that I cannot follow, now tell me other than the occasional piece of ass you knock off, and charge a ridicules amount of gold, the imperial family and me, who else have you."

"My young attendants whenever I have time, I enjoy their sweet tender small bodies, and they love me dearly."

"You are a perverted wench to say you actually enjoy such treatment."

"You humiliate and degrade me by making me unwillingly submit to it, and as you see that excites me."

"Let me kiss these lovely lips my dearest, then you must leave, I have work tomorrow, and much more of you, and I will never get up from this bed."

After as I prepare to leave, he says, `I was serious about your government post, you do know that."

"Yes darling I am looking forward to having it."

I spend the next week at the palace entertaining my nephews and nieces, & being tenderly loved by Tomi, then one day during lunch out in the orchard another cousin visiting from the country, asks, "Susi why do you not come to the country with us when we go back, you have never left Kyoto that I know of, other than to entertain your patrons and you look so pale."

So Tounase says, "Henriti what a terrible thing to say to Susi, when she is so lovely young and innocent looking as she always has been."

"No," I say, "Henriti is right, I should break away from my routine and experience new ideas and perhaps the country is just the thing I should do, remember Henriti, I am a very desirous woman and men cannot resist me, once seen."

By the way she looked at me I knew exactly what she meant when she replied, "Nor can women Princess Susiama, as so many have seen."

So after a few days, Henriti and I got into the covered cart she had come to the palace in and headed for her country home in the mountains near Kyoto, and as soon as we started she tells me, "Susi I am so happy you are coming back with me, how long can you stay."

"That is what is nice about having ones own business, I have no special schedule I must keep, even though many wait constantly to be with me, I enjoy knowing they do."

"Will they not become discouraged at your absence."

"No my girls will entertain themselves, the men who await my body are so enchanted by my sorcery they cannot help themselves."

"Sorcery, Susi I have never heard any one say you admit to being a sorceress, why to me do you."

"How many days journey is it, cousin."

"Do you always change the subject when you do not wish to reply, and follow a question with another...but to answer, 5 days."

"Then we must find a nice way to entertain ourselves so the time passes quicker, here Henriti, see my sprites, they will please us and entertain us so time passes quickly." Suddenly our coach is filled with tiny creatures, buzzing around us like bees, but sounding more like the light spring wind, as Henriti, almost too frightened to speak, weakly asks, "Susi, what are these, have we gone into a bee hive."

"Do not fear my family, speak to them, tell them how nice they are."

Just then the coach door opens and Henriti's coachman says, "We are here my lady Henriti."

Shocked and amazed poor frightened Henriti asks, "How can this be, we have only been on the road a single day."

He just stares at her, and as she looks out and seeing her home, she seemingly forgets what just occurred and tells me, "Princess Susiama, my home in the mountains, you will enjoy being here immensely."

Looking around and seeing all the trees, flowers, and denseness of the wooded area, I reply, "Ooohhh...cousin I now see why you know I shall be, here is where I must have been created, here among all the ever so many Kami of earth...see the very earth beneath me rises and recedes to honor my coming."

As Henriti sees the earth under us shake, part of it rising up then back in place, and says, "A slight tremor but how did that section rise and fall back so quickly."

Then seeing me knelt down kissing the ground under my feet, she asks, "What are you doing." "We show love to living creatures, because we honor their Kami, but every part of our earth has a Kami, that deserves our love as well, the earth and all in, on and under has its own Kami, we must pay honor to them all, this is my way, because I am a carnal person, so passion, carnality and freedom of touch is my expression of love."

Coming close to me and lifting me to her face she kisses my lips as she says, "I know my darling, I also need your love soon."

As we stand just out side the carriage wrapped in one another's arms, our lips, pressed tight against each others, I feel my lust and passion for her body grow until I pull away, looking deeply into her eyes, I say, "Henriti, please my precious may we go in, I do need you, and now...not later or soon."

Up in her bedroom she spreads out her bed and we lay on it fondling and kissing madly, as I say, "Pleasure me my precious love, before I do you, for after you will no longer be strong enough." Neither of us knew if it was the trip, our passion, the mountain air or simple need, but we tongue fucked the rest of that day, falling asleep and not awakening until morning, and as we do, Henriti says, "I have lusted for you for so long, please satisfy my need completely before you do back."

"Shhhh my sweet love, speak not of my leaving when I have just gotten here, and have tasted your sweetness only once...you could not have chosen a better time, I was growing tired of men savagely ravishing me for their own satisfaction...even though they fascinate me and excite my senses. Promise me we will feast upon one another as we did last night several times a day, possibly for desert after each snack and meal, served with tea, strawberries, cherries, and my sprites kiss this spring." "How can I say no, of course especially since this is why I brought you here."

So later after breakfast, and after Henriti and I have tired ourselves on one another's lust as we are laying on her bed gasping after a half a day of this silly young girlish nonsense, poor soar and weakened Henriti asks, "Susi, please may we stop for a time."

"Any more of this, and I'll never go back to Kyoto, Henriti, I am falling terribly in love with you my darling, how can this be, when I am such a wanton whore to men."

"You, a whore, when you are paid as you are, no my precious, I am the whore between us,, at least your actions are honorable, mine are shameful I indiscriminately allow men to have me at will, and for no other reason but enjoyment, this is why I wanted you here, I knew if I could love any woman it will have to be you, because other than you being an Oiran and myself a slut, we both adore men and their wonderfully pleasing passion for us...and Susi I need a lover who is devoted to me. When the shogun has Edo built, I am having a home built there for me, then we can be together often, can we not darling."

"Keep pleasing me as you have and can there any doubt." For days we act like young school girls just discovering one another's bodies, until one day Henriti tells me, "I cannot continue like this Susi, I am becoming so tired I feel faint most of the time."

"We are over doing it some are we not darling, what we need is fresh air, let us going out in the hills and talk to my family members who have need of me also." "In the mountains you have people who are related to you."

"Well...little people yes, sprites, 1000s of them shall we go." She must have thought what happened in the carriage was a fantasy, so out we went, and soon Henriti sees all these so very tiny little things buzzing around my face, and asks, "Susi you've gotten into bees, please darling run to the water."

"Shhhh do not frighten us, we mean no harm, look closer darling see we are real little people."

As suddenly I am one of what Henriti sees, so I land on her arm and loudly, because I must to be heard by her, since I am so tiny, shout, "See my darling these are my many others, and wee people of middle earth, we were here before man came and messed earth terribly, now we must hide, so they cannot harm us, the Kami of all earth gave me human form so I can protect the rest of us, watch and see."

As just as quickly I am setting next to Henriti, kissing her lips passionately, then ask, "Let us lay back and allow them to feed from us."

"Feed, eating what."

"I shall not tell you, just do as I request, and enjoy."

Poor Henriti 1st giggles, then moans, cries and finally screams, because of a few 1000 of my kind tantalizing her so that she faints, Shortly Henriti awakes and I tell her, "Never talk of this, no one will ever believe you, as no one does me, but I will tell you, when you are here, and feel alone, come to this spot, spread your legs and scream, `keeeeewaaaaaacheeee.' Lay back and enjoy us, but remember tell no one, or we'll never treat you to our pleasure again, nor will we come out if any one is with you."

"I must experience this while you are still here, can you leave and let me try to bring your little people out."

"Of course my dearest, I shall be watching you, to make sure you do not over dose on us."

After I leave Henriti takes off her kimono and spreads her legs, screams to the later afternoon light as millions of us come to her she softly asks, "Please do my lips, and breasts too."

As tiny little creatures full her mouth dance on her lips and breasts, in her vaginal tunnel, until soon she faints from over exhaustion because her climaxes came so fast and furious, as she felt like she was being put upon by so many, and everywhere at once, but so much more pleasurably, but unfortunately too tiring also. So I come out, pick her up and carry her in the villa, after she awakes I tell Hennito, you over did it my darling, you must know when to stop, if you cannot, we will not and you will be literally eaten to death, because we live off the spit, and flaks of skin from mortals such as you, as well as other living creatures, earths blood, tree sap, and flower nectar, pollinating and making earth's many natural plants grow. Now sleep darling I will be right here beside you."

The next day as we are having brunch, Henriti asks, "Why did you give me the opening to your world Susi."

"1st love, I love you deeply, also you are here where we are so many, you can pleasure us as we do you...and you have a kind heart and will never harm us."

"I shall never look for your little ones without you to guide and protect me from myself. I am not strong enough to stop having such immense pleasure, especially now that I know what you told me. What is it Susi that causes you to be so uncaring."

"Please my dear one, not uncaring, just some what selfish, we enjoy what we do far too much to stop either, why else do you think I can be the greatest Oiran in all Japan, my lustfulness for ever more from who ever will give it to me, fortunately men are far more difficult to overwhelm, which is good for me, because I would subdue every one of them if they were not."

A few days later I felt that I must return so I told Henriti, "My business calls me Henriti, I must return and tend to it."

"How can you know this Susi...your business calls you, how can it do that."

"Once matter of whatever type takes on a personality of its own, it develops a Kami, my Kami is open to earths, and every thing on it, so when I am needed I hear it call me."

"Before you go, did all that I experienced while you are here, is it all real." "Real, what is real, does any one truly know...Henriti my dearest, reality is within a person's mind, if to you it all is, then it is, reality is that simple."

"Is it all real to you."

"Well of course...we are everywhere, tiny little sprites, elves, gnomes, middle earth is full of us...remember my darling I love you deeply, and I am longing to see you already, this my love is the reality of realism...love."

Right after I get back I am called to the palace, where my dearest, Tomi tells me, "I am passing the throne on to the crown prince Tomidatchi I am old and weak, and wish to have my remaining years spent quietly...possibly you will stay here with me, feeding me opium so my pains do mot overwhelm me so, and before, I wish you to empower me so I can have one...or more wonderfully pleasing times with you Susi." "Tomi, that I will do and do it willingly, happily and joyfully."

Soon Tomidatchi's coronation is held and Tomi and I move into one of the garden houses, there alone, I ask, "The longer I live the more difficult it is to say good bye to the ones I have loved so dearly, may I empower you even now, so we may have all this time together loving one another, partaking of one another until our minds and hearts are driven into delirium and euphoria, walking in the gardens, among the plum and cherry trees, seeing the flowers grow, writing sweet prose to one another, diving deep into the ecstatic ecstasy that all earth gives is, playing with my families of sprites, as I show you what life was like before man took earth from us."

"You were a wood sprit were you not Susi."

"Not were my lord, I am, see."

Again my many family members fly out and buzz around Tomi's lips, and face, me, among them, landing on his shoulder and shouting, "See my lord, this is why I pleaded with the Kami of earth to give me a mortal form so I can pleasure men, as I have and shall continue to do for you."

Speaking softly, he asks, "Please little one return to me, I need you Susi."

His words no more then out and I am setting at his feet, as I ask, "Does my lord wish to have me now, or may I tantalize you some."

"On my bed, Susi, and set on me."

After Tomi has expended himself on my body, as we lay close he asks, "Can I live long enough to see the new palace in Edo."

"I wish I could tell you that, but even my power is limited and when the great Kami of earth wants yours joined with theirs, you will be so, but I shall try my lord, my master and love."

For months I stay with Tomi, having everything we need brought to us, then one day to my surprise Shogun Togiawa comes to where we are, as he steps in side he asks, "I have been amiss my emperor for not coming sooner to see you, but I have been in Edo putting the finishing touches on your...families palace, are you strong enough to see it."

"Yes, Togiawa my dearest Susi has kept me alive for just this reason."

"If I may my emperor, you are a fortunate man to have her love so constantly as you have, and her not once coming to me...of course I could not deny you this lovely creature in your last days, so I made no demands."

I kneel at his feet and actually kiss one, as I say, "My lord Shogun has been so kind to allow me this for our emperor."

Looking rather disgruntled he says, "Yes...of course, how soon may we leave."

"Give us until tomorrow, please my lord."

Agreeing he leaves, and Tomi asks, "The shogun looks to be a brutal lover Susi is he."

"Not to me, he excites my senses, my master."

"Cause our trip there to be short Susi, or I shall not be with you when we get there, for it is many days ride."

"Nonsense my master they shall pass as one night, during which I shall be with you."

Tomi got to see the palace, even walked around it, and after, and suddenly he tells me, "Take me to the cherry trees, I wish to die under the blossoms."

So I tell the guards, "The emperor wants to see the orchard, please take us there."

One says, "But Princess the trees are so yo..."

"Captain please take us there."

"Yes my lady."

As we near them the captain of the guards all but yells, "By the Kami, look the trees are full of blossoms, yesterday they w..."

"Captain, please that is enough, lay him here, leave us now, see Tomi my precious, the beautiful blossoms open and so wonderfully full."

"Yes...please Susi show me what you did Toun as she died that made her so happy."

1000s of my little family danced out and played on his face, as he weakly says, "Yes, now I see, you are a sprite, and have always been one...so wonderful..." As the captain comes back seeing me crying and the trees bare, he asks,

"We all greave his death Princess, he was a great emperor, but please tell me, were these trees blooming when we 1st arrived."

"That would be a miracle captain, it is December, and they are far too young to bloom."

"Yes, of course, it is ju...oh well, let me have the emperor taken back."

"Careful captain the Kami does not leave until after dark, do not handle him roughly."

It was a terrible time, the royal family moving, burying Tomi, the grieving and crying, half of my people, furnishings, and so on of my pleasure palace moved here to the Yoshiwara, leaving enough back in Kyoto to carry on, but after several months everything was settled again, but even during this time, Shogun Togiawa sends for me, and after I am there he tells me, "I will not make excuses for the way I am, but you have a job to do now, as well as keeping me pleased sexually, will you willingly agree, or must I become violent with you." "Togi, my master, my darling, have I even caused you to become Violent with me, I am and always will be your humble servant...and you know of my love for you."

"Yes, you vixen, come here and show it to me."

After hours of tantalizing his sense and breaking his will to remain composed he actually gently rolls on top of my body. Much later he says, "Tell me you have not missed me."

"You wonderfully pleasing master of mine, how can I tell you that when I have so very much, how long may I stay this night my lord."

"I do not want you here when I get up, I am mean and terrible in the morning, I will probably beat you for no reason, and knowing you, all it will do is cause you to love me more...but my precious Susi here, I have a very special gift for you, wear it where all can see, for you are now mine."

"You will not deny me the emperor will you."

"Haaa, that child...well possibly, you can make a man of him."

"No my lord, you do not want the emperor to become a man like you, he will rival you then, rather I keep him in submission to my will, then my lord you shall govern with no one close to becoming too powerful, better he stay a figure head for all to worship...only...also my lord, others of your council I should be close to them so that I may know their thoughts about your ruling."

"You are a crafty conniving bitch Susi you always could think faster than I, if you were a man I would have you killed, because I know you would find a way to take the government from me, this way, I have a spy."

"Who will never allow you to fall great one, I am and always will be your humble servant...my lord and master I thank you for such a fine gift as this, it must have cost much."

"It probably did to the man I took it from, he was going to waste it on his wife." "Better it hangs from my Obi my lord, I shall wear it with great pride, in knowing why it was given to me."

Thus began my time of governing all the prostitution in Edo, and any who opposed me I personally and slowly murdered, cutting their bodies into pieces and feeding them to my guard dogs so nothing could be found of them, to my good fortune, very few opposed me. And time went on, Shogun Togiawa became older and weaker, it was then I one night as Emperor Tomidatchi and I are together and I stop him as I say, "Tomi how many of the military do you have." "Most of the generals, why do you ask Susi."

"Togi grows weaker my love, the time for you to rule Japan is come again the emperor will not only be worshiped but have control of the government, please do not tell me you have not thought about this."

"How many of his council do you have."

"Me...why would you believe I have any."

"Are you not laying with almost all of them, spying for Togiawa."

"Telling him only what I want him to hear my master, so why else would I come to you now, if not because I know who will easily be turned from Togi."

"He has been your patron for years, why do you so easily turn against him, has he not provided for you well enough."

"Togi was a great man, my dear lover, and a man who ran Japan with strength all of which is failing him, before now I could not help my family back into governing Japan as I can now, with myself Blood will always be thicker than water...so tell me when you are ready to move, and I shall dispose of Togi."

"As you do any who oppose you in your position as minister of Prostitution." "By the Kami, no my lord, he will succumb very naturally, and die in my bed. Now my darling Tomi may we finish this later and resume where we left off, expend yourself upon me my lord, and sleep well."

What poor Togi had not known all this time is I have built a very large army to protect my interests and do my bidding, loyal to me only, every one knowledgeable in martial arts, the bow, sword and spear, a few weeks later I am called to the palace, thinking it was so Tomi could have me, I dressed in style, only to have him say, "Not tonight Princess Susiama, the time has come, do it."

"So be it my master."

I no sooner got home and Togi sends a runner to get me, wondering if he knows my plans, I have 20 of my soldiers come too, but in hiding, once there he says, "Ha, you were home, I was afraid you would be entertaining else where, come here my precious, I need your favors this night."

Much later poor Togi suffered a terrible heart attack, and died next to me, as soon as he did I screamed as loud as I could, his guards rushed in and I tell them, "My love has stopped breathing, oh...the Kami do not take my love from me now."

One then says, "He died with you, so now you will die and be with him since he means so much to you."

Although I am nude, I jump up spin around, kicking 2 of them, drop down and with several blows down the others, yell for my men who crash the front door and race in where I am, as I tell them, "These fools were going to kill me, finish them, also take me to the palace, now please."

On the way there one of my men, Yukio asks, "May I stay with you Princess, you need at least one of us."

"Yes, my sweet, will you also pleasure me tonight."

Totally shocked he asks, "Me...a common soldier, who may be sick, why do you ask such a thing."

"Do you really think you are sick and I do not know it, remember who I am Yukio, I look in the mind of men, I know their inter thoughts, you have lusted for me for years, now I offer myself and you argue with me, how dare you question my judgments, now kiss me you fool, and be sweet with me as you tongue fuck my clitoris, get between my legs Yukio and please your mistress."

After that the ride was very pleasing to me, once at the palace, Tomi asks, "It went well."

"No, his guards were going to kill me, saying since we were lovers I should want to be with him in death, so I killed them too."

"Remind me to never make you an enemy you are far too powerful not to be on my side of a fight."

Dropping to my knees and kissing his feet, I tell Tomi, "I have known and been with dozens of emperors, none have ever suffered death by my hand rather I have tried to make life and their last days as sweet as I possibly could, I loved your father deeply, I am growing to love you as much, you can never lose my submission to you, I am and will always be your devoted servant."

How many times have I told either a shogun or emperor that, and the only ones who ever had to fear I will turn against them were the shoguns, because the emperor is of my blood., so very shortly after Tomi had the government and all was peaceful again, he in turn appointed lord Leyasu Shogun of Japan and we enjoyed a wonderful time of peace and growth, although no foreigners were allowed in the country, then something no one expected, a group of ships, war ships, like nothing we have, came to our shores, and after much talk Leyasu decided to open trade with these barbarians and suddenly we had Americans and English living among us, before all this once Tomi had control he sends a runner for me, once in his throne room he, with many council members present, tells me, "Princess Susiama, your administration of prostitution in Edo has been more than commendable you have kept every freelancer out of it, and with deadly force ruled over the tiny part of our city government...but cousin you are a woman, and should not have this much control, as you know the only woman on my council and all of us have decided you will no longer have this responsibility, from now on you will answer directly to me, taking no action without my approval."

"Yes your majesty I hear and obey."

Looking out over the rest of them he smilingly tells all, "As I told you Princess Susiama has never wanted to be part of government she was forced into it, you are dismissed Princess Susiama."

Much later, especially since I was not allowed to leave he comes to me and tells me, "You know why I had to do that."

"Pressure from those men on your council my lord...but how did you make them agree to you being my...keeper as such, although I am humbly thankful." "Come here kitten and set close to me, Susi I love you so deeply, and never wish to do anything to make you feel any differently toward me, have I."

"In what way can I prove to you, you have not."

"The cost is high, make yourself available to only the royal family, as our mistress, no price. Open the doors to the Yoshiwara to foreigners, have houses with low class geisha girls to entertain them, and pay a larger tax to the crown."

"Oh, Tomi you had me frightened, none of this is high, the foreigners I knew I would have to allow in soon, the tax, to you is my gift to you, the low class whores will be needed because sickness will follow. All I ask is may I add on to the Yoshiwara, and keep it separate from my clean girls, because since I have been operating, 1st in Osaka, then Kyoto, now here, I have no sickness."

"How easily you submit to my requests."

"No my lord, they were not requests, they were demands, none of which disturbs me because I also see the changing winds over Japan, please my lord will you take me now, I do so hunger for you."

"1st, you know my wife, Tounasi has not given birth to a son yet...we need an heir Susi, the situation is bad, none of the royal family has yet produced an heir, we seem to have girls galore, can you help us."

"You have children, so you can reproduce, all you need is an son, or a few...yes Tomi I will help you and Tounasi have sons, now my lord, please I must feel your love for me, will you please take me now."

"No Susi, I want our agreement to be based on loyalty, not passion."

And he stands up and leaves, I have been cut down by my own blood, now for the 1st time in all these centuries, I wonder about my position in Japan, and how long it shall last, but most of all can I continue being the humble subject and submissive whore for this man who has harmed my pride so deeply, at least the great spirit of earth allowed me to be humbled with no witnesses. The very council members I believed were mine turned against me, well I also can play this game, for I invented it. Back at my house I tell my many soldiers, "As in some of the days of Rome, we have no real wars to fight, so now to keep busy we shall build another part of the Yoshiwara to house a lower class prostitute to cater to the foreigners who are becoming more and more among us, we shall keep this area separate from my good Courtesans and Oirans, because now there will be no way of controlling sickness among the girls."

Then we are interrupted by one of my attendants telling me, "My mistress, lord

Tugawa has sent for you requesting you come to him in secret, your carriage awaits you now."

"I am not prepared to see the governor of Osaka, I must prepare myself."

"He has requested you come as you are and quietly my mistress."

So dressed only in my open public kimono a simple Obi with Togiawa's seal attached to the knot in front I go to Tugawa, as I enter, my hair down and nothing in it, simply lipstick and eye shadow, he says, "Haaa, good you came as I asked, I wish you to meet Captains William George and Henry Phillips, and Major Mark Clark, of the British empire, they are members of their foreign office in Edo, please come here Susiama and entertain us."

Puzzled, I ask, "My lord, all of you."

"Of course, it is not your duty now to entertain those from foreign nations." Where did this come from, am I a common whore to be taken by any number of men, is this what my own blood has done to me, but alas, what can I do now, so I ask, "Do my lords wish to see our traditional dances and hear our music." One a very dashing looking man, Major Mark Clark speaks up, "That may be interesting we have heard many things about your music, so do so...Susiama, is that your name."

I hardly begin when another, Capt. William George says, "This isn't music, stop this terrible noise, set beside us, and show us why lord Tugawa insisted we have you tonight."

I think the color must have drained from my face, I felt so degraded and as if a knife had been stabbed into my heart, as the other, Henry Phillips says, "Oh, come now, are you going to tell us you are shy, come gentlemen let's strip this whore and pleasure ourselves on her body."

Not since the days centuries ago, when I was a wandering woman of the wooded roads, have I felt so violated, submitted to such brutality, harshness and uncaring lust for my body, as three of them satisfied their lust on my tiny body, without any romance or caring, only ramming their cocks in me, coming and on to the next one, as if I were nothing but an instrument used to masturbate in, and after they just turn away, without one word of if they enjoyed me or not and went into the other room to clean up, while Lord Tugawa, takes me even more brutally, and after he is done with me, he casually tells me, "You are dismissed, leave the back way."

"My price my lord, tonight is with much."

"You know better then to ever ask a man for Yen."

Slapping me across my face he literally has me kicked out the back door. Back at my house my attendants, some of whom witnessed my disgrace ask, " Mistress, if you receive treatment as this, what can we expect."

"Bring my Oirans and courtesans to me, times have changed, and we are the losers."

Once we are all together, I tell them, "Some how I have lost favor with the emperor, he has reduced me to a common whore, what awaits you I cannot know, but to each of you I give 150,000 Yen go, stay, leave Japan...do as you want, I only know for whatever reason I can no longer protect you, if in the foreseeable future I can, you will feel a tug on your heart, it will show you to me. we have 1 day to empty this whole area, before it burns to the ground." y faithful Yukio asks, "Please my mistress may I come with you."

"No my love, I shall be lost in the fires."

The next day a great fire burns down the Yoshiwara, all my houses burnt to the ground. After when the news of my death reached the Emperor, he wailed and cried out, "Susi where are you, oh...Kami of earth, protect my Susi."

He is kneeling at the shrine of Shinto as he shouts this, and in his ear he hears, "You betrayed me, now you and Japan have lost me farewell...traitor to your own blood...now live in misery and sadness, your son shall avenge me."

I hadn't heard from Henriti since I left her that day in the mountains, nor could I find her, so in my original form, a wood sprit, I am there at her mountain home, I see her in the wooded hills crying and begging for my tiny family to come to her and has been for months, to no avail and she is alone, sad and heart broken because she cared so little for me, to come to me, especially as she heard of my plight, and now I am gone...where. So setting down so lightly on her shoulder she doesn't feel me, she hears in her ear, "True love is in the trust, show me your love."

Puzzled at 1st, she then asks, "Susi are you here, where...tell me what I must do."

Suddenly I am setting next to her with my lips covering hers, she grabs me and holds me tight kissing me madly, then pulls away, looks into my eyes and screams, "You were lost in the fire, now you are here, what does this mean." "Calm yourself my dearest, 1st let us pleasure one another, then I shall tell you all."

"I cannot my love, after you left, I foolishly allowed myself to be taken by several men, I am sick and soon to die Susi."

"I need your love, and help, if I heal you how can I know you are true to me." "Command me, anything and I will obey."

"Once you do one thing for me, to others you will be disgusting to look upon, only to me will you be as you always have, no one will ever desire you again, but myself, that way I can know you shall be true to only myself...your answer."

"What will you have me do."

"I shall cause you to be irresistibly desirable, go to Edo, seduce our cousin the emperor, have his son, allow him to make it Tounasi and his son, to follow him on the throne, once the boy is 13, his father shall grow too weak to govern, lord Tugawa will take control of the government, and put little Yukiosaki in as Emperor, then I shall appear to him and make him mine, this I vow because of the treachery Tomi did to me."

When Tomi asks what he can give you for this, get my land in the Yoshiwara, I will need it at some future date."

"When I heard that, I knew how much you need me, but how could I come to you having done this terrible thing to myself, may I ask Susi wh..."

"You do not have the right to ask me anything you have defiled yourself far too badly to ask me one thing, now strip and spread your legs."

As Tenriti does millions of my tiny family converge on her body, going down her throat, in her nose, asshole, cunt, as the painful process of actually eating all the sickness from her body begins and continues all that day, rendering her unconscious and weakened terribly, until much later she opens her eyes and softly asks, "Will you love me now Susi, am I well."

Long into the night we fondle and love one another, and the next day she leaves for Edo. Henriti is a welcome relief for Tomi who has been almost sick with sadness since my death and me whispering in his ear, so he is easily seduced by her, and within that month they know she is with child, so she asks Tomi, "Let us keep the empress in seclusion until after my son is born, then say to the Japanese people it is your son by Tounasi, then you have a legal heir to the throne."

"Why will you do this Henriti."

"I am no whore, I have no man, if I give birth, he will be a bastard, I will be disgraced, but this way, you have a son, whom I can help raise."

"For this I give you whatever you wish, what do you want."

"May I have all the area which once was Susi's in the Yoshiwara, you know she and I were lovers a time ago, we dearly loved one another, in her memory I wish to put something on that land to remember her by, a beautiful Shinto shrine dedicated to her continued prayerful attitude toward the spirits and Kami...I do pray she is as happy there as she was with us, who loved her dearly, is that not right my cousin."

That was like a knife stabbing him in his heart as she says that, so he replies, "Haaa, yes...that is right we all loved Susi deeply."

So Henriti decides to press the point and asks, "Then why did you dishonor her so terribly."

Without thinking Tomi asks, "Where did you hear that, no one kne...oh...shit...I have just admitted to betraying Susi...haven't I...it was my council they pushed this to be done."

"And all you would have had to do was tell her so she could alter their thinking, but you weak emperor buckled under and choice them over your own cousin, Tomidatchi, you are a disgrace to your family name, and do not think about harming me, because in my womb I carry your son and future emperor." Poor Tomi runs from the room now even more deeply heart broken because of what he did to me."

A number of months go by and the emperor's son is born, there is joy though out Japan, for the empire has an heir, and Henriti returns to her mountain home, to find it empty, except for me, and asks, "Where are my servants."

"I did not think you wanted to have any one but yourself and me see you now, so I let them go, we do not need mortal servants Henriti, we have all the forest woodland creatures to serve us." "What will happen now Susi."

"We shall learn to be mistress and slave, you of course my slave, I shall find a weak man and beguile & seduce his mind so he will open a large inn, where there will be dancing, drinking, whores, and fun for all who go there, I shall be the chief whore in the inn, seducing every man I become close enough to, you and I will be waitress there, and although men will touch and finger you, you will have no interest in them, for you now are my woman, only, you love no other but me, for next few months you shall learn to grovel at my feet, kissing them when I order you to, you and I will put on shows between us for the men's entertainment, then I will allow them to take only me, as you assist, wiping the sweat from our bodies, this is your life from now on, you caused it to end, I gave it back to you, do you deny me this."

"Will you truly love me Susi, that is all I want now, your deep love and affection."

"Yes my darling as I even now do...Henriti, I never stopped loving you, when I was here before you gave me such euphorically delirious ecstatic ecstasy the likes of which I had never had or will have from any one, only one thing has changed, you are now only mine, the day you give yourself to another, even before the act is consummated you shall die"

"Please Susi may I ask, why do you threaten me this way."

"At the Yoshiwara, I once had 3000 girls and women working under me, they all heard this from me, before I trusted them to entertain my guests, even back in the Shimabara, at Kyoto, this was my warning to all of my girls, treat me as you wish to be treated, and live a happy life, do not and die, now put this thinking behind you and learn how to be my servant.

I had to also be near the crown prince even before he is old enough to understand what is being told him, about being Emperor, how to ally powerful men on his side, governing the empire, expansion being a military leader, fighting methods and just about everything there is about becoming a great emperor, as well as knowing when the time is right he will have a sorceress, his cousin Princess Susiama Sakura Yokosuka Yamato to assist him, as he became older one afternoon as he and his mother were playing out in the orchard he tells her, "Mother when you were young did you have tiny voices that helped you in knowing what you must do when the time came for you to be empress."

The 1st thing that comes to Tounasi's mind is Susiama, so she asks, "Have you heard a name, could it be Princess Susiama."

"How do you know that mother."

She holds him tight against her breasts as she tells him, "Yukio, she was a great lady, so if her Kami is talking to you, please my dearest listen well."

"She was, mother, how can that be when she has told me she will be with me when the time comes."

"I do not know darling, but please never talk about this to your father, he does not understand little boys thoughts as I do, and darling if Susiama has told you she will be here to assist you, she will, some how."

Mean while the Kerioco Club opened in Osaka, with about anything a man could want in entertainment, especially the star of the club, dancer, singer, & courtesan extraordinaire, who can seduce the strictest of men, with long flowing black hair, glossy red lips, blackened eye lids with just a touch of red on them, ruby cheeks and an ass that seems to be able you rotate as it was not attached to the rest of her body, and in bed she is damn near a man killer, we opened one night about 12 midnight, the manager was no where to be seen, but this gorgeous woman tells all, as she sets on the bar, smoking a new arrival to Japan, the cigarette, "Boys until 12:30 the drinks are on me, as well as any man who can live up under my lustfulness and wanton savage passion, here I am, come on men, I am free until 12:30."

By then I had been taken umpteen times by 3 men at a time, then I do the most sensuous dance, nude on the bar, inviting any and all to take me after, for only 500,000 Yen and stay as long as you up to it, and by 10 AM I had earned back the costs of opening my club, by spiking the drinks with opium so the men were euphorically delirious and desirous of my body, I kept bring in thousands of Yen nightly, from the Americans I found a cute little thing called a cigarette, and after that I seldom was without one between my lips, inviting men to replace it with what they had that would fit, as my terrible reputation spread across Japan to Edo, now renamed Tokyo, and members of the high council came to taste my favors, wealthy foreigners, government officials, ship captains, 1st mates, any one who can beg, borrow or steal 500,000 Yen walked away the next morning too pooped to pop any more, I brought in girls, trained them to be as sensuous as I and sold them to men, rented them to men, and allow groups also, months later as Henriti and I are recovering from a long session of love making, she looks longing at me as she says, "Susi, I shall never get enough of you, and you have been so sweet to me, never have you hit me, shouted, beat me, how may I show my love for you."

"Henriti, you have and do, relax darling everything between us is perfect, for you are so submissive under my will, and never disappoint me always giving me such satisfaction and pleasure, why do you continue acting so worried." "100s of men are taking you Susi how long before you get sick."

"I never will my love, because I know who is with sickness, and they do not touch me. soon there will be a fire, my club will burn to the ground, an Oiran house in Tokyo will come looking for me and instantly make me a new breed of Oiran, called Tayu, the very highest Courtesan in Japan, I shall rebuild my houses in the Yoshiwara, and reopen with a different and better lady of the night, a Tayu the likes of which Japanese & foreign men have never experienced, in Tokyo I shall again beguile and seduce men's minds until I have again reached what I had before, only greater because the new emperor is my student, now lay back my precious let me give you pleasure now. Shortly poor Henriti died of a broken heart and just plain sadness because she never felt worthy of life or that I had forgiven her for allowing herself to become sick, then a fire burnt my club down, no one in Osaka could find me and thought I had died in the fire, but in Tokyo, a great mistress of a large house had found me walking the streets, knowing me from drawings she had seen, even though my way of dressing is so different, a shanghai dress with the high collar, down to my ankles, I had changed it so there is a slit up over one leg to my thighs, long sleeves, a sheer silk stocking up to my thighs connected to a belt around my waist, and strange looking shoes with higher heels than the rest of the foot, that causes my ass to wiggle back and forth as I walk, and jewelry all over me, so she has one of her men watch me to see what I am doing, as he does he sees me flirting 1st with one man, then another until one says, "Pray tell me you adorable thing what are you doing walking the streets of Tokyo, it is against the `law here for whores to be here."

"Will you turn me in kind sir."

"What is your price."

"Wait until after, and you decide...so you see I am not selling anything, I am giving it away, because if you think me not worth paying then do not."

Up to a room we went and he quietly undresses, but I stop him as I say, "Please my noble sir, lie back and enjoy me 1st, for I adore men's bodies, especially against my tongue and lips. Tantalizing him until he's going insane in lust for me, holding him back and down I continue until I have him about to explode, then allow him to. Later the spy sees the man come out of the hotel hardly able to walk, so as I do mistress Domiti, from the Oiran geisha house stops me and asks, "You are the girl from Osaka who drove men wild with your passion and lustfulness are you not."

"Yes, I am she, what do you desire from me."

"To make you an Oiran of the highest degree at my new palace of immense pleasure, in the Yoshiwara."

"How many Oiran do you have."

"10, but you are far greater than any of mine."

"Then grant me the title of Tayu, and I shall come to your house,

for if I indeed am better than any you have then I should be alone in my title." So as we ride there she asks, "Why are you dressed as you are."

"The winds of change from China, and Europe are sweeping over Japan, this will be the next way high ranking courtesans dress in Japan, coming from Shanghai this dress is sensuous yes."

"Quite so, but you will dress as we do for your processions to your patrons will you not, for whatever you are talking about in change has not taken place yet, I shall go the cost of getting all that you need to do what you do best."

"And be in debt to you, no madam I think not, I pay my own way, and pay you a % of my take for the use of your reputation and house, I have my own furnishings, kimonos and every thing I need except others to assist me, those will be along soon, also I have the deed to what used to be Princess Susiama's house, I shall rebuild, but continue being a part of yours, are my terms fare." "You are quite the business woman to be so young."

"Youth like time deceives the mortal mind my mistress we must never look to either with much thought of learning what any matter can possibly be."

"We must find a name for you."

"No mistress, I was raised by wanders in the wooded areas south of Osaka, my mother was Princess Susiama Sakura Yokosuka Yamato, so I have taken her name."

"You are the daughter of Princess Susiama, my dear girl, do you know about your mother."

"No, from a small baby I was out in the wooded area, with other people, but after I opened the Kerioco Club in Osaka, I became wealthy, and can more than pay my own way."

"Then what she was is some how instilled in your mind, yes my little darling we both will make much Yen from you."

After I some how, to others had gathered all my kimonos, Obi and accessories, behind closed doors some how my quarters became the envy of every woman at the house, fine tapestries hung from my walls, silk pillows, black lacquered tables, a very special mat for sleeping, and one day this man comes to the house and asks, "Is there a young girl here named Princess Susiama."

The mistress asks, "If she is, who are you."

"Indeed if she is tell her Yukio her body guard has come to her."

Upon hearing this I run to him embracing him, holding him tightly as I say, "Ooohhh, Yukio, how I have missed you, do you know if any others will come." "No mistress, I never saw any of them after we split up."

"I have something you must do for me, ask whatever for your payment, but I need 6 attendants, 3 between 3-5, 3 between 12-14, 2 more like you, or close, buy them from where you can, make sure they are virgins, pay handsomely for them, cheat no one. After you come back, I shall reward you as you wish."

"You know what I have always longed for Susi, nothing else has ever mattered to me."

"Then you shall have me my precious, you will be my lover, will that please you...tonight we shall be together, tomorrow you will find the ones I need, please hurry back." After a wonderfully pleasing night of bliss, Yukio left the next morning, new papers were written announcing my presence at the palace of Immense Pleasure, being sure to say who I am, and within a day I am called to the imperial palace, as I come in little Yukiosaki runs to me and asks, "Are you Princess Susiama." "Yes my love, you remember me from your dreams do you not, have you learned well from my visits to you." "You are so beautiful, yes princess I learn quickly."

Then Tounasi comes to where we are standing and asks, "Susi is it really you." "Yes my darling but no other may know, especially Tomi to all others I am her daughter please my precious may we leave it there."

Then Tomi walks out and asks, "Who is this one who takes the name of our cousin." Kneeling I reply, "I am Princess Susiama's daughter, also the dancer at the Kerioco club in Osaka, now Tayu at the palace of immense pleasure in Yoshiwara, I am greatly honored by your presence my lord, and master, I humbly ask if I may talk a time with the empress and your son."

"Let me come closer, my eye sight is bad...you look so much like our beloved Susiama."

"I thank you my lord and master I am told she was a very lovely and irresistible woman."

"Ha...Yes, I have matters of state, where will you be Tounasi."

"In the garden my lord."

After we are there, Tounasi asks, "May I know how soon my husband will pass on to be with the ancestors."

"My dearest, even I cannot tell you that, my abilities are limited in this form I pleaded to have, but he will go quietly and happily...little Yukosaki, how you have grown, since I last saw you."

"My sweet princess Susiama, please tell me how you come to me each night, some times during the days when I am here among the cherry and plum trees." "My real family is here, watch closely, look only in one direction, or you will miss us."

Suddenly I am not there, but tiny creatures so little they seem to be not able to be seen buzz around Tounasi and Yukiosaki, then I land on Yukosaki's shoulder and yell, "See my darling as this my true form, I am really a wood sprite."

Tounasi stares at us and soon says, "By the Kami, Susi is that you. How tiny you are, I cannot even tell what you look like...I do not understand."

Quickly changing back but still having my family buzzing around us I tell her, "Long before man was, we lived in middle earth, our Kami is great and we have powers and abilities that would stagger the imaginations of man, once man came, we were forced underground where we have lived since, except myself who pleaded with the great Kami of earth to give me a mortal body, as you see now I was given my dream and I lived with the Yamato family when they were poor dirt farmer so very long ago...so very long ago, the rest is far too long to go into now... Yukiosaki know this, I am ever with you, and will empower you when the time comes."

"If I may ask Susi, if I may refer to you as such...you have told me this since I was too young to understand what you were telling me, what does until the time comes mean."

"How old are you my precious."

"I am 8 years old, I am old enough to understand now."

"Tounasi take Yukiosaki to his school and have him take the test for graduation for secondary school, next year he will take the test for the military collage, the year after the collage of his choice, and the next graduate school in his choice of professions...mean while my darling choice your field and begin to write your theses, it will take you 3 years to complete."

Tounasi has this strange expression on her face as she says, "Pray tell me how my son at only 8 can do this."

"I can mother, for Princess Susiama is my tutor and schools me daily."

"Yes, Susi I will do as you say, some how I know he will succeed."

Then Yukosaki asks, "mother may I go to the rest room, please." Of course darling." once he is done she asks, "You have actually created my son have you not Susi, no mortal child could have his intelligence."

"Yukosaki is as mortal as you my precious, I have only tutored him to learn faster and better than any one else, he shall rule Japan with a mighty hand and rule for a 100 years, now darling I must go before our conversation brings those who we do not want to hear what we are speaking about."

As Yukiosaki comes back I kiss his lips passionately and tell him, "Later my precious darling, when we are alone good bye for now."

Weeks later Yukio returns with all the ones I asked him to find, to my surprise 3 of my former attendants, now far too old to be girl attendants, come to see me, and we talk, as little Yenasi who was only 3 when she was with me, now years later she tells me, "I took the Yen you gave me and worked in a hotel where women came to be taken by men, and saved my Yen until I had enough, went home and assisted my family, now I am married, happily so, my man does not go to be with Oiran or whores, he awaits me out side would you enjoy meeting him my mistress."

"Oh Yenasi I am so very pleased with your actions, you truly did the right thing, yes, may I meet him."

Tongo is a large man much older then Yenasi and he tells me, "So you are the famous Princess Susiama, Yenasi has never stopped talking about, may I pay homage to you Princess and pray to you as Yenasi does daily."

"Yenasi you pray to me, why do you believe I of all women deserve such honor." "30 years have passed since we were together my mistress, and you still are the same, truly you are a goddess far more worth praying to then spirits I will never see."

"Please my love never say that, I pray to the Kami many times daily, plus I never stop telling others of their great work for all mankind, how many children do you have Tongo, and are you fair with them."

"My gracious Goddess, we have 6, and yes, we try to be fair with them all." "You have not told me where you work Tongo."

"Yenasi and I have a small shop where we make and sell pillows and cushions in Nagasaki the foreigners love our work, they keep us almost too busy."

"Then when you can make me 5 dozen, assorted sizes, many bright colors, and also if you can the art work on them is to be fairies, pixies, Sprits and other what many consider mythical creatures, when you have them done send me word on total cost, here is one million Yen, I shall pay the rest before you send them to me."

"A million Yen my mistress, that is far too much."

"Tongo tell my sweet Yenasi why it is not over payment."

He just looks at me, and soon replies, "But it is."

"Then consider the over payment my wedding gift to you."

For weeks many of my former girls come to see me and tell me how life has treated them, but so many more are gone, died either of sickness, or simply did not do well and died broken women, within a week of Yukio bring the ones I have need of and we all have practiced my procession routine, I tell Yukio, "Here is gold to buy yourself rich looking clothing, hire a carriage, send a messenger to me asking to meet me, far enough away that my procession will be seen by all, you do know what I am doing this for do you not."

"You once told me you did this before to create interest, very good plan."

The streets were lined with other courtesans, whores prostitutes and even the Oiran who were there came out to se my parade, and what a spectacular event it ended up being, and in the tea house, playing his role well, he tells me, "Once I heard that Princess Susiama has a daughter and you are here, I sent a runner to you asking for permission to see you."

"You are a gallant looking man my lord, I humble myself before you and ask only if I meet all the expectations you had."

"That is yet to experience is it not princess Susiama. Although you radiant natural beauty shows even through your make up."

"Oh my...a man who can win a woman's heart with simple wording how fortunate I am."

We went on like that all afternoon and come night, I, with a coy tone to my voice ask, "My lord, I grow weary of this idle chatter, come again, tomorrow, same tea house, send me words of you desires for my tiny body even later this night. Till then my lord."

Then the next afternoon we play the same game, this one ending with us in one another's arms making mad passionate sex between us, and what was not told around the Yoshiwara, was spread by Yukio, and my next afternoon began a schedule I couldn't believe considering the short time I had been here. My 1st future patron is the lord mayor of Sasabo who sent me such a sweet piece of prose I had to meet him, lord Jeovono is a small man, only a little taller than I, but his words stilled my beating heart as the longer we talked back and forth, I knew I would be in his arms before dark, after a wonderfully pleasing time of him literally rendering me into a state of delirium I weakly say, "Ooohhh, my lord Mayor, you are so pleasingly forceful and fulfilling."

"A very wise Oiran once said she only gave back to her patrons what they gave her. As are my feeling now. Princess this is how I feel now, if it were not for your continued tenderness, I would not have been so pleasing to you."

"Please my lord, who 1st said that."

"According to my father General Herosaki it was the original Princess Susiama your mother."

"This of course I would have no way of knowing my mother died in a fire shortly after I was born."

"I know my father told me long ago, it was here in the Yoshiwara was it not." "Alas yes, near where we are now, a Shinto shrine is there now dedicated to her memory to speak of her causes me pain, for I never knew my mother."

He tells the geisha, "Assist your mistress with her make up and kimonos, I see tears in her eyes and I wish to remove them with my lips."

None of my patrons ever asked why I request so much Yen for a single night, because after we are together they were too tired to walk, and spent the night where they are, as soon I was bringing in more Yen than any of my mistresses Oiran, and as my notoriety spread again men were lined up waiting their turn to experience the blissful euphorically delirious ecstatic ecstasy every man who is with me has during the time he either sweetly or brutally all but forced themselves upon me, smothering my glistening red lips with passionate kisses. as time once again became a lost matter to me, during this time my former houses were rebuilt, my precious little Yukosaki became the youngest man to ever graduate from the university, and his father began weakening terribly, as I worked on the military generals and staff, winning them to his leadership, without them even realizing it, and one day, many were called to the palace to hear his thoughts on invading China, during that meeting the chief of staff stood up and tells all, "Do you realize my generals this, yet a boy, has more knowledge about military tactics than some of us do, tell me Prince Yukosaki where have you gained all this knowledge."

"That general I cannot say, it mostly came to me in dreams and day time thoughts but I do know my plans will work...and Japan will again be an empire."

"Prince Yukiosaki we have voted and wish you to take the Chrysanthemum throne, especially since the present emperor has become so weak and disinterested in his duties as head of the government, we have only to wait for your 13th birthday...2 weeks away, will you do this for the Japanese empire and us."

"General Leyasu, will you be my prime minister, choosing your staff from the military, my schooling in military matters has taught me, military men are far better government administrators than civilian will ever be."

So the change was decided, plans put in effect even as the emperor set right in the meeting and had nothing to say. But even before this, Commodore Perry landed on our shores and asked for an audience with the emperor, Yukiosaki took the call and met with them, along with his general staff, advising him as the meeting went on, and shortly they came to realize without a strong navy we had no power to stop what the Americans wanted to do, 1st establish a foreign office in Tokyo, England had one, China, Russia, and even France, with far too many men and women working here in Japan, so as they talked Yukiosaki stands and asks, "I pose a question Commodore Perry, since we have no choice in this, will America assist us in building a strong Naval force for Japan."

"Your majesty as I have said the united States will provide Japan with a Naval force that no nation will care to fight."

So they were turned down, once the Americans were gone Yukiosaki tells his staff, "I did not wish them to supply Japan with a Navy, I used that to make sure they will have no reason to question us as we do, so General Leyasu commission the Kamakura manufacturing corp. to start building us a Naval force 2nd to none in the Pacific, I leave it to you and my Naval officers to decide how many of what we need, I also have drawings of what I consider worthy military ships of the line. We are becoming a mighty nation except for our Navy, and here we are, one of the smallest nation in the Pacific, and Australia can probably win over us in a Naval battle."

"What of our plans for China your majesty."

He glances to where I am standing out of sight from any others and I shake my head no, so he tells them, "Let us put that off until we see how this goes, instead let us take the smaller islands east of us, and French Indo-china...possibly Korea also." So one of his staff asks, "Your majesty why do these mean so much to you, they are such small nations."

"All rich in mineral deposits, none of which are being exploited, we can do that.' After they leave he asks me, `Susi what are your thoughts."

"For far too long Japan has shown nothing but weakness before other nations, we are considered a backward nation, only because we were so long in letting others come to our shores, your father opened our doors and let the world see our lack of military might, now we are being filled with nations foreign offices, and all they want is to keep an eye on us, have large caves dug into the mountains and do our manufacturing there, totally unseen from every one, I, mean while, will weaken the officers of these spies...military and diplomats all enjoy freebees, so I shall give my girls some easy pieces for these barbarians know little or nothing about real love making or how to please a willing woman, so we shall drain their minds of whatever they have hidden from us."

"Some day soon Susi will you tell me from where you learned all this."

"Later my lord, especially after you allow me to pleasure you to sleep tonight." Korea is a nation of farmer and fishing boats, so in retaliation for past tries to invade Japan we took it in days. And lost not one man doing it, through mostly talks, and promises of bringing industry to their nation giving many work, and French Indo-China was even easier and done the same way, thereby giving us more area to build in and a source of food and supplies, with so much of my time spent working with Yukiosaki on military matters my sex life began to get really rotten, my mistress started demanding my presence there to entertain the many who were waiting me to entertain them, so I told her, "Per our agreement a few years ago when I came to you, better, when you found me and asked me to come in with you, still a part of you operation I now will open my houses and have my girls work out of there."

"You know I hate to see you leave, but we did agree on this, you will continue paying me my % will you not." "As agreed, for my services yes, not my girls, they will start after I open there."

This time I have to get the girls I need myself, because Yukio has gotten older. So I go to Kyoto, check with the local broker who refuses to give me any information about where to look, so from there into the mountains where the poor farmer live, of course Yukio is with me, but I must do this, so as we stop at large farm at the door I ask, "My name is Princess Susiama, I own and operate a geisha house in Tokyo is there any chance you know where some one may have a young, but lovely girl they will sell me." The man who looks mean, replies, "Lady you came to the right farm, come in and look at my fleet of daughters, any one or all..."then he yells, "Girls come here some one has given me an offer to buy you."

And out walks 6 of the cutest little girls, although they are dirty and wearing ripped clothing so I ask, "Where is their mother."

"She died birthing this littlest one, Susi tell the nice lady how old you are."

The most darling, cute tiny thing replies, "I'm 3, daddy has tried raising us but he can only do so much."

"Sir if I may, you need boys."

"You are telling me, but what am I to do now, with no woman to birth any." "This oldest one, you have not touched her have you." "Do you think me a pervert, shit no. how much are these worth to you."

Suddenly I realize how difficult this is going to be, how does one put a price on a person, so I ask, "If you could have help on your farm, will he make many Yen."

"Without these mouths to feed, yes, room, food, and whoever he may be we'll settle on a price per month...look, I'll give them to you, just to not have to feed them."

"No my conscience will not let me do that...200,000 Yen a piece."

Totally dumb struck he actually kneels before me and prayerfully says, "The great Kami has sent you to help me, I praise your name, YES, oh my yes."

"Also I am looking for young men, if I find one who wants work, may I send him to you."

"You will do this for me, what may I do to show my gratitude for you being such an savior to me."

"Treat whoever I send you fairly, only that, Yukio pay the man, girls pack what you have, none of it will be used once I dress you as I want you, but whatever you want from here take it now."

The oldest one asks, "How often will we be able to come and see our daddy. He has been as good to us as he can, but as Susi told you he works so hard."

"We will be along way from here darling, possibly not for very many years." Once we're on our way one named Tunasi asks, "You must be very rich, you gave our daddy a lot of Yen for us, now you own us is that so, yes."

"You love your daddy do you not my precious little love."

"You say nice things to us, will you always."

"Yes darling for you are my little angels, my attendants, no one will ever harm you, because you are only mine...Yukio we must find a young man for him, he needs one very badly."

"If I may say this Princess Susiama, this is not a job for you, you are far too tender hearted."

"How can I be any other way, look at these poor girls, dirty cloths, skin, but nicely healthy, no bugs or sickness."

Then another, Konki asks, "Can you tell us what a Ge...Ge..."

"Geisha house my precious, it is where young girls like your selves learn a wonderful trade, but you will not as yet, you are my helpers, other girls will learn to be Oiran Geisha, who are young ladies who entertain men in tea houses, including sexually."

We are on the road for 2 weeks before I get all the ones I need and find a healthy young man for the girls father, then another week getting back, having to stop at inns along the way for the nights, all of these are healthy the boys strong from hard work, but my favorite are my little girls, who I cannot wait to show the wonders of sexual pleasure between girls. Once we are back I ask Yukio, "I am putting these boys in your care, train them to be soldiers, with the bow, spear, and martial arts. You will do this for me, will you not, please Yukio."

"Why do you ask when you know I will crawl on my knees for you."

So begins the time where I am training all day and entertaining men at night, as many months go by, then I am called to the palace, and Empress Tounasi asks, "I know you have little love for Tomi but he is close to dying, will you make his last weeks happy and pleasant."

"Tounasi if I possibly could I would but I have opened my house and have 12 young girls I am training, plus entertaining nightly, tell me when he has only days, hopefully I will be able to by then."

"Also Susi, Yukiosaki has been wondering when you will give yourself to him. He has yet to feel your warmth and I have heard him masturbating talking to you." "now this I must take care of, for me to not give my precious Yukiosaki my body is unforgivable of me, actually I am free tonight, so let me go back, and I will be here later, early evening." Then I go back to my house where I continue training both groups of girls, the older ones to entertain men and the younger ones to pleasure me, but I soon see where I cannot do all this, so I go to my mistress and ask, "May I use your best Oiran to train my girls, what ever she feels is fair, will be fine with me."

"I was wondering if you would find out how impossible it is to do both, and as it happens I have an older woman who wants to get out of entertaining, so let me get Connase."

And soon in walks a vision of sheer loveliness and femininity, I must have been staring because she asks, "Princess Susiama, is there something about me." "Connase...by the Kami you are the most gorgeous woman I have ever seen." "Coming from you this is a complement, as for myself it is the cross breeding that is in me, I am part Korean, Chinese and Japanese...Susi stop staring at me like that."

Shaking my head I reply, "I am sorry Connase, I need help training my young girls to be courtesans, actually courtesan Geisha, with enough music to entertain and much sexual experience. Will you help me."

She looks at our mistress and asks, "This is what I want to do my mistress, please may I."

"You have served me well, your debt is paid, you are free to do what you wish, I have no ties to you...I will leave it for you to tell the rest."

Kneeling she tells her, "I shall always love you mother, you have always treated me with respect, there are no words to express my gratitude for all you have given me."

Leaning down she pulls Connase up as she tells her, "I cannot lie my darling, I miss you already, you have made us both so much wealth, Susi you are getting the best Oiran I have ever trained. Please Connase come back to see me often." "Mother I will be only 2 blocks away, of course we will see one another often, Princess Susiama as soon as I am packed I shall be there."

Once she is I tell her, "I am happy you were always treated respectfully because that is how I am with my girls, I try to never yell or strike them, so I know they will be in good hands, I must go to the palace tonight, the old emperor is dying and the new wants to talk to me so I will not be home until tomorrow late morning."

"You are very fortunate to have the emperor as your patron."

"For so many years I cannot count them any more."

Even as those words came out I knew I had told Connase the wrong thing, so she asks, "How can that be, you just came to Tokyo a short time ago."

"Please hold what I just said, do not repeat it please I beg of you, as soon as we have time I shall tell you how."

"What you just told me, tells me you are the Princess Susiama, but how can you be, because you are so young."

"Please Connase, later when we can."

"Whatever it is, now that I am part of this house nothing passes my lips that we do here, or say."

At the palace, Yukiosaki asks, "am I really going to be with you tonight Princess Susiama."

"Yes my darling so now refer to me as Susi, and I you Yuki, now let us go into your bedroom suite...my precious Yuki I have loved you since before you were born and I have impatiently awaited for this night, 1st let me tell you the way I love men, and you my love are such a man...long hours of me tantalizing you, actually tormenting your senses, until after you have ejaculated several times I mount you and we love one another endlessly, now undress and lie on your bed, and experience such euphoric ecstasy...you may not be able to control your desires, if you cannot, then do with me as you will, but take my body Togi, be not afraid you may harm me."

"You will not hurt me will you Susi."

"No my precious darling love, never."

As I tantalize him he ejaculates so much and so many times it amazes me he has so much semen, and after his ejaculations slow, I mount his body, lay on him and slowly move back and forth, until. Ever so many hours after as we are still laying there with me on top of him, he weakly asks, "Do you feel as I do, so deeply in love."

"I always have Togi, long before you were born...you precious, sweet darling angel of love, you have touched me deeply...ever so deeply..."

Feeling him still overly desirous of me, I begin my slow moving back and forth, until he rolls us over and takes control, causing me so wonderfully fulfilling I drift away to my middle earth, when all was so carefree and sweet, and as he drifts off to sleep I see day light coming. I get up long before Togi does, and tell Tounasi, "I must return...how can I leave before Togi awakes...such a darling man he is, and I have loved him for so many years, I must go in and at least kiss him good bye, I shall be back as soon as I can."

As I lean over and kiss his lips, he pulls me down and tells me, "I know you have much to do, but please come back to me very soon, Susi you now have my heart, please do not break it."

"I would rather die then to ever harm you my darling, and yes, I will be back very soon."

At my house every one is up and Connase is busy training the Oiran to be, while my younger are cleaning the house. So I ask Henriti, "Please come with me Henriti."

In my bedroom I tell her, "Some time ago I had a wonderfully pleasing lover with your name Henriti who was my life back then and we were so deeply in love, nothing else mattered, will you allow me to love you Henriti." "Allow, when I have dreamed of you doing that. Oh yes Princess Susiama, allow, I am dying of anticipation for your lips pressed against mine. Much later after my poor Henriti had fainted from exhaustion, I, by gently putting a wet cloth on her forehead and kissing her lips she recovers and asks, "Connase told us last night you were a love goddess, you are, are you not."

"Connase is nice saying that, but I can imagine she is also, because she has been the best Oiran here for many years."

"Connase told us you are a Tayu, even higher ranked than she, so you must be better."

"My dearest the pleasure gotten from love, is what it is to the receiver, to one it may be nothing, and to another it may be the only one that person will ever love, so I never compare myself to another Oiran or Tayu. You on the other hand are most pleasing, especially to me, now darling assist me so I may be so lovely for my patron of this evening. would you like to come with me, you will not be asked to do any thing sexual to or for him, only wipe sweat from our bodies, serve us, and set looking adorable, as you do now, especially since this will be one of your duties as my attendants."

So as we walk into the tea house the minister of defense lord general Yagitoga Pinikosaki rises and says, "Princess Susiama, how kind of you to except my request to see you, please my sweet little pet set here, your assistant may set there I am so thankful some one finally stopped having your pleasure givers painted as you used to be, especially one such as yourself, Susi, if I may refer to you as such, you are just the most adorably irresistible woman any man will ever want."

"My gracious lord, keep this up and I shall be blushing down to my waist."

"If I may, the plans the emperor has for the conquest of China are most intriguing I do believe, as well as many on the council we now have the most able man on the throne we may have ever had, a honest to Shinto, Genius. Especially, as it seems in military matters."

"I thank you my lord for in many ways I tutored him in his quest for knowledge."

"You Princess, when you cannot be over 3-5 years older than he."

"I of course jest my lord, it is just that I have such close feelings for H. I. M. Emperor Yukiosaki after all he is my cousin."

"I pray you will excuse me but it has been far too long since I felt your passion, and lustfulness, must we continue making this small talk."

"My lord, I was just following your lead, much better we begin enjoying one another's bodies."

"1st you just spoke as if women enjoy men as much as we enjoy you, is this so." "Oh my yes, right now I hunger for your aggressiveness upon me my lord." Much later as he lights a cigarette, he asks, " have you acquired a taste for these yet."

"Oh Yes my lord, I smoke often."

"Good since you do nothing that is not done so sensuously men trip over themselves trying to get to you, here have mine."

"Thank you my lord...hmmm...yes this is good tasting."

As I almost seductively exhale the smoke from my partly puckered lips, but very slowly, and it drifts up my face, He tells me, "Your sensuousness is far too overwhelming...I must have more of you."

After he rolls over and goes to sleep. So I leave, as I come in the house Connase is setting having a smoke from my opium pipe, so I ask may I share it with you Connase."

"Susi darling I need you tonight, have you any energy left."

As I look into her eyes I see she's been smoking for a while now and is really gone, lazily setting with practically nothing on but her skin she pulls me to her and gives me a sloppy dripping wet of Sake kiss, smelling of opium terribly, and then I realize poor Connase is hooked on it, and even worse as we kiss again I then see she is sick too. My heart breaks as I tell her, "Connase we cannot make love darling how long have you known you have syphilis...and how many of my girls have you given it to."

Still far too gone to give me an intelligent reply, I quietly cause her to become sleepy and fall into a deep sleep. 1st I check my girls and see they have not gotten it from Connase, so I carry her out in the large yard in back, revert to my former form, call my family and tell them, "We have another mortal to feed from, get into every orifice she has and eat away this, that causes her to be sick, come my loves."

Getting into almost every part of her body we eat away the syphilis and it is a good thing she is so doped on the opium because as with Henriti this pains greatly, by morning she is cured and awakes, as she weakly asks, "What am I doing here."

"What do you remember of last night."

Bursting out crying she tells me, "Oh, Susi I have been terrible to you, I am sick, the pain was so bad last night I smoked opium until it went away...did something else happen."

"I came home and saw you so gone on the opium, as you kissed me, I sensed you were sick, now you are well, Connase, that means you own me your life, it is no longer yours to waste, but mine to love, now darling let me help you inside."

Once on her bed what I told her sinks in and she asks, "There is no cure for what I have, what did you mean I am well."

"Connase I have abilities mortal man cannot understand, last night 1000s of my kind ate away what was causing you to die, that is why you are so weak, you lost a lot of blood too, for we are a hungry, selfish family and will eat a body completely if left alone."

"I do hope you know I have no idea of what you are talking about."

"It matters little, what does matter is you are no longer sick and will live, I caused that to happen, so your life is mine."

"If indeed you are right, I willingly give my life to you, especially since I do not seem to know how to take care of it."

"Do you know how you became sick." "Yes...a few weeks ago I was with a man who loved to smoke opium, he got me so gone from it, I did not know what was going on, especially what was happening to me, I kind of woke up as 3 men I had never seen before were attacking me at once...it was so terribly painful, they did not care what I thought or was feeling they brutally ravished my body until I fainted. Our mistress found out, naturally forced me to stop seeing her clients and when you asked for some one she knew you would control me, but not cure me, Susi please believe me, I was never going to touch your girls, it is far too painful to think of giving it to some one else."

"You are upsetting yourself lie back and rest, I will send one of the girls in to feed you, and wash you...you will tell no one about any of this, after a few days you will know you are cured, then I shall give you how you will live your life from now on...do you understand me, I will not have this sickness in my houses, so I will leave you with this thought, I will happily kill any one who causes my girls sickness, I have killed before, and now it is easy for me."

"By the Kami, you are the Princess Susiama."

"Leave it as it is, much later I will tell you more."

For the next few days my girls have a rest, their teacher is sick, with the flu and cannot instruct them, so I put my men guarding them and Connase so I can do my entertaining and leave it there, then soon Connase realizes I am right, and she is cured, comes to me kneels before me and asks, "Command me my goddess of mercy and I shall do whatever you order, with no regret, only joy and happiness to serve you."

"Stay as you are and pray to the Kami of earth, wind, fire, water and myself, until I tell you to stop...Yukio please get our carriage ready, we are going into the hills for a talk, what I have to tell you is for your ears only." Once we are ready I ask Yukio, "Can I completely trust these men you have been training to not touch my girls and protect them while we are gone." "I have told them only death awaits the one who disobeys you my Princess." So going to our mistress I ask, "Please may I use some of your best guards only for tonight, for I must leave my girls and need guards for them."

"They will expect Yen."

"Easily done, please have them go there now."

Once we are far out among the mountains, I say, "Yukio you have served and loved me dearly, I in turn have given you as much of my love as I could, Connase, the second I 1st saw you, I fell deeply in love whether you feel as strongly as I, matters little, for now you are mine, leave me and you shall surely die, and darling your death will not be easy, what you had, is a terrible sickness that 1st takes part of the mind then pieces of the body, any one I have known that had it, killed themselves before they died from it, with me your life will be full and you will experience a freedom you have never had, Yukio my faithful friend, lover and servant...please believe what I tell you now,

Long before man was on earth we were, the brownies, gnomes, elves, nixies, goblins, trolls, dwarfs, pixies. Living free and not concerned about the future, feeding from the flowers, the Kami of creatures of the forests, rivers, and seas, although the goblins, trolls, actually fed off us, life was good but we still needed to be careful, but what life is totally without some cares, all this took place in what we referred to as middle earth, why I do not know, because there was sky over head, but still middle earth, but I was different, from watching the dwarfs and gnomes, as they enjoyed the act of reproducing and having young, I became thrilled with the act that caused their young to come, and longed to be able to actually do it, I prayed long days to the great Spirits of earth, sky, water, fire, trees and mountains to allow me mortal form so I may spend time experiencing this marvelous act, knowing nothing about wealth to have it or not I thought nothing about it, clothing, a woman's figure, then one day after the time of man on earth a farmer finds a little girl sleeping in his shed only 4-10, a slender little thing, so young, or she looked young after he awakes her he asks, "Where did you come from, who are you, and why are you here."

I did not understand him, something else I did not think about, mortals speak a strange talk, but slowly I began to know what he is asking me, so as well as I could I tell him, "You awoke me just now, here I am, where from I do not know...I am named Pensuwana...please keep me, I can work."

"You are a strange one but I can use help in this poor soil where I try to raise enough to feed us, come with me."

In his home his wife asks, "She has no clothing where did you get her."

"I found her sleeping in the shed, we'll keep her and work her...cloths, what does she need."

"Man she must be covered some or she'll tempt you."

"This bean pole, woman you are crazy, I need not a bean pole."

As he spoke I see the woman as he called this one and she had things on her chest that pushed her cloths out, so over the next time period I became to look close to the way she did, but not so thick and soon I was a very lovely looking sweet little girl, who the farmer noticed often as I kneeled planting and weeding his plants, until soon I see what this look in his eyes was...he wanted what I came here to find, he wanted to have intercourse with me, little me, Pensuwana who they had renamed Susiama, so one evening he and I are working out in the field and he comes close to me and gently pulls me to him and roughly feels my breasts, kisses my face and neck then lays me on the ground, drops his skirt and loves me, I softly tell him, "Tukyo I have wanted you to do this to me for so long."

"And I to you my little sprite."

After as we continue weeding I ask, "How do you know I am a wood sprit."

"You are cute Susiama, a wood sprit are you, from the way you respond I thought you are a sex sprite."

"Turn will be mad at me for allowing you to...what was that...what is what you did to me, Tukyo."

"What I did to you Susiama is make love to you"

"Oh, it is nice, you will do it often will you not."

Between me and turn he became a great man and had many sons, which I knew he wanted so I secretly assisted him in having them, not realizing once they were old enough he had no use for me, except to love me. Then the day came when Turn caught us, so because they were so poor and had sons to help she told me to leave and seek life else where, so I became a wandering woman, allowing men to take me whenever I could and grabbing as much gold as they were careless enough to let me, then one terrible night years later, I unwillingly was submitted to raped to death for being such a wanton trollop and thief,

I prayed to the Kami of all things in and on earth, crying that if it will save me I will honor the Kami as long as she keeps me alive and in mortal form, I collapsed, only to awaken, alone, feeling healthy and strong...I continued from that horror able night, after many more years I had either stolen, sold my body, craftily cheated men of their gold, robbed or whatever else was there to take, went back to my families farm and the Yamato family began to thrive after that, and we soon became wealthy merchants, our cousin, a military man, through wars made himself shogun of all Japan, elevated a branch of my family to emperor and empress, ordered the people to worship them as living gods, from the sun goddess, and the imperial family of Japan began, the shogun killed all of my part of the family, so there will be only one branch of the family to rule as a figure head, but some how missed me, so because of my bargain with earth's Kami, I am here, and will always be so. It sounds like a child's fantasy but if it is, then explain these to yourself."

As suddenly what looks like 1000s of tiny creatures are buzzing around their faces, and I was not there, I had just vanished, until I set down on Yukio's shoulder and yell, "Yukio, look at your shoulder, see darling it is me, in my real form, a wood sprite...Connase this is how we cured you, we actually crawled inside your body and ate away what was harming you, we live on sweat, blood, and almost whatever else we can find in fluid form, but we are selfish and will eat a mortal's body if left alone long enough..."

Then bang I am setting beside them, and continue, "

Do not ask me how old I am because I do not know, time has no meaning to me. I do know I existed when these islands were nothing but mountains with no man living on them...nor can I tell you my abilities, or powers, I do not know, I only know what true love is and now I have 3 mortals I love more than my life, if indeed I am alive...the emperor will ask me soon to wed him, but can I reproduce I know not, can I be true to one person that I do know, I cannot be without love which is a larger part of my existence than my very existence is, I have no power over death, this I do know, but simple sickness and body problems, nothing for us, for we simply eat whatever it is away, and as I said, if left alone the body itself...Connase in your case we actually made ourselves even tinier and went into the veins probably a million or more of us, and we ate ourselves almost sick full, I can see the future, where we will be tomorrow, next year, the past is easy, especially since I have been in most of it...some how I sense if a person is sick, those I turn away,. Not because I will catch it, or spread t, but that if one is sick I do not want them. I sleep 2 hours every other day, remember everything I have read or heard. I have loved dozens of Emperor's of Japan, Tomi is the 1st to betray me, and he almost forced me into a life of a whore, only because he is weak, you now are the only mortals to have heard this, believe it or not, matters little to me, but now you possess my secret, I have laid myself open to you, I have no other secrets, so that is how I expect you to live around me, Yukio you have proven to me you are true and faithful, Connase, you have yet to prove that, but I hold no ill will, my love is not of that kind, I love only fully, pleasingly and satisfyingly. I experienced a new feeling after Tomi betrayed me, one of fear, resentment and a for need revenge, the emperor Yukiosaki is part of that revenge...but alas I am not a revenge type person, so I most likely will do nothing else to him, and allow him to die happy thinking I never felt revengeful toward him, if you ask, I may be able to reply, unless your question is more difficult then my ability to answer. I need to tell you, Connase what I did,. So you will know how very dearly and deep my love for you is...all I ask is do not cause yourself the heart sick another woman I loved dearly did, she ended dying of a broken heart for she could not forgive herself and felt as though my love was not real, but charity. I have no charity in me, it is either total love or none.' So Yukio asks, "With all you can do why did you not alter their thinking back when we were doing so well, rather than begin again."

"Who are they Yukio, and how would I know if I have altered all my enemies minds...that is far easier said than done, besides I have been my daughter so many times, I have forgotten them all.' Connase asks, "What do you look like when you are a wood sprit." "As you see me, except my wings."

"Is there some way we can see you as you really are."

"If your eye sight is very good, or possibly a glass that magnifies. Although just a few minutes ago you did. But why, for I am here."

"A sprite, aren't there water, wood and sea sprites."

"Water and sea are the same, they play with words and pretend if they come from the sea, or just a lake or river they are different, but not so, actually we all look the same, except we have no sex, all of us look feminine. Whether we all are or not, that I do not know either."

So Yukio asks, `Susi what did you do all day."

"Play, eat, spy on the gnomes and dwarfs, tease the living creatures the great Kami put in middle earth, making them run after us, then sucking the sweat from either their bodies or tongues, you see there is no such thing as time, of all the matters I had to become used to Time was the hardest. Day and night did not actually exist, middle earth is always half lighted, a dim sun light...I am so happy you believe me."

"How else can we feel you certainly do paint a delightful picture of your past life, but do you not miss any of it, or your friends...no you called them family. Wait if you have no sex how did you reproduce."

"We never had that privilege that is why I wanted to be in mortal form, so I could like the gnomes and dwarfs do. We seemed to come from the trees just simply appear out of a tree, that is why we are wood sprites, the pixies and fairies were so nice to be near, they are all female complete female, I know because I used to spy on them too especially when they were bathing, except for size, I believe this is the reason I fell in love with you Connase, you remind me of the Fairies, oh, gosh, It is getting later we should be going now, for in the dark corners is where the goblins, trolls, dwarfs, and gnomes wait for us to fly by, grabbing us and quickly stuffing us in their mouths, I still am afraid of the dark."

As we ride back Yukio asks, "You actually believe all that do you not Princess Susiama."

Saddened I reply, "Oh, Yukio I knew you would believe me, Connase do you doubt me too."

"My mistress I now feel totally under your will, and if it makes you feel better, yes I believe you, just please do not tell this to others, you may be locked up."

As tears run down my face I disappear from them, and they wonder where I went and how did I ever get out of the coach so quickly. Once at my house Connase goes in her bedroom and sees 100s of us setting on her bed, I shout, "I am not crazy my love, come and touch me."

"Susi how can I you are no larger then the end of my finger. And of course I believed you, but there, when Yukio was so unbelieving I was too weak to stand up for you."

"Good let it go as it is, would you enjoy us to pleasure you by stimulating the juice of your month so we may drink from it." "you will not hurt me will you."

"Oh my yes, but you will enjoy it, because you must, remember darling you are now mine."

We tantalize her so terribly by tickling her skin all over and causing poor Connase to become so emotionally aroused she faints from over exhaustion, and instantly I am laying next to her.

But then I had so many men waiting me I had to receive them so while Connase trained and instructed I met men in the early afternoon, and another in the evening, and another after him on until the next morning servicing as many as 4 men a night, but then after a few weeks remember I told Yukiosaki I would be back soon, so as Yuki and I are setting on the ground in the garden, he asks, "Mother please tell me about middle earth." "You referred to me as mother, Yuki my precious, how pleased that makes me."

"Tounase, my mother told me to call you mother, she said it will cause you much happiness."

Holding him tightly and passionately kissing his lips I then say, "Ever so happy my darling son, lover and emperor, but do you know why she told you that."

"Yes, but she also told me to ask you, she says you fashioned me as if with clay, what did she mean." As I glance up I see Tounase nodding her head yes, so I tell Yuki, "I caused you to be a son, but not to Tounase, but to her cousin Henriti, Tounase is not your real mother, just as the semen and sperm that created you with Henriti's egg was altered by me removing your father's weaker traits and adding my own special traits to cause you to be who you are."

"Then as you told me when I was very young you are the sorceress Tayu who will guide me through my time as Emperor, how powerful is your magic."

"Careful now, do not tempt the Kami of earth's many creatures, let me just say, that as you need it, sorcery will be with you, as now, it is Dec, but why does the grass grow near us, and the plum trees bloom, see the wonderfully pleasing blossoms...and look see the wood sprites pollinating the blossoms as they suck the nectars from them, this is all me, for no one else sees this, and it will be gone as soon as I am...and even this take it and have your Generals look it over, a gun that fires as long as the trigger is held down, tell them it is your design...your mind gives your thoughts away Yuki, for you are not caring about guns now only the soften of my breasts between your lips, come darling let us consummate this lust, love, devotion and passion you have for me."

After as we lay there still kissing he stops and says, "We shall always be as we are now my darling Susiama, I am emperor and I say it is so."

So is my days and nights over 2 years later, poor Tomi now dead, and Tounase close, Yukiosaki has his advanced degrees, so one night after we'd made love, he tells me, "

"A week from now I will announce our engagement we shall be married 6 month from then, then trees are full of blossoms, we will be wed under them in the orchard, do not you dare tell me you are not dearly in love with me, as I am with you, we both speak of our heart sickness each time we are apart, who better to give me sons, than the sorceress who made me, I will not take no for an answer."

Kneeling before him I take his hand and kiss it, as I reply, "Then you have me my lord and master, for as long as you respect and honor me, I shall be your submissive wife, mistress and slave up holding your honor when and wherever I must."

Yukiosaki stares at me for the longest time then asks, "Just this easy, you except my proposal, you will honestly marry me."

"And sever all relationships with the Yoshiwara and prostitution so my lord can hold his head up high, knowing his wife is true to him alone, I shall become impregnated by you, but our children shall be born as I know they must, because I am far too tiny to safe fully carry and birth mortal children, then my lord all will see and know you are truly the human manifestation of the great goddess of the sun...my lord I remain humbled at your feet to show my deep respect and everlasting love for only you..."

Tears run down my face as I look up into his eyes with such a submissiveness on my face, continuing, "The earth, and it peoples shall now see and know the might of the emperor of the Japanese Empire...I have and always will love you, desire you, humble myself before you and respond to your every will for my life... Yukiosaki...by the Kami who made me, I am so dearly in love with you my heart aches even now knowing there shall be times when you are not with to me...as it has these many years since I 1st gave you life even before you were conceived."

"Rise my empress and know I shall never turn away from you nor will I ever deny you my love, devotion and trust.'

As we kiss it is as if I become a part of Yukiosaki and my body becomes part of his as time stops, and we stand with our lips pressed against the others, until poor weak Tounase enters and says, "Praise the Kami of wind, water, land and fire, my son has his empress."

She walks to us, embraces me tightly as she says, "The emperor told me he was going to propose...but my darling Susiama, I did not expect you to except it...then you never have done as any one expected...oh, my children may we speak of the wonders of this, together, tonight, even now."

Yuki replies, "yes mother so many plans to be made now, Susi...no words can express my joy."

"nor mine my lord and master."

So as we set, Tounase asks, "A fair question what will you do with your house." "Sell it, land and all, to the wonderfully knowledgeable woman who instructs the girls there now."

"Do you not feel any regret knowing soon you will be away from them."

"No mother, for the great Kami has heard my prayers and answered them, our darling Yuki needs me badly for now as I just told him Japan and the world will now see he truly is the personification of the sun goddess on earth, and during his 100 year rein the Japanese empire will become one of the leading forces on earth, if not the leader of the free world."

Togi laughs as he tell us, am I marrying our little Susiama or a world class diplomat."

Lightly kissing his lips I reply, "Both my lord, a submissive wife to you, a diplomat to the world to assist you...Tounase did you ever imagine my part in the affairs of the palace and our great nation would ever come this far."

"Not to disappoint you Susi, but yes, once I knew how we would have an heir to the throne, and your part in making it a reality...but my precious how will you ever carry and birth children, you are so very tiny."

"Although it is for my lord to know, the great Kami told me that some time ago.'"

Jokingly Yuki says, "You little sneak you plotted this, you beguiled me so you can be Empress...mother should we allow such a sneaky woman in our palace."

"We had better now or Susi will sue you for breach of promise."

"Yes my lord, see how mean men are one little matter and you turn on me."

I had worded it wrong because as those words came from my lips, Yuki actually kneels before me and tells me, in such a serious tone, "Know this, I will never turn against you, the one our Kami has placed together."

We joke around like this half the night,

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